A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

So, with my acquiescence, Shen Ke excitedly drove me to a beach dozens of miles outside Jiangzhou City.

The night is dark and the wind is high, the full moon is full, the light blue sea is shrouded in a piece of night, and there is the sound of waves beating on the rocky reefs, and the cool wind blows.

But, there is only something missing.

In the past, people often heard people talk about the sea of ​​stars.I always feel that it is a good state of selflessness, and I usually feel very beautiful just thinking about it.

However, there is a moon tonight, but no stars.

Sitting on the beach with Shen Ke, I took a pile of firewood from the car that we had picked up from the bushes when we were leaving.To light, to light a fire.

In the night, thick flames ignited and smoke curled up.

Shen Ke pointed to the dark mass in the distance and said, "Lin Xi, look there."

I looked at the direction of his fingers in confusion, and his slightly perfect profile under the reflection of the firelight, "What are you looking at?"

Things caught inadvertently are always beautiful.

Just like the satisfaction I just inadvertently captured from Shen Ke's face, it's really like a child eating candy who has tasted the sweetest thing in the world.

"1.2.3. Start..." Shen Ke muttered to himself, as if counting something silently.

At the same time as his voice fell to the ground, fireworks bloomed in the sky, lighting up half of the starry sky, adding a bit of embellishment to this starless night.

I was so dazed looking at the ground for a moment that I forgot to react.

It was the first time in my life to sit on the beach and watch the fireworks so peacefully.

Suddenly, I remembered that New Year's Eve again, on the last night of the New Year's Eve in 2018, An Jinnian was like this, appearing in front of my eyes under the afterglow of fireworks.

I smiled wryly and twitched the corners of my mouth, my heart fluttered inexplicably. Thinking of An Jinnian at this moment really makes me feel very uncomfortable.

"Shen Ke, happy birthday, thank you for taking me to see such beautiful fireworks."

Since the promulgation of the smoking ban two years ago, it has been a long, long time since I have enjoyed fireworks as leisurely as I do now.

"Hey..." Shen Ke said with a sneer, "I should be the one thanking you. You are willing to accompany me to such a barren place to watch the sea at night."

I nodded and said seriously, "So, you really have to thank me..."

The fireworks in the sky are still blooming, and the sound of the fireworks piercing the sky loud and clear is especially harsh in this tranquility.

Shen Ke suddenly sighed, "It's been many years since I watched a fireworks like this."

"How is it possible, you are a dignified Young Master Shen, if you want to watch the fireworks, you have to wait until now." I laughed.

"But, I can't find the person who will watch the fireworks with me." Shen Ke's expression was slightly sad, he looked back at me, and suddenly said seriously, "How much I wish, you will be the one who has been watching the fireworks with me all the time." .”

Knowing Shen Ke's temper well, I don't want to hit him too much on his birthday, so I comforted him, "Don't worry, one day you will find the person who will accompany you to watch the fireworks."

Encounter is beautiful, and all those who cannot stay are just passers-by.

So, Shen Ke, one day you will meet someone better than me, you will love her, love her, and accompany her to see the most beautiful scenery in the world.

Only, that person won't be me.

Shen Ke avoided the topic and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it, today is my birthday, do you want to sing me a happy birthday song..."

I refused, "No...you are too old to sing such a childish song. If you want to sing it yourself, I can't sing it."

Shen Ke pouted, "Forget it."

"Honestly, Shen Ke, have you ever thought that maybe one day you will meet someone different from you." I moved my position, leaned back, and fell straight down on the soft sand with my head down. Pillow hands, back to the earth, facing the night sky.

I have also thought about watching a night of stars and sea with the person I like, and feeling the sea breeze on my face with the person I like.

However, I never thought that the person who really came to watch the sea with me would be Shen Ke.

Although his reason for pulling me here is a bit lame, it is indeed a small hope that I have buried in my heart for many years.

As a landlubber like me who was born in the north, I have had a different emotional yearning for the sea since I was a child.Even when I grow up, I can't drive away the enthusiasm for the sea in my heart.

The night is like an invisible net, trapping me in this small area, with no way out, no end.

The fire beside me was still burning, and half of my face was flushed by the fire. A gust of hot wind hit me, and I sneezed violently. I couldn't tell whether it was hot or frozen.

Seeing this, Shen Ke hurriedly asked, "What's the matter, did you catch a cold?"

I turned my head and looked at Shen Ke who was at the other end of the fire, and found that he was sleeping on the beach with his head resting on his hands like me, "It's okay, maybe it's been too long since the wind blows, and I can't get used to it."

Although the excuse is a bit clumsy, it is also traceable.

I just want to watch the sea in peace and revisit this wish that has been buried in my heart but has never been realized.

Even if the person accompanying me is not An Jinnian.

"Oh, then wait a moment." Shen Ke jumped up from the beach and ran towards the night.

The fireworks in the sky have stopped, and only a little bit of fire is gradually dissipating in the air.

I looked at the figure that was gradually running away, and I felt a little inexplicably moved.

This person is always silently guarding me in a way that I don't know.Although, because of impulsiveness, I have done and missed many things.But he is still so persistent to me.

He is not like Yu Sheng, who says he likes it, but puts it down when he says it.

He is also not like An Jinnian, who loves me deeply, but still pushes me away again and again.

Only he, no matter what time or place, will keep a smiling face and appear in front of me.

When dealing with others, he is sluggish for a moment, with a bit of publicity and domineering in his evil.Only when he faces me, can he see his face that is as bright as the morning sun and full of tenderness.

I used to think that I didn't owe him, but after careful calculation, I owed him.

I owe him everything at all times.

"It's cold at night, it will be better if you cover this up." Shen Ke came out of the night, holding a thin blanket in both hands and ran over.

I watched him squatting down beside me, carefully covering me with a thin blanket, I suddenly felt a touch in my heart, and for no reason, I stopped him who had already got up and left, "Shen Ke."

He stopped and turned his back to me "what's wrong."

"Thank you." However, all I can say is thank you in the end.

He walked back to the place where he had been lying down before, lay down again, and said, "Come on, there is nothing to be thankful for between us."

Maybe it's because of the smell of sea water all over my body, this night, under the warmth of the fire, I slept very soundly.

When I woke up again, it was already daylight.

The fire has been extinguished, and the faint smell of burnt wood is carried to my nose through the sea breeze.

I struggled to get up from the beach, and when I looked down, I saw Shen Ke with his arms around his knees, staring at the slowly rising sun in the sky.

He was so engrossed that he didn't realize that I had come behind him.

The lonely back falls in the morning breeze, which is very sad.On the back covered with a thin layer of fine sand, the top-quality white shirt fabric was wrinkled after a night of tossing.

I quietly walked behind him, sat down a step away from him, and asked, "What are you thinking about! You're so preoccupied."

He turned around and smiled faintly, "I'm awake, why don't you sleep more."

I patted the sand on my back, "I couldn't sleep, I lay on the sand all night, and my back hurts so much."

"I wanted to take you back last night, but you were too sound asleep, so I didn't dare to wake you up." Shen Ke apologized.

I stretched my waist, "It's okay, except for the back pain, there is no other problem."

Her long hair fluttered in the wind like seaweed, slightly messy.I pulled my hair from the back of my head, casually stroked the few strands of hair that blocked my sight, and sighed, "It's a pity, I wasted this trip and missed the sunrise."

Shen Ke looked at me with a smile, "Why, you want to watch the sunrise."

I thought about it, and answered honestly, "Yes, I heard that the sunrise is beautiful. Haven't you seen those heroines in TV dramas who always use the metaphor of sunrise and sunset..."

The original intention is to say, don't those male and female protagonists on TV all decide their lives based on the sunrise and sunset.

But when I thought that the person next to me was Shen Ke, I abruptly changed what I had said halfway.

There's no way, I really can't say what Shen Ke misunderstood so easily.Besides, I don't want to have any emotional involvement with him anymore. Friends can only be friends.

Shen Ke said bitterly, "Yes, it's just that that person is not me."

He seemed to understand the meaning of my evasive words in a panic, raised the corners of his lips in a self-deprecating manner, and stopped speaking.

I sat beside him, not knowing how to continue this topic and break the silence.

The number of people on the beach gradually increased, and some morning joggers passed by us.There are also older grandparents who take their wives for a walk on the beach.

The gradually increasing crowd and everything that became lively broke all the tranquility and peace, as well as the sound of the sea breeze blowing the waves in the early morning.

I stood up from the ground, patted the sand sticking to my body, and said, "Let's go, it's getting late, let's go back."

"Yeah, it's getting late." Shen Ke's slightly disappointed eyes darkened.

He stood up, picked up the thin blanket that I had just thrown aside, and shook a few times.

I was stunned aside and couldn't help but ask, "Shen Ke, what are you doing!"

Shen Ke shook a few more times before he gave up, "There is sand on it, I'm afraid it will hurt you." He walked over and put the thin blanket on me, and said softly, "It's cold in the morning, it will be better to put this on. "

I trembled all over and shivered, "Thank you..."

"Let's go, what else can I thank you for?" Shen Ke smiled slightly, and stretched out his hand to pull me, but when he was about to reach my hand, he hurriedly withdrew it.

This scene of reluctance fell in my eyes, which aroused some strange emotions in my heart.

I know that he is afraid that I will push him away, that I will blame him.

I suddenly felt sorry for Shen Ke's appearance, and immediately stood there stupidly, not knowing what to do.

After a while, I patted him on the shoulder, and he walked ahead, beckoning, "Let's go, why are you still standing there?"