The day when I fell in love with my deadly enemy

Seeing Fu Siyu's bewildered face, Lin Jinhuan knew what he was thinking, and sighed slightly: "Actually, you don't have to look like this, I know what you are thinking. You grew up rich and well-clothed, yes The proud son of heaven, naturally he will not understand the environment in which people like us live."

Fu Siyu smiled in front of him, and said, "That's not what I meant."

Lin Jinhuan waved his hand, and said, "It's okay, I understand everything, don't worry, I don't care."

Fu Siyu could only nod slightly.

Lin Jinhuan continued: "Although I know they don't love me, because it was an accident, my mother gave birth to me because she was too busy at work and didn't pay attention. The family conditions were not good, and it became even more cumbersome after giving birth to me. They always quarreled all year round, blaming and complaining to each other, and then my dad started to do it..."

"When I was very young, I probably didn't have much consciousness, but as I grew up, I became conscious and understood a little..." Lin Jinhuan's tone was desolate, "So when I was six or seven years old, I actually had a very good memory. Profound, especially the day it was thrown away."

Fu Siyu was thinking, what was he doing when he was six or seven years old?
Like, can't remember.

It is said that generally deep memories are either extremely painful or extremely pleasant.For him, it seemed, it was neither.

"That day, I remember the sun was very good." When Lin Jinhuan said this, his eyes were a little bright, "Because I envy other children to go to the amusement park, I have been looking forward to it. My parents scolded me severely, and I didn’t dare to do it anymore. But that day, they asked for leave to take me to play.”

Recalling that day, Lin Jinhuan still has a very deep memory until now.

The grievances and fears of that day, the hatred and despair of that day, the surprises and surprises of that day...

All in all, that day was really unforgettable.

Lin Jinhuan looked at Fu Siyu, and then smiled helplessly: "You guessed it, they actually wanted to abandon me. They took me to a very far park and asked me to wait in the park. One said Went to buy tickets to the playground, one said to go to the toilet..."

Xiao Jin happily agreed to his parents, but after waiting for a whole day, they still haven't come back.

"Later, I finally realized what was going on." Lin Jinhuan said: "Actually, I didn't, I just thought...Did Mom and Dad encounter some difficulties, why didn't they come to me? Since they didn't come Find me, and I'll find them."

Lin Jinhuan smiled wryly and said: "Because it's too far away, I can't find the way back. The sky is slowly getting dark, I am very scared, and I am very hungry. I wiped my tears while walking, just when I was almost desperate. At that time, I met Bai Sheng."

"Did you know?" Lin Jinhuan looked at Fu Siyu with a faint light in his eyes, "She was really good-looking at that time, and she looked very mature. Although she was only one year older than me, she looked like a Like an eight or nine-year-old lady, she cared about me, bought me food, and took me home."

"I slept with her all night. At that time, she didn't seem to live in Lin's house. Anyway... I can't remember. Later... I seem to have taken me to find my parents." Lin Jinhuan continued, although smiling, But it looked very bitter, "Although I found it, I suddenly don't want to go back."

Fu Siyu nodded, "I can understand."

Lin Jinhuan shook his head, "No, you don't understand. Who would really understand, but Bai Sheng understands. She is so young, so just tell me and follow her. Although she doesn't have the love of her parents, she has money. .She can support me and we can love each other."

Fu Siyu didn't expect Lin Baisheng to say such a thing, so he couldn't help but smile, "Is there a time when she was so childish?"

Lin Jinhuan nodded, "Yes. At that time, we didn't know whether to love or not. I have forgotten what happened in the middle, and I will follow Bai Sheng after all."

"This is your fate." Fu Siyu said.

"Yes." Lin Jin laughed happily, and then said: "I really thank God for allowing me to meet Bai Sheng at that time, otherwise I don't know what would happen to me. Later, we grew up together like this .I accompanied her from that house to Lin's house, and I was by her side for everything she experienced. "

Fu Siyu looked a little envious, he thought, if he had known about Lin Baisheng earlier at that time, those embarrassments and pains would have made the relationship between the two of them different now.

Lin Jinhuan continued: "It turns out that my name is Yin Xia. After I followed Bai Sheng, she asked her mother to register for me and said that she would give me a name. To be happy in life, she said, she hoped that I could be happy all my life." Be happy, don't make her struggle so much. She wants me to live for her!"

Hearing these words, Fu Siyu was startled, "Live for her?"

Lin Jinhuan nodded, "Yes, she only told me this meaning after she committed suicide by cutting her wrist."

"Suicide?" Fu Siyu was even more shocked, he frowned, "What's going on?"

Lin Jinhuan sighed, "I don't know whether I should tell you about this kind of thing. Originally, I thought, respect Bai Sheng and let her tell you by herself. However, I really underestimated her stubbornness. Until now She hasn't revealed anything to you yet, but I have nothing to do, after thinking about it, I still feel like I should tell you."

"She has depression, doesn't she?" Fu Siyu asked, "I can guess some of it."

Lin Jinhuan nodded, "Yes, but it's severe depression. Don't look at her carefree, very normal and optimistic, in fact...you can't guess the fear and despair in her heart. Even I, I don't know Clear. After she committed suicide that time, I was really scared!"

Fu Siyu thought for a while, and then asked: "The scar on her hand was left at that time?"

Lin Jinhuan nodded, "Yes! If possible, I really want to keep an eye on her all the time, but it's impossible. Besides, Bai Sheng is getting smarter now, and she can't see her at all. emotions. Is it really happy or really sad, or..."

Lin Jinhuan sighed, "Besides, there are so many things happening at home now, I'm really afraid that Bai Sheng will return to that state again."

The more Fu Siyu listened, the more worried he became, "That's why you let her take medicine all the time?"

Lin Baisheng didn't want to, so Lin Jinhuan drugged her.It turned out to be like this, he suddenly felt a bit guilty, just now he rushed out recklessly, thinking he was protecting others, but he didn't know that he might have hurt Lin Baisheng by accident.

Thinking of this, Fu Siyu felt a little guilty, "Just now, I almost..."

Lin Jinhuan shook his head, "You don't need to apologize, because you don't know anything. The reason I've told you so much today is actually because I have one thing I want to ask of you."

Fu Siyu was a little curious, but still nodded, "Tell me."