Wife, do you see my kneeling posture is standard?

Lin Qianqian seemed to carry a lot of weight when saying the word "wife". Regarding her own identity, Lin Qianqian seldom mentioned it like this, let alone today after she was divorced.

Shock flashed across Gu Jinyan's face, which contrasted with the pain on Lin Qianqian's face, and it was unknown who was suffering more.

"I..." For the first time, Gu Jinyan felt his tongue knotted, and his heart was full of mixed flavors, which gathered together into a thick bitterness.

But under the bitterness, there are also hints of sweetness.

"However." Lin Qianqian suddenly took a deep breath, and before Gu Jinyan could feel the sweetness in her heart, she said slowly, her gaze fell out of the window, her face had returned to her usual calm, "It's all in the past, and there's no need to mention it again."

After finishing speaking, Lin Qianqian didn't look at Gu Jinyan's reaction, and stretched out her hand to open the door and got out of the car. Gu Jinyan hurriedly got out of the car to follow, and grabbed Lin Qianqian's arm, "Wait!"

Lin Qianqian was forced to stop, and followed Gu Jinyan's strength to turn her head to look at him, Gu Jinyan's hand on her arm tightened and loosened, then tightened again, "Before, I was too self-righteous. Can you...give me one more chance?"

It's far away from summer, and I can't hear the cicadas chirping at night, but I don't know which piece of grass is born, singing songs that no one can understand.

With Gu Jinyan's character, these words would definitely not be said today.When you are sick, you can show weakness, but when you are sober, if you are not absolutely sure that the other party will soften, then speaking out will almost push yourself to the other side.

Sure enough, Lin Qianqian pushed Gu Jinyan's hand away little by little, and freed her arm from his palm, "I'm tired."

Gu Jinyan couldn't tell for a while, whether she was sleepy and wanted to sleep, or she was tired for him.

This night, Lin Qianqian was still upstairs in her room, and Gu Jinyan was nestled in the living room of Lin's house.Seeming to be really tired, Lin Qianqian didn't even catch up with Gu Jinyan, and acquiesced to his behavior of following in with a face.

Because of Lin Guoan's situation, Lin Qianqian got up early in the morning, washed up briefly and prepared to see Lin Guoan, but when she went downstairs, she unexpectedly saw that Gu Jinyan had already woken up.

Lin Qianqian calmly returned her deliberately light footsteps to normal. Gu Jinyan came out of the kitchen wearing an apron and carrying a dinner plate. He looked like a home cook. Seeing Lin Qianqian greet him warmly, "Get up, come over and have breakfast."

"you……"

Before Lin Qianqian could finish her sentence, Gu Jinyan took over the conversation, and while taking off the floral apron on the white shirt, he said, "I still have something to do, I have to go to the company, you have something to eat before going to the hospital .”

His eyes fell on Lin Qianqian's loose clothes, Gu Jinyan hid the disappointment in his eyes, tidied himself up quickly, and left after saying another word.

Lin Qianqian breathed a sigh of relief. She was really afraid that Gu Jinyan would follow her again, so she walked to the dining table and opened the stool to sit down. On the table were red bean porridge, steamed buns with butter, and a few stuffed buns. .Just by looking at the shape, Lin Qianqian knew that it was the workmanship of the breakfast cook of the Gu family, and Gu Jinyan probably ordered it to be delivered early in the morning.

The aroma of red bean porridge wafted everywhere, Lin Qianqian took a deep breath, the sweetness was just right, she got up and went to the kitchen to look, there was steam on the porridge casserole, it was Gu Jinyan who got up early and boiled it himself.

Lin Qianqian didn't understand what she was thinking for a moment, probably because Gu Jinyan's absence could release her true self.It was still early, she sat at the dining table and drank all the porridge in the bowl, but she didn't eat much of the steamed buns and buns.

After the meal, the scent of red beans seems to be on the breath.

Lin Qianqian opened the door and went out. Gu Jinyan's car was parked at the door. The others left, but Lin Qianqian left the driver.

Seeing Lin Qianqian coming out, the driver immediately took two steps forward to help Lin Qianqian open the car door. Not knowing what to call him, he simply said, "The president asked me to take you to the hospital."

Lin Qianqian hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

The other party looked terrified, smiled and asked Lin Qianqian to sit on it.

The peak season was different from other times. When Lin Qianqian arrived at the hospital, the sun had already risen, but it was warm but not too hot.

Lin Guoan probably didn't wake up because of the excitement last night, but he has been transferred from the special care ward to the general ward.

Lin Qianqian went to see his doctor in charge and learned that this was normal and Lin Guoan's condition had stabilized, so she let out a sigh of relief.

After sitting on the bench outside for a while, Lin Qianqian subconsciously rubbed her stomach with her fingers in a daze.Suddenly, the nurse in charge of taking care of Lin Guoan came out from the ward and walked up to Lin Qianqian, "Miss Lin, Mr. Lin woke up and told you to come in."

"Oh." Lin Qianqian gently lifted the breath she had just let go, rubbed her fingertips on her stomach, and then lowered her hand and pushed the door in.

Lin Guoan really woke up.

He has limited mobility, and the nurse helped him to leave the bed, so that it would be more comfortable.As soon as Lin Qianqian entered, the eyes of father and daughter collided, and Lin Guoan's eye sockets instantly turned red.

His eyes fell from Lin Qianqian's face to her stomach. He obviously didn't say anything, but Lin Qianqian suddenly became flustered and blamed himself.

She walked over gently and sat down beside Lin Guoan's bed, and reached out to hold Lin Guoan's palm, "Dad."

The protruding belly appeared more clearly in Lin Guoan's sight as she sat down. Lin Guoan's face had an unhealthy bruise, and his lips trembled.

A pair of eyes that closely resembled Lin Qianqian's was staring at Lin Qianqian's belly. The eyes were filled with sadness and joy, making it unclear for a moment what his real thoughts were.

A person's spirit is very important. In the past, Lin Guoan was tall and indestructible in Lin Qianqian's eyes at any time, but once he fell ill, Lin Guoan, who was lying on the hospital bed and could not even speak clearly, seemed It has become much thinner, and the arms that shield it from the wind and rain have shrunk.

Since her mother passed away, Lin Qianqian and Lin Guoan had very little physical contact, and sometimes it was even indifferent, but they were still the people who cared most about each other.

Lin Guoan squeezed his fingers little by little, and held Lin Qianqian's hand, which was much smaller than his, in the palm of his hand. There were muddy water marks in his eyes, "You are so confused, why didn't you tell Dad?"

"Dad..." Looking directly at the word, Lin Qianqian's throat was choked up so badly that she had to hold back the grievance welling up in her chest, and kept swallowing. It took her a while to barely catch her last sentence. , "It was an accident, and I didn't expect it... I wanted to wait until you were better before I told you."

Her words did not comfort Lin Guoan, he held Lin Qianqian's hand, and Lin Qianqian could feel his fingertips trembling slightly, "It was I who hurt you, it was Dad who hurt you."

If he had known that this day would come, even if he insisted on not wanting the Lin family, he would not agree to Lin Qianqian's family giving it to Gu Jinyan.

Now, divorced but pregnant with Gu Jinyan's child, how will his child be self-sufficient in the future.What will happen to that unborn little life in the future?
Lin Guoan couldn't think of it, because he couldn't think of it, so he couldn't let it go, so he couldn't help but blame himself.

Probably every father is willing to give the best to his children, and wants his children to have the best.

But the reality is depressing and mournful. You think you have seen the future, but you don’t know that the future is too long. When she grows up, you will be old. What you can give is limited after all.

Lin Guoan couldn't tell Lin Qianqian not to have this child, but looking at Lin Qianqian's slender figure, he couldn't imagine her taking care of the child alone, but there were ten or eight nannies waiting on her. She was worried that Lin Qianqian would bump into her and fall, let alone now, with no one in front of her or behind her.

In his father's eyes, Lin Qianqian is still a child, how can he bear the burden of raising children alone? !

There were some words that she couldn't say, but Lin Qianqian felt it.She patted the back of Lin Guoan's hand with the other hand, and put it on it, her face was full of disapproval, "It's not your fault, the child was born unintentionally. It was I who divorced Gu Jinyan, and it was also I want to keep him, what does it have to do with you? You take good care of your illness, I am still waiting for you to come back and help me take care of the child. "

New life always has magical healing powers. Lin Guoan thought of the scene of holding a child who looked like his own daughter in his arms, and the blush in his eyes gradually faded, but he couldn't be happy after all, "You hire someone, don't you?" To say something else, you need someone to take care of you. Don't save money, I will be discharged from the hospital in a few days, I don't care if I don't look at it."

It was difficult for him to speak, but he expressed his meaning clearly.Lin Qianqian responded vaguely, and was about to ask the nurse to buy food to feed Lin Guoan, when Lin Guoan suddenly asked, "Son, does Gu Jinyan know?"

Lin Qianqian froze for a moment, knowing that she couldn't escape, she pursed her lips and nodded slightly.

Lin Guoan's eyes tightened, "Then he..."

Lin Qianqian realized what he didn't say, and lowered her eyelashes, "He said he wouldn't rob me of the child, don't worry."

Lin Guoan let out a soft "Oh", unable to tell whether he was disappointed or worried.

Because she hadn't been here for a while, Lin Qianqian stayed in the hospital for a whole day, chatting with Lin Guoan, and most of the time, it was Lin Guoan who asked questions, and she answered, which was a bit like when she was a child.But at that time, I had a lot of questions, and Lin Guoan was the one who answered them.

Lin Qianqian only left when it was dark, and I don't know if she comforted Lin Guoan so that he could recover from his illness.

She didn't mention the anniversary of her mother's death, but Lin Guoan took the initiative to bring it up.Speaking of Lin Qianqian's mother, Lin Guoan had missed him for several years, "I'm afraid I won't be able to go this year, and I don't know if your mother will be angry."

Speaking of this, he chuckled silently, probably thinking of the things that people still have in the past, and laughed indulgently.

"Don't go alone, find someone to accompany you. I heard that there has been heavy rain recently in the afternoon, and the house is so empty. Why don't you sell the house. Change to a smaller house, and you won't be afraid to live alone. .”