Two cute babies: Mr. Si loves his wife too much

Maybe, it's true, Si Mohan's love for her can last longer
While regretting, Su Qian felt ridiculous and humble at the same time.

It turns out that people are really such cheap creatures
It's not until you lose it that you regret it.

She has always felt inferior, and she wants to keep her heart and the last bit of dignity.But only now did I realize that her heart had already completely followed him, and that last ounce of dignity...
Compared with him, what is more important?

She always felt that there would be no future between them, so from the beginning, don't start.

But what if there is no future?So what if you don't start?

If there is no beginning, then there will be no regrets and heartache?
She never wanted to be too humble in this relationship, so she wanted to become stronger and better, and then go to his side and become someone worthy of him.

But she knew clearly from the bottom of her heart that he was standing at a height that she would never be able to reach, and no matter how hard she tried, she would never be able to stand shoulder to shoulder with him.
So, why did you find so many excuses to avoid it at the beginning, and now it is not yourself who regrets the pain?
Su Qian scolded herself for being stupid in her heart!Hypocritical!Ridiculous again!

But what is the use of this.
Even if she regrets it, even if she has figured it out, even if she has the courage now, even if she will not choose to back down when she encounters the same situation in the future.
So what?

He doesn't love her anymore.
Si Mohan, don't want her anymore.
Su Qian spent the past few days in a daze, thinking a lot, a lot, a lot.

Because she had to keep convincing herself to accept this fact:

The wood is done.

No amount of regret can recover the love that has disappeared.

Missed is missed, everything can not be repeated!

But life must go on.
She still needs to take care of her father who is paralyzed in bed, and she also has to take care of her younger brother who has not recovered from the hospital bed. She can't just be depressed like this.
If she can't cheer up, if she stays depressed like this, Su Yao will be fine, Zhang Panyan will definitely take good care of him, but what about her father?

If she is gone, if there is no money from her, will Zhang Panyan still take good care of her father?
The answer must be no.

So. No matter how painful she is!No matter how hard life feels!She must stand up!Must face!You must cheer up and fight!

Because she has no right to feel sorry for herself.

She's not living for herself
So, when Su Qian heard that she was invited by the program group to perform a drama on stage, she immediately decided: go!

She had to find something to do for herself, she had to keep herself busy!

Only by letting work completely fill her life, can she free herself from thinking about the sorrows that made her extremely painful
What's more, she can no longer be by Si Yuxi and Si Zhexi's side, and the salary of "playing mommy" is gone. She has to work harder to make money!