Wife, do you see my kneeling posture is standard?

Lin Qianqian stared at Chen Shi, her lips trembled unconsciously, and her voice was dry: "Did he just ask you to tell me this? Did he say anything else?"

In her hopeful gaze, Chen Shi's shaking of the head undoubtedly shattered her last glimmer of hope.

Chen Shi turned his head away, not to look at her disappointed expression, he said loudly: "Miss Lin, you'd better go back quickly! It's raining and windy today, be careful not to hurt your body."

Another gust of cool wind blew, and the chill surged upwards from her limbs. Lin Qianqian felt that the blood in her whole body seemed to be congealed at this moment.

She blinked her dry eyes, as if she couldn't breathe anymore, she opened her mouth subconsciously, and she couldn't make a sound for the question why she wanted to ask, and finally rolled back to face the overwhelming darkness in front of her eyes , engulfed her together.

Lin Qianqian's last look before losing consciousness was Mo Xiaojing's anxious face.

She seems to have had a very long dream, in this dream is all her review from five years to now.

Memories of so many things are like edited movies, like a revolving lantern in her mind.

The person who occupies almost all of her memories of these five years is Gu Jinyan.

She saw how she looked at the indifferent boy in front of her with a reassuring look when she was young, saw how they were tied together because of family interests, saw how they got to know each other step by step, until now, he finally let him go The pigeons they agreed to get the certificate don't want her and the child anymore.

Yes, he doesn't want it.

Tears fell from the side of the eyes suddenly, and those eyes, which were as long as butterfly wings, trembled for a long time before they finally opened slowly.

Lin Qianqian smelled the familiar smell of disinfectant, looked at the ceiling above her head, the grief in her heart was like a river.

Mo Xiaosen noticed that she had woken up immediately, and shouted in surprise: "Qianqian, you finally woke up, do you know that you almost scared me to death?"

Lin Qianqian turned her head to look at her in slow motion, and seeing tears in her eyes, she asked in a hoarse voice, "How long have I been asleep?"

"It's been two days. Do you know that you've been sleeping for two days? You're going to scare me to death."

Before Mo Xiaojing finished speaking, she couldn't help crying.

At that time, Lin Qianqian fainted in the rain in despair, almost terrified her, but even though Qianqian was already sick like that, Gu Jinyan still didn't come out to take a look at her.

After being sent to the hospital, Lin Qianqian developed a high fever.The fever lasted for two full days, and the high fever persisted. She was trapped in a dream, and her sadness seemed to evaporate, and she fell to the ground.

"Aren't I okay?" Lin Qianqian tried her best to put on a pale smile. She wanted to comfort Mo Xiaojing, but she didn't expect it to be uglier than crying.

Mo Xiaojing wiped away the tears from her face, and said, "Stop laughing, it's so ugly, I'll go to Xi Yinian to show you your body."

"En." Lin Qianqian nodded and closed her eyes again.

The bottom of my heart seemed to be stabbed severely by someone, and infinite desolation overflowed from inside.

Xi Yinian rushed over quickly, touched Lin Qianqian's forehead nervously, and said worriedly, "Are you feeling uncomfortable now? Your fever hasn't subsided yet. I'll give you a full face in a while." examine."

"En." Lin Qianqian nodded indifferently, without making a sound.

This serious illness frightened everyone, but as long as she woke up, the rest of the matter would be easy to handle.

Lin Qianqian cooperated in the next series of inspections, but most of the time she sat there alone, looking out the window with empty eyes, as if her energy had been sucked away.

She lost weight rapidly at a speed visible to the naked eye. The baby fat that was carefully raised by Gu Jinyan before was completely thin in just two days.

Mo Xiaojing couldn't stand it anymore and rushed out several times to find Gu Jinyan for an explanation, but was stopped by Lin Qianqian: "Don't go, it's useless. Since he has already made his choice, why should I force him to do anything?" ? It seems that I am sloppy."

"But you don't do this as a human being. Why does he play with your feelings like this? What's more, you have his child."

Mo Xiaojing is not worth doing for Lin Qianqian, why.

Why is it that he, Gu Jinyan, has the final say on everything, and it's up to him to get together and leave.

Lin Qianqian looked out the window, and said in a hollow and calm voice, "I know you're doing my best, but there are some things we should deal with by ourselves."

She couldn't tell other emotions to deal with things, and the huge pain almost overwhelmed her.

Mo Xiaojing walked back to her side, looked at Lin Qianqian and asked distressedly, "What should I do? Only you can be happier in your heart."

"Leave me alone!"

"it is good."

Mo Xiaojing responded, raised her legs and walked out.

As soon as she looked up, she saw Xi Yi Nian standing at the door of the ward. His expression was anxious, and he didn't know how long he had been waiting here.

"Is her mood better?" Xi Yinian stared intently at Qianqian inside, seeing her in such pain, he wished to replace her with his own body.

He resented himself again in his heart, if he had been firmer at the beginning, wouldn't there be so many things.

"No."

As soon as he spoke, Xi Yinian raised his leg and walked in.

Lin Qianqian still maintained the posture of looking out of the window. Her eyes were originally beautiful and full of stars, but now they looked more like a pool of stagnant water.

He sat beside Lin Qianqian, staring at her closely: "How long are you going to look like this? The Lin Qianqian I know is not like this."

Lin Qianqian's eyelashes fluttered, but it was only that.

"Don't always look like this, do you know how distressed we are in our eyes?"

Xi Yinian stretched out his hand to grab Lin Qianqian's shoulder, forcing her to look up at him. Looking at Lin Qianqian's fragile expression, he felt as if someone had stabbed him severely in the bottom of his heart.

Xi Yinian took a deep breath and tried to calm his tone: "Qianqian, I beg you to cheer up. You are not only yourself, you also have children. Are you really going to give up everything for such a man?"

child.

A strange color flashed in Lin Qianqian's eyes, and she raised her hand to touch her belly unconsciously, yes, she still has a child.

The baby in her belly was five months old, and she could feel his presence.

"Qianqian, promise me. Even for this child, cheer up, okay?"

Xi Yinian looked at her hopefully.After a long time, Lin Qianqian finally nodded in slow motion and uttered a word: "Okay."

In fact, Lin Qianqian was stronger than anyone else, with an invincible heart.

But when encountering this kind of thing, she has to be slowed down, every moment when her mind is distracted, what emerges before her eyes is the scene of her getting along with Gu Jinyan.

Just thinking about it makes my breath stagnant, so I don't have the heart to care about other things.

As soon as she finished speaking, she was suddenly embraced by the man.

Xi Yinian's voice was rejoicing, and he said like a promise: "From now on, you will always have me by your side, always have me."

Lin Qianqian didn't say anything, but slowly closed her eyes.

Although she promised Xi Yinian that day that she would cheer up in the future, compared to before, there was not much change.

She was still sitting by the window for a long time.

The solitary figure fell into Xi Yinian's eyes, and he couldn't bear it any longer and pushed the door open to go in.

He stood beside Qianqian, and said in a discussing tone: "Qianqian, I applied for you to study abroad in a medical university, and now the notification letter has come down, we are not staying in China, let's go abroad, okay? "

"You are a doctor, and you know how bad your current situation is for yourself and the fetus in your womb. If you continue like this, I'm afraid you will be depressed."

"Qianqian, let's go abroad for further study, will it be sad to leave here?"

Xi Yinian spoke three sentences in a row, and he held Qianqian's hand tightly, feeling depressed as if someone had crushed a stone.

If he stayed like this any longer, he was really afraid that Qianqian would become depressed.

What's more, she still has a child now. As long as she changes her environment and doesn't face these sad things all the time, he believes that everything will be fine in the end.

leave?
Lin Qianqian asked herself in her heart, and the answer was of course that she wanted to leave, and she was very determined to leave.

About this city, she never wants to come back.

"When can I leave?"

Xi Yinian held her hand even tighter, with a joyful expression on his face: "Tomorrow at the earliest, after I pack my luggage, we can leave at any time."

"kindness."

Xi Yinian kept his promise, and the two of them showed up at the airport at noon the next day.

Lin Qianqian was wearing a windbreaker, her mask covered her pretty face, and her eyes showed fatigue.

Shao Qihui had arranged everything for life abroad, and for this, Lin Qianqian thanked him sincerely.

The plane started to leave the ground, looking at the thrown ground from the window, she felt calm.

This journey of love is finally over.

The days passed by in a blink of an eye, and Qianqian's belly passed the last four months safely, and finally ushered in the final period of delivery.

She was wearing a loose maternity dress, and her small face without makeup was extremely delicate.

She was sitting on the sofa with her hands resting on her lower abdomen, feeling that little life, a smile appeared on her face.

In a week, she will be able to see him.

Lin Qianqian was full of longing for the future picture, and there was only pity in her black and white eyes.

Without this little life, it would be impossible for her to get out of it so easily. When she was stuck in the quagmire, it was this little life that gave her great strength.

Xi Yinian was not at home at noon today, Lin Qianqian planned to simply warm up a cup of milk for herself.

Just when she turned around with the hot milk, the accident happened again.

She stepped on the water stains on the kitchen floor, slipped, and slammed her bloated body to the ground.

Huge pain surged up, Lin Qianqian cried out in pain, and her body was instantly drenched in cold sweat.

Looking at the blood pouring out from under her body, she quickly took out her phone and dialed: "Xi Yinian, where are you? I accidentally fell down just now, come back quickly and save my child."

"Okay, wait for me, I'll go back right away."

Lin Qianqian panicked as she looked at her bleeding body, even though years of medical knowledge told her to calm down at this time.

But she couldn't do it at all. She was full of only one thought, she must not lose this child, she must be safe and give birth to this child.