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Chapter 819 Fear of Losing

Ling Zhaoting straightened his face: "What do you mean? Are you going to reject my confession on the first day of dating me?"

"Hee hee." Lu Youyou laughed, seeming to think that Ling Zhaoting's fuss was cute, she threw herself into his arms, and said with a smile, "No, I just feel that I can't do anything well. My work is bad, and my life It was also handled very sloppily. Others live so relaxed and exquisite, I was thinking, can I be your girlfriend? So, subconsciously shrink back."

Like a hedgehog carefully flattening herself, she invites her master to rub her soft belly.Show the most defenseless side in front of Ling Zhaoting.

Ling Zhaoting looked at her very calmly. If you carefully distinguish, there is still a trace of compassion in it, like a god, looking down at the confused mortals: "You have to believe, it's not that you can't do well. It's just that you haven't worked hard in this area. .”

"what?"

"You see that other people are exquisite, why? How much time did they spend thinking about their own appearance, would you be willing to replace it with you? I think you would rather spend your time on game software."

"When you see that others handle work with ease, it's because your positions are different. In the workplace, it's not that pure. Employees need to do things honestly, especially the nature of your office, human interaction, is Very important. But in the final analysis, it is very pure—people who are good at doing things don’t need too much hypocrisy and obedience. People who survive by being good at dancing are often more difficult than you imagine with false smiles.”

Wow, is Ling Zhaoting teaching her how to behave?

Listening to Ling Zhaoting say these words indifferently, it seems to be full of magic power, which contains a certain philosophy of life, which reaches Lu Youyou's heart, and calms her soul that has just been wronged and resentful.

She didn't speak, Ling Zhaoting also paused, looked at her, and said apologetically: "Sorry, saying this must make you feel very disappointed, right?"

He has read surveys, most of the women in the relationship are unwilling to listen to the man's preaching, in fact, this is already the case in ordinary life, who likes to listen to others pointing fingers at themselves?Not to mention a close lover, someone who should be pampering him, and counting his faults with a straight face, anyone will feel uncomfortable in his heart.

Lu Youyou looked at him very obediently, with a sweet smile on her upturned face, she looked at Ling Zhaoting as if she was looking at her own belief, and said, "No, I think you are right!"

She didn't feel that Ling Zhaoting shouldn't have said these words at all, and Ling Zhaoting's attitude was so peaceful and his eyes were so gentle, it was like a piece of honey wrapped around her.She couldn't help feeling a secret pride and sweetness in her heart: My boyfriend is handsome and smart!

According to what Ling Zhaoting said, looking at it from another perspective, in fact, everything is fair in this world.To be honest, if she were to do the kind of double-faced and flattering things like Mei Li or others, she would rather become a mute and never be able to say those false words.

Compared with that, she felt that if she was assigned more work at work, the tiredness and suffering she suffered were really nothing.

Anyway, with Ling Zhaoting around, he deliberately told her jokes, and all the troubles and hardships in his heart disappeared in an instant.

However, I will fall into such a predicament, my life will be more and more hindered, and I will no longer be able to escape and relax like when I was studying, and everything will gradually feel unsatisfactory, so there must be my own reasons.

Lu Youyou crossed her knees, sat down obediently, and reflected on Ling Zhaoting: "I think sometimes I don't pay attention to other people's opinions. For example, I know that they are talking about me and talking about me. Because I didn't want to participate, I pretended not to hear and walked over. In this way, others will definitely feel that I am particularly indifferent. Also, people from the downstairs department have come to our department several times to handle business, and they can call me by my name. But I don't even remember their appearance... No wonder they only ask Meili to eat fruit, and never chat with me."

Ling Zhaoting smiled and patted her head: "Okay, okay, I just said a few words, why did you reflect on yourself."

Lu Youyou giggled and said nothing.

She can stand a lesson, and she can also stand coaxing. When Ling Zhaoting coaxed her, she would smile and forget all those dark troubles.But she agrees with what Ling Zhaoting said, and she will remember it deeply in her heart.

Ling Zhaoting sat quietly for a while, then suddenly smiled: "You will listen to everything I say?"

Lu Youyou smiled and said, "That depends on what you say."

"Let me tell you..." Ling Zhaoting swallowed lightly, "Let's check out one room and only book one room to sleep in."

Lu Youyou suddenly bounced up like a live shrimp thrown into the pot, embarrassing like splashing hot oil, jumped back and hid: "You, you, why are you acting like a hooligan all of a sudden, I won't tell you .I went to watch TV."

Ling Zhaoting's eyes followed her back, and after a long while, he held the phone and made a call.

Chen He's voice came from the other end of the phone: "How is it? Is everything going well."

Ling Zhaoting's eyes were dark, he had no habit of smoking, but now he had the urge to smoke.

"Well, nothing special happened." Ling Zhaoting said in a low voice, "It's just that I suddenly feel that she is different from what I imagined before."

"What's the difference?" Chen He seemed to switch hands to answer the phone, and Wei Qiming's bluffing voice came from the other end of the phone.

Ling Zhaoting shook his head, and inexplicably said something so sour: "I'm not an ordinary person."

Chen He really felt pain in his cheeks over there, and glanced at the phone, as if he couldn't help but go through the phone to see what kind of water had gotten into his friend's head.

"What are you talking about? Can you say something that people can understand?"

Ling Zhaoting was quiet, and Lu Youyou's smiling face appeared in front of his eyes, his shy appearance, his straightforward appearance, and his complete trust and submission to him, as innocent as a precious jade just picked out of a stone.

Normally speaking, at the age of 22, how can someone who has already entered the world and society have such a transparent and exquisite heart.

Is it really because of the house?Don't deal with people, come out of the house?
not necessarily.

The skin covered by the sun in the house is sickly white after all, and the miscellaneous dirt on the Internet is no less than what can be seen in reality, and even denser.

Lu Youyou was spotless.

Others may not be able to understand why Ling Zhaoting is so moved, but he himself knows that since he had a hazy awakening to the world, since he had the prototype of the character Moan in his mind, since he actually designed Moan and devoted himself to it. The game begins by letting him go to that void universe to search for him instead.

He has been looking for such a thing.

A... original intention.

A mature, pure and innocent heart is like a piece of white paper laid out.He wanted it strongly, wanted to take it for himself, wanted to smear it at will... He no longer wanted to be a passerby like he thought before.

Ling Zhaoting was silent here and did not speak, but Chen He was keenly aware of Ling Zhaoting's state of mind.

He coughed twice and said: "Ling Zhaoting, although I don't understand what you are thinking now. But since you said that your opinion of Lu Youyou has changed, then this should not be a bad thing. If you want The information is almost collected, so let's stop. I always feel that this matter will become more and more dangerous."

Ling Zhaoting's eyes turned cold into blades.

He didn't want to stop, he made this call to tell Chen He that he wanted to go further.

He's about to change plans.

"Don't hang up the phone yet!" Chen He roared helplessly, "I'm afraid it will be too late if you don't stop. When Lu Youyou finds out the truth, how should we deal with ourselves?"

"Then just don't let her find out." Ling Zhaoting's voice was cold, "Anyway, there's no harm in keeping her secret."

"But you..."

Chen He wanted to say something, but was blocked by the beep of the phone hanging up.

Ling Zhaoting walked into his room, next door was where Lu Youyou slept.

He walked to the wall nervously, and listened to the movement over there for a while, but naturally there was no sound.

Ling Zhaoting smiled self-deprecatingly, packed up his things, took a shower, and lay down on the bed to sleep.

At night Ling Zhaoting had a dream.

He dreamed that he was trapped in a narrow space, and Lu Youyou was standing in front of him, but there was a transparent barrier in between.

He kept talking to Lu Youyou, but Lu Youyou couldn't hear him. He became very anxious in his dream, but Lu Youyou lowered his head gently, turned around, and his back gradually disappeared.

"Bang!" Ling Zhaoting slammed down on the transparent barrier fiercely. He opened his eyes and heard himself waking up from his dream, panting heavily.

The feeling of lingering fear has not dissipated, Ling Zhaoting clutched his chest, this tight feeling is very strange.

It seems to be the feeling that people call "fear of losing".

Ling Zhaoting smiled mockingly, his sober mind worked quickly, and quickly found the "root of the disease".

The water bumper ball they played yesterday, isn't that the case, there is a transparent film between the two of them.Coupled with what Chen He said last night, it is likely that he subconsciously fell into a dream, so he did such strange things in his dream.

He stood up indifferently, his whole body imposing like a god of death.

Like a bronze sword soaked in rainwater, it stands coldly in the world, unkind, and hurts when moved.

However, when there was a knock on the door, Ling Zhaoting withdrew his momentum and became that ordinary man again except for his unusually handsome appearance.

He opened the door and smiled at Lu Youyou: "Let's go and have breakfast."

The two wandered around for a while before driving back.

Ling Zhaoting showed no expression on the way, but Lu Youyou could see that his eyes were full of smiles, he was really happy.

Unexpectedly, coming to this kind of amusement park can make him happy, Lu Youyou laughed, she didn't feel any special fun, but because she was with Ling Zhaoting, she felt that everything was fun.

"Is there somewhere you want to go?"

Ling Zhaoting teased her to talk, and Lu Youyou knew that Ling Zhaoting was planning to go out again next time.

It's great, with someone you like around you, it seems that you can go anywhere with interest.

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