"In your heart, am I such a person?"

Lu Tingshen didn't deny or answer, but asked in a low voice, his tone sounded a bit wrong, as if he really took Ji Yan's words to heart.

Ji Yan didn't expect him to care so much, so he choked up for a while before saying, "This is just my personal guess. If you think these words have hurt you, I'm here to apologize to you."

She turned the cup in her hand and said, "But I don't want others to interfere too much in my life. From the day I met you, I knew that you were very powerful. You were a person who knew you would stand at the top, but Compared with this kind of you and this kind of me, there is really nothing that suits the other party. I hope that in the two to three years, I can spend it as peacefully as I did before."

Although she was a little confused about whether to tell him about the child in her stomach, after Lin Wan'er's inexplicable words, she faintly resisted the idea.

Perhaps it would be better not to let him know about this matter. Knowing that she will not be able to completely escape from this family in the future, the so-called leaving may only become empty talk.

Lu Ting was keenly aware that the emotions emanating from her were not the same as usual, like a magnolia flower that was faintly fading after being blown by wind and rain, even the flower branches were dying.

This is not the emotion she would show before. Today may be an accident, but what makes him more concerned is who caused the accident.

"Do you think someone will let you spend these years in peace? If I'm not wrong, someone should have come to you during this time."

Lu Ting walked up to her and blocked her view, so that she had no way to turn her eyes away from herself, and could only look directly at herself.

Ji Yan was made a little helpless by him, but he still said with a good temper, "I know that you people from wealthy families have a lot of tricks and tricks, and they can plot against anyone they want, but strictly speaking, I It can't be regarded as a member of your Lu family, so is it necessary to target me?"

She reached out and tried to push Lu Tingshen down, but not only did she not push, but she was almost thrown back by the force because she used too much force.

Lu Tingshen reached out to hold her in time to avoid the tragedy of her falling.

Ji Yan, on the other hand, did not expect that he almost came into close contact with the ground. Although he was very grateful to Lu Tingshen for helping him, he was still worried about what would happen when the two of them made contact again, so he pushed him away without thinking.

"If possible, I really want to go back to the time when I made a deal with you." She looked up at Lu Ting's handsome face with sharp edges and corners, and said ruthlessly, "I must tell myself at that time , you can have many ways to get out of the predicament at that time, the last thing you should choose is to agree to make a deal with you."

Ji Yan lowered her head, her emotions began to fluctuate again because of the contact and words just now.

After hearing what she said, Lu Tingshen let go of his hand, took a few steps back, and narrowed his eyes slightly, as if he was looking at a gradually unfamiliar person.

"I don't know what kind of situation you and Lin Wan'er are in right now. If you decide to get together sooner after you talk, remember to tell me sooner, so I can pack up and get down from this position that doesn't belong to me."

After she finished speaking, she wanted to pass Lu Tingshen upstairs, but he grabbed her wrist and led her back, "Who did you meet today?"

Ji Yan really wanted to say, "Don't you know who I'm meeting with today?" But after thinking about it, the relationship between them shouldn't go to the end, leaving only the memory of the two tearing each other apart.

Ji Yan smiled indifferently, and tried his best to pretend that nothing had happened, "It doesn't matter who I met and what I said today."

She gently placed the other free hand on the back of Lu Tingshen's hand and patted it.

"Actually, you and I both understand that we have never been in the same world. That wedding was supposed to be a point of intersection between us, but it will be staggered again soon."

Lu Tingshen's hand was no longer so tight, but he still stubbornly wanted to keep something, and he was unwilling to let go no matter what.

Ji Yan sighed again, "The grand joke that happened to us should have ended a long time ago, but because we met each other and got to know each other at the wrong time, many things that should have ended have been left in place. There is no progress. But I think you are a person who sees things very clearly, and you have to make a right choice."

She never thought that she would have true feelings for another person in a contract marriage, especially if there is still a Bai Yueguang who can't forget in this person's heart.

But life is life, it does not have so many dreamy and beautiful plots in TV dramas, it only has reality.

If they could get to know each other in the right situation, maybe they wouldn't be where they are today, but who made them use the wrong way from the beginning, and this mistake will come to an end sooner or later.

Ji Yan lowered her head, her hair covered her face, so that people couldn't see her expression at the moment.

Lu Tingshen laughed at her words, "In your opinion, what is the right choice? Lin Wan'er? But you still scoffed at what happened between us a while ago, why did you change your mind all of a sudden?"

If you really want to say that there is nothing wrong with it, he doesn't believe it.

She gritted her teeth, with a forbearance, "As long as the person you choose is what you want, that is the right choice. I have never denied the love between you, love can have various forms, it will not be because of anyone's words And change, I was wrong at the time.”

Even though I knew that sooner or later I would get to where I am today, when I really said some words, I still felt a sharp pain in my heart.

Lu Ting snorted deeply, and didn't take what she said to heart at all. Instead, he picked her up by the waist and walked upstairs, "I think you need to calm down."

Ji Yan was suddenly carried off the ground before he recovered from his emotions. At that time, he patted him on the shoulder anxiously, "Put me down quickly, I have considered this matter for a long time. It is only temporarily because of personal reasons. I didn't tell you about this, I hope you can respect my decision!"

"This matter is not only related to you. I respect your decision, but I don't agree with it."

Ji Yan was afraid that he would accidentally fall himself, so he stopped struggling, but subconsciously protected his stomach, and said, "If you think my behavior is unacceptable, we can discuss it again, as long as you let me down, everything can be discussed." .”

She had never been so talkative before, combined with Ji Yan's strangeness just now, Lu Ting suddenly became suspicious, "You seem to be very worried that I will throw you down?"

Is it because you can't bear the close contact like being hugged, or is it because you don't trust that you have this kind of worry?
Regardless of the above possibilities, it is not what Lu Ting wants to see.

Ji Yan found an excuse casually, "There are so many people in the family, it doesn't matter if they see it, but if it is seen by parents, then..."

Before she finished speaking, she stopped abruptly, because Ji Yan was seeing Mother Lu walking in from the outside carrying a handbag, and a woman who was almost the same age as her appeared with her.

Maybe it was because they noticed something, the next second their eyes tacitly looked at the place where Lu Tingshen and Ji Yan were, and she immediately froze.

Is this what old people often say, "You can't talk about people during the day, and you can't talk about ghosts at night"?

An awkward atmosphere spread in the living room, Lu Ting smiled back at them, and then led them upstairs to the room, dragging their blessings, Ji Yan did not make any struggle this time.

Lu's mother, on the other hand, looked at her friend happily but embarrassedly, and explained dryly, "You are young and newlywed, plus you are busy with work and often don't see each other, and once in a while, you will get bored to death."

The friend nodded with a smile, and felt the same way, "Isn't my son the same? Hey, after all, these are the things between their young people, and it's not easy for us to say anything, just let them how happy they are. "

In the room, after Ji Yan was carried to the bed by him, he huddled in the corner and hugged his knees without speaking, thinking about the possibility of leaving here without being found by Lu Tingshen.

He asked someone to pour a glass of water in, and put the glass in her hand, "If you've been thinking about it, you can stop it."

Ji Yan looked up at him incomprehensibly, "Why cancel it? Sooner or later, we will part ways. This is just a station in our life, not a station. Or do you think we can stay together forever without being caught by anyone?" Things wrecked?"

It's easier to leave Lu Tingshen than to leave Lu Tingshen quietly and without being discovered.

Lu Ting got up and went to the study next door to bring in a notebook, and handed it over without saying anything.

Although he didn't understand why he did this, Ji Yan still opened it and looked at it. The content inside was the content she asked Lu Tingshen to help investigate after they were together. The time memoir machine that belongs only to them, bits and pieces of the past come to mind, and the inexplicable touch is firmly entrenched in the heart and cannot be dissipated.

Her hand holding the book tightened slightly, and the outer skin was soon printed with excessive forceful finger marks.

"Are you trying to threaten me by showing me this?" Ji Yan suppressed all the emotions in his heart, and his voice became cold, "The more you know, the faster you will die. The day I leave you may be mine. Deadline? If that's what you want to threaten, then I have nothing to say, but I won't compromise."

Lu Ting raised his head and glanced at her in some surprise. There were many complicated and inexplicable emotions hidden in his eyes, and they were all hidden in one sentence, "If you want to go, take it with you."

Some words that cannot be blurted out can only be hidden in the heart because of the current situation. As she said, leaving is the best choice.

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