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He just touched it lightly, and quickly retracted his hand.

In fact, no matter how much he didn't want to admit it, Lu Zhan knew it very well.

Bai Rouying doesn't love him at all.

Bai Rouying's feelings for him are completely different from the feelings she had for Jin Yu.

"I surrendered, Xiaoying..." The man slowly closed his eyes and sighed, "I really surrendered."

This feeling of not being able to love and not being able to ask for it is really too painful.

He could also feel that even though Bai Rouying kept saying, to forget about Jin Yu, he had already forgotten about Jin Yu, and tried to accept himself.

But she couldn't do it at all—or maybe she couldn't do it in her life.

The night was as dark as ink, and the entire sky was shrouded in blackness. There were hardly any stars in the sky. There was only a crescent moon hanging high in the sky, gradually being covered by dark clouds.

Looking at the weather, it seems that it is going to rain.

Lu Zhan reached out and pushed Bai Rouying's shoulder: "Xiaoying, wake up."

The eyes of the girl on the co-pilot were still tightly closed. After being pushed, she didn't show any signs of opening her eyes. She just stretched her hand on her shoulders, and then let out a low moan.

"Little Shadow..."

Lu Zhan pushed Bai Rouying's shoulder again, as if he had made up his mind to wake Bai Rouying up.

After repeating this several times, it finally achieved results.

Bai Rouying's eyelids trembled twice, her long eyelashes blinked non-stop, and after a long while, she finally opened her eyes slowly, her eyes were full of bewilderment and obscurity.

Her drunkenness has not completely faded, and her mind is not very clear at the moment.

Lu Zhan stretched out his hand and rolled down the car window. The cold wind outside the car was blowing in through the wide open car window. The biting meaning made Bai Rouying wake up a lot.

She blinked hard, only then did she realize that the person in front of her was Lu Zhan.

Bai Rouying rubbed her temples: "Brother Lu Zhan?"

The tone of the voice was a little uncertain, and the voice was low, obviously the sequelae of drunkenness.

"How is it? Does your head hurt? What's wrong?"

In fact, Bai Rouying's drinking capacity has never been very good, and she is prone to headaches when drinking, Lu Zhan remembers these things clearly and clearly.

When he was with Bai Rouying before, he would try his best to control her and told Bai Rouying not to drink, and Bai Rouying would basically consciously not drink too much.

And this time...

Apart from Jin Yu, he probably couldn't think of any other reason why Bai Rouying suddenly drank like this.

Thinking of this, Lu Zhan couldn't hold back, and gave a wry smile, the bitterness and sourness in his eyes became more intense.

Bai Rouying's reaction at this moment is still half a beat slow, and she hasn't seen anything wrong with Lu Zhan yet.

Her brows were slightly frowned, and she felt it for a while, and sure enough, besides the chaos in her mind, she also felt a little dizzy, stuffy and heavy.

She shook her head vigorously, trying to sit up straight.

As a result, as soon as I supported my waist, my back became soft again, and I couldn't do it at all.

Lu Zhan was very considerate, kissed him and stretched out his hand to shake the seat for Bai Rouying, and Bai Rouying barely sat up straight.

She shook her head slightly: "My head is a little dizzy, and my eyelids feel a little heavy. This is..."

The night wind kept blowing and stimulating her cerebral cortex, gradually clearing Bai Rouying's thoughts, but she really couldn't remember what she had done before.

I vaguely remember that it was at the Design Ball of the School of Design, Beijing University of Engineering, and then...

Then she meets Jin Yu.

Thinking of this, Bai Rouying's eyes dimmed slightly, and she clenched her fists almost subconsciously.

"It's fine if there's nothing uncomfortable." Lu Zhan was sitting in the driver's seat, looking sideways at Bai Rouying, almost seeing her every move, every expression, and even every look in her eyes.

But he just nodded, as if he didn't see anything, he opened the car door and walked down, then came to the side of the co-pilot, and very considerately helped Bai Rouying open the co-pilot's door.

"Be careful and get out of the car slowly."

On the one hand, he stretched out a hand very gently, as if to help Bai Rouying get out of the car.

Bai Rouying didn't react much, she put her hand on Lu Zhan's hand almost subconsciously, and with the strength of her hand, she got off the car with support.

The dark clouds in the sky seem to be getting heavier and heavier, and there is always a feeling of stuffiness, as if the heavy rain is about to fall.

Bai Rouying looked up at the sky, and after a while, she realized: "Is it going to rain?"

Lu Zhan nodded: "Looking at the weather, it should be right, you should go back quickly."

Bai Rouying didn't think much about it, she turned around and was about to leave. After taking two steps, she suddenly realized that she turned her head to look at Lu Zhan again.

"Brother Lu Zhan, what about you? The rain will come down at some point. If it rains heavily, it won't be convenient for you to drive at night, right?"

Bai Rouying's apartment has a lot of rooms, so it's no problem for Lu Zhan to stay in the apartment for one night.

What's more, they are now a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship in name, Bai Rouying doesn't think there is any problem with this.

Or it could be said that she was forcing herself to accept this fact slowly, and slowly squeeze out the only remaining figure in a certain corner of her heart little by little.

"It doesn't matter." Lu Zhan smiled, "Go back."

Although his expression was gentle, there was an undeniable firmness in his expression.

Bai Rouying hesitated for a while, but finally nodded slowly, and didn't say anything more.

She turned and walked towards the apartment, and when she was about to reach the gate of the apartment, the animal road suddenly opened again.

"and many more."

Bai Rouying turned around in surprise, and looked back at Lu Zhan with somewhat complicated and tangled eyes.

Bai Rouying raised her eyebrows slightly, and her eyes were full of doubts: "What's the matter? Brother Lu Zhan, is there anything else?"

Why did he show such a look of wanting to speak but not speaking, hesitating to the point of entanglement.

In Bai Rouying's impression, Lu Zhan has never been such an indecisive character.

Although he looked gentle and gentle, he could not be more assertive. Every time he did something, he could be called a vigorous and resolute one. There has never been a time like this.

"Xiaoying." After a while, Lu Zhan whispered Bai Rouying's name.

His fists were clenched tightly, and his heart seemed to be clenched by a big hand, and it was constantly tightening. A painful and uncomfortable feeling kept coming from the bottom of his heart, and slowly spread to all limbs. .

The pain was so great that he could barely move or breathe.

But Lu Zhan still raised his head resolutely, and looked at Bai Rouying with unprecedented firmness in his eyes, as if he had made up his mind completely, and there was no place for Bai Rouying to retreat.

"Let's separate, Xiaoying."

Bai Rouying was taken aback, but didn't realize it for a while: "What did you say?"

Lu Zhan closed his eyes heavily: "Let's separate, Xiaoying."

From then on, no matter where people are, they are just ordinary friends, ordinary brothers and sisters, at both ends of the world, each is safe and does not interfere with each other.

"Brother Lu Zhan!" Bai Rouying frowned tightly, she couldn't figure out why Lu Zhan would suddenly say, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

Bai Rouying has always known in her heart very clearly what kind of feelings Lu Zhan has for her.

From the very beginning, whenever I encountered any difficulties, Lu Zhan would appear by her side, standing firmly behind her without hesitation and accompanying her. Bai Rouying was very clear about Lu Zhan's feelings for her.

It's just that at that time, all her heart and eyes were filled with Jin Yu, and she couldn't let go of anyone else, and couldn't tolerate anyone else.

But as time went by, too many things happened, and she accepted too much kindness from Lu Zhan, Bai Rouying felt that she couldn't just pretend that nothing happened.

It was precisely because she was aware of Lu Zhan's feelings for her that Bai Rouying felt more guilty and sad, and more determined to repay Lu Zhan's feelings.

She gave herself three years to forget Jin Yu and be with Lu Zhan three years later.

Obviously everything seems to be developing in a good direction, but Bai Rouying really doesn't understand what happened to the roadblock, so she suddenly said such words.

"I'm fine, nothing happened, and nothing happened."

Lu Zhan shook his head gently, his tone still gentle.

Looking at him again at this time, Bai Rouying felt that he seemed to be more determined than before. The man's eyes were full of firmness, as if he had pushed himself to a desperate situation where there was no way out.

Going forward is the only way he can go.

"Since nothing happened, why did you say this all of a sudden?"

"Little Shadow..."

Lu Zhan suddenly let out a long sigh.

A strong sense of exhaustion slowly rose from my heart.

He was really tired and uncomfortable.

"We have always been wrong before." The corners of his eyes were raised slightly, as if he was smiling, but the smile seemed too bitter.

The man said: "You don't love me at all, and you can't let go of the person you've always wanted to let go of."

Hearing such words, Bai Rouying panicked, and almost subconsciously wanted to shake her head in denial: "No, brother Lu Zhan..."

She wants to say that she has really worked hard to forget Jin Yu, tried hard to love and accept Lu Zhan.

But when the words came to his lips, he was stunned and couldn't utter a word.

Yes, what right does she have to say that?

It was Lu Zhan who paid more from the beginning to the end, and it was Lu Zhan who had been silently working for her.

She just wanted to leave now, so what right did she have to say no?

"I……"

Just said a word, Lu Zhan on the opposite side suddenly shook his head.

He suddenly took several steps forward and stood still in front of Bai Rouying.

Bai Rouying was a head shorter than Lu Zhan. Taking advantage of his height, the man easily reached out and rubbed the top of Bai Rouying's hair.

"Xiaoying, I know what you want to say, you don't have to think like this." He said, "Everything I have done is what I am willing to do, and it has nothing to do with anyone. You don't have to feel guilty in your heart, and you don't have to have any burden."

Don't choose to be with me just because you feel sorry and want to make up for me.

This will only lead to more suffering.

Lu Zhan seemed to have figured it out all of a sudden, he just felt that the big rock that was pressing on his heart was completely pushed away, a feeling of sudden enlightenment, a feeling of enlightenment came suddenly.

He said: "Xiaoying, you can't force something like love. I wanted to force it before, but now I finally realize that it's useless to force it."

Love that shouldn't belong to you, then this life doesn't belong to you.

He and Bai Rouying should have been childhood sweethearts that everyone envied.

It's just that things like fate and feelings are too mysterious.