The hero of the female supporting role in fast time travel is highly poisonous

But those people can only satisfy his current desire to express and satisfy his current desire, but they can't bring her more spiritual things, can't enrich his soul. Those people only answer what he wants to know. The things he hears and those things that he cherishes and cannot get can't be given to him. He can only make him over and over again, tired of this world, tired of this world that makes him feel a little confused, but he can't do anything about it. He thought about changing his current life with his own money and everything he owns, but the power of this world is so powerful that he can't do anything at all.
What he can change is only what he thinks he can change. As for those powerful things, he still can't touch them at all, because those things have ruled his family and even their clansmen for thousands of years. Without the ability to touch, she will only go when his ability is truly powerful enough to shake those existences, and she will do it resolutely, and trample those things that rule the world under her feet!
There is also his own ideal. His ideal is to let the descendants of the Yi nationality stand on the top of the world in his lifetime and become the master of everyone in the world. His heart is no longer his own, it belongs to all descendants of the Yi nationality. It is the core of the descendants of the Yi nationality, carrying the strength of all descendants of the Yi nationality, all his actions are concerned with the hearts of all descendants of the Yi nationality, he is happy, all the descendants of the Yi nationality are happy, and she is sad for all the descendants of the Yi nationality just sad.
He once also thought about whether he should create a fake death, let his soul escape and let others replace him, and continue to lead the descendants of the Yi people. From then on, those big things have nothing to do with me, and I can be a frank man.
It's just that there are too many entanglements, making it impossible for her to let go of all her clansmen and do what she wants to do gracefully. He must be responsible to his clansmen, because there are too many things that require him to do it himself. A person cannot afford such a thing. If he stays out of it, its owner will bear the consequences of his doing so. He will be defeated by others and become famous in this world. Too many people in this world hate the descendants of the Yi people and want to It is necessary to find the existence of their lairs, and then divide and eat them all to get rid of them, but these people do not have that ability, and they cannot find the lairs of the descendants of the Yi people at all.
The descendants of the Yi nationality have been almost taken over by others several times in history, but in the end they managed to save themselves from danger. Please defeat the opponents one by one and assimilate them into your own people.
It's just that every assimilation and battle is a baptism of blood and fire. Every time they struggle on the verge of life and death, either the other party dies or they themselves die. There is no other choice. They can only do it again and again. The choice of people's collapse is to fight, otherwise, they will die themselves, and only death is the final destination, otherwise they will continue to fight.
Although to people all over the world or all of China, they are cancerous tumors and people who destroy others, but to their own clansmen, each of them is very precious, because their clansmen, Having suffered so much, so much destruction, and not much left, each destruction has almost driven their masters into a desperate situation.
Although the rebirth is very swift after each destruction, but because their enemies are too strong, every time they rejuvenate, they will be attacked by all parties. Thousands of years ago, they were destroyed once, where will they continue to the present, where will they have their current glory!
Their vitality is like the weeds that grow everywhere, inexhaustible, even wildfire can do nothing to them, even if there is a little bit of embers, it will rekindle when encountering the wind.
But although their vitality is tenacious, they can't withstand the devastating blows again and again. In history, they have been almost completely destroyed time and time again. If it weren't for the luck again and again, I'm afraid they would have disappeared in the long river of history. It can be said that the reason why they can survive is completely dependent on luck and has nothing to do with their own abilities at all.
It is precisely because of this that Chen Jiaming desperately hopes to achieve the goal of the entire nation as soon as possible, and then he will be able to retire and become a behind-the-scenes person.
It is very hard work to be a person behind the scenes, not only to convince the whole clan, but also to face various crises, including facing a powerful ghost that is almost immortal.
He also really wants to find someone with the same interests as him to grow old together and respect each other as a guest. He also needs the nourishment of love. No matter people, gods, or nobles, a person will have endless loneliness in the world, so he desperately desires to be around him. Have someone who understands you to accompany you.
But now he really can't, because he has too many missions, which prevent him from having personal emotions. Even if he wants to find someone to confide in, it is impossible for him. Those people in the family either respect him, or He is mature and prudent, he only knows about managing the family and clan members, and knows nothing about modern things.
People without emotions are very cold and emotional deep down, especially when they meet the opposite sex, who have the same interests and hobbies as themselves, and who have a tacit understanding with each other, their hearts will slowly melt like an iceberg.
Just like his feelings for me, I don't know if it's true, but his kindness to me will make me feel a very subtle touch, making me more and more dependent on him, and asking him for help whenever I have something, he doesn't He didn't agree once, but every time he was very straightforward, and the eyes he looked at were so hot that I didn't dare to look him directly in the eyes.
Although Chen Jiaming is also a very, old soul in his heart, in fact, his heart is very avant-garde, very similar to his superficial age, longing for that kind of emotion that only envies mandarin ducks but not immortals, he also longs to be able to There is a person who can understand everything about him and what he is doing now, but what a slim hope!
Any normal modern person will definitely be, really terrified after knowing what he has done, because this kind of thing is simply too crazy, beyond what a normal person does, it is even more shocking than a terrorist organization horrible!
No one can understand what he does, and in ancient times, she also had someone she liked, but he was still young at that time and did not cherish his feelings too much, and at that time his ambitions had always been They are all focused on the great cause of the tribe, thinking of bringing the entire family, and the tribe, to the greatest peak, surpassing the entire world, and becoming the master of the entire world.
When he really knows what is the most important thing to him, he has lost his love, and has become a lonely person, no one really understands him, no one really loves her, he can only Living in the memory, the person who loved her is gone forever, he wants to save him, but what he saves can only be his body, not the soul that he really longs for, the soul that truly understands it.
If time can be restarted, he hopes to be able to exchange for the existence of that person. He does not expect to have all the power and status now, but only hopes that person can come back to life, but all of this is impossible, everything Thousands of years have passed, and it is not easy to return, it is almost impossible to exist.
Perhaps it is for this reason that he became obsessed with the time-travel novels that are now popular, and he is obsessed with such suspenseful and weird plots.In his opinion, the so-called crossing or rebirth is simply impossible to exist, but it is precisely because of this that makes him more attractive, making one young man after another unable to bear it. I can become the protagonist in it.
The same is true for Chen Jiaming, he hopes that he can be reborn, that he can return to his youthful days, and find those things that he cherishes the most but have already lost and cannot be regained.
But how is this possible?He knew in his heart that this rebirth was simply unreliable. It was just written by those novelists to cater to those readers. The real life is miserable, desolate, and impossible. Let people in real life To truly achieve consummation, the consummation plot only exists in novels, and cannot appear in reality. If you want to be reborn, you have to die first!
Only when you die can you verify whether rebirth really exists?It is impossible for those who are actually alive to experience that feeling.
However, I have never experienced rebirth as a mortal, so naturally I will not experience the taste of rebirth. As for what will happen after aging and death in the future, I don’t know.
Chen Jiaming naturally knows that death is like a lamp going out. If you really choose to die, you will choose the end. For thousands of years, those people who were assimilated by their descendants of the Yi nationality have all been reduced to nothing, their souls have been swallowed up, and their bodies have been occupied. There was nothing left, everything was turned into ashes!
If that was the case, it would be extremely terrifying. He didn't want to be that kind of person, so he worked very hard to make his abilities stronger. This was the reason why he could continue to exist in this world.
If these souls are not swallowed, they can go to hell, or go to heaven, at least they can continue to circulate in this world and reappear in the world, instead of being swallowed by them as they are now. will not exist anymore.
The soul is gone, is a word that changes people's faces, and it is the same for him. His favorite has also experienced such a tragedy, leaving only an empty shell without a soul.
His former favorite was because he didn't protect it well during the battle with the enemy, and was devoured by a fighter of the enemy's soul, and disappeared between heaven and earth since then, never to be found again.