A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

An Jinnian was a dream I had when I was 19 years old. He appeared gorgeously and then disappeared silently. Since then, he has become a scar in my heart.Let it hurt whenever it hurts.
　At the age of 19, I am a clown who just wants to become Cinderella in fairy tales. I fall asleep with a novel in my hand every day, and wake up in a dream of Prince Charming. 　
　I have written myself as the heroine sought after by thousands of people in novels, and I have also written the most perfect hero in novels.I look forward to meeting the male protagonist in my novel one day, imagining that he is noble and mysterious, with a handsome face and elegant manners, just like the handsome man in a martial arts TV series.My friend said that I must have written too many novels and my brain was damaged. How can there be such a perfect person in the world.
　Before I met An Jinnian, I always felt that I was dreaming back to the Tang Dynasty.But after meeting An Jinnian, everything in the dream became a reality. 　
　An Jinnian, this person who appeared in my world in a hurry, and then disappeared strangely.You know, after you left, my world has undergone earth-shaking changes. Since then, no one I have met is like you... 　
　Memories came one after another like turbulent waves, hitting my brain over and over again, refreshing the past that was about to be forgotten, and you, An Jinnian, whom I have never forgotten for many years. 　
　 (1. Maybe from the moment we meet, you are destined to be inseparable from me) 　
In July 2012, high temperatures continued throughout the country.The vicious sunlight is no longer something that can be resisted by ordinary defense measures.At this time, I was fined to run three laps on the school track because of skipping gym class.On the small runway, I was sweating profusely while running alone, and was devastated by the high temperature. 　
　I have had low blood pressure since I was a child, and I couldn't bear the hardships of long-distance running. After running one lap, my whole body began to feel dizzy.However, my best friend Xu Yan had already returned to the dormitory, so I had to stand on the starting line of the finish line under the scorching sun, unable to take a step forward.

It happened to be noon, the sun was shining, and the sweat on my forehead kept dripping down.Standing in place for a while, I just wanted to continue running, but I felt extremely uncomfortable in my chest.

The scene in front of him instantly became blurred and gradually became pitch black.I waved my hands indiscriminately, allowing the tightness in my chest to become more and more uncomfortable, making it difficult for me to breathe.

　I was limp on the ground, powerless and unable to tell the direction.Cold sweat broke out all over his body, he was so helpless that he wanted to cry, and his heart panicked even more.I can't tell what it feels like, the whole person seems to have no support point at all, and it feels like it may hang up at any time.
An Jinnian, you appeared at this time and pulled me up who was lying on the ground.Helped me to sit down in the shade, and fed me a drink of water.

When I was relieved, everything became clear before my eyes.Your face came into my eyes, at that moment, you looked like the Prince Charming in a fairy tale.Calmly took out a tissue from your pocket and wiped the cold sweat on my forehead, I just watched you serve me attentively.
You just broke into my heart without warning, and I asked you cautiously, "My name is Lin Xi, where are you?" 　
　You looked up at me, your eyes were blurred, a smile appeared on the corner of your mouth, and you jokingly said: "My name is An, my name is Jinnian, and my full name is An Jinnian." 　
　"Thank you for helping me today." That was the first time I was shy in front of you. 　
　You said: "Lin Xi, I recognize you, and I have read your novel, which is very good." 　
　Listening to your words of earnest praise for me, I suddenly felt secretly happy.You must not know that you are the first person to praise me to my face.

　That day, we chatted for a long time on the benches in the small gazebo beside the runway.From your childhood to the future, from my future to my childhood. 　
　Only then did I know that you came here not long ago as an exchange student.Because I was not familiar with the environment and wandered around, it was so coincidental to meet me who fell on the ground.It can be seen how lucky I am to meet you so well.
That day, you sent me back to the dormitory.Before leaving, I still reminded me carefully: "Lin Xi, the weather is so hot now, don't run around anymore." 　
Your words are like a cup of clear water poured into my heart. 　
After you left, my buddy Xu Yan kept asking me about our relationship.Out of helplessness, I had no choice but to tell her what happened.In the end, I was very satisfied and said: "Xu Yan, I finally found my Prince Charming."
　An Jinnian, my Prince Charming, maybe from the moment we met, you were destined to be inseparable from me.
(2. If I can meet such a perfect you, what should I use to describe the rest of my life)
　Since then, the name An Jinnian kept appearing in my dreams, and I began to inquire about everything about you.
　I heard people say that you have a bad temper, but no one has ever seen you with a good temper.Your personality is also very withdrawn, and you never interact with others.There are many girls in your class who like you and write love letters to you.Afterwards, you found out that you tore up those love letters in front of the whole class in an agitated manner, thus breaking the hearts of many girls. 　
　I am curious about you, because that day I saw you who were completely different from what others said. You were gentle, meticulous, considerate, and cared for me even more.I think I must have been disrupted by your presence and started thinking about you every day.All the books, notebooks, and writing are your name. 　
　I want to confess my love to you, but I can't lower my proud head.Xu Yan said that I want to save face, and when you are snatched away by others, I will regret it.In fact, I am more afraid of your rejection.
An Jinnian, you just made such a gorgeous appearance in my world. 　
　I've been struggling all day whether I should confess my love to you.The strange thing is that in the next two months, I never ran into you again.Even if it is a crowded street, or a school runway in twos and threes.You are like a stone thrown into the sea and never heard from again. 　
　Still, I hear all the gossip about you.For example, if you become the anchor of a broadcasting agency, you will be the broadcaster from [-]pm to [-]pm every day.In order to hear your voice, I would skip class every afternoon and hide in the dormitory to watch your broadcast style.
　I think you must have forgotten me. 　
　In the blink of an eye, it was mid-October, and snow had begun to fall in the remote north.In the south, the scorching heat has just passed.I am still so obsessed with everything about you, hovering between you and the novel every day. 　
　Xu Yan always said that I did it on my own.
　We only met once, and said a few words in a deep and shallow way.But your name, An Jinnian, is everywhere in every corner of my heart, lingering. 　
　On my birthday, the weather was very cold. You stood shivering downstairs in the dormitory of our class, holding a bunch of my favorite gypsophila stars in your hand, red and white staggered.Calling my name with frozen pale lips, saying words that love me. 　
　Many people gathered together because of your confession. I stood upstairs and looked at you downstairs, and my heart was full of happiness.It was more shocking, I thought we had been divided into two parallel lines and could never get together again. 　
　Standing beside me, Xu Yan danced and danced, as if she expected it, she said to me: "Lin Xi, why are you standing still, why don't you hurry up and bring your Prince Charming up for us to get to know each other." 　
　When I push away the crowd and come to you.You held the baby's breath in front of me with both hands, grinned and said, "Lin Xi, be my girlfriend."
I think no matter how many years have passed, I will never forget it.You stand in the crowd holding a large bunch of gypsophila stars, like the way I confess my warm eyes.You are like a meteor shower falling from the sky, adding color to my boring college life. 　
　I was suddenly moved to tears.
　I think, if I can meet such a perfect you, what should I use to describe the rest of my life.