The hero of the female supporting role in fast time travel is highly poisonous

I always feel that he is not normal to me, and my feelings towards him are also quite complicated.Just now I wanted to hear his voice for no reason, but after hearing it, I felt shy for no reason.
Even listening to his sloppy voice, there was some atmosphere. He would be angry when he heard the news that I didn't let him come, but he has been waiting for my call, expecting me to call him.I get nervous when I hear him angry.
After being nervous, I unconsciously thought of apologizing.
My God, I'm really insane.I don't know what's wrong with me now.
He's been so nice to me, and now I'm asking him to help.
In fact, I can ask others for help, but, I couldn't help thinking of him, and I couldn't help calling him.
Oh, what's wrong with me.
If I keep not contacting him all the time, I will actually feel uncomfortable. Maybe I can’t find him for some difficulties in my life, then there will be a lot of trouble.
Moreover, everything has to be done by oneself, without his help.It was a feeling of loneliness that I hadn't seen for a long time, and I really regarded him as a friend, and he was really good to me.Am I really willing to give up and not contact him?
Since then, the contact has been broken, and no contact has been made since then.But at least in this way, the relationship with Xie Yan will not continue to deteriorate, Xie Yan and I will have a chance to recover, and Xie Yan will not misunderstand the relationship between the two of us in the future.But I still don't feel well.

But as far as the current situation is concerned, it seems to me that this is impossible at all. There is no way for me to break contact with him, and there is no way for me to stop contacting him.Still, I was in constant contact with Chen Jiaming, even if I wanted not to contact him, there were some reasons why I had to go to him, because Xie Yan couldn't help me solve these things.In this case, he can give me what others can't give me, and he can help me what others can't help me.
What reason do I have to alienate him?
Is it okay if I keep failing, accepting setbacks and being unable to do anything?
Absolutely not, so I have to admit, I need him, I need his help.
This is the only way, it has to be done.
And other people I know around me, such as my senior brother, don't know how to deal with these things. The one who is really like me, the most harmonious in this modern society, is Chen Jiaming, a boy I just met not long ago.
Yes, in this modern society, who else can I rely on, besides myself, only Chen Jiaming can help me.
But in this way, I was at a loss.I
I don't know whether I am right or wrong now?I can only go on step by step like this, hoping that this will allow me to find my true self.Anyway, for the time being, it seems good that I have his help now.Even if there are all kinds of mess and various problems, I believe I can still solve them in the process.After all, there are too few people who are sincerely kind to me, why should I alienate a person who has always been kind to me like this?Just when I was inexplicably tangled, the people around me also reacted like a butterfly effect.
Jiang Qinqin, who was on the side, became nervous all of a sudden, shook my arm quickly and said, did he agree to come?Tell me quickly, if he wants to come, I will leave immediately. I dare not meet him. If I let him see me, I might become abnormal again. If I do something stupid, I will Assuming responsibility, I don't want to be used by others to do wrong things, that would be too embarrassing, just say Lin Sheng! "This silly girl, looking at him like this, I really don't know what to say. After all, I also know about their affairs. I can't lie to him. It is true that Chen Jiaming agreed and will come soon. I still have the same idea, the person who needs to tie the bell to untie the bell, the two of them. It's really a bad relationship.
I nodded and said, "He is indeed coming, you should hide for a while, don't go to the dormitory next door, go to the dormitory farther away, in case she goes to the dormitory next door to borrow things and tools, and if she runs into you again, it will be a shame." Too bad." This is also a troublesome thing, but I really forgot about Jiang Qinqin when I called Chen Jiaming.It's really not too late to think about it now, anyway, it would be really bad if these two people bumped into each other.
Jiang Qinqin nodded quickly, started to pack his things, took away a large bag of snacks, as well as a computer, and then ran to the next door, where is his good friend, the key is that there is a There is an empty seat, allowing him to continue playing on the computer.I think he's really big-hearted too.Even at this time, don't forget to take snacks and computers.Really, dogs can't change eating shit, wolves eat meat wherever they go, and dogs eat shit wherever they go.What can I say.Can't say anything.Watching him tidy up in a panic.
As long as he has a computer, he can temporarily forget the fear in his heart and do whatever he wants.I think this is the legendary heartless ah.But this is also a super good benefit.I have to say, he's such an awesome trait.
Everything can be forgotten.Even if he was crying and screaming for death just a second ago, even if his eyebrows are imminent, as long as he has a computer, he will be a different person in an instant.
The aura suddenly came up and he smiled instantly.
This skill can be called, face-changing, it is too powerful.no way.
This feature of Jiang Qinqin may seem rather weak, but it is actually quite useful.
It makes me very envious. This kind of trait is something I can't get. If I encountered such a thing and I was as timid as her, I would definitely not be as free and easy as him, forget it when I say it, and play games , I can disregard everything. I am the kind of person who has to solve something once I have something to worry about. If there is no result, I will definitely be upset and can't do anything well. Even if I hide in another dormitory Also because of worry in his heart, if he ran out suddenly, he might bump into Chen Jiaming all at once, and when the matter was revealed, something else would definitely happen.
To put it bluntly, I just have a heavy heart, and I have too many things on my mind.
So I'm not the kind of person who has no heart and no lungs.It can only be said that I think too much and care too much.too sensitive.So I can't blame others.That's it.
Looking at Jiang Qinqin who had already slipped away with a snack computer, what can I say, I just say everything now.
With this inexplicable worry in my heart, I waited for 10 minutes, and soon my phone rang again, and it was Chen Jiaming's phone number displayed.The waiting in my heart finally came to an end, Chen Jiaming, he is here.
The waiting in my heart has come.Worry has also reached a fixed point, and I still don't know why I should worry.
But I think this is an ominous premonition, and I really don't know why it became like this.
The ringing of the phone was like an alarm, which upset me, but in the end I had to answer the phone, because I knew that this call must be answered no matter what. The indignation in my heart suddenly rushed to the top, and then something really unpleasant happened, and it would not end well for both parties.
And I asked him to come, besides, he treats me so well, I don't need to treat him like that.Besides, he was kind to me.
I don't need to be angry with him.
I know that what I do now may make my relationship with others worse and worse, and I will sink deeper and deeper, but I think I can only do this now.
There is no other way.I don't know what his attitude is towards me now, nor what is the relationship between the two of us now.
I always feel that he is not normal to me, and my feelings towards him are also quite complicated.
Just now I wanted to hear his voice for no reason, but after hearing it, I felt shy for no reason.
Even listening to his sloppy voice, there was some atmosphere. He would be angry when he heard the news that I didn't let him come, but he has been waiting for my call, expecting me to call him.
I get nervous when I hear him angry.
After being nervous, I unconsciously thought of apologizing.
My God, I'm really insane.
I don't know what's wrong with me now.
He's been so nice to me, and now I'm asking him to help.In fact, I can ask others for help, but, I couldn't help thinking of him, and I couldn't help calling him.
Oh, what's wrong with me.
What's more, I'm starting to be scared now, afraid to face him, but if I don't face him, I will feel uncomfortable, but if I don't see him, there will be a lot of trouble.
Moreover, everything has to be done by oneself, without his help.
It was a feeling of loneliness that I hadn't seen for a long time, and I really regarded him as a friend, and he was really good to me.Am I really willing to give up and not contact him?
Since then, the contact has been broken, and no contact has been made since then.
Then how do I face him now, what should I do?
If he knows this, it will definitely make my relationship with Xie Yan continue to deteriorate, and Xie Yan and I will have no chance to recover. Xie Yan will definitely misunderstand the relationship between the two of us in the future.
And I don't need to do that at all, as long as Chen Jiaming comes up to fix the computer, and then ask him to leave, this is completely acceptable, and I'd better keep as little contact with him as possible in the future, this time it's just a computer repair Don't make me a little frightened, lest Xie Yan come up and find out these things.
This kind of feeling is like the feeling of a cheating wife, even if it is not like that.But I really don't know what to say.
Anyway, now I am even more depressed.I am worried about too many things now, and I am even worried that Chen Jiaming will find out Jiang Qinqin who is hiding next door.