It's not that this is such an important secret, but how can I tell Jiang Qinqin about this kind of thing?
Even if I tell you, will she believe me? Will she treat me as a psychopath?
Besides, how can the secular ethics and morals recognize the relationship between me and Xie Yan, so I still can't say it out, should I tell her that the person who has been by her side is not a human being, but a ghost?
I'm afraid her jaw will drop in fright. Telling her about super powers today has already made her subvert her world view. Now tell her that my boyfriend is not a human but a ghost. I'm sure Jiang Qinqin will faint on the spot. After all This fact is more difficult to accept.
If Jiang Qinqin knew the truth, he would probably be scared stupid by such a thing, right?She never expected that the real version of love would happen next to her. In fact, at the beginning, even I couldn't believe that I fell in love with a ghost. In fact, sometimes I would think about how we will end Whether there is any result, but every time I come to the conclusion that I like Xie Yan, no matter right or wrong, even if I know there is no result in the end, I will continue to love until it can no longer continue, my heart is very firm.
However, regarding the violence Jiang Qinqin mentioned, I cannot deny that it is not a violent tendency, but caused by his identity. Who makes Xie Yan not a human being? His small actions will affect those of us. Ordinary people have a relatively big impact. Although Xie Yan looks harmless to humans and animals, it will definitely have a big impact on Jiang Qinqin. It is absolutely possible that she will not be able to get out of bed with a cold and fever for a week!
Of course, Xie Yan is very kind-hearted. There are good people and bad people, and nobles are divided into good and evil. Sometimes, when people become evil, they are more terrifying than expensive, so Xie Yan is kind-hearted and kind-hearted, and he will I can be sure of harming human beings easily, if not, how could I fall in love with Xie Yan.
But no matter how kind Xie Yan is, it is easy to have a bad influence on people. After all, the separation of yin and yang is very far away for ordinary people.
But if this kind of thing is put in front of you all of a sudden, the impact is absolutely unimaginable. If Xie Yan's Yin Qi and ability want to deal with a person, then that person will definitely not have good fruit, even if it is It is not uncommon for a person to collapse directly.
Even if it is not his intention sometimes, but sometimes the anger in a person's heart cannot be suppressed, and people will act excessively when they are impulsive, not to mention a person whose ability is stronger than ordinary people, it will definitely cause great harm impact, so this cannot be underestimated.
I nodded and said with a smile: "This kind of thing may be very far away for you. You don't know much about Xie Yan. Although he has a strong temper, it is only for people who have crooked ideas about me. Usually his His temper is still very good, so don't have any thoughts when you see him in the future, he will never show you face."
Seeing Jiang Qinqin's nervous expression, he must have regarded Xie Yan as a violent person, of course Xie Yan is not like this.
As I said, even if Xie Yan is angry, it must have something to do with me. He will definitely not have any evil thoughts when dealing with others, so I appease Jiang Qinqin's mood of being in the sky and on the ground for a while, and let her not be too angry. Nervous, Xie Yan will not hurt her.
Hearing what I said, Jiang Qinqin breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled embarrassedly, saying that he was thinking too much, nodded and said: "The things between you are still really complicated, it seems that I can only do one thing in the future. Quietly single, falling in love is really too complicated. For me, it’s like a dream, I still cherish my single life now.”
Jiang Qinqin saw that I made the relationship between us so complicated and took so much effort, and instantly lost confidence in love, and even wanted to continue the life of a single dog, but thinking about the blow she suffered today is quite big, so I did it There will be this kind of thinking, Chen Jiaming who has special abilities for a while, and Xie Yan who has a tendency to violence for a while. If it were me, I am afraid I would lose confidence in love, and it is possible to stay single forever.
Seeing Jiang Qinqin sighing, I smiled and didn't refute. Let her sort out her life today.
The most important thing is to let the heart settle down. The question of whether you are in love or not is irresistible even if fate comes.Now the relationship between me and Xie Yan is a bit delicate.
And this kind of subtlety always gives me some bad premonitions. Maybe it’s because I think too much, or maybe it’s because I’m more sensitive recently. Although nothing unpleasant happened, I always feel that the current life is not what I really want. , I can't help but yearn for my previous life.
Life before was really simple, not as complicated as it is now, but still very happy, and being with Xie Yan would be very relaxing.
Now I'm lost in thought again, and I'm starting to think about how to resolve the conflict between Xie Yan and me, and I can't help but feel very irritable.
The matter between me and Xie Yan is not difficult to deal with, but that I am physically and mentally exhausted now, although Xie Yan and I will definitely get back together in the future, because there is no big gap between us, and we can cherish each other We will continue the sweetness between the two of us.
But I still yearn for the previous life. The current life is not so sad, but I always feel that something is missing. Maybe our state of mind was very simple at the beginning, and our thoughts will become more complicated as we go forward. The other party thought more and more, and life was not as comfortable as before, but this was only a subtle change, which was detected by my sensitive heart.
The more I think about it, the sadder it becomes, because Xie Yan really treats me better and cares more about me, no matter how big or small, except my relatives.
No one treats me so well. Before I knew Xie Yan, I had a father who treated me very well. My father is an eternal hero in my heart. In my heart, he is omnipotent. Especially when I was a child, I was extremely kind to my father. Worship, my father gave me meticulous fatherly love.
And it also gave me a lot of spiritual encouragement, and gave me life security. In short, my father made me carefree in life, had a very good time, and made my childhood sweet, no matter when I recalled it. The time when I was with my father in my childhood was sweet in my heart.
I miss my father very much. I have thought about it more than once, if my father can be by my side for the rest of my life, it would be great.
My nose is sore now, and now without the protection of my father, my heart has been empty. I didn’t see my father when I returned home, and I have no place to express my bitterness. The happiest time in my life is when my father is with me The time of growing up together is over, and that time is a time that I will never get back, even if I give up everything I have now, I can’t get it back, but it’s a pity that even if I give up everything now.
My father will never come back. Even if I try my best to live the happy time at the beginning again, it is all wishful thinking. Time flies, like sand that cannot be grasped. Now it belongs to the relationship between me and my father. Memories can only be kept in my heart, silently reminiscing, I don't usually say these words easily, it's like a person's wound, I don't want to touch it lightly.
Now I also regret it. I regret that I didn’t cherish the days with my father. My father taught me how to behave, how to do things, and how to grow up healthily. Everything I did was for my own good, but I couldn’t avoid being naughty sometimes , Sometimes I made my father angry, especially during the period of adolescence. During that time, I made my father worry a lot, and even made him sulk. Now that I think about it, I really should hit him. How could I treat my father who loves me like this.Perhaps people have such a commonality. They often don’t cherish what they get. Only when they lose it will they know the value. I am the same. I didn’t know that I lost the most important thing in this world to me until I lost my father. It is the father's love, which cannot be exchanged for anything.
In the days without my father, I feel very pitiful, no one loves me, no one loves me, I don’t even have a small talk, until I met Xie Yan.
I just found my happiness again, he cares about me very much, he treats me sincerely, without any falsehood, he protects me like a father.
It makes me feel very safe. My current life is not happier than the life before I met Xie Yan, because Xie Yan is not bad to me.
I can't ask for anything more, it's just because I still enjoy being with Xie Yan bit by bit, so I feel that my current life is not as happy as before. After all, the previous happiness will never be found again, so I Always remind yourself to cherish the people in front of you.
Don't regret it after you lose it. Lost is lost forever. It will never be found again. At that time, you will regret it to death. If you lose the most important and precious thing, you will be even more heartbroken. Absolutely.
In this way, in a short period of time, my heart was sour and sweet, and I had mixed feelings. Now I really want to cry, and suddenly I feel more and more emotional. I often have some emotions, and the lacrimal glands seem to be developed. Quite a few, it is easy to want to shed tears, this is not a sign of not being strong.
On the contrary, I think it's a sign of maturity, I pondered for a long time, and said: "Qinqin, when you find someone you can entrust your whole life to, remember to enjoy the time with him, and don't regret it until you lose it. "
I said to Jiang Qinqin like this, telling her like a person who has been here, and I also kindly reminded Jiang Qinqin not to follow my old path. In fact, there are many people around us who are worthy of our cherishment. Don’t hurt them. We must find their goodness. We will find out later that they are very important to us.
Originally, I wanted Jiang Qinqin to empathize with me, and then share my experience with me. Unexpectedly, Jiang Qinqin curled his lips and said: "Let's talk about it when I find it. This kind of thing is too far away for me." Sometimes Jiang Qinqin is also careless No lungs, free and unrestrained, probably because of Chen Jiaming's blows, she now feels that love is too far away from her, I have nothing to say, when she meets the fate in her life, I believe it will naturally The only one who understood what I said was Jiang Qinqin, who couldn't understand it now.

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