Wife, do you see my kneeling posture is standard?

The darkness overwhelmed her in the next moment, and when she woke up again, she was already in the ward.

She was wearing a loose hospital gown, and her right hand was still receiving fluids.

Lin Qianqian saw many people beside her hospital bed, even Mo Xiaojing, who had been busy in the country, also came.

Everyone surrounded her in unison, but instead of a happy smile on their faces, they were a little worried and hesitant to speak.

Her heart skipped a beat at the time, and the bad news that came out of her mind was firmly suppressed by her. She looked at Xi Yi Nian as if asking for help, and begged, "Where is my child? Take it here and let me have a look."

Her answer was a long silence, and Lin Qianqian's emotions became more and more panicked in this strange silence.

She held Xi Yinian's hand tightly, with a pleading look in her eyes, and her voice was crying: "Don't keep talking, tell me, tell me, where is my child? I want to see him."

Xi Yinian hugged Lin Qianqian into his arms. The tall man said with a choked voice, "Qianqian, you are still young, and you will have other children in the future."

There will be other children in the future.

Lin Qianqian seemed to have been slapped on the head suddenly, she pushed Xi Yinian away, shook her head and said to herself, "Impossible, it's impossible. My child is nine months pregnant, even if it is I fell, and it’s impossible to cause an accident and be gone!”

She suddenly raised her head and stared at him, and said loudly: "Impossible, my child must be alive and well, you are the ones who hid him! Tell me, why don't you let me see him?"

"Shallow."

Mo Xiaojing looked at her red-eyed, and shouted softly: "Your fetal position was tilted, and the fall caused the fetal position to turn sideways. The baby stayed in the mother's body for too long, so the rescue was ineffective..."

As soon as she finished speaking, she heard Lin Qianqian retort loudly: "Impossible, you must have lied to me, it's impossible."

She seemed to be going crazy, and suddenly pulled out the infusion set in her hand, and ran out without even wearing her shoes.

"Shallow."

Xi Yinian hurriedly caught up with her, Qianqian turned her head and bit hard on the arm that was grabbing him.

Xi Yinian frowned in pain, but even so, he still didn't let go of that hand.

He held Lin Qianqian's arm, and his tone became more and more gentle: "Qianqian, you will have other babies in the future. This child has a close relationship with your mother and child, so you can't force it."

Lin Qianqian let go, and her voice was filled with tears, "If I don't fall that way? Will this child be fine?"

Xi Yinian pursed her lips, but did not answer.

"It's all because of me. I didn't take good care of him. I...caused her."

Lin Qianqian unconsciously took two steps back, her body swayed, and she passed out again.

She had another long dream this time, dreaming of a baby with a baby voice, standing on the road and calling her mother.

Lin Qianqian kept responding, seeing the baby doll staggering towards her, Lin Qianqian hurriedly ran to meet her, but the moment she was about to hug the child, the child suddenly disappeared.

What was left to Lin Qianqian was the child's wailing, crying loudly: "Mom, why don't you want me? Why don't you want me?"

Son, mom didn't want you!
Lin Qianqian woke up from her dream crying for the third time, how could she be willing not to have that child?

That was the flesh and blood of her pregnancy in October, which was connected with her blood.

The ward was quiet, only the sound of her sobbing could be heard.

Lin Qianqian's eyes fell on the fruit knife in the fruit plate, she suddenly stepped forward to take it, and slashed her wrist without hesitation.

A large amount of warm blood quickly spread from the wound.

Lin Qianqian didn't seem to feel the pain in her wrist, she lay peacefully on the bed, even with a smile on her face.

Son, mom didn't want you, mom came to see you.

Everything in the ward was clearly seen by the man in black outside the door. He rushed to the bed like crazy, hugged Lin Qianqian and ran to the emergency room.

God knows that when he saw the scene just now, his heart seemed to jump out of his throat.

"Qianqian, hold on, you must not have an accident."

Gu Jinyan spoke over and over again, as if he was speaking to Lin Qianqian who had fainted, but also as if he was speaking to himself.

What should he do if something happens to her?

The incision on Lin Qianqian's wrist was deep, but fortunately, she was rescued in time to save her life.

This time she was in a coma for five full days before waking up. Lying on the hospital bed, she felt as if her vitality had been sucked out of her body.

There was a pool of stagnant water in his eyes, and he lay there with a pale complexion.

"Qianqian, the sun is nice today, let me take you downstairs for a walk!"

Sitting next to her, Xi Yinian spoke cautiously.

Lin Qianqian closed her eyes, Xi Yinian knew that this was her rejection,

Ever since the attempted suicide, he hadn't heard a word from Lin Qianqian. She had completely closed herself off and immersed herself in her own world.

Xi Yinian said again: "Does Qianqian want to do something? I can accompany you."

At first she thought that Lin Qianqian would not respond, but she said in surprise, "I want to find my child."

When Xi Yinian said this, his heart throbbed again. He held Lin Qianqian's hand tightly and coaxed her softly, "Hey, he's in a very warm and comfortable place now, and he lives very well there. Well, I don't want us to bother him any more."

"But I dreamed about him many times, and every time he asked me why I didn't want him?" Lin Qianqian couldn't help crying again as she spoke.

Her crying was restrained, and her shoulders trembled slightly from the violent crying.She buried her face in her hands and cried, "I never thought of not wanting him."

"I know, I understand."

Xi Yinian patted Lin Qianqian's back lightly, comforting her non-stop.

He has seen a doctor. Lin Qianqian's condition is very bad now, with obvious postpartum depression.Now it is very important for her psychological counseling and companionship. Her condition can easily become mid-term depression or severe depression. Judging from her last suicide situation, her nerves are almost overwhelmed.

"what should I do?"

Lin Qianqian's cries became louder and louder, and her voice changed from crying softly at the beginning to howling loudly later.

The pain of losing her child these days is about to tear her apart, and she can't even sleep because she has no way to face her child's questioning.

It's all her fault, it's all her fault, if she didn't fall that way, all the things would not happen now.

Xi Yinian hugged her tightly, feeling that his shirt was wet by the woman's tears.

The tears were scorching hot on his body, more like burning on his heart.

All of them were seen clearly by a pair of eyes outside the ward. Gu Jinyan's fist clenched by his side loosened and tightened again, but finally he did not push the door open.

As Lin Qianqian said, she had no way to face that child.

But he had no way to face Lin Qianqian,
If at this time, it would be him who gave her a firm comforting embrace!Will it...

Tired of crying in Xi Yinian's arms, Lin Qianqian fell asleep.

He carefully tucked her in the quilt, brought a tissue, and slowly wiped away the tears from Lin Qianqian's eyes.

He never thought that Lin Qianqian, who was always calm and strong, would look like this once she collapsed!
Looking at the thin little woman on the bed, Xi Yinian didn't know what to do.

Every time Lin Qianqian was willing to communicate, he was discussing the child with him. He wished he could stay by her side every day, for fear that what happened last time would happen again.

The careful companionship did not bring about Lin Qianqian's improvement, on the contrary, her condition became more serious.

In the beginning, she would discuss the child with Xi Yinian, but in the end she was unwilling to even mention the child.Even the memory is confused, and most of the time I can't even recognize people.

Sitting by the window every day, watching the outside is a whole day.

"What should I do? People will be stupid if they stay like this."

Mo Xiaojing was very anxious outside the door. She had thought of all possible ways, but Lin Qianqian didn't respond.If you close yourself in a space for a long time, something will definitely happen.

"Qianqian is unwilling to communicate with us now."

Xi Yinian sighed helplessly. It was the first time he hated himself. At that time, why did he major in cardiac surgery instead of psychology, so that he could help Qianqian.

At night, Xi Yinian would go to the next ward to rest, and at this time, a man would sneak out.

He took a few pieces of toffee in his hand and handed them to Lin Qianqian, with a gentle smile on his handsome face: "This is the toffee I promised you, do you think I did it?"

"kindness."

Lin Qianqian took the toffee chips, grabbed two pieces and stuffed them into her mouth. There was a strong milk scent between her lips and teeth. Lin Qianqian squinted her eyes and said happily, "This is the taste. I liked it when I was young. Do you want to try it?"

Lin Qianqian also took a piece for him, Gu Jinyan obediently put it into his mouth and ate it slowly, he smiled and said, "It's really delicious."

"Of course, I would be reluctant to give it to someone else."

Gu Jinyan patted her head as a reward: "Is there anything else you want to eat tomorrow? I'll bring it to you."

She frowned slightly and thought about it seriously: "No. I'll tell you when I think about it."

"it is good."

The smile in Gu Jinyan's eyes became softer. Ever since he saw Lin Qianqian crying in Xi Yinian's arms that day, he couldn't help but appear in front of her at night.

Unexpectedly, not only did Lin Qianqian not reject him, but because he often appeared, she regarded him as someone close to her, and would tell him whatever was on her mind.

Regarding Lin Qianqian's situation, he consulted a doctor.

The answer is that due to the excessive stimulation, Lin Qianqian's brain automatically turned on protection, and she took the initiative to block those things that were not good for her. Now, what stays in her mind are those stages of life where there were no accidents.

As for Lin Qianqian's current thinking, the doctor couldn't tell what was going on, so he could only follow her and stop provoking her.

If Lin Qianqian still reacts to him, then he must spend more time with her and slowly induce her to accept the truth.

"Whether Qianqian behaved today, and if anything interesting happened, tell me."

"I saw a man and a woman downstairs today. I think they look familiar." Lin Qianqian stuffed another piece of milk into her mouth, thinking about it seriously: "But I can't remember who it is?"