A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

Under her looking forward, I began to slowly tell about Xu Yan's details since she met me.

From childish to strong, from indifferent to caring, from self-willed to sensible...

Only then did I realize that in just a few short years, Xu Yan and I had so many inseparable fond memories.

In order to reflect Xu Yan's difficulties in these years, I deliberately emphasized the part of Xu Yan's behavior and begging for praise when she went to my house.

It turned out to be very effective, and Qi Luoyan was already in tears under my narration.

In a daze, I seemed to see Xu Yan who kept calling my uncle and aunt when I saw my parents. At that time, she was so yearning for family affection.

I sat quietly, looking through the floor-to-ceiling windows to the red BMW parked in front of the restaurant.

At this time, Xu Yan was sitting in the car, holding a pillow, and patted the seat again and again, as if venting her emotions, with great force.

This time, she didn't cry, which was beyond my surprise.I thought that she would find a corner where no one was around, and cry happily as she did in the past.

I raised the corners of my lips, and said in a calm voice, "Auntie, Xu Yan is most afraid of being mentioned by her parents over the years. She may have resentment towards you, but it is definitely not hatred." He took out a business card and handed it to her, "Call me when you leave, and Xu Yan and I will see you off."
Qi Luoyan took the business card, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said hoarsely, "Thank you..."

I stood up, "You're welcome, all I did was for Xu Yan. If you really regret it, you should ask Qin Xiao to withdraw the lawsuit and let Uncle Xu live, even life imprisonment is fine. If Xu Uncle really died because of you, I'm afraid Xu Yan will never forgive you again."

After I finished speaking, I walked around the table and left alone.

That's all I said, I've said everything I need to say, and it's none of my business to ignore it.I'm just doing my best to try to make things have a happy ending.

If Uncle Xu really died because of this, it would be too cruel for Xu Yan.

The people she loved and the people she was closest to, one or two drove her to a desperate situation.At that time, what should she do, whether to hate or not.

I closed my eyes, not daring to think about it any further.

When they got back to the car, Xu Yan was patting Zheng Huan with a pillow.Seeing that the good pillow was under her abuse, the slightest crack had opened.

I sat in the back seat in a sensible way, and when I got in the car, I yelled, "Go, go, I'm so hungry..."

Xu Yan stopped her movements, and asked casually, "What are you talking about? It's been a long time."

I spread my hands and said, "Nonsense, what else can I say."

Xu Yan threw the pillow in her hand over, "Hmph, it's best like this."

"Oh! My dear Xu Yan, I'm really hungry, can we get full first?" I patted my stomach, took the thrown pillow, and lay down on the back seat, wailing for a while.

Xu Yan started the car, "Let's have a dinner together tonight, let's celebrate, and everything will come to light."

I twitched the corners of my mouth, feeling a little sad, "Xu Yan, are you okay?"

Xu Yan replied indifferently, "What can I do, but you, hurry up and think about how to make up for your An Jinnian..."

I sat up, rolled down the car window, and looked out of the car window, "I don't know what to do, Xu Yan..."

In just an instant, the sad person became me.

An Jinnian's condition became more and more serious.I don't even dare to think about whether there will be a future between us.Therefore, I can only do my best to stay by his side every day, never leaving him.

Xu Yan suddenly asked, "Lin Xi, if An Jinnian really leaves, what will you do..."

How to do……

Xu Yan's question really stuck with me.

Whether to leave this world with him desperately, or stay alone in the city of Jiangzhou until old age.

But these are not what I want.

I wish to win the heart of one person, and the white head will not be separated.

Now, the heart has been obtained, and the truth is revealed, but the ending seems to have exceeded our expectations.

I have no power to rewrite this belated fate.If it had been two years earlier, even if I had traveled all over the world, I would definitely have found a way to rescue An Jinnian.

But now, it's too late, too late for me to know, and too late to save.

But I was still not reconciled, and just let An Jinnian fall in front of me bit by bit, at the mercy of fate.

"There will always be a way..." I seemed to have exhausted all my strength to answer Xu Yan's short question and answer.

In the afternoon, back at the hospital, An Jinnian had woken up from a coma.Because Xu Yan was busy with group affairs, she hurriedly left after sending me back to the hospital.

In the huge ward, only Mu Yuan and An Jinnian were left with them, chatting in low voices, talking about some innocuous topics.This was the first time in a long time that An Jinnian had seen so many words.

Seeing me coming in, Mu Yuan greeted, "Lin Xi, you're back."

"Yeah." I nodded, and then asked, "Where is Twilight! Are you gone?"

"Well, the group has something important to do, so Uncle Ann called him away."

"Oh." I still nodded, and slowly approached "Jin Nian, is there anything better?"

An Jinnian's pale lips moved, and he smiled indistinctly, "Well, it's much better."

I sat down next to him calmly, carefully arranged the wrinkled cups in front of the bed, and pulled the corner of the quilt that was not very well-proportioned, "Xu Yan said to have a party at night, are you going?"

"Okay, it's been a long time since we got together." Mu Yuan applauded cheerfully, "Besides, we really should celebrate this time."

I raised my head and patted the top of An Jinnian Guangjie's head, "You go too, okay?"

An Jinnian smiled softly and replied, "Okay."

Mu Yuan looked at the two of us in embarrassment, and asked the question, "But Jin Nian's body..."

"I'm fine." An Jinnian interrupted him, "Don't worry."

My hand rested on the top of An Jinnian's head, slightly stiff, "Jinnian, your body is important, so you don't have to go."

He looked up at me, his eyes were as bright as stars, "It doesn't matter, as long as you are here, I am fine with everything."

A certain corner of my heart was inexplicably touched. I looked at him with affection in my eyes, "Okay, let's go together."

Mu Yuan hugged his chest and pretended to say, "You two are enough, feed me dog food every day, and there is no end."

I rolled my eyes at him, "I didn't say I'll show you, whether you like it or not..."

The venue for the evening gathering was set on the top floor of Yunque Palace, the Throwing Gold Hall.

For this reason, Mu Yuan and I lament that Xu Yan has grown from a rich woman to a rich woman, and has become a truly rich man.If he had known that this was the case, he should have skinned her as soon as possible.

There are only a few of us in the huge gold throwing hall, which is empty and quiet, which makes people feel guilty.

Holding the goblet, Xu Yan was full of pride, "Come on, I won't return if I'm not drunk tonight..."

As she spoke, she picked up a full glass of wine and drank it instantly. The wine dripped down her neck and wet a large piece of her clothes.

The burgundy wine dyed with the white clothes, turning red in a large area, and under the dim light in the hall, gorgeous flowers bloomed.

Yu Sheng sat beside her, and stopped, "Xu Yan, let me help you drink, please drink less."

I nervously tugged at An Jinnian's sleeve, frowning deeply, "Jinnian, do you think I should go over and tease her?"

An Jinnian raised his hand to touch my forehead, and rubbed it lightly, "Don't worry, with Yu Sheng here, she will be fine."

"Oh." I nodded, picked up the chopsticks from the table, picked up a piece of meat and put it in his bowl, "I heard that the dishes here are very good, you should try this."

"Okay." Obediently, he picked it up with his chopsticks and slowly put it into his mouth.At the end, I don’t forget to comment “Well, it’s delicious.”

I looked at him, my mouth was slightly astringent.I know very well why he agreed to come to this boring party today.He just wants to spend his last time with me after everything is settled.

And these are precisely what I am most bitter about.

Even if he is just a word, a look, or a movement, it can make my heart ache.

At this time, what we leave to each other is only the rest of our lives.

Mu Yuan sat on the seat that was two vacant seats away from us, held his wine glass, got up from his seat, and said loudly, "Come on, let's toast to the peace of Jiangzhou and Lancheng..."

The boldness of the words is not inferior to Xu Yan's.

An Jinnian and I looked at each other with a smile, our hands were held together in unison, our fingers clasped tightly.

"Drink, if you don't get drunk, you won't return." Xu Yan poured herself alcohol.

It sounds like a party, but in fact, it's just getting drunk.

This is another sleepless night. It is destined that some people will laugh and some will be sad, some will be in pain and some will cry.

The gold throwing hall can usually accommodate hundreds of people, because there are only a few of us.All of a sudden, the atmosphere of the whole scene was lowered, and we, who were in it, looked extremely small.

The high-pitched voice rang in my ears, but I didn't feel noisy.The crisp sound of the bottom of the cup colliding with the table was a bit more pleasant than usual.

An Jinnian and I watched all this with a light smile, relatively speechless.

Today, we have already connected our hearts and hearts.Without too many words, too many explanations, just a look, we know what the other party is going to say and what to do.

This is the first time I feel that the feeling of being seen through is so good.

The party lasted until midnight.The entire Yunque Palace was brightly lit and full of voices. It seemed that no one was affected in the slightest by the news of Uncle Xu's arrest.

As for Xu Yan, after she was drunk like mud, she was supported by Yu Sheng to leave.

Before leaving, he said to me, "Lin Xi, I joined a charity foundation two days ago and found that many patients can seek help from all over the world through the platform of the foundation. I think you may try it. With you And An Jinnian's influence in the Internet world, I believe someone will come to show their love."

Yu Sheng's words woke me up on the spot, and gave me a glimmer of life that had been in confusion for the past few days.

Charitable foundations, how could I forget that there is such a place where you can find a way out of a desperate situation.