But it’s not like that, she’s good at disguising herself, she’ll smile when talking to others, but if you look closely at her eyes, you’ll find that she just twitches the corners of her mouth and doesn’t smile from the bottom of her heart. Because her eyes are hollow.

She is a person with no confidence.

"Miss Liu is too pitiful. She got such a disease at a young age. This disease is a cancer-level disease. It is not easy to recover. Even if it is cured, it must be patiently cared for. I am going to see him." Xinyu said.

"Are you okay? You still have injuries on your arms, can't you rest on the hospital bed? Running around, I'm still worried!"

Hearing Ming Shenxuan's concern, Lin Xinyu smiled, and said: "I can understand the feeling of hesitation and pain, because there was a time when I was like that, and luckily I went to see a psychiatrist during that time , She did not become a depression patient like Ms. Liu. I know that if you suffer from depression, it is very painful, as if you are stuck in the mud, unable to extricate yourself, and the more you move, the deeper you sink. I want to encourage and comfort Look at her, and I don't seem to have any friends around her."

Ming Shenxuan was convinced and nodded, Lin Xinyu left her ward and came to Liu Feihua's ward.

Liu Feihua woke up, saw Lin Xinyu coming in and said: "Miss Lin, why are you here? Why don't you rest in your ward, the doctor said your arm is very hot, you should take care of yourself Rest, I have nothing serious, don't come to see me, I have nothing to see."

"Don't worry about me, worry about yourself. You are so seriously ill, why didn't you tell us? You have to know that you are the benefactor of Shen Xuan's parents, that is, our benefactor. If you have any questions, you can Tell us, we will help you." Lin Xinyu said.

Liu Feihua lowered her brows, she didn't want to rely on others, she didn't want to tell her symptoms and get pity and sympathy from others, in fact, she was also a proud and rebellious person in her bones.

If this depression can crush people to death, then it will crush her to death. She used to be a happy and comfortable person. She lived in this world full of hope. Disease ruined it.

Although she still has hope and longing for life, she knows that this disease is terrible and can overwhelm her anytime and anywhere. Sometimes she can't control her emotions, and she just sinks into the dust blindly. She seems to be able to see to hell.

Sometimes she can even have hallucinations and auditory hallucinations, and there are ghosts and ghosts everywhere in her ears, but after the bustle, she is calm and empty. She knows that no one can take her out of this black hole of pain. Let her go down little by little.

No one can go on instead of her, no one can encourage her from the sidelines, she can only move forward by herself.

She was poor and exhausted, and she was alone.

Lin Xinyu looked at her like that, sat by her bed and said: "I won't leave today, I will stay and take care of you, tell me what you want to eat, and talk to me if you have anything to say, Don't be alone, you can't hold it in your heart. You have such a problem because you have too many things in your heart. I know that I was like this when I was alone. No one talked, so I keep everything in my heart."

Lin Xinyu hoped that her comfort could touch her heart.

"Thank you Miss Lin, thank you for staying with me, in fact, I don't want to waste your time, you have to believe me, I don't want to trouble anyone, just let me stay alone and live alone It’s fine to self-destroy, it’s okay, I can bear it, isn’t it just a little depression? I don’t believe it, it can break me down, although..."

She didn't say anything after that.

Although it is true that she cannot turn around when she is depressed, but...she still wants to survive.

night.

Liu Feihua started to sleep at six o'clock in the afternoon, and slept until more than ten o'clock at night. Lin Xinyu sat on the edge of her bed and dozed off. She knocked her head against the hard corner of Liu Feihua's bed and woke up.

After waking up, she looked at her watch. It was past ten o'clock and she was about to get up and go to sleep.

As soon as she got up, Liu Feihua on the hospital bed yelled, "Sister, sister, don't go..."

Lin Xinyu thought that Liu Feihua saw her leave, that's why she called that. When she turned her head to look at her, she found that Liu Feihua's eyes were closed, her brows were furrowed, and she looked very bad , his face was pale, and there was not even a trace of blood on his lips.

It was obviously a nightmare, in which she called her sister not to leave.

What exactly happened to Liu Feihua, why did she suffer from such severe depression?
Lin Xinyu became curious. She went to see a psychiatrist because at that time she was alone with her child and had no job. She couldn't afford to support the child. She couldn't stand the torture of life. She has nowhere to vent.

But she also understood that this was not going to work. She realized that she was thinking too much, so she took the initiative to contact a psychiatrist for psychotherapy. She stayed with the psychiatrist for a total of two or three months. It was removed cleanly.

In fact, whether there is something wrong in the heart mainly depends on whether the individual is strong and optimistic.

Liu Feihua should be a person who is not very optimistic, because an optimistic person should not suffer from depression.

Lin Xinyu sat next to her again, patted her on the shoulder and said, "Okay, if my sister doesn't leave, I will stay here with you, okay? Go to sleep, it will be fine if you fall asleep, and you won't It's going to be so painful..."

She coaxed her over and over again, just like coaxing her child Wei Wei, sometimes Wei Wei would have nightmares, she just sat by her bed and chattered to coax her like this.

Liu Feihua gradually fell asleep, and her face calmed down again.

Lin Xinyu breathed a sigh of relief, and sat on the edge of the bed and glanced at her.

Such a young girl suffers from depression, and her life in the future should be very hard.

A person who suffers from depression is a person who is easily overwhelmed. She will cling to a problem and think about it, and that problem is something she can't get over anyway. She is very afraid of facing things.

Things she can't accept.

Some things are particularly simple and easy, while others are unethical.

They are all fuses, they will detonate a person, a living and complete person, and push them into the abyss without hesitation.

Lin Xinyu really doesn't understand, if Liu Feihua's depression is so severe, why doesn't she stay at home?

Staying at home and letting her parents take care of depression patients, the most indispensable thing is the care and tenderness of the family, which can make her temporarily forget the pain in her heart and let her find a glimmer of light. Why does she Why come out after being so seriously ill?
She got up and left Liu Feihua's ward, returned to her own ward, and fell asleep.

Early the next morning, she came to Liu Feihua's ward from her own ward. Liu Feihua had already come to her senses. She said to Liu Feihua, "Miss Liu, are you hungry? Let me buy you some breakfast. What do you like to eat? Can I buy some small wontons? I'll let you taste it, my favorite small wontons, you will definitely like it. "

Liu Feihua nodded and said, "Miss Lin, thank you so much for taking care of me."

"Do not worry about it."

After Lin Xinyu left, Liu Feihua lay on the hospital bed with a smile on her face, waiting for her to come back.

A moment later, the door of her ward was pushed open. She thought it was Lin Xinyu who came back, and greeted her with a smile, but she didn't expect that it was Ming Shenxuan who came in.

"Mr. Ming, you are here. Are you here to see Miss Lin? Miss Lin went to buy breakfast, and she will be back in a while, why don't you wait for her here for a while!" Liu Feihua said.

Her voice is still the same as before, low and docile, like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves, people who don't know think she is docile and well-behaved, but those who know know that she is just in a bad mood .

Ming Shenxuan nodded, sat beside her, pinched his chin and glanced at Liu Feihua in front of him, and said, "Miss Liu, why do you have such severe depression? Did something happen?"

"I... can I not say that this is my own private matter, I don't want to tell others about my own private matter, Mr. Ming, please stop asking." Liu Feihua refused.

Ming Shenxuan nodded, it's okay if he doesn't want to say it, but he has a problem and wants to say: "Miss Liu, I don't care what happened to you before, but it happened before, I hope you don't do any harm now About Xiaoyu, if you want to do something that hurts Xiaoyu and us, I will never let you go, you also know my Ming Shenxuan's methods, if you don't know, you can check it out, I will definitely It will not let you down."

Ming Shenxuan's words made Liu Feihua feel cold all over, and her gaze lowered again.

"You just don't believe me. Can you see that Mr. Ming really loves Miss Lin? It's really enviable. The biggest regret in my life is that no man has ever treated me like this. Really I'm so jealous of Miss Lin, I really want to ruin her!" Liu Feihua said coldly.

"How dare you!" Ming Shenxuan said.

His words were as cold and hard as a piece of ice on a glacier, making Liu Feihua's heart slip to the bottom of the valley.

To be honest, she is really jealous. What good is Lin Xinyu? Speaking of beauty, she is probably not as good-looking as Liu Feihua, although she is indeed a bit pretty.

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