The rest of my life is warm, I only like you

Such an arm is enough to give her a sense of security. Jiang Li stood behind Li Qianfan, pretending not to see anything, but in Jiang Li's heart, he was like a thief who was peeping.

"Xiao Li." Li Qianfan said suddenly, unexpectedly startled Jiang Li.

Jiang Li shivered unconsciously, and then the clothes he was holding fell to the ground.

"Are you nervous?" Li Qianfan turned around, faced Jiang Li, stretched out his finger and gently raised Jiang Li's chin, with obvious teasing in his words, and met Jiang Li's flustered eyes.

Li Qianfan lowered his head, feeling an urge to kiss those pink lips directly.

Jiang Li subconsciously stepped back, trying to avoid Li Qianfan, but Jiang Li didn't know what to do.

Until his body leaned against the wall behind him, Jiang Li had no choice but to retreat.

"Are you afraid?" Li Qianfan said lightly.

"No...no." Jiang Li's eyes were blurred, and his curled eyelashes were trembling, leaving a faint shadow at the corners of his eyes under the light.

In the next second, Li Qianfan involuntarily kissed the longing lips.

"Hmm!" Jiang Li didn't intend to reject Li Qianfan, but in such an environment, everything seemed to have changed, making Jiang Li a little restrained, even a little confused.

Li Qianfan put his arm on the wall next to Jiang Li's ear, lowered his head and seriously asked for a kiss, and slowly moved his palms down, encircling Jiang Li's waist, forcing Jiang Li to get closer to his body.

Jiang Li subconsciously supported Li Qianfan's shoulders with both hands, and felt the heat on Li Qianfan's body. Jiang Li panicked, vaguely sensing what might happen next.

But she was very nervous in her heart, and she was not ready for this at all.

"Hmm... Qian... Fan." Jiang Li put his hands on Li Qianfan's chest, and pushed Li Qianfan away forcefully. Although his cheeks were already flushed and his eyes were blurred, Jiang Li reined in at the last moment.

"Qianfan! Wait a minute! I'm not ready yet, I don't want this matter now!" Jiang Li didn't know how to face Li Qianfan, he just lowered his head and looked at the ground.

"Xiao Li, don't you love me?" Li Qianfan didn't understand why Jiang Li would reject him. They were obviously in love with each other, but now there always seemed to be a sense of distance that couldn't be shaken off.

Li Qianfan was working hard to overcome the grievances in their hearts, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't see Jiang Li's efforts, as if Jiang Li would take a step back whenever he took a step forward, and there was always a distance between them.

Jiang Li raised his head, "I love you. In the past four years, I have missed you every moment. No one knows better than me how I love you in these four years."

"But... I'm afraid. As long as I think about the four years we've been apart, I'm afraid. I'm not sure whether we will leave each other because of a little misunderstanding in the future."

"You won't understand the uneasiness in my heart. I'm sorry, this matter is not your responsibility, it's because I'm not good enough!" Jiang Li pushed Li Qianfan away, turned around and ran outside.

Li Qianfan stood there, he didn't understand why they were so in love with each other, but he still couldn't give Jiang Li enough sense of security, which made Li Qianfan feel very frustrated.

Squatting on the ground, Li Qianfan forcefully tore off the bath towel wrapped around his arm, looking at everything around him very irritatedly.

When he saw Jiang Li's facial cleanser on the sink, he raised his head, Jiang Li's towel was still on the shelf, and Jiang Li's slippers were placed at the door, it seemed that Jiang Li's shadow was everywhere.

Walking out of the bathroom, Jiang Li's water cup, Jiang Li's books, Jiang Li's coat, it turns out that Jiang Li has been integrated into his life unconsciously, and he has always wanted to give Jiang Li a sense of ritual.

He wanted to ask Jiang Li to give him an answer, but he didn't know that in his daily life, Jiang Li had already given him the answer he wanted.

Since he knew that Jiang Li was seriously insecure, why did he keep persecuting Jiang Li?

Li Qianfan was momentarily annoyed by the impulsiveness just now, turned around and chased out of the apartment, he must not let Jiang Li disappear from Zhizhi's sight again.

"Xiao Li! Where are you?" Li Qianfan called Jiang Li's name loudly, with obvious eagerness in his voice, and looked around the apartment downstairs, but Li Qianfan didn't see Jiang Li's figure.

"Xiao Li! I know I was wrong, please forgive me?" Li Qianfan didn't care about the differences in the eyes of people passing by, he just hoped that Jiang Li could see his sincerity.

If he loses Jiang Li again this time, then he will really regret it for the rest of his life.

Surrounding the entire neighborhood, Li Qianfan ran desperately, looking for Jiang Li's figure.

Turning around suddenly, Li Qianfan saw Jiang Li standing across the road, his eyes were red and swollen, Li Qianfan rushed across the road without hesitation, and hugged Jiang Li in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't force you anymore, I won't force you again, no matter what you want, I promise you, don't leave me again, okay?"

"Xiao Li, I really can't live without you." Li Qianfan's voice was trembling with obvious fear.

Jiang Li felt Li Qianfan's fear, and hugged Li Qianfan tightly, "I don't want to leave you, I just want to be alone and quiet, I know this is my problem, you are not wrong."

Because she was afraid of losing, Jiang Li didn't dare to give all her feelings easily. In the past four years, she has truly experienced the pain of losing after gaining.

So she told herself that there must never be a second time.

"No, Xiaoli, I understand your fear, I really understand, I will give you time, I will give you enough time to think clearly, I will wait for you, until the day you are willing to accept me. "

Li Qianfan has made a decision, if it is said that they are destined to be together for the rest of their lives, then he doesn't need to rush at this moment.

Hearing Li Qianfan's words, Jiang Li felt exceptionally warm, stood on tiptoe, and actively kissed Li Qianfan's side face.

"Why didn't you wear a dress when you came out? Others thought you were crazy!" Jiang Li blamed Li Qianfan, but his tone was full of distress.

Falling in love with someone may be like this. I don't want to leave, but I'm afraid of losing after getting close.

Jiang Li admits that she worries about gains and losses, but she has no choice, and she can't control this inner feeling.

Li Qianfan took Jiang Li's hand, turned around and walked towards the apartment, "It's crazy, and it's also your crazy."