Hello, my Mr. Shangguan

It's really funny!

She has never been someone who cannot withstand blows, but in the end, she is disappointed by his abandonment in the name of justice.

So, it really came to an end at that moment.

Trust is a fragile thing. It is built with great difficulty and danger, but it only takes one day and one night to destroy it.

All the past flashed before her eyes, and she never completely forgot those memories, but deliberately reminded herself not to think about them again.

Yesterday's laughter was right in front of my eyes, but today it has become speechless.

Human nature is selfish, so she will never stop him from pursuing a better direction.

But it never occurred to him that the condition for him to pursue all this was at the expense of the relationship between them.

So, at the moment he decided to leave, in the bustling crowd, she looked at his back, and her fiery heart seemed to be poured with a basin of ice water, completely frozen.

Fortunately, time has passed so long, and now I don't feel so sad when I think about it again.

Her tone was flat, and what she was telling him was just a common thing. Looking at him, she said slowly, "In the past, you didn't become famous, so what you want is your career, your brilliance .

In your eyes, love is just adding to your burden, not to mention... that kind of illusory thing will test your precarious self-esteem.But now, after you get your career, what you want is nothing more than a icing on the cake love. "

Perhaps it was because of his insignificance that he was able to make a decision so easily when he was talking about giving up.

But now...maybe...it's because of getting it and then losing it...that I know how precious everything I once had is.

But...it's too late!
In a person's life, how can there be so many opportunities to start all over again... They have long since been impossible.

I can't tell the complexity in my heart, it's not as heart-piercing as I imagined, but there is a kind of relaxation that is about to end all this.

Ming Nana looked at him with blurred eyes, her charming and coquettish, at this moment, was extremely beautiful, yet seemed so cruel.

Zhou Ningyuan looked at her, obviously she was right in front of him, but he felt that he was getting farther and farther away from her.

Especially, seeing her calm and emotionless pair.

It was as if...everything in the past had been forgotten by her and left in the past.

Min Nana was silent for a while, her lips were a little cold from the wind, and her skirt curved in the wind.

That was the most decisive gesture.

From the depths of her throat, word by word poured out, and was carried to his ears by the wind, "But...these decisions were always made by you alone. Leaving was your original choice. Come back now, still It's your decision. You never asked for my opinion.

When you can't get close to me, you choose to escape, and when you think this is a relationship that can be maintained, you will get close to me. "

This kind of closeness is really fatal.

At first, their love was indeed very embarrassing, but the passion in their hearts could not be stopped by anything.

Even she never thought that those thoughts of love that only existed in her heart would one day be completely wiped out by time and separated places.

So, when two people are together, it is love, and after separation, everything is an excuse.

Zhou Ningyuan's breath was stagnant, and he didn't want to hear her mention it so lightly. He wanted to keep her, but seeing her so plain, he didn't know what to say, so he hurriedly said, "But I really don't know what to say." love you."

He really loves her.

I originally thought that even if it was a temporary abandonment, it didn't matter.

He thought that that fragmented love could no longer be his support, and even if he left, it wouldn't affect him in the slightest.

However, he was wrong.

In the other part of the world, when drinking wine and drinking together, and on cold nights, what he thought of was still her smile.

Waking up suddenly in the middle of the night, seeing all the splendor and glory, he realized what he had missed.

In one long street after another, in one warm and gorgeous dusk after another, he lost the person who was always by his side.

He regretted it.

Even the voice of speaking was trembling, all the backlog of emotions spread crazily at this moment, and my heart stagnated, "At the beginning, even when I left, I was thinking repeatedly every day when I was abroad. The choice is not the most correct.

Every day of my life is not good, I want to see you, but I don't know how to appear in front of you.What I see is always your appearance on the screen..."

This kind of longing is a kind of poison, tormenting him all the time.

However, he didn't know how to approach her again.

In front of the camera, seeing her always showing a bright smile, he knew what he had missed.

Therefore, even if there is too much mixed in this relationship, she is always different to him.

Therefore, when he saw the rumors and rumors slandering her abroad, the first thing he thought of was to return to her quickly.

He wanted to tell her that he would not leave this time, that he already had enough strength for her to rely on, but he never thought that he would be a step late.

Hearing his affectionate words, Ming Nana just frowned slightly, looked at everything in this darkness, and sighed softly, "Maybe!"

Just when he heard her words, his eyes sparkled with starlight, and he heard her continue to speak, "Maybe you did love me, but what you love the most is yourself."

Everything in his eyes slowly froze when he heard her words.

Ming Nana knew that Zhou Ningyuan's reasons and choices were all reasonable.

However, she couldn't accept it.

Such a cautious love is like walking on thin ice, and one more look is afraid that it will hurt someone!
During that time, it was really tormented, too tortured!
Suspicion, patience, these negative things, bit by bit, completely wiped out the relationship between them.

She closed her eyes, she knew him too well, "Your feelings are mixed with too many things, you are too smart, you know how to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and how to make trade-offs. You have a grand blueprint in your heart, and any People in your life who may endanger your plans, you will give up. Even if you struggle when making a decision. But you will definitely give up in the end."

Zhou Ningyuan's figure was standing there, but she didn't get half of her eyes.

"You can't accept rejection, you can't accept grievances, you can't accept other people's doubts, so you will prove it again and again in your own way."

"Just like now, you can still stand in front of me and talk about love! Do you really care about me? No, no, what do you mind is that I let you go so easily, if I , praying in every possible way, will you come back and stand in front of me and say these so-called heartfelt words? You won't!"

"But it's my departure that makes you feel frustrated. When you leave, you even think, why didn't I stay..."

There was a choke between his words, and suddenly, he smiled desolately, "Yes, if you had kept a word from me back then..." I could have stayed for you.

Say one more word?Ming Nana found it ridiculous, "Why do you ask me to keep you? You abandon me like a shoe, but still want me to be willing? How is this possible?"

Opening my eyes again, I looked at him straight, "Zhou Ningyuan, I have not loved you for a long time. The moment you left, I decided that I would never love you again in this life. Even if there was love between us No matter how much affection there is, I will never love you again."

Women need security.

The source of security is trust.

But Zhou Ningyuan is not the one who can give her trust anymore.

Anything is the difference between the first time and countless times.

Especially, a man who will leave you.

Since he was able to leave for the first time, then, in the unknown years, he had to fall into panic all the time.

So, she doesn't want to.

Not at all.

"So, you understand now!" Looking at the fireworks feast he had carefully arranged, she was relieved and turned around, "I don't blame you that much, and I never want to see you again."

There is no need to entangle the relationship that has ended.

She knew that Zhou Ning was far from being a bad person.

He is just not so suitable to be with her.

"The most willing to forget the ancient poems, the most dismissive is lovesickness.

Staying with love is afraid of being laughed at, and afraid of being seen clearly.

Spring came to see the red beans blooming again, but there was no lover to pick them

Fireworks embrace the romance and the true feelings are not there..."

These few lines of her favorite lyrics suddenly came to mind.

The most willing to forget the ancient poems, the most dismissive is lovesickness.

In the past, I always felt that falling in love and facing a breakup would be a terrible event.

However, if you think about it carefully, how long a person's life is, how could he not experience a few unforgettable loves.

So, so what if you get hurt!When we are together, we are together wholeheartedly. After we are separated, we simply let go of each other and forget each other in the end of the world.

There should be some good pictures in memory.

If those are too sad, too sad, then...forget it!

There will definitely be better ones ahead, and no one is worth staying where they are and waiting.

So, this time, he couldn't keep her anymore.

One last time, he asked her, "You're telling me all this because you don't have any feelings for me anymore, do you?"

Min Nana stopped this time, but didn't look back, and said stubbornly, "If what you want is an accurate answer, then let me tell you, yes."

In the night sky, those gorgeous and bright fireworks have long since disappeared.

Her voice raised a little, and she raised her voice to tell him, also reminding him, "Zhou Ningyuan, you have lived without me for five years, so... you can still live well in the future..."

Time is a good thing, some traces of memory will become shallower and shallower.

He watched her go further and further away, and finally, she completely disappeared from his sight and completely walked out of his world.

I originally thought that as long as I persisted, I would be able to get love, but after I was really in it, I found that it was not easy.

Perhaps, in this life, you have to lose everything before you can clearly see what you have gained.

He smiled, looking at the direction she had left, his eyes were warm.

He... regretted it.

[Attention, the lyrics in the article are selected from the lyrics of singer Mao Amin's "Acacia"!Thank you for your support! 】