A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

"You and An Jinnian have known each other for a long time, right?" At this moment, I am absolutely certain that Shen Ke and An Jinnian must have known each other, and even the relationship between them is longer than the time I have known any of them. old.

Shen Ke looked at me without denying my guess.

"Hehe..." I smiled silly and continued to back away.

It turns out that for so many years, I have lived in a lie made up by all of them, so many years of being so humble and begging.

I played the role of a lover in front of them like a fool, but no one told me that the person I love is actually not far from my side all the time.

Heh... look, how ridiculous.

That Lin Xi who is proud and arrogant, who regards An Jinnian as her life.Now, being pushed to a desperate situation by the one he loves little by little, he is in such agony.

What pain can compare to the truth in front of you, when you are thinking about the person who has been searching for many years.One day, he suddenly jumped out to tell you that he has actually been there all the time, in places you don't know, turning clouds and rain, covering the sky with one hand.

The heir of An's Group, the eldest son of An's family, and now the executive president of An's family.Standing at such a high position and being so far away from me, how could it be possible to put such a small person in my eyes.

No wonder I couldn't find him for so many years, but it turned out that I was the one who was being self-indulgent.

"Heh..." I continued to laugh, tears streaming down my face, and the despair in my eyes seemed to overwhelm me.

I staggered and stomped, and the hand holding the skirt was trembling. When I went out, the perfect and delicate makeup had been washed away by my own tears. The face with the makeup ruined by tears, except for despair and sadness, was left with nothing but embarrassment .

Once again, because of An Jinnian, she was embarrassed and became a laughing stock.

The aloof Lin Xi, author Lin who is envied by everyone in the online literature circle, turned out to be such, such a ridiculous person.

"Lin Xi, are you okay?" Shen Ke looked at me worriedly, with both resentment and sympathy in his eyes.

His gaze was like a sharp blade, piercing my heart, which was always strong but always humbled because of An Jinnian.

I hurriedly pushed him away, looking for An Jinnian's figure in the crowd with flustered and eager eyes, followed the direction he left, and kept my eyes on him.

"Lin Xi." Shen Ke finally couldn't stand it anymore, raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears on my face, then pulled me up and walked towards the gate of the golden throwing hall.

I kept my last bit of reason, shook off his hand, and said coldly, "Shen Ke, this is a matter between me and An Jinnian, it has nothing to do with you, you go."

He looked at me with a sincere and persistent attitude, "Lin Xi, don't do this, let's go." His warm palm was attached to the back of my hand, calm and strong, and he held it tighter stubbornly, unwilling to let go.

I tried to shake it away vigorously, and said while shaking, "Shen Ke, isn't this the situation you want to see? I am just fulfilling you now, fulfilling all your delusions." As soon as the words came out, I regretted it.

She knew that all of this had nothing to do with Shen Ke, but as soon as she saw his self-righteous face, the inexplicable emotions in her heart rushed out, and she just wanted to find someone to vent.

Shen Ke was stunned for a moment by what I said, and he looked at me blankly, with sadness spreading all over his face, he said, "Lin Xi, is this what I look like to you? Yes, I'm jealous of An Jin Nian, but have you forgotten? It was An Jinnian who kept you in the dark, not me, and I was also the one who was deceived by him. Lin Xi, you can't put all the blame on me just because you love him I also have a heart on my body, it will hurt..."

I kept waving in mid-air, trying to shake off Shen Ke's hand, and then stopped. I raised my teary face, looked at him, and said, "Shen Ke, you..."

He lowered his head and met my gaze, his rosy lips moved slightly, without saying a single word.In the next second, it stuck to my lips, interrupting what I originally wanted to say.

The world seemed to become quiet at this moment. Shen Ke's actions quickly attracted the attention of everyone in the hall, and everyone present was in an uproar.

I was frightened by his sudden action, and I froze in place, not knowing how to react, I let his kiss fall on my lips, and his cool breath entered the tip of my nose.

"Lin Xi, I love you..." He quickly moved his lips away from mine without stopping.Then, touching my forehead, the warm breath fluttered on my face, like warm wind blowing against my face.

There was a triumphant smile on the corner of his mouth, like a veteran in love, he knew my every move quite well.Without the previous worries and concerns, he looked at me with affection like water.

"Shen Ke, you bastard." I recovered from the shock, slapped him again, and backed away again and again.

Shen Ke didn't dodge, and slapped me firmly again, the red mark that had faded away appeared again, quickly covering half of his face.

"She actually hit Young Master Shen, I read it right."

"Eldest Young Master Shen didn't hide."

"Did I read it wrong? Young Master Shen actually kissed her in front of so many people."

"What's the matter, there are so many women around Young Master Shen, so it's not so ridiculous to appear once. It's just a woman, and he gets tired of playing with it."

"Hmph, how could Young Master Shen like this kind of person? It's just a novelty for a while."

Feeling the hot gazes and pointing from the people around me, I was furious again, pointing at Shen Ke and yelling, "Shen Ke, I am not those Yingyingyanyans around you, don't use them on them!" The method used on me is useless."

I pointed to a few women who came up and whispered, and continued, "Also, please tell them that I have nothing to do with you."

Shen Ke didn't expect that I would be so aggressive, he swept across the faces of those women with a cold face, and those who were muttering to themselves were scared to silence immediately, "Shut up, just say one more word, I will ruin your reputation .” That threatening spoken language is very similar to the vicious underworld boss on TV.

Why, after so many years, I haven't noticed any difference in Shen Ke.

How could I forget how insufferable Shen Ke was back then, how could I treat him as an ordinary person, and how dare I become friends with him.

It turned out that the people around me were all so unreal, so unreal that I had the illusion that I was living in a dream.

"Lin Xi," Shen Ke became anxious, and stretched out his hand to pull me, "Believe me, you are different from them."

"Oh...it's different." I opened his hand with a sneer, and turned away under the disbelieving eyes of everyone. "Shen Ke, we will no longer be friends."

Since this is a dream, and the people in the dream are unreal, then this time, let me end it with my own hands.

I left Shen Ke behind and left resolutely, with my back straightened, and under Shen Ke's astonished gaze, I walked away step by step.Like many years ago, stubbornly refusing to turn back, I know that this time, it is impossible for us to be friends again.

When I passed by the gate of the throwing gold hall, I saw An Jinnian, who was leaning against a wall post, deep in thought.His gaze has been fixed on the direction I came from, his eyes are cold and dim.

I approached him, and before he could react, I grabbed his hand and walked out.

Behind him, there was another sigh.

"Lin Xi, you..." An Jinnian, who was dragged by me for a few steps, gradually woke up from his contemplation. He stared at the hand I was holding him with surprise in his eyes.

I didn't stop, I held his hand tightly, and said in a cold voice, "Why, Young Master An is scared." With a cold face, I changed my previous gentleness and humbleness, and pulled him forcefully, leaving no doubt.

An Jinnian's eyes tightened, he shook his head and said, "I don't."

I snorted softly, "Isn't it? Young Master An is living a really good life. He has worked so hard to hide it for so many years, why is he willing to show his ponytail today." The cold words blurted out without any emotion.

He faltered, stopped walking, and looked at me in surprise, "You heard all those words just now."

I took his hand and tugged hard, and pulled him in front of me again, and I said as I walked, "Yes, I heard everything, what do you want to say."

"No," he lowered his head, and his steps were a little vain.

After leaving Yunque Palace, I threw him away and let the cold wind in the dark night sweep over and slap my thinly clothed body.

It is still the long white dress on her body, in the solemn night wind, like a winter plum in winter, defying the severe cold, proudly independent.

An Jinnian came over, took off his suit jacket, and put it on for me. He said softly, "Why are you so childish?" As if he didn't hear a word of what I said just now, he was still so good-natured face me.

But his appearance not only did not please me, but also disgusted me. I tore off his coat, took two steps back, and threw the clothes back without a trace, saying, "How dare I take Master An's clothes? I can't afford to pay for Master An's freezing."

At this moment, I hated him so much, hated An Jinnian, and hated myself even more.

I wish I could vent all my grievances, and return all the grievances of these years to him, and to the man in front of me.

An Jinnian shook his head, took the coat, and came over again unwilling to give up, wanting to put on the clothes for me, his tone was very soft and soft, and he didn't seem to be choked by my words in the slightest, coaxing, "Be good, be obedient , put it on, okay?"

"An Jinnian, I hate you." I looked at him choked up, patted off the clothes he handed over, lifted the hem of the skirt, and ran into the dark night.

Whether it's An Jinnian or Shen Ke, they don't understand me, they only know that they love me under the guise of saying good things for me, and they think it's love for me.But they don't know that the one I love is just one person from beginning to end.

However, the person I love, he doesn't understand me, he will only play an indifferent role in my world.And I, in order to follow in his footsteps, spare no effort.

But what he doesn't know is that a person's time and energy are limited.When one person's disappointment to another person reaches the limit, then loving and being loved are empty words.

But An Jinnian, after all these years, do you know that I love you has already become an obsession.