Bringing a wife into his arms: The president prefers to be loved

Qi Hao looked at Shen Xueyao's almost collapsed appearance, and his heartache couldn't be more distressed, and the guilt in his heart almost drowned him like a tidal wave.

If he didn't have so many scruples, if he had told her frankly what she wanted to know earlier, wouldn't she have been hurt less and suffered less?They won't get to where they are today because of misunderstandings.

"Yaoyao, I know you don't believe me, and I know you hate me. I have done many things wrong."

Qi Hao said to Shen Xueyao with a serious and resolute expression.

"I hope I can make it up, okay? I'll tell you what you want to know."

These days, he has completely understood his own heart.

Seeing Qi Hao like this, Shen Xueyao felt a throbbing pain in her stomach, accompanied by a strong feeling of nausea.

In addition, her heart twitched painfully, which made her almost unable to hold back and fainted again.

Looking straight into Qi Hao's eyes, Shen Xueyao pursed her lower lip, and couldn't help pulling a self-deprecating smile from the corner of her lips.

"Qi Hao, is the person you love really me?"

Tears couldn't help but roll down from the sockets of her eyes, Shen Xueyao shed tears silently, hurt and despair appeared in her eyes.

"Don't take me for a fool, I am Shen Xueyao, not He Yaoyao."

Shen Xueyao said slowly, her eyes were empty and sad.

Qi Hao's body shook, he subconsciously pursed his lips, and looked at Shen Xueyao with complicated eyes.

She already knew the name He Yaoyao.

"Since my mother passed away and I was taken back to the Shen family, I have been living a life of being dependent on others. I originally hoped to live a good life with them. But slowly I also understood that the lost things will not come back. They are family."

"I tried desperately to escape from this family. I thought I would be subject to them for the rest of my life, but you appeared in my world."

Shen Xueyao lowered her eyelids, her voice gradually lowered, like talking in a dream.

"At first, I thought my heart was no longer sensitive and fragile, but you gave me warmth again, told me that I am not alone, and gave me a sense of security that I never had before."

"Yaoyao." Qi Hao felt shy, and couldn't help but clenched his fists and opened his mouth.

"But now, I would rather never have those things." Tears finally fell, and Shen Xueyao sobbed loudly, sobbing softly.

"Originally, I had indestructible armor, but you destroyed them all. When I thought I could show you my soft side, the person who hurt me the most was you, Qi Hao."

She had been living in a dark environment from the beginning, and it was he who pulled her out and told her what was light and warm.

But when he changed hands, he pushed her into a deeper darkness. How could he, who had already experienced the light, bear it?
In the ward, only Shen Xueyao whimpered softly, carrying deep pain and sadness.

Hearing Shen Xueyao's cry, Qi Hao's heart was pulled hard again.He couldn't help but leaned over and hugged Shen Xueyao in his arms.

Rubbing her head into his chest, feeling the wetness of the shirt on his chest, the thin shoulders of the girl in his arms shrugged.

The familiar smell came from the nasal cavity with warmth, and Shen Xueyao cried even more violently, as if she wanted to vent all the previous pain and sorrow.

Qi Hao hugged Shen Xueyao tightly, as if wanting to integrate her into his flesh and blood, gently stroked her head with his palm, and gently slid down from the top of her head along the hair.

After feeling that Shen Xueyao was tired and her mood had stabilized, Qi Hao let go of her.

The four eyes met, and Qi Hao's eyes were full of guilt.

"Yaoyao, it's you that I love, and it's always been you." Qi Hao whispered, as if his voice was ringing in Shen Xueyao's ear.

"You are talking nonsense. You have always regarded me as a substitute, because she can't come back, so you chose me, right?"

Shen Xueyao pushed Qi Hao away, unwilling to look at him, and turned her head away stubbornly.

"When you found me, was it because of the grievances between the Shen family and the Qi family that you had to do it, or because I look like He Yaoyao? Or both?"

"Qi Hao, don't keep me in the dark anymore, it's too painful."

Hearing Shen Xueyao's question, Qi Hao forcibly turned her head back, forcing her to look directly at him.

"Yaoyao, I didn't intend to lie to you, and I never used you as a substitute." There was a flash of determination in Qi Hao's eyes, he sighed softly, and explained slowly.

"Have you forgotten that we met first?"

Shen Xueyao was slightly taken aback: "What do you mean?"

"When I first met you, your mother had just passed away." Qi Hao reminded her, with a faint tone in his tone.

"So what? Brother Baiyi is even blurred in my memory, I know I missed you a lot, but..." Shen Xueyao took a deep breath, feeling a little lost and trying to pretend not to care.

Before she finished speaking, her lips were blocked by Qi Hao.

Feeling the gentle and warm touch of her lips, Shen Xueyao's mind went blank for an instant.

Staring wide-eyed at Qi Hao above her head, Shen Xueyao forgot everything for a moment.

Qi Hao raised his hand and covered Shen Xueyao's eyes.

He closed his eyes, and gently kissed Shen Xueyao's lips, carefully as if he was kissing a precious treasure.

Shen Xueyao felt her eyes darken, her eyelids were covered with warm hands, and she was forced to close her eyes.

The tossing and lingering from the lips became extremely obvious at this moment, the feeling of grinding lips and teeth and the louder and louder sound of the heart made Shen Xueyao's body completely paralyzed like an electric shock.

I don't know how much time passed before Qi Hao slowly let go of Shen Xueyao and raised his head.

"you"

Just as Shen Xueyao was about to speak, she heard Qi Hao say softly: "Silly girl, although you think that time is not important and has been buried in your memory, it is very precious to me."

"I've been looking for you for so many years."

Hearing Qi Hao's words, Shen Xueyao suddenly widened her eyes, and looked at Qi Hao in disbelief.

What does it mean?Qi Hao has been looking for her?

Could it be that.
Shen Xueyao's thoughts just popped out from the bottom of her heart, as if to confirm her guess, Qi Hao continued: "You have never been someone's substitute, I found the wrong person at the beginning."

With Shen Xueyao's mind in a mess, she listened to Qi Hao slowly uncovering the matter with He Yaoyao back then.

When Qi Hao first met Shen Xueyao, Shen Xueyao hadn't been picked up by the Shen family, and she was still in the hospital and a small rental house.

But after the two had just been together for a period of time, people from the Shen family came and did not give Shen Xueyao a chance to refuse, nor did they have time to say goodbye. Shen Xueyao was almost forcibly taken back to the Shen family.

After that, Qi Hao never found Shen Xueyao again. During that time, he would wait in the hospital almost every day, but he never met her again.

At that time, Qi Hao was just a kid, and the power of the Qi family was in the hands of Qi Zhenwu, so he couldn't even find out who Shen Xueyao was.

Until, he met He Yaoyao who looked very similar to Shen Xueyao.

They had very similar facial features, and even their demeanor was exactly the same as Shen Xueyao back then. The joy of finding her back made Qi Hao almost forget to investigate the girl's background carefully, so the two got together.

Only slowly, Qi Hao realized that he didn't like this girl, all he had was the obsession with Shen Xueyao back then.

But on the contrary, the girl fell in love with him irresistibly.

Qi Hao was caught in a dilemma. After all, he had mistaken the person in the beginning and provoked him first.

Just when Qi Hao kept struggling, hoping to think of a way not to hurt her.Du Ruo, who always wanted to do something to Qi Hao, knew the importance of this girl Qi Hao, so he took her away.

But that girl was not as lucky as Shen Xueyao. When Qi Hao finally found her location, due to some negligence, the girl fell from a tall building and died.

A girl like a flower was involved in her own life because of her own mistakes, and lost her life because of her own negligence, this kind of cognition almost drove Qi Hao crazy.

The strong self-blame in his heart made Qi Hao feel miserable during that time, and several times he would wake up from nightmares, dreaming that the girl looked at him with hateful eyes.

It took nearly two years of treatment by a psychiatrist to recover from the sluggish situation, but since then Qi Hao's temperament has also changed drastically, becoming indifferent and not talkative anymore.

This situation did not get better until Shen Xueyao appeared.

Shen Xueyao listened to all the ins and outs in a daze, she couldn't believe it, but she also felt a little ridiculous.

So is this the truth back then? I always thought that I was treated as a substitute, but it was the girl who was really treated unfairly?
For a moment, Shen Xueyao didn't know whether she should cry or laugh, she clutched her chest, and the expression on her face became stiff for a moment.

So it turns out that the person Qi Hao loves has always been himself?He didn't fall in love with that girl, and he didn't want to mention her just because of guilt in his heart?
Shen Xueyao clenched her fists tightly, her heart was in a mess.

"Just that. Why, why didn't you tell me sooner?"

If she had stopped Qi Hao's misunderstanding earlier, would all of this later have never happened?

Thinking of the pain she felt after knowing this, Shen Xueyao suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

The truth, it will be like this.

A warm hand wrapped Shen Xueyao's hand, Shen Xueyao came back to her senses, and saw Qi Hao's already dark eyes deepened.

"Yaoyao, that period of the past is too heavy for me, it contains a life."

"I was sorry for her at the beginning, so I don't want to bring it up again. I'm running away. That's why I didn't tell you."