Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

Su Qian and Ai Nien looked at each other, saw the deep worry in each other's eyes, and then both chose to remain silent, letting Ai Nien express what she wanted to say at a level and rhythm she could accept. finish.

"My grandfather was doing first aid in the operating room, and everyone was waiting outside for years, but I was a little tired that day, because when my grandfather suddenly had a complication, I had just come out of the shower.

Before that, I had a great time playing in the yard with the dog I had at the time. I didn't go to take a shower and change until I was exhausted and sweated all over.So while waiting in the hospital, I was a little tired, so I closed my eyes.

I just wanted to close my eyes and rest my mind, but my mother thought I was asleep. She didn't even think about it. Although I am young, I am not heartless and understand everything.

My grandfather treats me so well on weekdays, and I love him so much, but now that he is undergoing surgery, how can I sleep well?
It was because they thought I was asleep that they were finally willing to speak.I heard my mother knelt down with a 'dong' on her feet, and heard my grandma help her up in a hurry, and asked my mother what happened all of a sudden.
Then, I heard my mother's choked up voice, saying that she was sorry for the Ai family. I didn't know that I couldn't keep the child until then, so I could have a brother!Or rather, I should have had a brother.

Although my grandma kept persuading them, they never really minded this matter. Whether it is a grandson or a granddaughter, they are all their close relatives, and they love them equally.

My biological father has been away for so long, and they thought that the previous advice had worked, that my mother had let go of this matter long ago, but in fact, my mother still cared about it all the time, and the feeling of guilt and indebtedness in her heart was never true. disappeared.
At that time, I didn't know the entanglements between my mother and grandfather and the Ling family, I didn't know who my grandfather was, and I didn't understand the cause and effect of my mother's sadness. I thought that my mother just liked boys. I thought that if I My mother would be happier to have an older brother.

Later, my grandfather was of course rescued without any risk.But because of this, I have a stupid, naive and terribly wrong obsession.
That is to find a brother so that my mother will not be sad in the future.

In fact, it's all my own stupidity to blame for coming up with the stupid idea of ​​finding my brother
You know, it's a person, not a kitten or puppy, someone who can be found easily if you want to find it, and you can adopt it home if you want to adopt it.

I am just a child myself, even if I go to a pet rescue center to adopt a kitten or puppy, without the company of an adult, the people in the rescue center will not agree, how can I adopt a person?let alone someone older than me
Later, I found out that some people in school often recognize a brother as a sister, so I also wanted to learn from them to recognize a brother.However, the efforts I have put in for this are simply a joke in the eyes of others, because I don’t know how much I weigh at all, and it’s an idiot’s self-inflicted humiliation.”