After the live broadcast, I overturned with the boss

In the dream, Lan Xiaoya only felt that the light in front of her eyes became more and more obvious, and her hand was warm, as if something was holding her hand.

what is that?
"Sister, after you go back this time, take good care of yourself, let's meet again later!" Lan Chenxi's voice!
In the dream, the surroundings were pale. Lan Xiaoya turned around and saw Lan Chenxi, whom she had not seen for a long time. She ran towards Lan Chenxi, "Why, why did you refuse to come out to see me for so long? Why did you leave me behind? Me alone? Why didn't you keep the promise you made with your father? Lan Chenxi, you can't leave..."

In reality, Qiao Ruotan's hands gradually stiffened. This was the third time Lan Xiaoya had such an emotional dream talk since March.

There is a premonition that Lan Xiaoya is about to wake up.

But this is just a hunch.

Qiao Ruotan frowned slightly, "Xiaoya?"

Qiao Ruotan?

In the dream, Lan Xiaoya turned her eyes, but she didn't see Qiao Ruotan's figure.

"Xiaoya!"

There was another call, Lan Xiaoya's eyes froze, did something happen to Qiao Ruotan?Why is there Qiao Ruotan's voice here?
"Xiaoya, wake up..."

Wake up?

In the dream, Lan Xiaoya frowned slightly, wasn't she awake?
In reality, Qiao Ruotan's eyes turned red again. When he looked down, Lan Xiaoya's eyelids trembled.

"Xiaoya, can you wake up? You wake up, and I will take you to whatever you want to do?"

In the dream, Qiao Ruotan's voice hit Lan Xiaoya's brain, what does it mean to wake up?She turned her head to look at Lan Chenxi.

I saw two figures appearing behind Lan Chenxi, they were her adoptive father and mother.

"Xiaoya, father and mother are sorry for not letting Chenxi take good care of you." The adoptive father had a kind smile on his face. If there is anything different, it is probably because of his paralysis.

"Don't say it, it's because of her that our son died so early!" Yingzi, whose adoptive mother was still mean, didn't change at all.

"Shut up, Chenxi's death has nothing to do with Xiaoya!"

"Why doesn't it matter? If it wasn't for saving Lan Xiaoya, a white-eyed wolf, would Chen Xi fall down the building?"

"Chen Xi was an accident, an accident!"

"Stop arguing!" In the dream, Lan Chenxi roared, stopping the parents who were still arguing constantly in Lan Xiaoya's dream, and then looked at Lan Xiaoya.

"It's not because of you, it's because I can't bear the pain of losing you, so I choose to leave this world, Xiaoya, I only call your name for the last farewell, I have to go, I will wait for you in another world first, Let's meet as strangers in the next life, okay?"

"Xiaoya, come back, okay? Don't give me empty joy again and again, okay?" Qiao Ruotan's indistinct cry reached Lan Xiaoya's ears.

When she turned her head to see where Qiao Ruotan was, Lan Chenxi disappeared together with her adoptive parents.

they left?

really gone?

In reality, after Lan Xiaoya's eyelids trembled violently, they finally opened slowly.

Qiao Ruotan was at the side, clenched his hands into fists, "Xiaoya, are you awake?"

Yeah, woke up.

Qiao Ruotan was so happy that he ignored, ignored the tear that slipped from the corner of Lan Xiaoya's eye.

Lan Chenxi left this world because of her, even if he said he chose to leave because he couldn't bear the pain of losing her, Lan Xiaoya couldn't forgive herself.

Her hands trembled slightly, and Lan Xiaoya's heart was extremely depressed, her big tears fell down one by one.

"Xiaoya...what's the matter with you?" Qiao Ruotan stretched out his hand to help Lan Xiaoya up, and asked anxiously, "Is there something wrong? Wait for me, wait for me, I'll call the doctor right away!"

Qiao Ruotan just stood up, but felt that his hand was grasped by a weak force.

Turning her head to look, Lan Xiaoya was also looking up at him, "Where is Chen Xi?" She hadn't spoken for three months, her hoarse voice made her heart feel numb, and that question made Qiao Ruotan's brows furrow even more.

He didn't dare to lie to Lan Xiaoya, and he didn't dare to tell Lan Xiaoya the truth, so he coaxed in a low voice, "What's the matter, let's talk about it after you recover, may I ask the doctor to examine you first?"

"Where's Chen Xi?" Stubborn question, sweaty forehead, teary cheeks, red eyes and nose, slightly trembling mouth and trembling hands, exactly the same reaction as that day on the hospital rooftop...

"Miss Lan may continue to close her heart after she wakes up..." Qiao Ruotan heard these words, and seeing Lan Xiaoya's face, she trembled involuntarily.

"Xiaoya, be good..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Lan Xiaoya easily opened Qiao Ruotan's wrist, and lay down heavily on the bed.

Hearing the "bang" between her body and the bed board, Qiao Ruotan's heart skipped a beat, "Xiaoya? Xiaoya?" hurriedly went to confirm that Lan Xiaoya was still awake, and then her nervous heart recovered. The rhythm, got up and hurried to get the mobile phone, called the doctor, told the doctor all the current situation, then turned around and went into the bathroom to wring a towel.

She broke out in so much cold sweat, she would catch a cold if she didn't wash off... This was Qiao Ruotan's only thought.

But Lan Xiaoya on the bed no longer has the concept of the world.

There is only one picture in her mind, the height of 45 floors, Lan Chenxi leaping, and the bloody flesh on the dense concrete floor...

"Dawn..."

Lan Xiaoya's closest brother, the only family member, left in front of her eyes in this way... Obviously she could save her brother, but why?Why did she let him go in the end?
Her brain was knotted little by little, Lan Xiaoya didn't want to move, didn't want to respond, her heart couldn't forgive herself...

Self-blame and guilt filled her heart. At this moment, Lan Xiaoya was awake, but the reality is so cruel, she would rather sleep, at least in her dream, her relatives are still in this world, she is not alone...

But dreams have an end after all, no one can live by a dream...

But people are so amazing, they can create a dream without a dream.

At this moment, Lan Xiaoya is sinking herself into the dreamland she created bit by bit.

Qiao Ruotan was helpless, because he didn't answer Lan Xiaoya's question, and didn't give Lan Xiaoya a channel to vent out, so Lan Xiaoya could only choose the way of self-indulgence to resist the overwhelming guilt in her heart.

At this moment, Lan Xiaoya is truly a living dead—alive physically, but dead inside.

She just lay there quietly, allowing Qiao Ruotan to scrub her body, without moving, as if she had never opened her eyes.

"Xiaoya, are you feeling better? The doctor will be here soon." Qiao Ruotan calmed Lan Xiaoya's emotions softly.