Lu Yao Zhi Han Yi

Lu Yao, who has become famous in front of many classmates, doesn't know what's going on outside. She just finished a math class that was ecstasy, and because she didn't see Yi Nanshen, she could only play by herself. sudden death.

No wonder people say that mathematics is a matter of three points, and seven points are destined to depend on hard work.The remaining 140 points are really helpless!
Finally managed to get through school, Lu Yao took the backpack and rushed downstairs - she was going to pick up Xiaolu from her house and the two of them went to eat delicious food hahaha~
I met Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao on the road, Lu Yao said hello, and the three of them walked together.

After walking a few steps, all the students around me suddenly ran forward, and a group of people surrounded the teaching building, densely packed and very noisy.

Lu Yao frowned: "What happened?"

Jin Zheng, a young social expert, ran over to ask about the situation and found out that there was a girl in the first year of high school who was going to jump off the building.

Lu Yao raised his head and looked up, and his pupils shrank suddenly after Hawkeye locked it—isn't that girl Xiaohong's classmate?!!! She immediately ran into the building, and Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao also subconsciously caught up.

Lu Yao frantically pressed the elevator button, but the elevator was still at the top floor, moving down slowly like a snail. Lu Yao gritted his teeth, turned and rushed to the stairwell.

Jin Zhengwen Zitao: "." What's the matter with Lu Yao so hard?

After running for nearly ten floors, they finally reached the top floor. Panting, Lu Yao pushed open the door of the stairwell.

"No!!!" Lu Yao rushed over and yelled at the girl standing on the edge railing.The policeman nearby failed to stop Lu Yao and let her rush over.

"." Xiaohong turned her face to look at Lu Yao, her face was covered with tears, she said hoarsely, "I'm sorry, I can't hold on any longer"

Lu Yao lost all color and was very nervous: "Don't! Don't do this!" Her brain was spinning rapidly, thinking about the words of advice, "Don't do this! Why? Is it because you were bullied?"

Xiaohong: "." She trembled all over, as if remembering something painful.

Lu Yao saw that he was right, and continued his efforts: "If you are bullied, you should bully yourself back! Why do you punish yourself like this? Also, I just avenged you, and I scared Fang Ting half to death. Did you hear that? ?”

Xiaohong suddenly became excited: "You don't understand at all! You don't understand at all. What do you ladies and young masters who grew up with golden spoons in your mouth know?! Do you know how difficult it is for us poor people to live in this world? Society Welfare student. It’s true that I am a social welfare student, but because of this, am I going to be bullied and despised by you?”

Xiaohong sobbed: "Do you know how hard I worked to get into Shengbei?! They laughed at me and forced me to get out of Shengbei, saying that I am not worthy of going to a school with them, but I can't. I took the exam with great difficulty." I went to this school, wanted to have a bright future, and wanted to change my life. My mother has always been proud of me. I can’t go to another school, and I don’t have the money to go to another school.”

Lu Yao: "."

"My mother brought me up by herself and worked hard to earn money for my education. She just hoped that I would be successful, and I never failed her expectations, because I knew how hard she was, but... I really... couldn't hold on. yes."

Lu Yao: "."

Xiaohong took another step forward: "It's fine if you die, and you'll be free if you die."

Everyone: "!!!"

"Wait a minute!!!" Lu Yao roared angrily.

Xiaohong: "." She paused.

"You said you are in a single-parent family, right? Me too." Lu Yao said lightly, his tone calm but not indifferent.

Xiaohong: "."

Lu Yao gritted his teeth and laughed self-deprecatingly: "And I'm a little worse than you. My so-called father doesn't want to see me at all—he hasn't seen me for more than ten years. As for my Mother. I haven't seen her for many years, and she committed suicide three years ago because of depression in a foreign country."

Xiaohong: "!!!"

Wen Zitao Kim Jong in the back: "!!!"

Lu Yao's vision was a bit blurred: "Depression, it must be very painful to the point of committing suicide, so in the only memory I have when I was a child, she almost never smiled, and she was always sad and sullen. Ten It's been a few years, and now I'm finally free, and I should probably be happy for her."

Lu Yao's voice trembled so much that Jin Zheng and Wen Zitao even felt that she would fall down in a second.

"You said you don't want to live anymore, right? Good!" As Lu Yao spoke, his eyes suddenly turned cold, and he stepped onto the railing with one step.

Wen Zitao and Kim Jong: "!!!"

Lu Yao's mouth did not stop, his eyes were bright and crazy: "Then you jump down! Jump down and it will be over!"

Her tone was very fierce, but her eyes were moist and choked up: "Do you know how I came here all these years alone?"

Xiaohong: "."

"Full of hatred." Lu Yao said viciously, "I hate my ruthless father, I hate my stepmother who took my mother's place, I hate my weakness, I hate my powerlessness." Of course, I also hate that brother Lu Yi who took my place. , but it's just that such family secrets cannot be revealed by opening their mouths.

"These years are so painful! I have always lived in hatred! If it wasn't because I met you" Lu Yao's eyes suddenly softened, as if thinking of some beautiful people and things, his smile was actually a little sweet, "...meet my path, my light, I may not be able to persevere today." I may have given up on myself long ago.

"But do you know," Lu Yao stared firmly into Xiaohong's eyes, "Among so many people I hate, I hate my mother the most."

Xiaohong: "!!!"

Lu Yao sneered softly: "You people, thinking that I can't hold on any longer, thinking of dying. You are relieved when you die, but" she choked up and continued, "But... let the rest of you What about the people below?"

Xiaohong: "."

"You keep saying that your mother is very hard! It sounds like you love your mother very much! But have you ever thought about how miserable your mother will be after you die?! She has worked so hard to bring you up, and her daughter suddenly has no Now, have you ever wondered how she will feel when she hears the news? Have you ever thought that if she can't accept it for a moment, she will follow you impulsively!"

Xiaohong: "!!!"

"Your mother has worked hard all her life, and she has never enjoyed your blessings, so she just followed you. Aren't you two people who depend on each other for life? You are dead. How will the rest of you live?" Lu Yao's eyes were dim with tears , almost broke down in tears, "How can I survive?"

"." Xiaohong looked at Lu Yao who was only a few steps away with tears streaming down her face.

Lu Yao slowly stretched out his hand to her: "There is no situation where you can't persevere. As long as you still have sustenance in this world, there is no reason why you can't persevere."

Xiaohong: "."

"Please, don't die." Lu Yao took a step towards her, "Please, don't die"

Lu Yao was looking at her, but he didn't seem to be looking at her.

"I beg you"

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Xiaohong: "." Finally, trembling, she stretched out her hand.

At that moment, Lu Yao yanked her hand and jumped off the handrail!
The girl sat on the ground crying, Lu Yao raised his hand and wiped his face, looked into the distance and took a few deep breaths.The nearby police rushed up and restrained the girl to prevent her from committing suicide.

Lu Yao whispered to Xiaohong: "It's okay, it's nothing serious, everything will pass."

Jin Zhengwen Zitao: "Lu Yao." Their expressions were very complicated, and they stood at the stairs for fear of irritating the girls, so they didn't go forward.

The policeman went downstairs with the girl by his arm. Before leaving, he turned to Lu Yao and said, "Little girl, you are doing very well."

Jin Zheng also sighed: "Lu Yao, you are really... so amazing this time."

Lu Yao: "You guys go, I want to stay here alone for a while." After finishing speaking, without waiting for the two of them to react, he pushed them into the stairwell and locked the iron door behind them.

Although Jin Zhengwen Zitao was not at ease, he still left silently.They felt that Lu Yao recalled the unhappy past just now, and now he probably wanted to be alone.

Sitting alone on the rooftop, Lu Yao didn't think it was dirty.

Bai Ci, did you see it?
Lu Yao looked at the sky and said in his heart to his mother who was already in heaven.

I saved a person today.The police uncle said I was very powerful, and Kim Jong and the others also said that I was very powerful. But
But why, I can't laugh at all?
Bai Ci, you once taught me when I was young that every life deserves enough respect and kindness, and I always remember your words.So I ran up desperately, so I tried my best to save that girl but
But you tell me what should I do to save you?

Tears rolled in his eyes, but Lu Yao stubbornly clenched his fists, gnashing his teeth and looking desperate.

What should I do to save myself?
Lu Yao stood on the top of the empty rooftop, crying loudly.

The loneliness of being alone in these years, the strength of pretending to be nonchalant without a companion, the resentment buried in the bottom of my heart, the disappointment with Lu Qingyun, the hatred for Lu Yi and his mother, the dissatisfaction with not being strong enough, the desire for warmth, besides
And that endless miss.

In the few remaining childhood memories, Bai Ci was still very gentle and loving towards her.It's just that there are very few memories of this, and she almost forgot that feeling.

Bai Ci, why on earth are you leaving me alone?Do you know that I have lived really hard all these years alone?
She no longer suppressed, no longer pretended, and the empty rooftop was filled with her cries.Heartbreaking.

After a long time, the sun slowly sank.
Lu Yao was tired from crying, so he lowered his head and sobbed, and then heard an impatient voice behind him - "Hey, I'm so ugly crying."

Lu Yao: "!!!"