A deep love: Thousands of stars are not as good as you

I thought that as long as we are of the same mind, nothing in this world can separate us except life and death.

But An Jinnian, why do you choose to conceal and hurt again and again to achieve your goal.Do you know that no matter what happens, I am willing to share joys and sorrows with you.But now you push me away desperately, because you don't believe me, or don't believe in our love.
Is this really the only way between us, is the relationship shallow and deep?
It's still me, I can only follow your footsteps from the beginning to the end, but I can't get close. An Jinnian, how I wish that you love me, and you can love me like I love you, regardless of your own life.

When I was crying, I vaguely heard two low voices from the direction of the door of the throwing gold hall.

"Lin Xi, I'll leave it to you from now on." The bone-piercing voice came from An Jinnian.

I stopped my sobbing, gritted my teeth, held my breath, and listened carefully.

Then came Shen Ke's uncertain and dull tone, "You are really willing to let go, just now, Lin Xi..."

"Well," An Jinnian nodded, and continued, "Lin Xi likes sweets, and strawberry flavor is her favorite. Also, she doesn't like bitter food, even if it's slightly bitter. She also likes spicy food. The kind of unpleasant..."

"Jin Nian, you..."

"She likes stars all over the sky. She said that what she likes in this life is the stars and the sea. She likes light colors, and the light series of every color is her favorite. Oh, and also, she is most afraid of the cold, and the least I love going out..." An Jinnian ignored the surprise in Shen Ke's eyes and said to himself.

I listened to him quietly talking about all my hobbies.Choking and biting his fingers, he didn't dare to make a sound, but his heart was throbbing with pain again for no reason.

It turns out that after so many years, he still has such a clear preference for me. I always thought that I was the only one living in the past, and I was the only one immersed in this love cage, but I never thought that he was the same.

I just don't understand why we love each other, but we can't be together after so many years, and now, we are torturing each other even more, and the distance is getting farther and farther.

The doubts in my heart overwhelmed the multiple pains in my heart, I wanted to rush over, interrupt him, and ask why.However, I know I can't, once I ask, with his personality, he will definitely escape to a place where I can't find him, just like five years ago, without a trace.

"Now I finally believe that you love her more than I do." Shen Ke sighed, "In that case, why give up on her, she loves you so much."

"Yeah, I love her so much, why did I give up, I also want to ask myself why..." An Jinnian smiled wryly and shook her head, talking to herself.

My fingers were being bitten by my teeth, and I felt like I didn't feel any pain at all. Listening to An Jinnian's words, I bite more and more tightly, until my knuckles were bitten, and the same eye-catching bright red flowed out in the dark blood.

A fishy-sweet taste poured into my mouth, and the bitterness in my heart became more and more intense. I even thought, just run out and escape from here. I would rather not show up here tonight.

The reason why my heart hurts is because of my disappointment with An Jinnian. Because of his distrust, we put both of us in a painful place, and it is difficult to extricate ourselves.

……

I don't know when Shen Ke and An Jinnian left. When I realized it, they were no longer there.

Later, I didn't hear a word of what they said, because, in my mind, I kept circling An Jinnian's words "Yeah, I love her so much, why should I give up, I also want to Ask yourself why..."

It is an unspeakable sadness that will continue to spread in your heart until it submerges your entire heart and makes you unable to breathe.

In the gold throwing hall, it was still very lively.

After I sorted out my emotions and made sure that there was no problem, I returned to the gold throwing hall.

At this moment, Xu Yan was very drunk. She pulled Yu Sheng and kept murmuring, "Come on, drink, Yu Sheng, we won't return until we're drunk..."

I walked over and sat down beside Xu Yan, Yu Sheng looked at me apologetically, and said, "What happened to Xu Yan today, she lost her composure so much."

I shook my head, poured myself a glass of wine and put it in my mouth.

"Don't, if you get drunk again, I really can't handle it." Yu Sheng stopped me with a smile, and jokingly said, "What's the matter with you two, one by one, listless, what I saw The bystanders are anxious for you."

"Hey..." I sighed softly, took the wine glass out of Yu Sheng's hand, and took a small sip.

"Huh... so bad..." As soon as I took a sip, I couldn't help but put down the wine glass, showing an ugly expression of inhaling, "Why is this wine so bad..." I looked at Yu Sheng curiously.

"Hehe..." Yu Sheng raised the corners of his mouth, raised his eyebrows, looked at me with a light smile, and then said, "This is the most famous red wine in France and Italy. If someone hears it, they will probably vomit blood from your anger."

I raised my eyebrows and said, "If you're so famous, why is it so bad?"

"It's obvious from a glance that you don't know how to drink," Yu Sheng said, explaining to me, "The glass of red wine you drank is called Lafite. It is the most famous and expensive red wine in France. It has a unique taste and a mellow taste It is overflowing, warm and long, like thousands of stamens sleeping in the spring that have not yet awakened, once they bloom, they will be as gorgeous as the crowd."

I picked up the glass again with disdain, sniffed it, "Is it really as good as you said?" I was puzzled, and took another sip.The result is still unpalatable. "It's still hard to drink." I spit out the red wine that I haven't swallowed.

"You..." Yu Sheng smiled helplessly, picked up his own wine glass, and took a sip.

I looked around and found that there were no figures of Shen Ke and An Jinnian, so I asked Yu Sheng, "Why are you here? You seem to be present at every party."

"I showed my face as the male lead of this drama," Yu Sheng answered unhurriedly.

"Oh, what about the heroine!" I continued to ask, finding a target to vent my boredom.

"It seems to be Noreen, you saw her last time."

"Oh," I approached him, "Hey! Tell me how you and her are doing." I winked at Yu Sheng, with gossip shining in my eyes.I think I must have learned badly from Xu Yan.

"I have nothing to do with her." Yu Sheng's expression changed, he was very reluctant to mention Noreen. "You try to stay away from her in the future."

"Why?" I asked knowingly.

"It's nothing, just stay away." Yu Sheng said, looking behind me, and fell silent.

I followed his gaze back.

If you really talk about Cao Cao, Cao Cao will arrive, even if you are late.

I saw Noreen standing not far behind me with her arms folded, staring at my back with unfriendly eyes.

Today, she appeared gorgeously, wearing a beige dress and long dress, which showed her nobility and elegance.The face with a little makeup on was petite and lovely, compared to those enchanting red makeup in the past, I don't know how many times prettier it is.

She walked towards us gradually with amorous steps, and the strong disdain at the corner of her mouth expressed her dissatisfaction at the moment.

"Hi, Miss Noreen." I greeted her with a gentle smile.

Of course, I didn't expect her to greet me kindly, and I didn't think she was here to get close to me. After all, last time in front of Shen Ke, I made her lose face.

"Hey, it's Miss Lin. I thought who it was! Every time I come here, I wear such shabby clothes." She deliberately lowered her voice, and blocked me with a mean tone.

"Haha... No way, people are poor! They can't afford expensive dresses, and they are not as rich as Miss Noreen. You can get what you want." I laughed and bypassed Noreen's words, not caring at all. The sarcasm in her tone.

To put it bluntly, she is a veritable gold digger who always likes to look at others with self-righteous eyes, but she doesn't know that the worst is actually herself.

She didn't seem to understand the derogatory meaning in my words. After hearing what I said, she smiled proudly.

I tried not to laugh, and secretly glanced at Yu Sheng, and found that he was also holding back a smile.Yu Sheng, who has always been gentle and refined, made this expression, which made people find it inexplicably pleasing.

I always feel that a person like Yu Sheng should not have too many emotions.

"Oh, by the way, Yu Sheng, we have to cooperate again this time!" She looked at Yu Sheng affectionately, with unclear meaning in her eyes.

Yu Sheng raised his eyes and squinted at her, and said, "Well, it's a pleasant cooperation." Without any emotion, when Yu Sheng said this, his eyes kept staring at the wine glass in his hand.

"That's right, we've been old friends for so many years." Noreen said to herself, completely ignoring me. "The degree of familiarity with each other is much better than that of outsiders, don't you think so? Yu Sheng."

Yu Sheng couldn't sit still after listening to Noreen's words, picked up his wine glass, smiled apologetically and said to me, "Lin Xi, I'll go over and have a look, you guys chat first." See, he really hates Noreen as much as I do.

As soon as Yu Sheng left, the scene became quiet, and Noreen took a seat where Yu Sheng had been sitting just now, and said in her sweet voice that could arouse goosebumps all over her body, "I don't know if they are possessed by demons, they will fall in love with you no matter what. You." The mocking voice was beyond words.

"Hmm." I acted as if nothing had happened, and sat in my seat calmly, without moving a single step, noncommittal to Noreen's words. "I think so."

Maybe it was my self-deprecating words that pleased her, she smiled charmingly, and said, "For the sake of your knowledge, I advise you to stay away from Shao Ke and Yu Sheng in the future. do something to you."

As soon as she finished speaking, before I had time to respond, I saw her pouring a glass of red wine towards my face.

"Ah..." I was splashed all over my face and screamed in fright. "What are you doing, are you crazy..."

The cold wine trickled down my chin and into my neck, the coolness struck me, and I shivered from the ice.

"Noreen, what are you doing..."

The voices of Yu Sheng and Shen Ke came at the same time.

I was so angry that I pointed my finger at Noreen, but I was dumb eating Coptis chinensis, and I couldn't tell what I was suffering from. I opened my mouth wide and didn't make a sound for a long time.

"Are you okay, Lin Xi." Shen Ke took a step ahead and stood in front of me.Then he turned around and looked at Noreen furiously, almost slapped Noreen on the spot. "I'll give you three seconds to disappear in front of me immediately, otherwise, you will be at your own risk..."

"Hmph..." Noreen swallowed the prepared lines angrily, then reluctantly twisted her weak and boneless body away.