The day when I fell in love with my deadly enemy

I don't know how long it took, Lin Baisheng felt that he was about to suffocate, Fu Siyu finally let her go, Lin Baisheng was a little annoyed, pushed Fu Siyu away, and then said viciously: "Get out of here."

After saying this, Lin Baisheng was about to go to the room and close the door as soon as he turned around. Fortunately, Fu Siyu had a quick eye and a quick hand.

He looked at Lin Baisheng helplessly, and then said aggrievedly: "If you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, but just don't drive me away, don't ignore me."

Lin Baisheng said angrily: "Fu Siyu, it's clear that you took advantage of me, and you still talk so pitifully, you have to be ashamed."

Fu Siyu smiled and said, "I don't want such a shameless thing, what do you think?"

Lin Baisheng couldn't close the door, he couldn't compare to Fu Siyu in strength, and now he couldn't compare to him in shame, so he simply ignored it and walked back to the living room, walking around, not knowing what he was busy with, but he always felt that he should do something.

Seeing Lin Baisheng's busy appearance, Fu Siyu couldn't help laughing and said, "What are you doing?"

"This is my home, I can do whatever I want." Lin Baisheng said, but if you listen carefully, you can hear a little nervousness in her voice.

Fu Siyu didn't forget the main purpose of coming today, walked over and directly pulled Lin Baisheng to sit down together, and then said: "A Sheng, is it because you are afraid that I will be sad? That's why you made up a reason to let me leave, and then pushed me away like that. "

Lin Baisheng was stunned, and wanted to turn his gaze away, but was firmly restrained by Fu Siyu.

If I don't speak clearly today, it seems that I can't end it.

Lin Baisheng sighed deeply, and then said: "You have also seen the ending of my mother. She was originally such a snobbish and scheming person, full of ambitions in life, but a person like her still suffers in the end." But...he ended his own life so hastily."

Fu Siyu just held Lin Baisheng's hand and didn't speak.

"Tell me, what if I do the same one day?" Lin Baisheng's eyes were red, and his eyes were full of fear, "I'm really afraid that one day I will go crazy like her and I can't control it... ...Maybe...Anyway, it's not like this kind of thing has never been done."

Fu Siyu felt distressed when he heard it, hugged Lin Baisheng, and said, "So, is that why you want me to leave?"

Lin Baisheng was crying, looking very pitiful, "Then what can I do, although I don't want to die, but sometimes my thoughts pop up and I can't control myself, when the time comes, if you... have too deep feelings, Not good for you."

Fu Siyu smiled wryly and said, "I think you are worrying unfoundedly."

"Fu Siyu!" Lin Baisheng looked at him with a serious face and said, "What I said is serious."

"Okay." Fu Siyu nodded, "I know, but I will always be with you, have you forgotten? Why do you distrust me so much? With me, we have our relationship and love, I believe you There will be no such messy thoughts."

Lin Baisheng shook his head, "It's not that I don't trust you, I just don't trust myself. Really, I think... many things are beyond my control. I wonder if I should have a history of mental illness. I know that one day I will suddenly go crazy."

Fu Siyu pressed Lin Baisheng's lips with his index finger, and said, "I don't allow you to say that about yourself."

Lin Baisheng leaned on Fu Siyu's shoulders, "Fu Siyu, I really feel that I am very difficult. I feel that whatever I do is wrong, and what I do is wrong. Many times I feel that I can't hold on anymore, and I don't know what to do. Know what to do."

"There will be a way." Fu Siyu comforted: "Shall we go to the doctor?"

"I...I won't go." Lin Baisheng resisted subconsciously, "It's not that I haven't read it, and I've taken a lot of medicine, but in the end, it's still the same, and it can't be cured after all."

Fu Siyu grabbed Lin Baisheng's shoulder, and said, "As long as you persevere, it will definitely work. You have to trust me, okay?"

"I..." Lin Baisheng still hesitated.

Fu Siyu thought of Lin Ze, whom Lin Jinhuan had told him about. He heard that he came back from studying abroad. Although he was the apprentice of the doctor Lin Baisheng often saw, Fu Siyu valued his skills more.

Maybe the original doctor has effects on others or most people, but the effect on Lin Baisheng is not very ideal.

As a doctor, Lin Ze has a unique way of getting to know a patient. Although he doesn't like it very much, he still pins his hopes on him. Before taking Lin Baisheng to see a doctor, he decides to ask Lin Ze out to have a good chat. It's good to have a chat.

Fu Siyu stretched out his hand and patted Lin Baisheng's head, then said: "Don't worry, we will always be by your side, there is no rush on this matter, you take it easy?"

Lin Baisheng nodded.

Fu Siyu stayed at Lin Baisheng's house at night, and the two shared the same bed, but they only slept lightly and did nothing.Although Fu Siyu did want to do something, but he also knew that he had no choice, so don't provoke Lin Baisheng too much at this time.

Not long after, Fu Siyu made an appointment with Lin Ze through the contact information given by Lin Jinhuan.

Lin Ze looked at Fu Siyu and sneered, "I didn't expect you to ask me out."

Fu Siyu still looked unhappy at him, "I didn't ask you out because I wanted to see you or something, I was just because of Bai Sheng's illness."

Lin Ze smiled, then nodded, "I know, why are you explaining so much? Of course I know your purpose. Otherwise, what else could it be for the intersection of the two of us?"

Fu Siyu glanced at him coldly, then cut to the point, "I won't talk nonsense, is there anything you can do about Bai Sheng's illness?"

Mentioning this, Lin Ze put away his hippie smile, and said, "It's a bit difficult."

Fu Siyu frowned.

Lin Ze continued: "I have inquired about her past. She was careless and often fought and made troubles. She looks like a big sister, but in fact everything is just to cover up her heart. She is strong on the outside and soft on the inside, but she is actually very fragile."

However, patients with depression are basically fragile, otherwise people with a strong heart will definitely not go on that path.

Fu Siyu nodded, agreeing with Lin Ze's answer, "I also discovered this, and... I am afraid of hurting others, and I don't want to trouble others. I always bear everything silently, thinking that it is for the good of others, but I don't know , she may just hurt others like this, and it may not necessarily be."

Lin Ze smiled and said, "Sure enough, she is a lover. It seems that you don't know her at all."

Fu Siyu snorted coldly, "After all, I'm her boyfriend, so I know better than you."

Lin Ze had no choice but to touch his nose, "Yo, I'm still jealous."

Fu Siyu didn't intend to quarrel with him, and then the two chatted a lot about Lin Baisheng's usual emotions, and asked Lin Ze to analyze them.