"I like this kind of atmosphere, this kind of atmosphere where there is only one person, this kind of atmosphere is really suitable for me, it really belongs to me. Lonely, I really feel so lonely."
Xiaomei, use a lighter to light up the whole room at this time.It is true that this house is gone, after Yoyo and Wan'er.It seemed very lonely.
Yoyo knows that Xiaomei can smoke, and it has been a long time since Xiaomei picks up cigarettes and lighters again.Youyou knew that the reason Xiaomei didn't do this was entirely because of Wan'er.For Wan'er and for herself, Xiaomei has indeed changed a lot.This may be the place in Yoyo's heart that she has always felt owed to Wan'er.
If it is not for special feelings, no one will change himself for others.Xiaomei has become a very special existence in Yoyo's life.Yoyo had no other brothers and sisters since he was a child, and at this moment he can feel the care and care of a sister from Xiaomei.She was really grateful and moved.
That's why when Xiaomei said the word loneliness, she felt very sad.I will feel that I am sorry for Xiaomei.It was the departure of herself and Wan'er that made Xiaomei feel lonely...
What are you doing there?Why don't you come over and have a drink with me?If I know you're back, I'll order two dishes.But now I only have wine here.
Xiaomei just said the word "loneliness", but she was not as sad as Youyou thought.Seeing that it was Youyou who came back, he seemed a little excited, so he quickly waved and asked Youyou to drink with him.
"Nothing, that's real drinking, isn't it?"
Hearing Xiaomei calling her, Yoyo also sat down readily.The coffee table in front of Xiaomei is indeed only wine, and there are many bottles, all of which are very strong vodka.Yoyo, what I didn't expect was that Xiaomei would like to drink such strong wine.But since it is Xiaomi's invitation, Yoyo will never refuse.She readily picked up the cup...
There are not many words before the drink...the two drank a lot of glasses without words, and there were a lot of words that the two of them didn't even need to say, and there were many emotions that the two of them didn't need to express.They already understood each other.
When she didn't know how many cups she had drunk, Yoyo felt that she had to say something.So in the end she spoke first.
"I don't know what to say. Wan'er and I are reluctant to part with you. Actually, we really want to come back here. If we stay more stable there, we might move back here."
Although Yoyo finally spoke up, she didn't know what she should say.What he said should be more about his own feelings.I hope that after what I said, Xiaomei will feel better. Maybe there is no more comforting content in Yoyo's words.
Youyou at least wants to express one point, that is, the hearts of herself and Wan'er are always with Xiaomei.That said, Mei is never alone, nor should she be.
"Yuyou, is there still a need to say such things between you and me? In fact, we are all just passers-by in this world. One day we will still leave each other. Things that are destined to be good cannot be forced."
After Xiaomei finished speaking, she sighed faintly.He may know some things better than anyone else, but for such things, he is actually not willing to admit them, or accept them.
After Xiaomei finished speaking, the room fell into silence again.Because Yoyo couldn't refute Xiaomei's words, and didn't know how to proceed.Because what Xiaomei said is indeed a fact that everyone must accept.There is no never-ending banquet in the world, no matter how good the relationship between people is, how close the distance between hearts is.Even if it is related by blood.Breaking up is difficult after all, and remodeling is inevitable...
"How could I make the atmosphere like this? It's just that the two of you have been away for more than a day. How can I feel so lost? It seems that I am really old. I need someone to care about me, By the way, Yoyo, did you come back because you were worried about me? Or because you encountered some problems and wanted to discuss with me. "
After another long period of silence, Xiaomei finally spoke first.As Yoyo's older sister, no matter whether Yoyo leaves or not, Xiaomei's concern for her has never weakened a little bit.
"Don't worry about you? I can, but I think you haven't arrived yet. When I need to care about you. How should I say about the problem you mentioned? I can't say that there is no, but this day has really surprised me. It went well. Many hurdles that I felt might not be able to pass were passed smoothly. I always felt a little uneasy in my heart. I used to think that it was the reason that I didn’t adapt to the environment, but now I understand that it’s not the case. , I feel completely helpless after leaving here..."
Hearing that Xiaomei still cared about her so much, Yoyo couldn't help feeling a little moved.Some things can only be said in front of Xiaomei after all.
"In a strange environment, the only thing you can rely on is Ye Feng, but Ye Feng can't disobey his parents just because of you. So you will definitely feel alone and helpless. Then you will think of coming back here, and then you When you come back here, you feel that you are an independent individual, and you don’t need to rely on someone specifically? That’s why you think of coming back here, back to this home.”
Xiaomei helped Yoyo do the analysis slowly, a happy smile filled the corner of her mouth.Since, the fact that Yoyo can think of this place shows that Yoyo really regards this place as her own home, and regards herself as a family member she can rely on.You first make Xiaomei feel very satisfied...
"It's such a feeling. Only after returning here, I feel that I am free. In that big house, I seem to have locked myself in a cage. Although I feel very restrained in my heart, because After all, that is the happiness I choose and want. I can only bear to accept it. To be honest, little girl, I think such a feeling may always exist in my heart. Although I try hard to want Don’t pay attention to it, it’s always there after all, and I can’t ignore its existence there. So deep down in my heart, I still long to come back here. Only here can I feel that I’m still me, I’m still Yoyo ...and I know that if I keep fighting this feeling, I don't know if it will explode one day."
One was very grateful for Xiaomei's analysis. He felt that everything Xiaomei said was correct.In the past, I may have been unwilling to admit it for various reasons.In front of Xiaomei, she can let go of all the burdens in her heart.Fangfang showed her pain and sadness, as if she had returned to her mother's house.
"What should we do? Our Yoyo seems to be a little girl who can't grow up. From time to time, I still want to come back to this house to find you, my sister, to find some comfort. Well, I promise you, no matter when, as long as When you want to come back, your sister named Xiaomei will still be in this room, waiting for you."
Xiaomei spoke very seriously, but also very emotionally.Yoyo has no doubt that what Xiaomei said is true.This is a kind of trust between people.Trust may be more reassuring than family affection...
"I'm really touched, Xiaomei. I don't know what to say. I may have been seeking psychological comfort from you in front of you. I have never really cared about you... "
Hearing what Xiaomei said, Yoyo felt even more sorry.Indeed, every time I encountered something that I couldn't figure out psychologically, whether I came to seek Xiaomei's help, I never really cared about Xiaomei.
I know that Xiaomei is also alone, working hard in the city of Shanghai.She would encounter the same problems as Yoyo, and he never complained or told anyone.Even Yoyo, who is so close to him, has never heard her say anything about her life or psychological sadness.
So when Xiaomei said such words, Yoyo felt even more ashamed of Xiaomei.
"You have me, and I have wine, don't you? If I have something I can't think about, I'll drink two more glasses. People say that wine makes me sad, but in fact wine is the best thing, oh, It does not make you forget your troubles, you can forget the things that happened to you. When you are forgotten, your troubles are also forgotten along with this incident. When the sun rises again, it will be a brand new day. Her brand new It’s a brand new me every day. So I don’t think about any distressing things anymore. And I have a very full schedule. Except for today, I never thought of myself having any worrying things..."
Hearing what Yoyo said, Xiaomei hurriedly waved her hands.A sister, she is good at helping others solve difficulties, but never creating difficulties for others.He said that he never wanted to put such difficulties in the hands of others, not to say how strong he is, but to say that he felt that he wanted to take these difficulties and the grievances in his heart as part of his life. Everything in life should be borne by oneself and resolved by oneself, only in this way can one appreciate life and the joys in life.
Realizing that life is not simple, only happiness is as simple as that, which is also a very important part of life, a part that cannot be given up, and a part that can be let go.The only way is to fully accept this life and find a way to reach a reconciliation with him.It may be a complete, precious, recorded and commemorated life, a worthwhile life.
Youyouyou originally wanted to get help from Xiaomei.When I only heard Xiaomei's understanding and explanation of himself and things, I also got a kind of relief...
Xiaomei, use a lighter to light up the whole room at this time.It is true that this house is gone, after Yoyo and Wan'er.It seemed very lonely.
Yoyo knows that Xiaomei can smoke, and it has been a long time since Xiaomei picks up cigarettes and lighters again.Youyou knew that the reason Xiaomei didn't do this was entirely because of Wan'er.For Wan'er and for herself, Xiaomei has indeed changed a lot.This may be the place in Yoyo's heart that she has always felt owed to Wan'er.
If it is not for special feelings, no one will change himself for others.Xiaomei has become a very special existence in Yoyo's life.Yoyo had no other brothers and sisters since he was a child, and at this moment he can feel the care and care of a sister from Xiaomei.She was really grateful and moved.
That's why when Xiaomei said the word loneliness, she felt very sad.I will feel that I am sorry for Xiaomei.It was the departure of herself and Wan'er that made Xiaomei feel lonely...
What are you doing there?Why don't you come over and have a drink with me?If I know you're back, I'll order two dishes.But now I only have wine here.
Xiaomei just said the word "loneliness", but she was not as sad as Youyou thought.Seeing that it was Youyou who came back, he seemed a little excited, so he quickly waved and asked Youyou to drink with him.
"Nothing, that's real drinking, isn't it?"
Hearing Xiaomei calling her, Yoyo also sat down readily.The coffee table in front of Xiaomei is indeed only wine, and there are many bottles, all of which are very strong vodka.Yoyo, what I didn't expect was that Xiaomei would like to drink such strong wine.But since it is Xiaomi's invitation, Yoyo will never refuse.She readily picked up the cup...
There are not many words before the drink...the two drank a lot of glasses without words, and there were a lot of words that the two of them didn't even need to say, and there were many emotions that the two of them didn't need to express.They already understood each other.
When she didn't know how many cups she had drunk, Yoyo felt that she had to say something.So in the end she spoke first.
"I don't know what to say. Wan'er and I are reluctant to part with you. Actually, we really want to come back here. If we stay more stable there, we might move back here."
Although Yoyo finally spoke up, she didn't know what she should say.What he said should be more about his own feelings.I hope that after what I said, Xiaomei will feel better. Maybe there is no more comforting content in Yoyo's words.
Youyou at least wants to express one point, that is, the hearts of herself and Wan'er are always with Xiaomei.That said, Mei is never alone, nor should she be.
"Yuyou, is there still a need to say such things between you and me? In fact, we are all just passers-by in this world. One day we will still leave each other. Things that are destined to be good cannot be forced."
After Xiaomei finished speaking, she sighed faintly.He may know some things better than anyone else, but for such things, he is actually not willing to admit them, or accept them.
After Xiaomei finished speaking, the room fell into silence again.Because Yoyo couldn't refute Xiaomei's words, and didn't know how to proceed.Because what Xiaomei said is indeed a fact that everyone must accept.There is no never-ending banquet in the world, no matter how good the relationship between people is, how close the distance between hearts is.Even if it is related by blood.Breaking up is difficult after all, and remodeling is inevitable...
"How could I make the atmosphere like this? It's just that the two of you have been away for more than a day. How can I feel so lost? It seems that I am really old. I need someone to care about me, By the way, Yoyo, did you come back because you were worried about me? Or because you encountered some problems and wanted to discuss with me. "
After another long period of silence, Xiaomei finally spoke first.As Yoyo's older sister, no matter whether Yoyo leaves or not, Xiaomei's concern for her has never weakened a little bit.
"Don't worry about you? I can, but I think you haven't arrived yet. When I need to care about you. How should I say about the problem you mentioned? I can't say that there is no, but this day has really surprised me. It went well. Many hurdles that I felt might not be able to pass were passed smoothly. I always felt a little uneasy in my heart. I used to think that it was the reason that I didn’t adapt to the environment, but now I understand that it’s not the case. , I feel completely helpless after leaving here..."
Hearing that Xiaomei still cared about her so much, Yoyo couldn't help feeling a little moved.Some things can only be said in front of Xiaomei after all.
"In a strange environment, the only thing you can rely on is Ye Feng, but Ye Feng can't disobey his parents just because of you. So you will definitely feel alone and helpless. Then you will think of coming back here, and then you When you come back here, you feel that you are an independent individual, and you don’t need to rely on someone specifically? That’s why you think of coming back here, back to this home.”
Xiaomei helped Yoyo do the analysis slowly, a happy smile filled the corner of her mouth.Since, the fact that Yoyo can think of this place shows that Yoyo really regards this place as her own home, and regards herself as a family member she can rely on.You first make Xiaomei feel very satisfied...
"It's such a feeling. Only after returning here, I feel that I am free. In that big house, I seem to have locked myself in a cage. Although I feel very restrained in my heart, because After all, that is the happiness I choose and want. I can only bear to accept it. To be honest, little girl, I think such a feeling may always exist in my heart. Although I try hard to want Don’t pay attention to it, it’s always there after all, and I can’t ignore its existence there. So deep down in my heart, I still long to come back here. Only here can I feel that I’m still me, I’m still Yoyo ...and I know that if I keep fighting this feeling, I don't know if it will explode one day."
One was very grateful for Xiaomei's analysis. He felt that everything Xiaomei said was correct.In the past, I may have been unwilling to admit it for various reasons.In front of Xiaomei, she can let go of all the burdens in her heart.Fangfang showed her pain and sadness, as if she had returned to her mother's house.
"What should we do? Our Yoyo seems to be a little girl who can't grow up. From time to time, I still want to come back to this house to find you, my sister, to find some comfort. Well, I promise you, no matter when, as long as When you want to come back, your sister named Xiaomei will still be in this room, waiting for you."
Xiaomei spoke very seriously, but also very emotionally.Yoyo has no doubt that what Xiaomei said is true.This is a kind of trust between people.Trust may be more reassuring than family affection...
"I'm really touched, Xiaomei. I don't know what to say. I may have been seeking psychological comfort from you in front of you. I have never really cared about you... "
Hearing what Xiaomei said, Yoyo felt even more sorry.Indeed, every time I encountered something that I couldn't figure out psychologically, whether I came to seek Xiaomei's help, I never really cared about Xiaomei.
I know that Xiaomei is also alone, working hard in the city of Shanghai.She would encounter the same problems as Yoyo, and he never complained or told anyone.Even Yoyo, who is so close to him, has never heard her say anything about her life or psychological sadness.
So when Xiaomei said such words, Yoyo felt even more ashamed of Xiaomei.
"You have me, and I have wine, don't you? If I have something I can't think about, I'll drink two more glasses. People say that wine makes me sad, but in fact wine is the best thing, oh, It does not make you forget your troubles, you can forget the things that happened to you. When you are forgotten, your troubles are also forgotten along with this incident. When the sun rises again, it will be a brand new day. Her brand new It’s a brand new me every day. So I don’t think about any distressing things anymore. And I have a very full schedule. Except for today, I never thought of myself having any worrying things..."
Hearing what Yoyo said, Xiaomei hurriedly waved her hands.A sister, she is good at helping others solve difficulties, but never creating difficulties for others.He said that he never wanted to put such difficulties in the hands of others, not to say how strong he is, but to say that he felt that he wanted to take these difficulties and the grievances in his heart as part of his life. Everything in life should be borne by oneself and resolved by oneself, only in this way can one appreciate life and the joys in life.
Realizing that life is not simple, only happiness is as simple as that, which is also a very important part of life, a part that cannot be given up, and a part that can be let go.The only way is to fully accept this life and find a way to reach a reconciliation with him.It may be a complete, precious, recorded and commemorated life, a worthwhile life.
Youyouyou originally wanted to get help from Xiaomei.When I only heard Xiaomei's understanding and explanation of himself and things, I also got a kind of relief...
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