Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

Ai Ni En sighed at this point, and then continued: "But in reality? In fact, my stepfather actually did this for my mother.
It can even be said that, in comparison, my mother's previous judgment on my stepfather is, in a sense, an insult to my stepfather and a blasphemy of the love between the two of them.

Therefore, after my mother heard my stepfather say that last time, she already had mixed feelings in her heart.

My mother always thought that my stepfather would live a good life, so later she felt very heartbroken for the life my stepfather has lived in these years.

Obviously, as long as he forgets her as a 'feeling and ungrateful' woman, he can have a bright future and start a new relationship.My mother was full of expectations and prayed devoutly, only asking my stepfather to live a happy life.

In the end, it happened to be her, who ruined her life. This ending completely violated her original intention, which made my mother extremely guilty and full of self-blame.She even felt that she was not worthy of my stepfather's deep love.

What's more, my mother is really old. The wrinkles on her face and the fat on her body made her feel extremely inferior in front of my stepfather.

My stepfather looks younger than his actual age, but my mother looks as if she is ten years older than her real age, how can she not feel inferior?

As long as I can remember, I have discovered that on the one hand, my mother rarely looks in the mirror, on the other hand, she occasionally looks at herself in the mirror in a daze
What happened so long ago, I have such a deep impression, it is because of the look in my mother's eyes at that time, I can't help but feel sad when I think of it, let alone herself.
Although I couldn't understand my mother's eyes when I was young, at least I could feel that they were negative eyes.When I grew up and looked back, I realized that there was a deep sense of disgust my mother had towards me in those eyes.

My mother is not just inferior, she even hates herself, every wrinkle on her face, and her overweight figure deep in her heart.

My mother was willing to make a choice without hesitation for my biological father and my grandparents, and was very happy to leave my blood for my biological father, but this does not mean that deep down in her heart she doesn't mind what she is now.

In this world, which woman can really not mind these things?

At the beginning, she rejected my stepfather outright, why didn't she have this reason?

Because she is afraid!

She was afraid that the man she had loved her whole life would show disappointment or disgust when she saw her ugly face and her obesity clearly.

That's what a woman fears and hurts the most.

In fact, my mother is really not the kind of person who cares about appearance, otherwise, she would not have made that choice at all.

How could she not know what kind of side effects she would have during her non-stop seeking for medicine.Even if she didn't want to know, the doctor would tell her the truth.

If she wanted to adjust her body to a state where she could conceive, she had to use strong medicine.However, "a medicine is three-point poisonous", the more powerful the medicine, the greater the side effects will naturally be.Who doesn't understand such a simple truth?

However, my mother accepted without hesitation.Because she felt that she owed my biological father and my grandparents. "