It turned out that Shi Chuya understood what Leng Yan said.

Taking grandma back to Xiaoyuan was his first step in imprisoning himself.

"Understood, let's go back." Shi Chuya leaned on the back seat, her whole body was icy. Even though it was still a sunny day, she felt that she had fallen into boundless darkness.

Uncle Liang didn't see her expression clearly, he just drove home by himself.

She thought that the two of them had reconciled as before last night, and the previous feud had been resolved, but now it seems that it is all her own wishful thinking.

The note turned out to tell her to stay at home and not to go out, why?Are you really afraid that she will run away?Or did he simply not believe in himself?

The temperature of the air conditioner in the car was very comfortable, but she tightened her clothes and shivered from the cold.

After arriving home, the dog had already guarded the door, jumped on Uncle Liang, and wagged its tail to seek Shi Chuya's touch.

She hugged its head and said to herself: "Dog, if you weren't tied by this chain, would you run away?"

The dog is loyal, maybe it will go out for a few days if you untie the chain, but it will find the scent and come back.

If animals are like this, why do people still suspect each other?
The dog couldn't understand what she was saying, but could feel her sadness, whimpered twice and wagged its tail vigorously. In the animal kingdom, it could have had a better way to comfort her, but its owner taught it not to lick woman.

Shi Chuya helped it smooth its fur, and said to Uncle Liang, "Who usually walks the dog?"

"It's usually me. If I'm not at home, the security here will take it out for a walk."

"Yeah." Grandma was calling her name, Shi Chuya walked into the house and said goodbye to the dog.

Zhao's mother cooked a sumptuous lunch. She made a dish that could be eaten from all over the world, and it seemed that she couldn't finish it.

After the meal, Shi Chuya took out a notebook from her bag.

"Mother Zhao, here are some precautions compiled by the nurse who took care of grandma before. Do you need it?"

Zhao's mother was a little embarrassed. She wanted to say that she had taken care of people all her life and didn't need these things, but her grandma had a special body, so she had no choice but to take the book.

"It contains some dietary taboos and daily life."

"Ah."

She is not in a high mood, and she is not very happy when people look at her.

"Grandma, I'm going to take a nap." She was upset, and upset would cause headaches.

Lying on the bed with Yu Yize's aura, Shi Chuya's headache still hadn't been relieved, she took the book on the bedside, which contained the photo Zhao Bei gave her, and the note Yu Yize left her at night.

Yu Yize's handwriting is juanxiu, very beautiful, she crumpled the note randomly and threw it on the ground, covered her face with the book, gasping for breath.

What is Yu Yize embarrassing about?Didn't she say everything she should have said?
The more she thought about this, the more she couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure out that Yu Yize obviously loved her, yet he did such an uncomfortable thing.

After a long time, she resigned herself to sitting up from the bed, walked barefoot on the carpet, and picked up the note she had thrown away. It seemed to be flattened, but it had been crumpled enough that it could not be restored to its original shape.

Tears fell down her cheeks in a particularly disappointing way. Shi Chuya didn't know why she was crying, and her heart hurt as if someone had dug out her mouth, making her unable to breathe.

The bitterness of love, who really knows who has tasted it.

Seemingly feeling better after crying enough, Shi Chuya stuck the note back to the page and went to the bathroom.

The blackout curtains set off the room like a dark night, without Yu Yize beside her, she could not sleep peacefully, she didn't know what dream she had, and her slender hands that were exposed outside the quilt clutched the quilt painfully.

She is dreaming.

I dreamed a nightmare that I hadn't dreamed for a long time, those who were chasing people, the mother who ran away holding Si'er, and the man who lost his memory, and the "Simu" he called.

In the dream, the scenes were constantly changing. She was running and roaring. No one could hear what she said. She was like a marginalized woman who was excluded, lonely and desperate.

Tears rolled down the corners of her eyes again, she hadn't woken up yet.

She saw the woman who looked exactly like her, no, she should have seen two people who also looked exactly the same.

"Si'er, you finally found your mother." The woman's voice was long and drawn out, as if it had automatically added special effects.

Shi Chuya frowned, "Who are you? Are you my mother?" Shi Chuya questioned.

She has an outstanding femininity, and she smiles brilliantly, "Yes, Si'er, Mom misses you so much."

The injured Shi Chuya couldn't recognize the seriousness in the woman's words. She looked at the woman whose eyebrows and eyes were not much different from her own, threw herself into her arms and cried.

She wanted to tell her mother that she was in pain now, and she missed her mother very much, but in a blink of an eye, her mother disappeared.

"Silly boy, where is Mommy, why are you crying?" It was another person who spoke, and compared with the woman just now, the person in front of him was more energetic.

Shi Chuya sat down on the ground and looked at her blankly, "Who are you? Why are you pretending to be my mother?"

The woman was not angry, she still said gently: "Mom hasn't seen you for a long time, it doesn't matter if you don't remember your mother, I won't leave you in the future."

The headache came unprepared, Shi Chuya held her head and kept repeating "you are not you", someone came to hug her, Shi Chuya could feel the other person's heartbeat, this is the embrace owed to her for more than [-] years , she couldn't help crying.

The woman disappeared again, and Shi Chuya yelled, 'Mom, where are you, Mom? 'But she heard no one answer her except her own echo.

She was left alone, she was tired, she curled up to resist the boundless darkness, but people in this world didn't want to let her go, they were chasing her again, the road ahead was a high cliff.

"Don't come here, I'll jump if you come here again!" Shi Chuya was forced to the edge of the cliff, and those people didn't intend to let her go.

"Jump, don't blame us for being rude if you don't jump again!" All the men who were chasing were booing, as if she jumped and everything would be fine.

Dust to dust, dust to dust.

Shi Chuya was so heartbroken that she opened her arms and chose to jump off the cliff.

Like the mother in her dream, she ended her life.

Shi Chuya opened her eyes suddenly, her eyes were dull and her body was cold, she opened her mouth and whispered, "Mom..."

It took a long time for the alarm clock she set to ring, and her thoughts were brought back to reality. It turned out that she had only slept for an hour, but the person in the dream had already passed several lifetimes.

Her whole body was soaked in sweat, and her throat was still a little dry. She laughed at herself and missed her mother when she was so old, but she laughed and cried because she had never seen her mother.

She changed the bed sheet and quilt cover, went to the shower to take a bath, her eyes were still a little swollen, she had to find a way to reduce the swelling, otherwise grandma would notice it.

She sneaked into her study room and found that the book she had put on the table a few months ago was still there intact. It was her professional book, and she had never touched it since she graduated.

The new year is approaching, what were she and Yu Yize doing on this day last year?

Shi Chuya opened her long-lost professional book and took a piece of drawing paper. She wanted to calm down and indulge in other things, but she drew for 10 minutes, and she couldn't draw a circular diagram.

Sure enough, being absent-minded is not enough.

She forced herself to spend the afternoon in the study, barely drawing a cup.

Yu Yize returned home from get off work on time and had dinner with her. The two of them didn't speak at the table. After the meal, he went to the study to deal with business. Shi Chuya gave her fruit twice, but he refused to speak.

Shi Chuya was even more discouraged, so she simply stopped disturbing him, went to her study, drew another cup, and finally fell asleep on her stomach unconsciously.

Yu Yize didn't see her in the bedroom after finishing his business, but saw the light on in the study and saw her sleeping on her stomach through the half-hidden door, he had no choice but to gently carry her back to the bedroom, wash and hug her sleep.

This kind of life was repeated for a week, Shi Chuya didn't have any job, her mobile phone couldn't do anything except call Yu Yize, she was living like a caged bird or a canary.

During this period, Yu Yize rarely talked to her, and when he got home on time, he would work overtime in the study until late at night.

Yu Yize had a social event that day, so he sent her a message in advance saying that he would be home late, and Shi Chuya replied 'yes'.

When Yu Yize was drunk and opened the bedroom door, he didn't see Shi Chuya's figure. He slammed the door angrily, and searched from room to room.

He missed her, even though he knew she couldn't go anywhere at home, he still missed her, there was no her in the bathroom, nor in the study, where did she go?

Shi Chuya woke up when he got home, she controlled her desire to take care of him, and forced herself to sleep on the bed, but she could hear those stumbling sounds, she felt like there were thorns on the bed, and she had to get up.

"Ze." Shi Chuya opened the door of the second bedroom, looking at the drunk man with mixed feelings.

He frowned, his face full of pain, she didn't know if it was because of his stomach or hers.

The moment Yu Yize saw her, his heart calmed down, and he stretched out his long arms to embrace her, "Where have you been? I've been looking for you for a long time."

Shi Chuya wanted to say, where else could she go?But she couldn't bear to bully a drunk man, "I was at home and fell asleep accidentally just now."

"You lied to me, I've looked for it, but you're not in the bedroom." Yu Yize's strength was too great, she could hardly breathe.

"Ze, I'm in pain." Shi Chuya's voice was uncomfortable.

Yu Yize seemed to be stimulated, and immediately relaxed a little, reaching out to stroke her hair.

"Chuya..." Yu Yize felt very uncomfortable, and held her in his arms without letting go, "Don't leave me."

Warm breath sprayed on her neck, and the familiar smell was a bit drunk. Shi Chuya felt that she was also drunk, otherwise why would she forget to push him away when he kissed him?
Before sinking completely, Shi Chuya used her remaining rationality to tell herself not to be soft-hearted next time, not to be tempted by him.

But how would she know what would happen next time?What's more, she loves this man, this cold and gentle man.

She wakes up at dawn, and has slept a lot at home these days. Besides eating, she just draws or sleeps.

She was finally able to see his appearance when she woke up. His stubble had sprouted, which made her feel painful and itchy. She also had dark circles under her eyes and lost a lot of weight. She felt distressed and scolded him for what he deserved.

When Yu Yize woke up, it was broad daylight, and his head hurt after a hangover. There was no familiar figure around him, so he jumped up from the bed in fright. Was everything last night his dream?

Fortunately, the note on the bedside table proved that everything about last night was true.

"Ze, I was there last night, and now I'm out walking my dog, I wonder if I can still live a normal life?"

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