After the live broadcast, I overturned with the boss

"Joe, Joe, Qiao Qiao Ruotan, yes, is that you?"

"Yes, it's me, Xiaoya is me, I'm here, how do you feel? Is there any discomfort? Huh?"

Hearing Lan Xiaoya's long-lost normal voice, Qiao Ruotan felt a little uncomfortable, and his eyes rolled slightly. He didn't know what to do for a while, so he could only care about Lan Xiaoya's current physical condition first. Her concern is of no use to Lan Xiaoya at this time.

Just waking up from the chaotic world she created, Lan Xiaoya has an extremely vague concept of time now...

Maybe another way to explain Lan Xiaoya's current state is better...

She knew that the person in front of her was someone she loved deeply, and she knew that the arrangement in front of her was probably in a hospital ward, but why was she here?
The point where the memory stopped was left on the roof of the city hospital, where it was empty, only she and Gu Muxue were confronting each other, and Qiao Ruotan and Lan Chenxi arrived together...

What about later?

She can't remember.

The trembling hand raised slightly, and gently grabbed Qiao Ruotan's trembling hand, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with me?"

Qiao Ruotan was slightly taken aback, what happened to her?
Because of his stimulation?

Because he couldn't bear the fact that Lan Chenxi passed away, he was admitted to the hospital?

Are these all that can be exported now?

Qiao Ruotan was a little confused for a moment.

"Xiaoya, it's okay, it's okay..." Qiao Ruotan leaned over slightly, stroking Lan Xiaoya's hair with her fingers, comforting her.

But after Lan Xiaoya's reaction, Qiao Ruotan finally understood what happened to Lan Xiaoya.

"Where is Dawn?"

That heavy name was Qiao Ruotan. The corners of his mouth that were raised slightly because of Lan Xiaoya's waking up fell down in an instant.

Where is Chen Xi?
Everything seems to be back to square one?

Lan Xiaoya still hadn't come out of Lan Chenxi's death, the first thing she did after waking up was still to ask about Lan Chenxi's situation, Qiao Ruotan frowned suddenly.

The person lying on the bed was unconscious, but she caught the change in Qiao Ruotan's eyes just before the nurse pushed her out of the ward.

Lan Xiaoya knows Qiao Ruotan so well, she knows that Qiao Ruotan's beautiful blue eyes are always so clear, there is only one exception, that is, Qiao Ruotan has something on his mind.

Whenever Qiao Ruotan had something hidden in his heart, those beautiful eyes would become dull, like the blue sea water mixed with impurities.

Lan Xiaoya's heart sank to the bottom of the sea in an instant, and she realized that things might not be that simple...

Why did Qiao Ruotan's eyes change?

The pretty brows twitched slightly, and Lan Xiaoya thought of what she asked before leaving the ward: Where is Chen Xi?
Her fingers trembled uncontrollably, and the bad premonition in her heart had a clear direction, and Lan Xiaoya became more and more anxious.

Not knowing whether it was because she was too worried about the person she cared about, or because she was eager to deny the panic brought about by the bad premonition in her heart, Lan Xiaoya threw off her quilt and sat up suddenly.

The nurse didn't expect Lan Xiaoya to behave like this, and she was startled. She hurriedly stopped what she was doing, and was about to hold Lan Xiaoya down with her hand.

But she never thought that Lan Xiaoya would unplug the instrument she had just worn on her hand first.

"Miss Lan, don't be nervous. We are nurses. We just want to check you up. Mr. Qiao is outside."

Feeling dizzy, everything in front of her was spinning like a special rotation effect, Lan Xiaoya shook her head, and then she understood what the nurse said.

But the anxiety in her heart told her that sitting here could only be swallowed by anxiety.

Turning over and getting out of bed, she became unsteady and knelt and sat on the ground.

Now the nurses became even more worried, not to mention the physical condition of the patient on the bed, just Qiao Ruotan, the CEO of the Fran Group, waiting outside the examination room, was enough to scare them.

Several nurses hurriedly gathered around Lan Xiaoya, and they stretched out their hands to help Lan Xiaoya get up, "Miss Lan, we are not bad people, we are nurses in the hospital, you fainted before, we are going to give you a routine examination now , if you are worried, we can let Mr. Qiao come in..."

But before the nurse finished speaking, Lan Xiaoya supported the edge of the bed and stood up unsteadily.

Qiao Ruotan is outside!
The useful information she got was like this, she raised her foot and walked towards the revolving door.

Seeing this, the nurse wanted to step forward and pull Lan Xiaoya back, but after thinking of Lan Xiaoya's identity, she didn't dare to do anything, so she could only protect Lan Xiaoya all the way to the door.

After finally reaching the door, as soon as the door of the examination room was opened, the nurse became aggrieved, "Mr. Qiao, we, we didn't do it on purpose. Miss Lan won't listen to us, why don't you come in?"

Qiao Ruotan raised his hand to stop the nurse's words, and stepped forward to hold Lan Xiaoya's hand. At this moment, he realized that Lan Xiaoya's body was actually so cold.

With her fingers slightly curled up, Qiao Ruotan finally sighed, "Xiaoya, I know what you want to ask me, don't worry, I will tell you the truth no matter what happens after you finish the inspection, please do the inspection first, okay?" ?”

Slightly raising her tired eyelids to look at the man she had always believed in, Lan Xiaoya saw the word "guarantee" in Qiao Ruotan's eyes.

Xu is a heart-to-heart, no matter how uncomfortable Lan Xiaoya feels in her heart at this moment, she knows one thing, that is: Qiao Ruotan's heart is not feeling well either.

His mouth moved, but he didn't ask any more questions after all, he just changed his sentence, "Stay with me."

Stay with me, at least let me know that you don't have time to discuss with others, and you don't have time to think about how to hide from me.

Lan Xiaoya hid her inner thoughts and leaned her body against Qiao Ruotan's chest. It wasn't that she didn't believe in Qiao Ruotan, but that she knew that the mutual cherishing between them would make Qiao Ruotan make wrong decisions, such as Using "for her own good" as an excuse, I chose to hide some things.

She didn't like such a machismo approach, but if the other party was Qiao Ruotan, it became an understandable problem.

Qiao Ruotan didn't say much during the process of helping Lan Xiaoya back into the examination room. Silence was another way of responding to Lan Xiaoya's question today.

Because of understanding, Lan Xiaoya seemed to understand something in her heart.

Lying on the hospital bed in the examination room, the tears in the corners of Lan Xiaoya's eyes hit Qiao Ruotan's hand beside her pillow.

It was obviously just a drop of tear, but unexpectedly, there was such a scalding temperature.

Qiao Ruotan's eyes moved to Lan Xiaoya's face, and the brows were full of pain. It turned out that the most terrible thing in this world is not being hurt...

Compared with being hurt, it seems that the second injury is more uncomfortable.

Time heals everything, this saying is not fabricated out of thin air, it is the experience of countless predecessors.

But when the scars left by the wounds healed by time were ruthlessly uncovered again, that kind of pain made me feel the naked pain.

In that kind of pain, there is the fear of the pain experienced in the past, and even more the fear of tearing the flesh that is directly faced now.

Double fear is where secondary injury is deadliest.

Qiao Ruotan's gaze slowly shifted to the place where the tears fell.

Obviously, the tears just slipped over the back of the hand, leaving behind a tear stain that can't be seen without looking carefully, but why can such scorching temperature stay on the back of the hand forever?
Qiao Ruotan's heart was full of doubts, and there was probably only Lan Xiaoya who could solve such doubts.

The inspection is finally over.

The nurse looked at the atmosphere in the examination room, but she didn't dare to speak loudly, so she could only speak in a low voice, "Mr. Qiao, the results will be out in half an hour. The doctor is busy at the moment, and the doctor will come to you later. May I ask if you need help now?" Send Miss Lan back to the ward?"

After the nurse finished asking, Lan Xiaoya's voice picked up, "Is this examination room still in urgent need?"

Don't worry, this was originally the exclusive examination room for the patients in the VIP ward. Now the entire VIP ward area is only used by the Qiao family, so naturally no one will use this examination room.

Seeing the nurse shaking his head, Qiao Ruotan knew in his heart that he couldn't escape this time, so he could only ask in a low voice, "Can I trouble the nurse to close the door for me? I will send Xiaoya back to the ward by myself in half an hour." .”

The nurse looked at Qiao Ruotan and then at the door of the examination room. It is reasonable to say that no one is allowed to stay in a place like the examination room, but they are just little nurses, so how dare they ask Qiao Ruotan what he thinks? ?

After the embarrassment, the nurse could only nod, "Well, if Mr. Qiao needs help in half an hour, just ring the emergency bell."

After the words fell, the nurse's footsteps sounded, followed by the sound of closing the door.

The space in the examination room seemed to become thinner the moment the nurse closed the door.

Qiao Ruotan only felt a faint smell of blood in his nose, but for a while he couldn't tell where the smell came from.

"Tell me what happened."

This is a declarative sentence. It should be a declarative sentence, but it feels a little questioning. Qiao Ruotan's heart trembles. It seems that Lan Xiaoya has indeed forgotten something... But what exactly did Lan Xiaoya forget?
Closing her eyes slightly, Qiao Ruotan pretended to be relaxed and said, "Xiao Ya, you are so thoughtless, what exactly do you want to ask me?"

Lan Xiaoya could clearly perceive his temptation, she was not a fool, she just forgot some very important things.

Tightening her hand slightly, Lan Xiaoya slowly turned her head to look at Qiao Ruotan who was sitting beside her, and then raised the hand that was just put on various instruments.

"Why am I in the hospital?"

"What happened to Gu Muxue?"

"I was not kidnapped by Gu Muxue, why did I appear here now?"

"I'm in the hospital, why didn't Chenxi come to see me?"

"Also, why did your expression change so strangely when I asked you what happened to Chen Xi?"

Since Qiao Ruotan didn't know what to say, well, she asked one by one.

Silence, long silence, Qiao Ruotan's eyes fixed on Lan Xiaoya's hand, before his eyes were all the scenes from before, and the heaviest thing was the frightening spot on the concrete floor under the forty-odd high-rise building. It was bright red, mixed with rainwater, and washed into a pool of blood like this.

Qiao Ruotan's eyebrows couldn't help trembling, and the long eyelashes also revealed the emotions in Qiao Ruotan's heart.

Lan Xiaoya saw all of this, but she didn't say anything. The person in front of her was the person she loved the most, the person she trusted the most, and the person she wanted to spend her life with. Knowing how to fabricate stories, what she has to do now, and the only thing she can do, is to give Qiao Ruotan some time to sort out her emotions.

However, if you look carefully, you can find that Lan Xiaoya's hands are also slightly tightened, and she is also nervous. In fact, she already has the answer in her heart, doesn't she?
The time passed bit by bit, and the minute hand passed through a few spaces. Finally, Qiao Ruotan moved.

The fingers moved first, followed by the lips, followed by a low coughing sound.

Raising his head, he looked at the little girl on the bed with dark blue eyes, after a long time of deliberation, Qiao Ruotan finally spoke, "Do you not remember what happened before?"

Lan Xiaoya's face was obviously stunned for a moment, what happened?Why does she remember?
Looking at the doubt written on Lan Xiaoya's face, Qiao Ruotan knew that this girl had forgotten the most terrifying scene - that puddle of eye-stinging blood.

"Xiaoya, what I'm going to tell you next is scary, and it may be absurd, but I won't lie to you, not even a word, so are you willing to listen to what I have to say?" Qiao Ruotan held Lan Xiao Lan Xiaoya's face was still tightly locked with her hands and eyes. How much he wished that Lan Xiaoya could back down at this moment!

However, the facts told him that this was a very difficult and difficult matter.

Lan Xiaoya's dictionary didn't seem to back down, of course she had to throw out the family's departure.

Seeing the little girl's pale face but still choosing to nod, Qiao Ruotan felt an indescribably aggrieved feeling in her heart.

Sighing deeply, she gave an answer first, "Chen Xi is gone, and went to see your parents."

Qiao Ruotan's voice was very slow, and he was trying his best to give Lan Xiaoya time to buffer.

But the lethality of this sentence is really big enough, that is Lan Xiaoya's only relative, and the only biological flesh and blood of the Lan family!
Time seemed to stand still at this moment. For a moment, Lan Xiaoya didn't know how to recognize Qiao Ruotan's words.

"Three months ago, you were kidnapped by Gu Muxue, and Chenxi fell off the roof of the city hospital in order to...to save you..."

Her heart twitched violently, Lan Xiaoya felt a shadow flash in front of her eyes, and her breathing became much more difficult.

"You can't accept this fact. For three months, you have closed yourself up and been in a coma for three full months. You didn't wake up until a few days ago."

With a headache, Lan Xiaoya felt her head was tearing apart, as if a devil was tearing her soul apart with a hook.

"It's not true, is it?"

With a trembling voice overflowing her throat, Lan Xiaoya still hoped in her heart that this was just a dream, just an illusory dream!

But all of this is true, Lan Chenxi's death is true, Lan Xiaoya's coma is true, and the period of more than three months is true!

Without answering Lan Xiaoya's question, Qiao Ruotan seemed to be trapped in his own memories. Three months, whether it was long or short, was not short.

Can it be erased?
I'm afraid it will be difficult.

Qiao Ruotan couldn't forget the feeling of fear and fear in the past three months.

It feels like a thief stole some peerless treasure. Because it is a peerless treasure, it is impossible to sell it on the street easily. It can be carried in the bosom and carried by the side, for fear of being stolen, and for fear of being discovered.

Qiao Ruotan's treasure is Lan Xiaoya, but what he fears is Lord Yan.

During those three months, Lan Xiaoya was in a coma. People with closed self-awareness sometimes even had difficulty swallowing. I couldn't sleep, so I decided to use the nasal feeding tube suggested by the doctor.

During those three months, Lan Xiaoya had no sense of the outside world, and she would suffocate intermittently in the middle of the night. If she was not careful, she might really suffocate and die, so Qiao Ruotan had to pinch the alarm clock during that time Let's look at Lan Xiaoya's breathing, but he is a human being, and he sometimes falls asleep due to exhaustion. He will never forget the panic feeling when he woke up from a deep sleep. Fortunately, Lan Xiaoya has never experienced anything. accidents.

During those three months, Lan Xiaoya said countless words in her dreams, but none of them were related to Qiao Ruotan. Everything was related to Lan Chenxi. There is also a hope: If waking up means pain, then it is better to live in a dream all your life.But in the end, Lan Xiaoya gave him the greatest hope: she woke up, but her mind was still asleep.

During those three months, Qiao Ruotan waited by Lan Xiaoya's side day and night, afraid that he would miss every minute and every moment, but in the end he didn't miss anything, because no one would have a huge accident in three months. Of course, Qiao Ruotan ignored Lan Xiaoya's physical changes subjectively.

How scary were those three months?Probably just like Lan Xiaoya was afraid of losing her dearest brother?Because she was afraid of losing her love, Qiao Ruotan's three months passed in pain. The pain was like stabbing Qiao Ruotan with a blunt knife.

Once recalling those three months, Qiao Ruotan's back couldn't help but straighten.

"After you wake up, no, after you wake up, you still don't want to accept this world without morning light, so you still close yourself in your own world, like..." Like hiding it in a jar My own soul, only a body is given to me.

The latter words, Qiao Ruotan hid in his throat, the sourness in his nasal cavity flooded into his eyes, and the eye sockets turned red.

"Last night, you seemed to be stimulated. You went crazy and asked me not to approach, so I didn't control my emotions anymore. I took you to meet Chenxi."

There was a slight pause in the voice, and Qiao Ruotan laughed as if mocking himself, "Xiaoya, I know that I should control my emotions and not use such extreme means to remind you of the fact that Chenxi left, but I can't accept it... ..."

There is no way to accept what?
Probably the most unbearable thing for Qiao Ruotan was that Lan Xiaoya was still resisting his contact when she was in the most pain.

So he went crazy, so he tried every extreme method to make Lan Xiaoya remember, even if it was a strong hatred.

The words have come to this point, what should be said has been finished, Qiao Ruotan slowly raised his eyes to look at Lan Xiaoya, the red eye sockets and the eyes that were gradually turning blue due to tears unexpectedly looked a bit like the scene on the concrete floor that day. A puddle of blood.

The scene of that day gradually appeared before Lan Xiaoya's eyes.

"I love you Xiaoya." Lan Chenxi's last words before jumping.

Brows suddenly tightened, no, Lan Chenxi didn't fall down by mistake!

He didn't have to die. Under the circumstances at that time, there was absolutely no need for Lan Chenxi to die. The police could quickly control Gu Muxue, and no one could hurt them anymore. However, Lan Chenxi still chose the most decisive step.

Raising her hand to her chest, her heartbeat accelerated, and Lan Xiaoya's face darkened a lot, she knew it.

She knew all about it.

Turning her eyes slightly, letting her tears fall, Lan Xiaoya slowly turned her head to look at Qiao Ruotan after an unknown amount of time, the corners of her mouth twitched a few times, and then she struggled to say: "No your fault."

Knowing that Qiao Ruotan felt guilty and blamed himself, yes, how could he not feel guilty?
Qiao Ruotan is the same person who cares about Lan Chenxi very much, but Qiao Ruotan thinks that he can keep Lan Chenxi safe and escape.

But in the end, Qiao Ruotan did not fulfill his promise, so Qiao Ruotan felt guilty towards Lan Xiaoya and Lan Chenxi.

However, Lan Xiaoya knew that these matters were none of Qiao Ruotan's business.

Lan Chenxi's death has nothing to do with Qiao Ruotan, Ye Baihe's entanglement has nothing to do with Qiao Ruotan, and Xiao Moran's use has nothing to do with Qiao Ruotan!

With trembling hands, she wiped away the tears from the corners of Qiao Ruotan's eyes, Lan Xiaoya smiled, "It's not your fault, don't blame yourself, I remembered it, I already remembered it."

Qiao Ruotan's treasure is her, so why is Lan Xiaoya's treasure not Qiao Ruotan?

How does this man love her?How can he still hold her hand with such hopeless hope, and refuse to let her go to hell?

Lan Xiaoya didn't dare to think about how hard Qiao Ruotan had been during the three months she had been in a coma, but looking at the blue and black eyes of Qiao Ruotan, Lan Xiaoya already had a bottom line in her heart.

Qiao Ruotan probably worked really hard.

"Will you take me to see Chenxi again tomorrow?"

Qiao Ruotan frowned, holding Lan Xiaoya's hand, he couldn't believe that Lan Xiaoya could accept Lan Chenxi's death so calmly.

Looking at Qiao Ruotan's frown, Lan Xiaoya felt a little guilt in her heart, and she stretched out her hand to smooth out the wrinkles there. She really wanted to tell Qiao Ruotan that sometimes some things were not about thinking about it, let alone letting go and accepting it. Just forget it.

Lan Chenxi has already left, Lan Chenxi can choose to die without dying, for whom?Lan Xiaoya was very clear in her heart, so she couldn't blame Qiao Ruotan for not protecting him well, since he had already tried his best.

So she can only blame herself, and Qiao Ruotan can't let Qiao Ruotan know about such a blame, otherwise, Qiao Ruotan will feel guilty together, she doesn't want the man in front of her who loves her to feel sad about her anymore, so Lan Xiaoya Decided to bear all the sadness between two people alone.