Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

"So, I decided to find out and figure out what my mother's demons have been all these years. Of course, I won't be stupid enough to ask my mother directly like last time.

Although my mother will seriously answer my questions, tell me the story of my biological father, let me remember that he is a real hero, and tell me that I should be proud of him and proud of being his daughter,
But I know that this time is completely different from last time, and my mother will never tell me the truth.As for my grandparents, although I don't know if they know the answer, judging from my mother's attitude towards them over the years, this matter has something to do with them.

I knew it must be a wound that caused my mother pain for so many years.So if you ask my grandparents directly, what is the difference from asking my mother directly, it is equivalent to directly stabbing a knife into their heart.

So, I decided to 'break through' with my grandpa, excluding my godfather because I wasn't sure if my godfather knew about my mom.

As long as I can remember, Grandpa Gan lived with us, and we got along so harmoniously and naturally, so I always felt that this was as it should be.Only after I grew up did I realize that other people's families are not like this, and even basically there is no such thing as a grandpa.

But I still didn't think much about it, thinking that my god-grandfather should be my grandfather's best friend, sworn brother or something like that.My grandma passed away early, and my grandpa came to live with my grandpa. It was better for us to have fun together than to be that kind of lonely old man.

Unexpectedly, whether it was acting coquettishly begging or seriously reasoning, or even doing childish behaviors such as rolling around in the end, my grandpa just refused to tell me anything.

After trying several times, I still chose to give up.Because I realized that as soon as I asked this question and wanted to know the root of my mother's demons, my grandpa's eyes would become very complicated, and even make me feel sad when I look at it
My grandfather was reluctant to kill me, and he was afraid that I would be thinking and worrying, so every time he changed the subject with a forced smile, coaxing me not to mention these old things that had passed, I finally agreed.

Because I found out that this seems to be not only my mother's inner demon, but also my grandfather's inner demon.I don't know what happened in the past, but if this incident makes my mother and grandpa cry when I think about it, and feel sad when I mention it, then I'd better not get to the bottom of it.

Although in my opinion, this kind of thing is like a cancer growing in my heart.On weekdays, it would not be painful all the time, but this cancer has not been cured after all, so once in a while when it suddenly flares up, the pain will be so painful that it will kill half of the person.

Therefore, in the face of this kind of cancer, one should be decisive and hard-hearted, and only by performing surgery to remove the cancer can the problem be fundamentally solved.But neither my mother nor my grandfather seemed willing to accept this approach.

After all, this so-called 'surgery' is equivalent to 'opening the belly' without anesthesia, so the pain of 'removing the cancer' is not something everyone can bear, and even because of this, they can't hold on and collapse again It's possible to get worse."