I secretly promise Mr. Gu

She suddenly understood where the unease from the beginning and now came from, that is, she knew nothing about Gu Beiting's past, and he never told herself.
To her, Dongfang Ran is not just a name, she also represents Gu Beiting's past.

He didn't tell, and she didn't ask, because she believed that one day he would tell herself, but that day hadn't come yet, but she heard the girl who was very similar to Dongfang Ran call him brother-in-law. 
Gu Qingqing couldn't tell what kind of mood she was in now, and she didn't know what she was struggling with, but the feeling of suffocation was getting stronger and stronger, making her unable to breathe.

Suddenly there was the sound of the door opening, and when Gu Beiting came back from shopping, the light in the living room was on but Gu Qingqing was nowhere to be seen.

"Gently." He yelled as he walked upstairs to the room.

He just walked to Gu Qingqing's room, only to hear Gu Qingqing's voice from behind.

"You're back!" The voice was neither sad nor happy.

Gu Beiting turned around, saw her standing at the door of the study and walked over: "What's wrong, you look so ugly?"

Gu gently shook his head: "It's fine."

Gu Beiting glanced inside calmly, then immediately withdrew: "Let's go, I'll cook."

".it is good."

Back in the living room, Gu Beiting walked into the kitchen, and Gu Qingqing followed suit.

"I'll help too!" She rolled up her sleeves and looked at the dishes.

"Just go out and wait to eat." Gu Beiting smiled and pushed her out.

There was heavy oily smoke in the kitchen, and he was afraid that she would lose her appetite for dinner again.

Gu Qingqing had no choice but to sit on the sofa and turn on the TV to continue watching. When Gu Beiting came back, her heart also calmed down, not as worried as before.

What was broadcast on TV was a TV series that was particularly popular some time ago-Old Boy.

She didn't watch it when it was on the air, because chasing dramas was a very painful thing, but later on she didn't have to but she didn't have time.

But the reason why she was so impressed with this TV was not the TV itself, but she saw the shadows of herself and Gu Beiting in it. The same one was born in the 70s and the other was born in the 90s. The two people who seemed to have a big gap came together unexpectedly. Together.

"The meal is ready!" As Gu Beiting's voice sounded, the room was filled with fragrance.

Gu gently turned off the TV and walked over to help them take out the bowls and chopsticks, and then served the rice.

"I'll do it." Gu Beiting took the bowl.

Gu Qingwei looked at the empty palm and couldn't laugh or cry: "I feel like I'm eating for nothing when you're like this."

"With me here, you don't need to do anything." Gu Beiting finished the meal, handed one bowl to Gu Qingqing, and held the other bowl in his hand.

The two sat opposite each other.

Today's Gu Qingqing said very little, from sitting down to eating, he said less than five sentences in total.

"What's the name of the TV you watched just now?" Gu Beiting also felt that her mood was not too high or even a little low, so he tried every means to divert her attention.

"Old boy, what's the matter?"

"It looks pretty good, but the Shi Fei on it is quite similar to Tang Mo!" Gu Beiting said clearly, but he had never seen it at all.

"Really?" Gu Qingwei was noncommittal: "Shi Feike is no match for Uncle Tang's big carrot."

Gu Beiting raised her eyebrows to express her helplessness. It seems that Tang Mo's impression of a playboy has been deeply ingrained in her heart. Coupled with the situation of her classmates, Tang Mo can't turn around.

In the evening, Gu Qingqing watched TV for a while and then went upstairs. When passing by the study, she saw that Gu Beiting was still busy with the company, and swallowed the words she wanted to ask him.

Back in the room, Gu Qingqing came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and the person sitting on the bed startled her.

"Why are you here?" She was surprised for a while.

"Dry your hair first, I have something to tell you." Gu Beiting took out the hair dryer from the cabinet, plugged it in and began to blow dry Gu's hair gently.

Gu Qingqing sat in front of the mirror and smiled shyly, enjoying all this happily.

"I could cut my hair once a year ago, it's too long," he said.

"Yeah." She also felt that it could be cut, and it took a long time to wash and dry her hair every time.

After drying his hair, Gu Beiting put the blower back to its original position, then walked to the bed and sat down, then looked up at Gu Qingqing.

"Do you want to hear about my past?"

"Huh?" Gu Qingwei was startled at first, then nodded in surprise: "Yeah!"

Think, of course she thought!
"Dongfang Lan, you've seen her at Mo's house and company."

Gu Qing followed and nodded.

"She has a sister named Dongfang Ran." Gu Beiting's thoughts followed back to when he was a young boy in fresh clothes and angry horse. 
The first time I heard Dongfang Ran's name from Gu Beiting's mouth, Gu Qingqing's heart skipped a beat, and she held her breath and listened carefully.

"She was my ex-girlfriend, and the two of us can be said to be childhood sweethearts, so our relationship has always been stable.

At that time, I had just been promoted to the position of colonel, and I happened to receive a task from my superior. We agreed that we would get married when I came back, but things were unpredictable, and it was three years after I completed the task.

I narrowly escaped death, but she disappeared a year after I left, and after many searches to no avail, she was finally confirmed dead by the police." Having said this, Gu Beiting's voice still trembled uncontrollably.

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it anymore." Gu gently held his hand, feeling sore in his heart.

Gu Beiting suddenly smiled: "Silly girl, I'm not as fragile as you think."

"Then I don't want to hear it anymore." Gu Qingwei lowered her eyes suddenly, she didn't want to expose his scars again.

"Tell me, when did you know?"

Gu Weiwei was surprised, why did the style of painting suddenly change? The key is that she was involved. She looked at the other party with aggrieved and slightly guilty eyes, can she not say it?
Gu Beiting folded his hands in front of his chest, and leaned back on the back of the sofa, with a harmless smile on his face.

"Hehehe" Gu Qingwei used a smirk to cover up her embarrassment, and then said in a low voice: ". I knew it a long time ago."

I wanted to tell him a long time ago, but then I forgot about it because of the incident between him and Yu Jiaoyang. If it wasn't for that dream and Dongfang Lan's sudden appearance, she might not understand his past for herself. Don't mind that much.

It's just that he didn't expect that he knew it all, so... is he explaining it to himself on purpose?
But there is one more thing she wants to know, that is, should she ask him?

Gu Qingnian looked over with questioning eyes, just in time to meet Gu Beiting's piercing eyes, and his heart trembled suddenly.

"What do you want to ask, tell me?" he said.

"It's nothing." In the end, Gu Qingqing shook his head.

She still remembered that when he was in country T, Yu Jiaoyang blocked the bullet for him. She could clearly see the anxiety and worry in his eyes at that time.

To him at that time, Yu Jiaoyang was not like a friend he had just met, but more like a lover with deep affection.

So, after making sure that Yu Jiaoyang's life was not in danger, she left without a word.

Afterwards, he came back, and Yu Jiaoyang became his girlfriend, she could understand all of this.

What she didn't understand was, logically speaking, even if Yu Jiaoyang's status in his heart was not as high as that of Dongfang Ran, why didn't they even reach the most basic level of intimacy during their relationship?

Eh?No!

Suddenly, a light flashed in Gu Qingqing's mind: "When you went to country T, how did Yu Jiaoyang know you were there?"

Even she knew it was told by Tang Mo later.

"How did you know?" Gu Beiting was surprised at first, but then he knew it in his heart.

Gu Qingwei hurriedly covered her mouth, how could she accidentally slip up!

"Tang Mo said so!"

"Well—" Gu Qingqing knew that nothing could be hidden from him, and she didn't deny it.

"I knew he was unreliable!" This was Gu Beiting's evaluation of his good brother.

"That's not what you said yesterday." Gu lightly glanced at him, and then said, "Don't blame Uncle Tang, I forced him."

It really is!Forced by life!
Gu Beiting suddenly sat next to her, looked at her and said softly: ".You know everything?"

"Ok!" 
Knowing that his business trip was not to city Y but country T, knowing that he already knew about his embarrassing past, and knowing how dangerous his situation was at that time.

"I'm sorry!" He gently hugged Gu into his arms.

If it wasn't for him, she wouldn't have experienced such cruel things at a young age, but he didn't know anything about it.

When he thought of Gu Qingqing calling his name again when he was the most helpless and desperate, waiting for him to save him, his heart ached.

He will never forget that in the hospital, Gu Qingqing cried out in pain again and again because of the nightmare.

"...I don't blame you." It's those bad guys who are too crazy.

Immediately afterwards, Gu Qingqing said again: "Then Dongfang Lan?"

I don't know if it's because Dongfang Lan looks a lot like Dongfang Ran. When she thinks of Dongfang Lan, she always subconsciously thinks that she is Dongfang Ran, and the previous dream also appears in her mind all the time.

"no!"

"You know what I'm asking and just say no?"
Gu Beiting smiled: "If I can't figure out your thoughts, how can I lead the Gu's consortium!"

After finishing what he had to say, Gu Beiting stood up suddenly, and before he could walk out, Gu Qingqing grabbed his arm: "...I'm scared alone."

"Is this an invitation in disguise?" Gu Beiting laughed.

Gu Qingqing's face flushed red: "Don't get me wrong"

"You have to let me go take a shower, wash your clothes and change?" Gu Beiting said as he watched Gu Qingqing grab his hand tightly.

Hearing this, Gu Qingqing let go of her hand in an instant, saying that she seemed to be a female hooligan.

Coming over again, Gu Beiting changed into pajamas, still holding a laptop in his hand.

"Still working?" Gu Qing asked.

"A little bit."

Gu Weiwei looked at her mobile phone boredly, and she suddenly put down her mobile phone when she saw a piece of news. It turned out that she had just seen a news about the maternity channel, which said that pregnant women should use their mobile phones less, because mobile phone radiation may also cause The fetus was deformed, and she was so frightened that she quickly threw the phone aside.