After the live broadcast, I overturned with the boss

Gradually clenching her movable right hand, Mrs. Qiao frowned, and she couldn't help asking in her heart: What does Xiaoya want to do?
In fact, she had already guessed it, but it was too late.

Lan Xiaoya had long since put away the pinyin tablet, the tool used by Mrs. Qiao to communicate with the outside world.

"Auntie, you have worked hard during this time. You have to take care of Xiaoyuan and Xiaoxingxing, me, and Qinqin. Tonight's celebration banquet, I should be most grateful to you. Without you, I don't know how Ruotan survived those three months..."

"Xiaoya is fine, it's nothing, don't take it to heart..." Qiao Yian was a little embarrassed by the sudden thanks, and was about to evade with her hands, but Lan Xiaoya didn't give her a chance.

"The next step is to thank Yikun, Secretary Li and Manager Zhang!"

Lan Xiaoya turned around and looked at the three people opposite, "Thank you for being by Qiao Ruotan's side and helping Qiao Ruotan all the time. You didn't choose to betray like Xiao Moran, nor did you choose to leave. I know, with your abilities, it is not difficult to take down the Fran Group during the three months I was in a coma, but you didn't do it!" Lan Xiaoya's voice paused slightly, "So I really appreciate your willingness to treat Ruotan as a friend."

The voice paused for a moment, and Lan Xiaoya poured herself another cup of herbal tea, then turned to look at Qinqin and Ye Yun, "I'm sorry that I can't drink alcohol today, so I can only use herbal tea instead, but this cup, I want to respect you Two best friends, you never thought of leaving me or giving up on me, even if I am not human or ghost, you have always stayed by my side and told me what I can do and what I cannot do, thank you very much Thank you very much for accompanying me through those painful days! Today I will replace wine with tea, and I will drink with you again when I have a chance in the future!"

Ye Yun and Qinqin looked at each other, both felt that Lan Xiaoya was a little abnormal today, but they couldn't talk about what was abnormal, so they could only watch Lan Xiaoya drink the wine in her hand like this, and put the wine glass again Turning to Qiao Ruotan.

"Finally, I would like to thank Qiao Ruotan."

Lan Xiaoya's eyes fixed on Qiao Ruotan's body, and her brows frowned, "Thank you for saving me in that dark place, and I was spared from such painful torture for the rest of my life." ,Thank you."

"Thank you for falling in love with me later and staying by my side."

The voice stopped abruptly, and Lan Xiaoya's heart trembled suddenly. She knew that she couldn't continue talking. If she continued, she would definitely reveal her truth. She had enough to say tonight!

Slowly tightening his hands, he walked to Qiao Ruotan's side, wrapped his arms around Qiao Ruotan's arm, and smiled sweetly at the corner of his mouth, "Bring a glass of wine!"

These three words were like a spell, causing Qiao Ruotan to forget Lan Xiaoya's weirdness just now, a smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth, and she lowered her head slightly to see the smile on Lan Xiaoya's face, feeling satisfied in her heart.

Under the gaze of everyone, the two raised their hands to guide down the wine in the cup.

"Now it's time to drink a cup of wine. During this period of time, Qiao Ruotan, you should work hard. Just like what Yi Kun said today, the three of us now have a wedding together!" Ye Yun joked I got up, raised the glass in my hand, and toasted a glass of wine in the direction of Mrs. Qiao and Qiao Yian, "It's really troublesome for Mrs. Qiao and Miss Qiao during this time, but everything is over now. Everything will get better slowly!"

Qiao Yian smiled and took the drink and drank it in one gulp, "Yes, that's it, everything has been settled, and we will live happily from now on. Let's not talk about the past!"

After a slight pause, Qiao Yian looked at Lan Xiaoya, "Xiaoya, the business plan left by Chen Xi is indeed very good. I am sorry that Chen Xi left early, but my aunt hopes that you can let go of the past and take a good look at the future." , I believe that Chen Xi also hopes that you can live a good life."

As he said that, Qiao Yian suddenly thought of his brother and sister-in-law who had left in a plane crash, his eyes suddenly turned red, and the corners of his mouth drooped slightly, "Tan'er's parents left us very early, Tan'er, me and grandma are very sad , but people cannot be resurrected after death, if we keep entangled in the past and everything, we will never let go, Xiaoya, now you still have the Qiao family, and Tan'er, Xiaoyuan and Xiaoxingxing are also there, in the future we will happy……"

Unexpectedly, Qiao Yi'an would suddenly bring up Lan Chenxi's issue. Lan Xiaoya's suffocated tears finally slipped down. She couldn't tell others about the pain she was enduring in her heart. Even Qiao Ruotan couldn't say it because of her forbearance. There is blame and hatred in it. Those blame and hatred are like a knife, a sharp knife that will hurt Qiao Ruotan's heart...

But today, all the pain was lifted like this, and Lan Xiaoya's tears fell down bit by bit, as if a bank had burst.

Qiao Yian felt distressed when she saw it, and went up to wipe Lan Xiaoya's tears, "Silly boy, it's okay, it's all over, Chen Xi hasn't gone far, he's always by your side, always, silly boy ..."

she knows.

She knew that Chenxi was always there, but she couldn't let it go, she couldn't let it go, she was so guilty, she nestled in Joyan's arms, as if she had returned to her childhood when she was beaten and cried by her adoptive mother, and her adoptive father hugged her to comfort her .

Lan Xiaoya felt sore in her heart, but she knew that she could no longer stay here.

"Okay, okay, what my aunt said just now is in the past, what are you talking about now?" Qiao Ruotan pulled the two of them away, raised her hand to wipe Lan Xiaoya's tears, and laughed, "Why are you still crying? Get up, today is the celebration banquet, we all need to be happier, what do you think?"

Lan Xiaoya with a red nose nodded, "Yes, I want to be happier, don't cry, don't cry!" Saying this, Lan Xiaoya wiped her tears, laughed through tears, and turned to the others He raised the cup filled with herbal tea, "Sorry, sorry, I made everyone laugh again!"

"No, no, if Chen Xi is still there, I will come to this celebration today..."

Before Yi Kun's words fell, Ye Yun's ears were pinched, "I just stopped, and you said again, are you owed?"

"Hey, hey, Xiaoyun, it hurts, let me go first, let me go first, you have something to say, don't you? Have something to say!"

"I didn't see you have something to say, huh?" Ye Yun's voice raised.

Two people, one begging for mercy and the other aggressive, made the people at the wine table laugh.

The time was blurred, drinking three rounds, a small celebration banquet, crying and laughing, everyone had a great time.

But how long can such happiness last?

No one knows that Lan Xiaoya doesn't drink because she can't drink. Although her current physical condition does not allow her to drink, does Xiaoya care about those people who are restricted?
Obviously not.

The reason why she didn't drink was because she couldn't drink this wine tonight.

Arranged for the driver at home to take Secretary Li, Ye Yun and Yikun back, and then ordered the servants at home to take Qiao Yian and the two children back to the room to rest. On Qinqin who was asleep, Lan Xiaoya sighed, "Silly girl, I won't be here anymore. With Secretary Li protecting you, I don't have to worry about it. I hope we didn't see the wrong person..."

After saying that, Lan Xiaoya helped Qinqin up and sent her back to her room. She twisted a towel and sat down beside Qinqin's bed. Brother, don’t let him be decadent, remember to find a good marriage for Brother Qiao, let him forget about me and live a good life, understand?”

As she spoke, Lan Xiaoya gently put the warm towel in her hand on Qinqin's face, and gently wiped her face bit by bit.

She thought that if she made a decision, she would not have any soft-heartedness, but Lan Xiaoya still underestimated herself.

Tears fell down bit by bit, and the feeling of distress ran across her chest. Only Lan Xiaoya knew clearly how reluctant she was and how scared she was.

But now that the choice has been made, there is no room for it anymore.

This path is the best choice for both Lan Xiaoya and Qiao Ruotan.

Finally, after helping Qinqin to clean up, Lan Xiaoya went to them—her and Qiao Ruotan's room.

The man was drunk, was helped into the room by the servant, and was lying sprawled on the bed, panting heavily.

Looking at Qiao Ruotan's looming muscles hidden under her chest, Lan Xiaoya couldn't help thinking, what kind of woman should sleep in this bed in the future?And what kind of person should become the wife of the president of the Fran Group?

Her thinking can only be a fantasy, because these things are out of her control when she is planning to leave and when she does not hesitate to put drugs in the drink...

Approaching Qiao Ruotan's side, gently sat down beside him, sliding his hands along the contours of his facial features, touching his skin bit by bit, Qiao Ruotan's blue eyes were in his mind , those unforgettable eyes...

"Qiao Ruotan, I'm sorry."

It is impossible for Qiao Ruotan to hear the last sentence left...

He got up and left his mobile phone behind, took out the new mobile phone that he had prepared earlier from the drawer, put on the new mobile phone card, then grabbed a letter, squeezed it in his hand, then bent down slowly, and gave the quilt to Qiao Ruo With the sandal cover on, Lan Xiaoya turned and left this room, which once belonged to them.

Step by step, she walked towards Mrs. Qiao's room. This was the last time she was going to go to someone else. In fact, Lan Xiaoya knew in her heart that when she met Mrs. Qiao's eyes tonight, Mrs. Qiao guessed her thought out.

"Knock knock" knocked on the door sounded.

Inside the door, Leng Xia was slightly taken aback, it was a bit late, the old lady was about to rest, who would come?
"It's me!" Lan Xiaoya's voice sounded at the door, and Leng Xia got up to open the door, "Sister Xiaoya, what's wrong?"

"Is grandma asleep?" Lan Xiaoya asked softly.

Leng Xia shook her head, "Maybe she's too excited tonight, she's still sitting, I want to help her to sleep, but I won't let her."

Lan Xiaoya's heart skipped a beat, she guessed right.

There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, "It should be too excited, I can trouble you to go downstairs and warm a glass of milk for grandma."

"I was just about to go, Sister Xiaoya, you came just in time, you are here to accompany the old lady, I will come when I go."

Lan Xiaoya nodded.

Seeing Leng Xia walking away, Lan Xiaoya slowly walked into the room, locked the door, and walked to Madam Qiao's side step by step to stand still, "Grandma, it's getting late, it's time to rest."

Hearing Lan Xiaoya's voice, Mrs. Qiao's body froze slightly, struggling to turn her head, but her body refused to obey.

Naturally, Lan Xiaoya saw Madam Qiao's intentions, turned around a few steps, and stood in front of Madam Qiao, "Grandma, I'm sorry."

Shaking her head, Mrs. Qiao was anxious, moaning and hawing, she couldn't even utter the simple words that could be uttered during the usual rehabilitation training.
But Mrs. Qiao was yelling self-reproach in her heart: Xiaoya, don't leave, everything is my old woman's fault, I shouldn't break up you and Tan'er, I shouldn't hurt your brother, It's because I lured the wolf into the house that today's ending is the fault of me, an old woman. Don't leave. What can Tan'er do if you leave?You're gone, Tan'er can't hold on...

Lan Xiaoya couldn't hear Mrs. Qiao's cry in her heart, but she could see the anxiety in Mrs. Qiao's eyes.

Sighing softly, Lan Xiaoya gently squeezed Mrs. Qiao's hand, and said in a low voice, "Grandma, I didn't mean to blame you. It's not your fault, it's mine. I can't let go of the past, and There is no way to let go of the past, I don't want Qiao Ruotan and I to become different after a long time, so I choose to leave, grandma, the reason for all this is mine, not you, don't blame yourself..."

As she spoke, there was a sound of opening the door. Lan Xiaoya slightly raised her eyes and saw that the door had opened a gap. Knowing that it was inconvenient for Leng Xia to carry the milk, she got up and walked to the door, took the milk, and slowly ordered, "Leng Xia You go wash up first, I'll bring the milk."

Leng Xia didn't have any doubts, she said hello, then turned and left.

After closing the door, Lan Xiaoya still took out the sleeping pills she had prepared earlier from her pocket. She knew that Mrs. Qiao would definitely see the clues tonight. Since she could see the clues, she would not be able to fall asleep. When she is old, she can't stand such a toss, so Lan Xiaoya will appear here at this moment.

After adding the sleeping pill powder to the milk, it turned slightly yellow, and then returned to the old lady's side, squatted down, and fed the milk in her hand to the old lady's mouth, "Grandma, how about some?"

But how could the old lady be willing to drink? After holding back for a long time, she finally choked out two words, "Don't go."

Lan Xiaoya's heart moved, tears fell, she shook her head lightly, and finally apologized, "I'm sorry, grandma."

Standing up, taking advantage of her figure, she supported her grandma and forced her to drink the milk.

Time passed bit by bit, and when the old lady fell asleep peacefully, Lan Xiaoya helped the old lady up and placed her on the bed.

After wiping the old lady's face, Lan Xiaoya said softly, "Grandma, this is the only time I was disrespectful, I hope you don't blame me."

Yes, this is the only time that Lan Xiaoya forced Mrs. Qiao to do something, but it was her helpless move...

In her mind, she once fantasized that Mrs. Qiao would see all the clues, but she never thought that this day would come, and Lan Xiaoya still didn't stop because of the persuasion in Mrs. Qiao's eyes.

People's hearts are hardened again, and they are really like stones.

Just like at this moment, Lan Xiaoya firmly believed in her heart: in the future, the life without her would be better for Qiao Ruotan, at least better than a long time later when she blamed Lan Chenxi's death on Qiao Ruotan.

Gently put the letter in her hand beside Mrs. Qiao's bed, leaned over, and looked at Mrs. Qiao's old face again, a picture popped up in her mind: after many years, she might be like this Perhaps the old face is lying quietly in a place where no one knows her, or it may be dying step by step like this.

"Grandma, I'm leaving, tell Ruotan not to be sad, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain..."

Straightened up, turned around, and walked towards the door step by step, Lan Xiaoya never looked back.

That night, everyone in Qiao's family fell asleep...

In the courtyard, the evening wind blew through the tall old trees, and the sound of the whirling leaves came to my ears, like a person singing in a low voice. The somewhat thin figure disappeared into the darkness little by little. Fleeing, no one woke up from the dream, and no one found her gone.

……

The blackness of the night finally faded, the effect of the sleeping pills gradually faded, and some people finally woke up bit by bit from their sleep.

Feeling the light shining into the room with trembling eyelids, Qiao Ruotan was puzzled: What time is it?

"Xiaoya..." Called softly, bitterness welled up in his mouth, Qiao Ruotan couldn't help laughing: It seems that he hasn't had a drink for a long time, and he only drank so much yesterday, why did he sleep so deeply?

Thinking of this, Qiao Ruotan turned slightly, but the person who was supposed to be sleeping with him was gone.

Frowning, she propped herself up little by little and sat up from the bed. Qiao Ruotan shook her head, "It's so early in the morning, where did you go?"

Turning her head to look at the small alarm clock beside the bed, Qiao Ruotan's eyes hesitated for a few seconds, ten o'clock?
It's ten o'clock, how could Lan Xiaoya not wake him up?
Doubt came to my mind again, I turned over and got up, I don't know if it was because my center of gravity was unstable or because I drank too much yesterday, my steps were a little staggering.

That long-lost bad premonition hit his heart, and a voice in his mind said to him: It's not good, it's not good...

What exactly is wrong?

What's wrong?

Qiao Ruotan's hands trembled slightly, and he looked down at himself. He was still wearing the clothes he wore at dinner yesterday... In the past, Xiaoya would help him change into clean pajamas...

Shaking his head again, Qiao Ruotan didn't want to stay in the room anymore, this room seemed a bit strange without Lan Xiaoya.

But what is so strange?

He didn't dare to think about it, he stabilized his expression, turned around and walked out of the room quickly.

"Chen Steward, Chen Steward?" Qiao Ruotan's voice called.

Downstairs, Steward Chen heard the voice, and he poked his head out of the dining room to respond, "What's wrong, young master?"

"Where's Xiaoya?"

"Miss Lan..."

"Old lady? Old lady? Don't get excited, don't get excited..." Another scream interrupted Chen Butler's unfinished words, Leng Xia came out of the room in a panic, her face was full of anxiety.

At this time, Qiao Ruotan was at the door of Mrs. Qiao's room, and the two bumped into each other face to face.

"What happened to grandma?"

"I don't know. When I went in this morning, the old lady was half lying on the bed, shaking all the time..." That scene, even a professionally trained nurse like Leng Xia, was frightened. Qiao Ruotan Seeing this, he didn't dare to delay, and crossed Leng Xia into the room.

Sure enough, as Leng Xia said:
The curtains in the room were drawn tightly, and only a slit of light came in to illuminate the whole room... But such a little bit of light made the room more intrusive.

Looking down at the side of the bed, Mrs. Qiao's legs were drooping by the side of the bed, her upper body was lying on the bed, and her whole body was obviously twitching...

Qiao Ruotan was stunned for a moment, then realized that Mrs. Qiao wanted to get out of bed by herself!

what happened?
"No, don't... no, no..."

The broken voice from Mrs. Qiao's throat rushed into Qiao Ruotan's mind bit by bit... He froze for a moment, and suddenly remembered the time when Ye Baihe gave Mrs. Qiao medicine...

Not daring to delay any longer, she hurried forward and helped Mrs. Qiao up with both hands, "Grandma, grandma, what's wrong?"

Seeing her precious grandson, and then turning her eyes slightly to see the glimmer of light coming in through the curtains, Mrs. Qiao's eyes sank, showing a little dullness...

"No..." It was still a strong pronunciation just now, but now it gradually fell down, like a deflated ball.

There was a lot of movement downstairs, Qiao Yi'an and Qinqin also woke up, followed downstairs, and saw the scene like Li in the room, and they were stunned for a while.

"mom?"

"grandmother?"

"Tan'er, what's going on?" Qiao Yian asked Qiao Ruotan, not caring that she was still in her pajamas.

But Qiao Ruotan couldn't answer, and the strange feeling came to his heart more and more.

Even my aunt and Qinqin are here, where is Xiaoya?
The eyes turned slightly, and Qiao Ruotan's heart skipped a beat, the red bloodshot eyes made the blue pupils even more sparkling.

He turned his head and shouted towards the door, "Chen Steward, Chen Steward!"

"Hey!" followed by the sound of trotting upstairs.

Seeing Steward Chen standing at the door panting, Qiao Ruotan breathed a sigh of relief and asked in a low voice, "Where's Xiaoya?"

"Master, we haven't seen Miss Lan since we woke up this morning, but I saw a note on the table this morning, and I don't know who left it." Butler Chen wanted to tell Qiao Ruotan just now, and he woke up in the morning At that time, I saw a note with a simple line of words written on it: I am very tired these days, don't wake them up.

Seeing the familiar handwriting, Qiao Ruotan's eyes trembled, and he looked at Mrs. Qiao in a blink of an eye. Qiao Ruotan's mouth trembled, "Chen Butler check the surveillance! Check the surveillance!"

"Ah?" Chen Butler didn't understand why he wanted to check the surveillance for a while, and asked in confusion.

"I told you to check the surveillance!" Qiao Ruotan's voice became louder, showing nervousness.

He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that his girl would leave him like this, but there was a voice in his heart clamoring: Lan Xiaoya has gone and will never come back!
No, no, Lan Xiaoya won't leave, didn't they agree to be together forever?No, no!
They said it, they made an agreement, after everything is over, they will be together, Lan Xiaoya will not just leave him like this, no!

But his self-suggestion actually explained everything.

Qinqin was on the side, seeing the tension on Qiao Ruotan's face, she also felt that something was wrong...

Yesterday, Lan Xiaoya cooked several dishes for the celebration banquet by herself, and arranged drinks. Later, after everyone arrived, she talked so much, as if she was saying goodbye...
Saying goodbye, Qinqin froze for a moment, stepped forward a few steps, and snatched the note from Qiao Ruotan's hand: I'm really tired these days, don't wake them up.

With her eyes fixed, Qinqin raised her wrist and glanced at the time, ten o'clock in the morning...

The Qiao family, except for the servants and the housekeeper, naturally woke up...

Thinking of this, Qinqin's eyes widened suddenly, and she panicked. She naturally looked at Mrs. Qiao. Last night, Mrs. Qiao was the only one who didn't drink, but why didn't Mrs. Qiao respond?

"Leng Xia, did Xiaoya come here yesterday?"

Suddenly, Leng Xia was startled by the roll call, "Yes, yes, I came here and said I wanted to see the old lady, and asked me to heat a glass of milk for the old lady..."

There was a pause in the voice, and Leng Xia tried hard to recall the bits and pieces of yesterday, "By the way, after returning to the room yesterday, the old lady has been anxiously looking for the pinyin sign. She seems to have something to say, but I have been looking for it for a long time, but I have never found it. I found it, and then the old lady refused to go to bed... and then Sister Xiaoya came. After I brought milk for Sister Xiaoya, Sister Xiaoya asked me to wash up first... When I came back... ..."

"When I came back, the old lady had already fallen asleep, and the pinyin sign was placed on the table, but Miss Xiaoya was gone... I thought, I thought Miss Xiaoya went back and went back to sleep..." Leng Xia Her eyes trembled, and she probably knew what was going on here.

At this moment, footsteps came from the door again. It was Housekeeper Chen.

"Master, monitoring, monitoring shows..."

"What are you showing, you should hurry up and say it!" Qiao Yian also became anxious in his heart, and couldn't help shouting loudly.

Steward Chen was taken aback, and hurriedly said, "Miss Lan left yesterday, around eleven o'clock yesterday, out of the yard..."

Out of the yard after eleven o'clock?
In a word, it was as if a hammer hit Qiao Ruotan's heart directly, and he became flustered.

Standing up, she rushed out of Mrs. Qiao's door, went back to her room, took the mobile phone beside the bed, and called Secretary Li.

And the person on the other side struggled for a long time before getting up and answering the phone, "Boss, CEO?"

"Are you still sleeping?" Qiao Ruotan's voice was loud, but the words were full of shock. The shock was not that Secretary Li was still sleeping, but Lan Xiaoya's plan to leave included everyone in it!

"What time is it?" Secretary Li took the phone a little further away, his eyes suddenly widened, "Ten twenty?"

Secretary Li's expression changed suddenly, he got up from the bed abruptly, apologized again and again: "President, I'm sorry, I probably drank too much yesterday, I got up late today, I'll come to the company right away, I'll come right over!"

Qiao Ruotan's eyes changed slightly, suppressed the anger in his heart, and said in a deep voice, "Immediately seal off the entire G city, and check Xiaoya and people who look similar to Xiaoya!"

Secretary Li paused as he was putting on his clothes, why did he suddenly want to block G City?
Just as he was about to ask, Qiao Ruotan hung up the phone. Fortunately, Secretary Li responded quickly, and immediately understood what Qiao Ruotan meant.

Recalling his abnormality today, and then thinking about Lan Xiaoya's abnormality yesterday, Secretary Li knew clearly that the reason why he slept so late was probably Lan Xiaoya's manipulation!
For what?
Qiao Ruodan wants to blockade G city and monitor people from the traffic, so it is very likely that Lan Xiaoya has already left!

Secretary Li's eyes trembled, Lan Xiaoya left?
To be honest, he never thought that Lan Xiaoya would leave Qiao Ruotan.

But how could he be the only one who didn't think about it?

Even Ye Yun, who was so close to Lan Xiaoya, never thought that Lan Xiaoya would leave Qiao Ruotan one day.

Of course, Ye Yun and Yi Kun never thought that they were included in Lan Xiaoya's escape plan.

After being awakened by Qiao Ruotan's phone call, Ye Yun and Yi Kun sat on the bed, staring blankly together.

"What's going on here?" Yi Kun pressed his aching temple, and couldn't digest what Qiao Ruotan said on the phone just now.

Eyes turned slightly, Ye Yun rolled over and got out of bed, "Get up, we are going to visit Qiao's old house, I am afraid that something will happen to Qiao Ruotan!"

With Ye Yun's words, Yi Kun didn't dare to stay still anymore, and got up, "So that little girl Lan Xiaoya drugged us all to faint in order to leave?"

Ye Yun's face was very heavy. Although she didn't want to admit it, it was the truth. When Lan Xiaoya insisted on making the celebration dinner by herself yesterday, she should have thought of it, but she never thought that Lan Xiaoya really Will put down Qiao Ruotan and leave alone!

But, now is not the time to talk about these things...

Lan Xiaoya was alone, and she could still be found after leaving G City overnight. She was worried that Qiao Ruotan would not be able to stand such a stimulus!

They all knew what Qiao Ruotan would look like without Lan Xiaoya... Worry was inevitable.

However, those who choose to give up never seem to worry.

In City A, Lan Xiaoya looked out the window of the tavern, and saw the cat walking back and forth on the road. This was the first day she left Qiao's old house, and she seemed to be a little relaxed.

Looking down at her few luggage, Lan Xiaoya smiled faintly, reached out and patted the luggage bag, and said in a low voice, "From today onwards, I will be wandering alone with me."

Wandering alone, that was the state of life a long time ago. I thought that I would have a home when I returned to the Lan family with my adoptive father, but later the adoptive father, mother and only younger brother were gone, and her home was gone...

Everything will dissipate, there is no home, but there is more guilt, and if he doesn't want to say that his guilt becomes the blame on Qiao Ruotan, he has no choice but to leave.

All Lan Xiaoya thinks about now is the guilt in her heart.

But she forgot that her departure was not a short-term pain to Qiao Ruotan, but a long-term regret and a midnight dream that could not be stopped!
In Qiao's old house, Mrs. Qiao's room, Leng Xia saw a letter beside Mrs. Qiao's bed, "Letter, there is a letter!" Leng Xia's voice trembled...

Qiao Ruotan, who was smoking at the door, threw away the cigarette in his hand suddenly, turned around, walked quickly into the room, snatched the letter already in Qiao Yian's hand, and opened it in a panic:

Ruo Tan:

Zhanxinjia!
When you receive this letter, I think I am no longer by your side.Sorry, I still choose to leave you.

There are a lot of things I want to say to you, but when I see your worried face and your self-blame late at night, it becomes clearer to me that there are so many things that I can't talk to you.

I know you will blame me, blame me for leaving, you will ask me why I left you.

Now that I'm leaving, I don't want you to leave any doubts.

In fact, I have never let go of Chen Xi's death.

Reflection is almost a part of my daily life. I don't know how to let go of those guilt and enjoy this happiness alone.

Ruotan, do you know?During those three months in a coma, it was really beautiful. I dreamed of my parents, and Chenxi.They told me that none of this was my fault, it was their own time, you see, even in my dream, I was trying to convince myself that Chen Xi's death had nothing to do with me... But, Chen Xi's death was, Does it really have nothing to do with me?
Ruotan, you know very well that if we didn't make any revenge plan at the beginning, even if we had to confront Xiao Moran head-on, it wouldn't be a big problem, it's just a lot of hard work... Hehe, but compared to what we did later, those hard work seems to be nothing What... A person as extreme as Xiao Moran is simply vulnerable, isn't he?
But we chose the most stupid method, we let Chenxi go to Ye Baihe's side to undercover... In fact, I have always told myself that Ye Baihe is the chief culprit who killed Chenxi, if she hadn't forced Chenxi to admit the so-called If you like it, maybe there will be no subsequent tragedy, but does this world have the word "if"?
No!

And Ye Baihe is right, even if she didn't force Chenxi to admit that the person he likes is me, Chenxi still won't let go of her deformed feelings for me.

It's my fault.

When I arrived at the Lan family, I became a burden to the Lan family!

It's my fault.

When I arrived at Lan's house, I lived in Chen Xi's heart!
It's my fault.

As my older sister, I have never discovered the wrong feelings in Chen Xi's heart!
It's my fault.

When I met you, when I fell in love with you without hesitation!

Qiao Ruotan, it's my fault!

Without me, the Qiao family and the Lan family would not have intersected, Chen Xi would live a good life, maybe even that fire would not have happened, and the Lan family would live an ordinary and ordinary life.

Without me, Xiao Moran would not use me to deal with you, and you would not be restrained by Xiao Moran everywhere in order to protect me.

Qiao Ruotan, it's my fault!

at me!

at me!

I have no way to let go of these mistakes, I have no way to continue to stay at Qiao's house as if nothing happened, I can't live happily after Chen Xi jumped from the [-]th floor!

If I can go back, I really want to go back to the past, back to that night, I never entered that alley, and you never saved me, we will not have any intersection, from now on it will be a parallel world.

However, I know that since what has happened, neither you nor I can change it.

So, I chose to leave.

You must really want to ask me, when did it happen, right?

In fact, when Ye Baihe stabbed me at the hospital gate that time, I thought about leaving, but later I convinced myself, I wanted to tell myself that Ye Baihe was the culprit, get rid of Ye Baihe, I You can enjoy my happiness with peace of mind.

Then I realized, no, that was just my imagination.

The scariest thing is, you know what?When I learned that you helped Ye Baihe turn around, I hated you in my heart.

There is a pliers in my heart, grabbing my ears, wanting me to believe that it was you, you were the one who refused to save Chen Xi, and you killed Chen Xi!

I don't want to hear it, and I don't want to believe it, but ah, I just can't help it, I can't help blaming you!
However, the most ridiculous thing is that this incident was not your fault. I know this too well. I know the cause and effect of this incident so well, but I still blame you. You say, what should I do ?
I can only hold back, hold back the blame for you...

But, I am a person, a living person, I can't help but blame...

Qiao Ruotan, I know myself too well, I don't want my love for you to turn into resentment, I don't want our beauty to disappear in the end, so I choose to leave... My departure is for you and me In other words, it is a good thing for everyone.

You don't have to worry about being tortured by me, and I don't have to worry about being a shackle to torture you, Qiao Ruotan, I love you very much, but this kind of love is easy, it is obtained by sacrificing the happiness of Chenxi, I can't just let it go Enjoy this happiness.

I'm sorry, Joe Ruotan.

In the future, we will be strangers like this, right?

I will take Chenxi's share and live a good life, and you will be good too, okay?
I'm sorry, in order to leave you, I have been planning silently for a long, long time.

Qiao Ruotan, I love you until today.

From then on, we are strangers in the world, don't look for me, and don't think about me anymore.

Once owned, is happiness, in the future, I wish you happiness too.

Lan Xiaoya, handwritten.

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Ah!
Qiao Ruotan laughed out of the corner of his mouth, tightened his hands little by little, and his blue eyes turned dark blue little by little.

Big tears fell from the corners of Qiao Ruotan's eyes, and his brows were tightly wrinkled. In the future, Tianya Molu?
Qiao Ruotan didn't realize until now that it turned out that a person's heart is cruel.

It turned out that it was so painful for the person I loved to leave him. Qiao Ruotan's hands trembled slightly, his feet bent down bit by bit, and finally he knelt heavily on the ground.

In the days to come, what is life like without the person you love the most?Qiao Ruotan smiled wryly, with anger on his face, "How could you? How could you just leave like this, how could you? How could you just leave like this? What about me? You left, what about me? What am I? Tell me, you’re gone, so what am I, what am I? Lan Xiaoya, what am I? Am I just mere bliss? Then what about our past?”

"Tan'er, don't do this, don't do this..." Seeing Qiao Yian, his heart tightened, and he knelt beside Qiao Ruotan, wanting to comfort his nephew, but he could only say Such a feeble comfort.

"Lan Xiaoya, Lan Xiaoya, you are really cruel, so cruel, you are really cruel!"