Limited wife appointment: catch a wife and take it home

It was a false alarm just now, Zhu Yanman was terribly frightened, Jiang Xiufan is a keen and intuitive person, as long as there is something wrong with her, he can immediately detect it.

"I was scared to death. I was almost caught by Jiang Xiufan just now." Zhu Yanman patted his chest.

Deng Jinxi had a weird expression on her face, she looked at Zhu Yanman hesitantly.

Zhu Yanman noticed her eyes, "What's wrong?"

Deng Jinxi smiled helplessly, "You just said that the child's affairs are the most important, what do you mean he knows?" She still couldn't help asking about Jiang Xiufan.

Zhu Yanman heaved a long sigh, was it too long, so long that Deng Jinxi even forgot to leave a child with Jiang Xiufan.

"After losing you, Jiang Xiufan lived a miserable life alone." Zhu Yanman didn't know what happened to Deng Jinxi and him, but felt that there might be some misunderstanding between the two of them, and wanted to tell her everything , Maybe it can help them solve the misunderstanding.

Although Deng Jinxi usually pretended not to care, Zhu Yanman could still tell that she still cared about Jiang Xiufan in her heart, otherwise she wouldn't have asked her like this.

Zhu Yanman asked tentatively: "What's the matter with you?" Deng Jinxi didn't answer, put down the bowls and chopsticks in her hand, smiled awkwardly, she didn't know how to speak.

Zhu Yanman was not a fool either, so she naturally knew that she might have asked something she shouldn't have asked, so she didn't ask any further.

"Did you know? When everyone thought you were dead, Jiang Xiufan was by your side all the time. That was the first time I saw the loneliness in him since I knew him." Zhu Yanman was serious Said, "I used to think that this man didn't seem to have any emotions, that he was powerful and invincible. When you were lying in the ice coffin, his eyes were full of sadness."

Hearing this, Deng Jinxi felt a little complicated, "Is... is he doing well?" She was thinking this way in her heart, but unexpectedly said it unconsciously.

"Not good." Zhu Yanman seemed to be talking about something important, her expression and tone were rare and serious.

Deng Jinxi frowned slightly, but did not speak, waiting for Zhu Yanman to continue.

"In order to take care of your children, he went to a tutoring institution, which is the kind that teaches people to take care of children, learning how to put children to sleep, how to choose milk powder and diapers for children, when and what to feed children... the whole class He's the only man." She said, as if she felt a little distressed, and it was indeed the case, and she couldn't help but feel sad seeing Jiang Xiufan transform from a business elite into a baby daddy these years.

Deng Jinxi remained silent, feeling bitter in her heart, she couldn't imagine Jiang Xiufan's appearance.

"When the child was young, he was worried about being taken care of by others, and he did it himself every day. When the child was older and no longer needed him to be with him every day, he began to work day and night, and his whole person changed."

Zhu Yanman sighed while talking, "Every year on your death day, he would go to Shangxiang to visit, and then sit in front of the tombstone for a whole day. You may not know it. At that time your parents knew the news of your death and went to Jiang's house to see you. There was a big fuss, and Jiang Xiufan felt guilty, he was so proud, he knelt down to his uncles and aunts in front of so many people and blamed himself for not protecting you well."

Hearing this, tears welled up in Deng Jinxi's eyes, "Why?" She said softly.

"When my uncle and aunt left Jiang's house, they said they would never see him again, and they wanted to take away your belongings. Jiang Xiufan almost blushed, and he would never let them take your things even if he tore his face. Over the past few years, Uncles and aunts never forgave him from the beginning to the end, but he would still bring a lot of things to visit them during Chinese New Year and holidays. Even though the door was closed every time, he still insisted on going. Sometimes standing at the door is a whole God, and then silently put the things at the door and went back, all the things he sent were thrown into the trash can by him, but he was not angry, and kept going, rain or shine." The more Zhu Yanman said, the more sad she became.

Deng Jinxi felt uncomfortable, and kept frowning, as if something was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't speak a word.

"Jinxi, let's not talk about other things, but do you feel guilty about that child in your country? He was left behind by you when he was just born. You are doing well now and have a new child, but occasionally you dream about it at midnight. , don’t you miss him, the child who has never seen his mother.” Zhu Yanman didn’t blame her, but just felt sorry for Jiang Xiufan and the child, and felt that she was a little cruel, no matter what, the child was innocent .

She has witnessed a series of changes in Jiang Xiufan since Deng Jinxi's fake death. When Deng Jinxi was around, although Jiang Xiufan seldom smiled, she could vaguely feel the gentle side of this man. He was not as cold as he appeared on the surface. But ever since Deng Jinxi left, Jiang Xiufan always felt a sense of loneliness, and became as stubborn as a hedgehog, no one dared to approach him.

Deng Jinxi's heart was moved, his mind went blank for an instant, and he was overwhelmed by Zhu Yanman's question.

guilty?she does not know.

It's just that occasionally when she sees someone holding her child on the street, she will think of him; occasionally when she sees Ran Ran smiling so happily, she will wonder if he is having a good time...

The atmosphere was a bit dignified, Deng Jinxi was in a bad mood, and Zhu Yanman had no intention of staying any longer, "Jinxi, it's getting late, I'll go back first, don't think too much." Zhu Yanman also realized that her words might hurt Arrived at Deng Jinxi.

"It's okay, I know, you pay attention to safety." Afraid that Zhu Yanman would be worried, Deng Jinxi forced a smile.

Zhu Yanman patted Ran Ran's head, "Auntie will come to see you tomorrow, you have to listen to your mother." After speaking, she left Deng Jinxi's house.

After sending it to Zhu Yanman, Deng Jinxi's mood fell to the bottom. Every word Zhu Yanman said was beating in her ears, and she felt very painful.

Fearing that her emotions would affect Ran Ran, she coaxed her to sleep early.

Lying quietly on the bed, the memories of the past appeared in front of her. Jiang Xiufan is such a noble and cold person, he is willing to endure her parents' insult and scolding for her. When Zhu Yanman said, she even felt a little I can't believe it, is that the Jiang Xiufan she knew?
She used to look forward to the days when the two of them would grow old together. She remembered that he was the most troublesome and afraid of getting dirty, so it was even more difficult to imagine the scene of him taking the child to change his diaper every day.

She began to doubt herself, only to realize that she was so selfish and never thought about Jiang Xiufan.She left that place of right and wrong, but left him a child for him to take care of. Obviously this was also her responsibility, but she left him alone to bear this heavy responsibility.