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Where the camera couldn't see, Lu Youyou pinched the corner of her clothes and rubbed them repeatedly.It's been a long time since I spoke the dialect. Even when they met Fang Xingai, they still communicated in Mandarin. Lu Youyou stumbled a little when speaking the southern dialect.

However, the biggest obstacle to language is not the accent, but not knowing what to say.

She also lowered her eyes, did not look at the camera and screen, and pretended that she had something to do at hand, so she didn't respond in time.

"Lu Youyou!" Mom's voice came from the phone, it should be taken by another person, "Have you eaten yet?"

Lu Youyou showed a smile: "Not yet."

"Oh, not yet." Mom responded, and Lu Youyou was about to say that she would eat later, but her mother didn't ask her what she was going to eat.

She blamed: "It's been so long, and you haven't called back? Are you playing games all day again?"

"No..." Lu Youyou had no choice but to find a reason and said, "I'm busy with work."

"No matter how busy you are at work, you won't miss get off work time! You just sit in the office, where can you be so busy with that little work? You just don't have the heart!"

That's right, to say that she has no heart, that she is cold-blooded, these words have been said countless times during quarrels.

But she didn't expect to hear it on this video call.

Lu Youyou cast aside her lower eyes, and subconsciously touched the screen with her fingers, the red hang up button on the side of the top.

But did not press down.

Mom said again, a little mysteriously: "Tomorrow is your younger brother's birthday. You are an older sister, and you haven't come back for so long. You must express it on his birthday."

Lu Youyou was taken aback for a moment, yes, it's almost his brother's birthday.She braced herself up, sat up a little bit, hesitating in her heart, wondering what gifts boys of this age like?
She was bored and didn't say anything. Seeing that she hadn't moved, her mother urged, "Why didn't you respond! Is it reasonable for you not to give some gifts? You don't want you to give expensive ones. You can't make him seem like he doesn't have this sister." Bar!"

Lu Youyou took a deep breath calmly.

When she spit it out again, Lu Youyou said, "No, I don't know what to give, I'm thinking about it."

"Thinking about it?" Mom asked back. I don't know if Lu Youyou is overhearted, and she seemed to have a sneer, "You are in a big city, and you see a lot of things. What are you seeing? Let your brother open his eyes, he is not like you, he can run around the world, he needs to study hard in school."

Lu Youyou pursed her lips.

She accidentally thought of her own birthday three months ago.

She didn't care about this day, as if it was no different from any other day.This is indeed the case, the sun will not be particularly bright for her this day, and the subway will not be particularly relaxed for her.She was still working as mediocrely as every day in the past, so naturally she would not have any special feelings for this day.

Only Ren Tuan would send her birthday greetings before she woke up, and it was hard for her, and there was still jet lag when she was abroad, so she couldn't be careless.But, that's all.

None of her family, the parents who brought her into this world on this day, ever thought of this day.That day when Dad sent a WeChat voice message, Lu Youyou was still overjoyed, the warmth in her heart hadn't finished yet, when she heard her noisy voice on the phone, she asked, "What are you doing?"

Lu Youyou looked around at her colleagues, covered the microphone and walked out of the box carefully, saying, "I'm having dinner outside with my colleagues."

"Dinner? Who is it? AA?"

Lu Youyou was a little embarrassed: "...I invite you."

"You please!?" Mom's voice exploded in an instant, "Why do you ask, you can't spend all the money, right? You can't see how much more you can give us if you can't spend all the money! Just doing some stupid tricks outside ..."

"Mom," Lu Youyou was very glad that she came out to answer the phone, "I... It's my birthday today, so I'm going to treat my colleagues to dinner."

There was a pause on the phone, "Oh, today is your birthday..."

At that moment, Lu Youyou's eyes were not hot, and the bridge of her nose was not sore, but her heart was a little cold.

She said "um" and didn't speak. She didn't remember what was said on the phone later, but she only remembered that the sugarcane farmer's phone call did not escape the "3-minute rule" in the end, and the call ended in one and a half minutes.

In a minute and a half, she didn't wait for the words "Happy Birthday".

Lu Youyou didn't mind either. She thought that her personality must have something to do with her family environment.I am so reticent, how can I ask my parents to talk sweetly to her?Moreover, even if they really said that kind of thing, in the end Lu Youyou still didn't know how to respond, and ended in embarrassment.

The memory is broken here, because the mother's excited voice in the video yelled: "Cub! Where are you going?"

Lu Youyou looked at the screen silently, and her younger brother who was in junior high school appeared in the camera.He patted a basketball, his cool little face was expressionless, looked at the camera, seemed a little shy, and said, "Go play basketball."

"Okay, okay." The mother's excited tone made Lu Youyou think that her younger brother was not going to play basketball, but to play the World Cup, "Go, bring water to drink, don't get too hot!"

The younger brother walked away.

Mom smiled for a while, looked at the screen, and smiled again.

"Forget it, hang up if there's nothing else to do."

Lu Youyou didn't respond, her fingers were already hanging on the hang up button, but she never pressed it.

She didn't move at all, and there was no expression on her face. The picture probably made people think that the network was stuck due to a bad network.Mom didn't care about her anymore, and the call interface was cut off with a bang.

Lu Youyou sat there for a long time, exhaled slowly, feeling a little tired.

It's not that her parents don't know how to show warmth, but they don't have this kind of warmth for her.

Sometimes Lu Youyou also suspects, what did she do wrong, where did she offend her parents, that caused the current indifferent situation.But she was really, really, unable to find any outrageous things from her barren life experience to answer the current situation.

Lu Youyou sat quietly on the chair for a while, picked up the phone again, and opened Taobao.

I still need to buy gifts... After all, my brother is a handsome boy with excellent grades.

He is commendable and has nothing to do with the attitude of the parents [write a postscript in the gift: don't become like a sister].

After washing up, Lu Youyou didn't go to bed right away, but sat in the small living room, hesitated for a while, turned on the TV, and inserted the game disc.

If her parents hadn't mentioned it on the phone just now, she would have almost forgotten that there is such a leisure way.

Being squeezed by life, she didn't even have the time to think about games.

While waiting for the game to load, Lu Youyou was in a daze, wondering when was the last time he played this game?

...Ah, by the way, it was the day I met Ling Zhaoting.They sit together on this rug and play this game.Ling Zhaoting said that he had passed the level.

Thinking of Ling Zhaoting, Lu Youyou felt strangely that her heart was not so heavy.She manipulates the characters and enters familiar and long-lost scenes. The funny and funny scenes that once made her feel funny still make her smile. Lu Youyou wanders in her own fantasy world, gradually, as if her soul is floating, Beyond the body, inspecting one's own life freely and unrestrainedly.

He said he was so busy that he didn't even have time for leisure.

But what exactly are they busy with?Lu Youyou couldn't give an answer right away.Going to and from get off work every day, it seems that in theory, the time outside of work belongs to her, but does she really own it?
Or, did she really enjoy it?
It seems... not at all.

She has been living in the oppressive working environment and the difficult and crowded commute to and from get off work. She has spontaneously made these bad emotions into a glass cover, which is tightly covered around her, and is separated from those happy factors.

It was she who deprived herself of her happiness, not anyone else.

Lu Youyou seemed to have figured this out suddenly, and smiled.Many times, people's negative emotions are just self-torture.

As if suddenly struck by inspiration, Lu Youyou got up and turned on the computer, and opened the video production software. Her eyes were bright, and there were colored light spots constantly rotating in her mind, and the mouse in her hand followed her feeling to capture those images. Gradually, some gorgeous patterns were drawn.

Lu Youyou stared at the display screen, but she still felt that it was not enough. She found some childhood materials, such as rubber bands, lollipops, rubber bands on other people’s heads that are always prettier than hers... edit them together, and then integrate them into her previous work. The materials that came out became a very nostalgic video.

In the end, Lu Youyou couldn't help but burst into tears.

She hasn't enjoyed it so much for a long time, and her fans on Weibo are increasing day by day, but she is less and less afraid to continue creating, fearing that others' expectations of her will be lowered.But tonight, she didn't think about anything else at all, just immersed in her own thoughts.

There was no one to persuade her, and she herself was very indulgent. Lu Youyou played until one o'clock in the morning, and finally couldn't hold back her eyelids that were fighting up and down, and went to bed to sleep.

Before going to bed, taking advantage of the gap between uploading the video to Weibo, Lu Youyou still scrolled through Weibo for a while unwillingly, and a message seemed to be drawn across her fingertips, as if Shuangxue was about to release a new game and sent a notice.

It's a pity that the brain that has become chaotic into cement can't pay attention anymore. Lu Youyou finally fell asleep holding the phone.

But as expected, people will be rewarded for their deaths. When Lu Youyou woke up the next morning, she only felt a severe pain in the neck and the back of her head. She was so tired that she wanted to sleep for another 500 years. Unfortunately, the biological clock was very clear and did not let her go. Falling asleep, because——the idea of ​​going to work today is too strong, so strong that it reaches the bone marrow...

Hey, get up.