The hero of the female supporting role in fast time travel is highly poisonous

Nodding, sitting on the seat, thinking about the cause and effect of this matter, and all kinds of things, although these things seem to be just.
I made my own choice, but I participated in various aspects, such as the classmate, the hospital, and Jiang Qinqin.
And Chen Jiaming, they were all involved, even Xie Yan was involved, if it wasn't for Xie Yan, I'm afraid I wouldn't feel so guilty.
Because without him, I can easily agree to Chen Jiaming's various requests without any guilt in my heart, because I can completely start a new relationship, but because of Xie Yan's existence, I can't do that. Because once I do this, it is tantamount to betraying Xie Yan. For me, this is completely unacceptable. The relationship must be loyal. If there is no loyalty, then the relationship is not a relationship, but it is mixed with stains. The thing is, I will never allow it.
The whole thing was caused by the misunderstanding between me and Chen Jiaming, and Yan's incomprehension. If Xie Yan was more magnanimous, this matter would not have become so difficult. If he would not be so narrow-minded because of If the matter between me and Chen Jiaming is so embarrassing, I won't have a showdown with Chen Jiaming so early. Maybe Chen Jiaming will be happy to donate money for this matter instead of asking me anything, but now Chen Jiaming I already know that ordinary means are useless to me and can easily sway me, so this time he is likely to take this opportunity to show me his cards and make some substantive demands.
What should I do at that time?Although Chen Jiaming's usual behavior is not so utilitarian, he will definitely not delay this matter for too long. If I don't expect him, he will definitely make a request to me. Will I agree or not?If I don't agree, this classmate will probably be critically ill soon. Even if I want to agree, it will be useless at that time. Once this classmate dies, no matter whether I can borrow money or not, it will be useless. If I now If I agreed, but I felt sorry for Xie Yan. Even if Chen Jiaming didn't make any excessive demands, it would be tantamount to betrayal to me.
For me, spiritual betrayal and physical betrayal are the same, and they are both unforgivable. Therefore, I am very cautious in the case of Chen Jiaming. Accidentally let Chen Jiaming turn around, maybe it was because of this that Chen Jiaming was so eager for quick success, that he might have a showdown with me on this matter.
Now I have some doubts, why would I, so easily, ask Chen Jiaming for help, is there no other way?For example, if you think about those people who borrow money from the Mage Association, those people can easily charge tens of thousands, or hundreds of thousands, for a ceremony. But I don't know what to do. If I go to those people for help, will they ridicule me?Even if they just sneer at me, I will bear it, as long as they can borrow money, I am afraid that they will just sneer at me, but in the end they will not lend me money. That would be a big joke to me.
When I was doing things before, they were a little dissatisfied because I stole their limelight. If I borrowed money from them this time, they would definitely ridicule me because of this kind of thing. After all, I did it before. A mage is also very profitable. He can earn 10,000+ hundreds of thousands in one ritual, but I will give all the money. Xie Yan bought a cold jade bed so that Xie Yan's ghost can be quickly recovered. That cold jade bed, Originally, it was a very expensive and precious treasure, but because of my low price and Xie Yan's means, I was able to buy it with my savings easily, but that time was too thrilling, and Even if Xie Yan resorted to tricks, I almost exhausted all my savings, and now it is almost impossible to use my savings to help that classmate.
It's just that I didn't tell those mages about this matter, so they definitely won't know. They thought I was, a rich man with a lot of money, and they would definitely say, why don't I donate money myself, but encourage Are they going to donate money with bad intentions and hypocrites?
Therefore, it is absolutely impossible to ask them to donate money. These people will only judge other people's belly with their own hearts. When it comes to themselves, they will definitely not say that.
I can be said to be in a state of desperation right now, and I want to help this classmate, but I don't know how to help. Do I really want to ask Chen Jiaming, but I can't help it like this. Although I just bowed my head, once If Chen Jiaming asked me for anything, it would be tantamount to dragging me into the water and into the fire pit.
What if Xie Yan finds out about this matter?Will he think that I am a frivolous woman and will he leave me from now on?Although I was very scared when I was with him at the beginning, but after so many things, now I can completely accept him, you know that he really loves me, and I really love her now, The two of us can be said to be in love with each other. I don't want to affect our relationship because of other things, but now it seems that even if I don't want to, I can only be passively influenced by others. If I don't make a decision, I will definitely It will cause immeasurable harm to this classmate's life, but if I make a decision, Chen Jiaming will definitely be a thorn between me and Xie Yan, and I don't know when it will hurt us. If the matter can be passed easily, it may become a turning point, but how could this matter pass so easily?Chen Jiaming will never let go of such a good opportunity, he will definitely get in the tank, making Xie Yan suspicious of me, and then he will be able to take advantage of it.
It can be said that my heart is very chaotic now, I don't know what to do, but I do know that as long as I think about it a little bit and be hard on myself, it will be fine. By the way, why don't I use Chen Jiaming?Maybe what is he thinking? If he doesn't mean that to me at all, I think it's useless to worry about it. By the way, I will test her mind first. If he doesn't have that kind of thought, I can boldly tell him , if he really has that kind of thought, I'm thinking about the next countermeasure, it's not impossible, anyway, there is still a long time, if he has that kind of thought, I can decide whether to plead He, when the time comes, the initiative will be in my hands.
No matter how I think about it, I will be harmed and have no benefit. It can let me get through this difficulty easily. Thinking of this, I can't help but raise my head and say to Jiang Qinqin who is not far away, "I have already thought about it now, I can , to communicate with Chen Jiaming, but I really can't guarantee what the final result will be. If he doesn't have so much savings on hand, I'm afraid it will be difficult to complete this matter, and I don't even know what his family is like. You also said before that her family is very good and simple, and she doesn't seem to have much savings, if we all misunderstand her, it will be a big joke then."
Jiang Qinqin, on the other hand, couldn't hide his excitement and said, "Don't worry! My vision will never be wrong. It would be difficult for a person like Chen Jiaming to cultivate such a temperament if he didn't have a big family as his support." Those who can cultivate such a temperament are definitely very wealthy. Even if they are not billionaires or the children of those famous and big men on the Forbes list, they must be wealthy, at least at the level of multi-millionaires. To cultivate such a noble person, such a person is definitely not short of money. Even if he only has tens of millions of assets, it is nothing to him if he is asked to pay 100 million. Since he wants to pick you up, he must Pay a certain price, otherwise it will not show sincerity."
I couldn't help shaking my head, I didn't expect Jiang Qinqin to be involved in such a thing, I really misunderstood him, he looks like a good girl on weekdays, and he is very principled in his behavior, but once it comes to this kind of thing When I met him, he became very nonsensical, talking all kinds of nonsense, which made me feel a little ashamed to hear it, but he himself was boastful, and he didn't seem to realize that it was very inappropriate.
I quickly stopped, he shook his head and said, okay, okay, I already know about this matter, I will definitely find a way to communicate with him, ask him out first, ask his tone to see what he wants Sample?If he really wants to do that to me, I'm afraid I can't do anything about it, because I really can't get over this hurdle in my heart. I have not only a physical cleanliness but also a spiritual cleanliness, and I want to make me treat her like that Might as well let me die?You have to think about it, do you want me to try it or not? "
Jiang Qinqin nodded quickly, and said with a smile: "Of course I'm going to try. If you don't try, how will you know what he thinks of you? Don't be too burdened. Anyway, Chen Jiaming is in charge of this matter. If he doesn't want to donate If you don’t, you can’t force it even if you force it. If he really wants to donate money, you might as well go, take the opportunity to borrow money from him, and then help this classmate. Then you can, blatantly in the name of this classmate To evade his demands, anyway, the money has already been spent by that classmate, even if he wants to get it back, there is nothing he can do, don’t tell him now, where is the money going to be spent? It is useful, anyway, he will know when the time comes, and there is no excuse for you to return it, and you have no money at all, so if you want to change it, you won’t go back at all.”
I couldn't help shaking my head, I didn't expect Jiang Qinqin to have so many ideas, and he could come up with such a bad idea, but this idea is still pretty good, let her know what I want to use it for now and focus on talking to him Showdown, in this way, can make him less worried.