A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I muffled, "No, you think too much."

Xu Yan picked up the other end of the chopsticks and knocked on my head. While knocking, she didn't forget to lean into my ear, and said softly, "Please, I'm helping you, helping you, can you be a little bit more self-motivated."

I gave her an angry look, avoided the chopsticks she was about to land on my forehead, gritted my teeth bitterly, and replied to her in a voice that only the two of us could hear, "You are definitely helping me, not hurting me." , and, from the beginning to the end, it was your wishful thinking that helped
I'm fine, when did I say that I have a crush on Yu Sheng.Or, when did I tell you that I would accept him. "

"Ah, haha...hehe..." Xu Yan dodged her eyes, laughed dryly, and quickly retracted her hand holding the chopsticks. "Lin Xi, I can tell you're not full at first glance. Come, eat some vegetables." She put food into my bowl attentively, smiling brightly.

Due to my sympathy, I also laughed dryly back, "Hey..."

"Hehe..." On the other hand, Yu Sheng was sitting across from us with a pleasing expression, his slender phoenix eyes narrowed into a slit, smiling at the quarrel between Xu Yan and me.

I took a few symbolic bites, then put down my chopsticks, raised my hand and patted my depressed chest, and said, "I'm full, you guys eat."

Xu Yan finally settled down and stopped teasing me about Yu Sheng and me.I took out my phone as a matter of course, lowered my head and played the game.

An unremarkable meal, as if I had eaten it for a long time, so long that I just wanted to escape quickly, because the scorching gaze on the top of my head was following me closely, even if it was my every move. into each other's eyes.

In the end, the meal ended with Xu Yan's full belch, and the three of us walked out of the restaurant together and got into Yu Sheng's car.Because I was afraid that Xu Yan would make trouble again, I got into the back seat almost before Xu Yan could react.

Xu Yan murmured with her mouth half-opened at the last moment of getting into the car, "How do you know..."

"Hmph!" I raised my eyes triumphantly, feeling unhappy in my heart. "Anyway, I've slept in the same bed with you for so long, if you can't even see this little trick of yours, our girlfriends all these years will be in vain." I smiled in her ear, smiling sweetly.

Xu Yan pointed at me angrily, "Lin Xi, there is no more love."

The car slowly drove away from the restaurant and headed towards the center of the city. On the way, Yu Sheng casually said, "The Spring Festival is coming soon, where are you going to celebrate the New Year this year!"

"I don't care." Xu Yan shrugged, she was used to this and didn't care much.

On the contrary, after hearing about the Spring Festival, I slowly realized that the New Year is coming soon.

When I came to Jiangzhou, just because I was thinking about An Jinnian all the time, I had already forgotten all the unsatisfactory things, and I couldn't think of anything about the Spring Festival.Even after being in Jiangzhou for so long, I don't seem to have even called my parents.The mood suddenly became heavy again.

These days, I have been following in the footsteps of An Jinnian with a humble attitude, pushing all the close relatives around me into a bottomless dark corner.It seems that as long as you don't think about it, you won't feel guilty in your heart.But once someone mentions it!So what.

Xu Yan seemed to see through my thoughts, and said with relief, "Why, when it comes to Chinese New Year, my face changes. You shouldn't be afraid that I will go to your house to eat and drink." She paused, "Don't worry, I will definitely not eat too much , just a little bit is enough." She made a gesture, the corners of her eyes and brows were all cautious.

I knew the meaning of her words very well, so I couldn't help scolding, "Fuck you, am I such a stingy person?"

"It's fine if it's not... Otherwise, I really don't know where I'm going to eat my next meal!" Xu Yan sat a little far away from me, the loneliness in her eyes flashed past, and a very light, very light melancholy surged up The forehead became an inextricable knot.

I watched her small actions and thought.She must be thinking about her family.

According to Xu Yan, as she grew up, she never met her father once a year.Every year, she is alone, guarding a huge home, watching the year alone.After getting to know me, she found a place to stay and rest. After that, she spent the Spring Festival with me or with our family.

I remember that she cried and complained to me, saying, "Lin Xi, do you know? I almost forgot what my parents looked like." At that time, she was so innocent and eager for family affection. extreme.That's why, every time I see my parents, I can't wait to post them and become a part of our family.

I almost forgot that when I saw Xu Yan for the first time, the stubbornness in her eyes was the childlike innocence that could never be replaced after so many years.

That year, she stood in front of me pushing her luggage, as proud as a mighty flying phoenix, raised her head high and said to me, "Huh! I remember you."

A word of remembrance, from then on the two of us formed an indissoluble bond and became best friends.I can't even imagine that there will be such a person who will accompany me through my youth. It has nothing to do with love, but it is the best and purest friendship.

Between us, one is tough and decisive, full of arrogance, living a chic and comfortable life.A temperate, timid, cowardly,

Live even more impermanent.

The two people with such a stark contrast have become the best friends in the eyes of others.The most important thing is that the friendship between us is as pure as the snow lotus on the Tianshan Mountains, without mixing anything unrelated to friendship in it.

So many years later, I am still secretly glad that I am so lucky to know her and become the best friend with her.

"Hehe, I might go to Beijing to participate in an event in a few days, do you want to come together?" Yu Sheng asked.

"Then how do you spend the Spring Festival?" In order to ease Xu Yan's mood, I rarely took the initiative to talk.

"Well," Yu Sheng thought for a while, "Maybe he lived in Beijing. Artists like us have very little free time during holidays."

I suddenly realized that I had never mentioned to Yu Sheng that I was from Beijing.As soon as I heard what he said, my eyes unconsciously glanced at Xu Yan. Needless to say, this must be her old story again.

My heart suddenly felt like a deflated ball, and I fell limp on the seat, thinking that Xu Yan's speed of selling friends was one step closer.Why didn't I know when Xu Yan told Yu Sheng about this!Could it be that my swaying in front of her every day is in vain.

Sure enough, making friends carelessly.I can't help feeling sad in my heart.

"Oh." I nodded, and was about to expose this topic.

Unexpectedly, Xu Yan slammed into the discussion peak impartially, "That's a good relationship. If you celebrate the New Year in Beijing this year, why not go to Lin Xi's house. We can still celebrate the New Year together and join in the fun."

Yu Sheng hesitated, "This is not good."

Xu Yan once again spared no effort to sell friends, "What's wrong, let me tell you, Lin Xi's parents are fine, you are going, they will definitely welcome you."

"Really." Yu Sheng who was still turning the steering wheel looked back at me, raising his eyebrows uncertainly.

"Ah, hehe... yes..." I clenched my fists, and I really had the urge to shoot Xu Yan away.Fortunately, I thought she was pitiful just now, but this style of painting has changed too quickly.

"Then I'd rather be respectful than obedient?" Yu Sheng smiled and pursed his lips.

Xu Yan opened her mouth to say something, but I gave her a hard look, and swallowed back the words that came to her lips.She swallowed, and finally gave up.

The car slowly arrived at the destination, and as soon as the car stopped, I quickly opened the door and got out of the car.Xu Yan followed behind, staring at me intriguingly for a long time.

Until Yu Sheng poked his head out of the car, "I still have something to do, so I'll be leaving first." He smiled meaningfully at us and waved goodbye.

Watching his car drive away from our sight, I grabbed Xu Yan's hand and ran upstairs angrily.

Xu Yan was dragged by me, and she yelled, "Hey! Lin Xi, let's talk about something, talk about it." She smiled flatteringly at me.

I ignored her until I entered the house, and then I threw her on the sofa, put my hands on my hips, and glared at her angrily, "Tell me, what good things did you do behind my back."

"No, what can I do..." Xu Yan looked at me innocently.

"Hmph!" I continued to ignore, "And why did you help Yu Sheng today."

"Oh, Lin Xi." Xu Yan crawled over pretending to be coquettish, tugged on my sleeve, and shook it reluctantly. "I just want to help him because I see Yu Sheng is handsome. I don't mean any harm."

I wasn't in a bad mood at first, but after hearing Xu Yan's words, I became furious, "You... Xu Yan, I want to break up with you."

"Lin Xi, I know I was wrong." Xu Yan looked up at me aggrieved, "I'm doing it for your own good too."

"For my own good," I said like a mouse scurrying around, walking back and forth in the room, unable to calm down. "If you're really looking out for me, you shouldn't involve Yu Sheng. Don't you know that I hate anyone who approaches me with a purpose?"

When people are angry, they really ignore many substantive things. For example, I am so angry now, I look like a lunatic in a costume, vividly playing the role I should do.

"Okay, Lin Xi, I was wrong." Xu Yan continued to act coquettishly, and her voice gradually decreased. "I promise never again."

I squinted at her and softened my tone, "Xu Yan, you know, I hate any man approaching me with expectations. It's not that I dare not accept it, but I hate it. The reason why I can still be polite to Yu Sheng until now I was angry because he saved me that day, but he and I can only stop here and never move forward."

"Lin Xi, are you really not thinking about Yu Sheng? I can see that he is serious." Xu Yan looked at me and said seriously.

I looked up at her, "Xu Yan, I only have Jinnian in my heart, now and in the future. No matter what reason he wants to get rid of me, but I know, in this life, I'm afraid I will never let him go. , "Because thinking about it makes me crazy, and I love it to the bone.

"But Yu Sheng, he has liked you for eight years." Xu Yan defended her position, "Lin Xi, you are so infatuated, you should know the value of an infatuated person."

"Eight years, but loving someone cannot be measured by time, just like the person you've been waiting for has never responded to you for so many years." I paused for a moment and continued to say "Xu Yan, compared to me, I want you to be happier."

The air seemed to be frozen, and it was so quiet that Xu Yan could hear the faint trembling sound of stagnant breathing from the tip of Xu Yan's nose.She looked at me without saying a word, with a sad look on her face.

I knew that I had poked her sore spot, and I was gloating just now, but it suddenly became dim. This time it was me, pretending to be wronged, I stepped forward and pulled up a corner of her clothes, shaking it gently. "Xu Yan, I was wrong..."

Friendship is sometimes as fragile as a piece of white paper, which can be broken when it is torn.It will make two people who care about each other poke each other's hearts, reveal their shortcomings, and hurt each other.