After the live broadcast, I overturned with the boss
Chapter 608 The person who cared about him is no longer there
There were doubts in her heart, how could Gao Yunyi put these doubts in her heart, got up and went to Gao Yunqin's office, she always felt that she had to discuss this matter with Gao Yunqin.
"Knock Knock" There was a knock on the door in the office. Gao Yunqin looked up from the file and looked at the door. As expected, Gao Yunyi opened the door and walked in the next second.
"What wind brought you here?" In order to prove that he is not a person relying on his family, Gao Yunyi left his elder brother completely behind, so he almost took a big loudspeaker to the Juyun Group's side Loudly proclaiming that she is not Gao Yunqin's younger sister, and now this younger sister who hides away from him when she sees him, is able to take the initiative to find him during working hours, which is really rare!
Just as Gao Yunqin guessed, Gao Yunyi is now the master of the Three Treasures Hall for everything!
"Here, take a look!"
After receiving the mobile phone from Gao Yunyi, Gao Yunqin was curious, what news is it worth Gao Yunyi's trip in person?
After carefully reading the contents of the phone, Gao Yunqin couldn't help frowning, "Where did you get the news from?"
"You don't need to worry about where I got it from, you just say what we are going to do now? Gao Yunyi sat down opposite Gao Yunqin and asked.
Gao Yunqin just felt his brain become bigger all of a sudden, "What are you thinking about, girl?"
When asked by his brother, Gao Yunyi's face suddenly became hot. He obviously didn't think about anything, but there was a feeling of being exposed...
Seeing that his sister didn't speak, Gao Yunqin said again, "I'm not the roundworm in your stomach. No matter how well I know you, I can't guess what you're thinking, but my brother has a word of advice for you. Some people can only watch from a distance. ..."
"Okay, okay, brother, what are you thinking? I'm showing you this news, just to ask you to see what to do now?" Gao Yunyi directly interrupted Gao Yunqin's lecture, "If Qiao Ruotan did it for Lan Xiao Ya, it’s so sluggish, what about our cooperation?”
Gao Yunyi had reason to be so worried. After all, the two groups had just finished discussing the cooperation project before, and when Juyun Group held a celebration banquet, Qiao Ruotan still insisted on taking a step ahead, not because he was far away. Is it about Lan Xiaoya from G City?
From this, it can be seen how much influence this woman named Lan Xiaoya has on Qiao Ruotan. If these news are true, the relationship between Qiao Ruotan and Lan Xiaoya will break down. If Tan is in a slump, what should we do with the cooperation?
It's just that Gao Yunyi didn't realize that he already had a subjective perspective, that is: from Qiao Ruotan's standpoint, he guessed that the person who betrayed Qiao Ruotan was Lan Xiaoya, precisely because the person who betrayed Qiao Ruotan was right Ruotan has a person with great influence—Lan Xiaoya, that's why Qiao Ruotan is in such pain, and it is also possible for Qiao Ruotan to be devastated!
From this perspective, Qiao Ruotan was indeed a victim, but Gao Yunyi also had fantasies at the same time!Because this perspective starts with a hero who "saves others".
Gao Yunyi himself didn't notice this, but how could Gao Yunqin, who has seen countless people in the business district, not notice it?
Seeing the worry on Gao Yunyi's face, Gao Yunqin's heart skipped a beat, and he sighed secretly, hoping that his sister would not get hurt in the future.
Thinking of this, Gao Yunqin took Gao Yunyi's words in a slow voice, "If the Fran Group we cooperate with falls because of a Qiao Ruotan, it will not be able to operate. Then there is no need for us to continue with such a company. For the later stage of cooperation, just wait until this time the project is completed, and then just terminate the contract.”
Maybe he didn't expect his brother to say such a thing?Gao Yunyi was slightly taken aback, "Brother, don't we need to worry about it?"
"Why should you care about him?"
Seeing the unkindness in Gao Yunqin's eyes, Gao Yunyi was slightly taken aback, "He is our partner, and now that something like this has happened, he must be feeling uncomfortable, so why don't we call for condolences?"
"Yun Yi, are you sure that your news is correct?" Gao Yunqin asked slowly with a deep voice.
This question made Gao Yun choke...
Although she didn't know how much of the information she collected was true or false, she believed in one or two of them in her heart, plus her own judgment of Qiao Ruotan, once Gao Yun believed it, Qiao Ruotan's opinion of From the perspective of Lan Xiaoya's relationship, if this relationship breaks down, the responsibility must be on Lan Xiaoya, not Qiao Ruotan!
Perhaps it was because of this perception that Gao Yunyi wanted to comfort the injured Qiao Ruotan.
But she couldn't figure it out, which doesn't mean that Gao Yunqin didn't know either. Seeing that Gao Yunyi didn't answer, Gao Yunqin coughed softly, and said slowly, "Some things are far from being as simple as you think!"
There was a slight pause in the voice, and Gao Yunqin continued: "Look for yourself, a few days ago, the report of G City News has come out, but why did the Publicity Department of the Fran Group choose to cancel the public relations? It's very simple, it's Qiao Ruo What Tan means, if not, I really can't think of it, and it is possible to do so!"
After finishing the words, Gao Yunqin looked at Gao Yunyi, "I hope you can listen to what I want to persuade you just now. Some people can only watch from a distance and should not play with it!"
But if Gao Yunyi could listen to this dissuading words, there would probably be nothing wrong with him later.
After leaving Gao Yunqin's office door, Gao Yun thought about it, and decided to take a phone call to ask.
Who to call?
After much deliberation, Gao Yunyi finally decided to call Yi Kun.
At that time, Yikun's car just drove into the courtyard of Qiao's old house. The car stopped when he received a call. He looked down and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. He picked it up without thinking much. Who knew it was him. The least contactable person.
"Excuse me, President Yi?"
A familiar voice flooded into his ears, and Yikun frowned suddenly, "You? Gao Yunyi?" Realizing his impoliteness, Yikun quickly changed his words, "Miss Gao? What's the matter?"
Gao Yunyi didn't care, and slowly stated the purpose of his call, "That's right, I received news that Miss Lan and Mr. Qiao broke up. Mr. Qiao was deeply shocked and unconscious?"
Hearing this, Yi Kun's face suddenly became colder, and his words became sharper, "I didn't know that Miss Gao paid so much attention to Ruo Tan's affairs?" A line of irony fell, without giving Gao Yun a chance to explain, He directly continued to sarcastically: "Thank you very much for Miss Gao's concern for Ruo Tan, but I would like to ask Miss Gao not to use gossip to identify the authenticity in the future! Finally, I want to tell you that even if their relationship breaks up, it will be okay. It has nothing to do with Miss Gao!"
Having reached this point, Gao Yunyi still wanted to say something, but he could only remain silent.
Seeing that the person on the other end of the phone was silent, Yi Kunfu asked again: "Is there anything else Ms. Gao needs to do?"
Obviously aware that Yi Kun's tone was full of unkindness, Gao Yun knew how to restrain himself, calmed down his dissatisfaction, and replied in a low voice, "It's nothing, I just heard that Mr. Qiao had an accident, so I called to ask, If it’s really all right, then take it as my overthinking.”
Yi Kun rolled his eyes on the other end of the phone, his mind was clear, all the news had been suppressed, why did Gao Yunyi know that something happened to Qiao Ruotan?Apparently Gao Yunyi was collecting information about the Fran Group!
If you say that Gao Yunyi saw it through the news, then Yi Kun would not believe it. The previous news has been suppressed. In order to divert people, they even took the initiative to disclose the news of their relationship. Anyone with a discerning eye knows that this topic should not be asked too much , even if Gao Yun doesn't understand, can Gao Yunqin understand?
So the only thing that can be explained is that Gao Yunyi is a wicked person!
Although, Lan Xiaoya's leaving without saying goodbye this time did bring great harm to Qiao Ruotan, but, Yikun knew in his heart that his good friend would never accept other women. Friend Yikun naturally has reasons to push away those women who want to cling to Qiao Ruotan.
Besides, the time is wrong.
It's true that Lan Xiaoya has left, but how long has she been away?Now that Gao Yunyi sticks to it, isn't it telling everyone: Did Qiao Ruotan abandon Lan Xiaoya all the time?
After thinking so much, Yi Kun became more and more sure that Gao Yunyi must be stopped during this period.
Putting away the thoughts in his heart, he helped Qiao Ruotan down from the car, sent him back to the room with Housekeeper Chen, and then walked out of the room slowly.
At the door, Qiao Yi'an was waiting, seeing Yi Kun came out, Qiao Yi'an hurriedly thanked him, "I really trouble you..."
"It's not too much trouble. Ruo Tan and I are friends from the beginning. His current situation is understandable. Besides, he doesn't have many friends. If I don't help, it won't make sense, right?" Yi Kun answered with a smile, " It's already settled inside. With this little wine, he'll be fine once he sleeps. You can feed him some soup later in the day, and pay more attention to him. If there's anything wrong, just give me a call. "
"I don't know when he will be able to cheer up..." Qiao Yian sighed, "What if this continues?"
Seeing the worry on Qiao Yian's face, Yi Kun also frowned, yes, what if he always looks like this?
Yikun didn't dare to think about this, and Qiao Yian was the same, he was obviously a proud person, if he fell down like this, what would happen to the Fran Group in the future?
However, as things stand now, Qiao Yian, as Qiao Ruotan's family, can have such worries, but Yikun can't, if no one believes that Qiao Ruotan can come out, then Qiao Ruotan really can't come out again up!
Sighed softly, and persuaded in a low voice, "It will be fine, when he realizes that Xiao Ya is still in a certain corner of the world, he will cheer up..." Yi Kun's voice was slightly After a pause, he glanced at Qiao Yian, hesitated for a second, and then continued: "Although it is a bit inappropriate to say so, the vice president may guide Ruo Tan from this aspect?"
"I can see that Ruo Tan must be Xiaoya in this life. Xiaoya left without saying goodbye. We are all angry in our hearts, but we all know why she chose to leave. We have no right to blame Xiaoya, but if It is true that Tan collapsed because of her, so I thought, instead of letting him immerse himself in the loss and sadness of Xiaoya leaving, it is better to let Ruotan believe that as long as he works hard, he can find Xiaoya again?"
Yikun confessed all the thoughts in his heart, this is indeed his idea... At least let Qiao Ruotan return to the rhythm of normal life first.
But Joyan was silent.
Knowing that Qiao Yi'an is the current hostess of Qiao's family, and knowing that Qiao Yi'an is thinking about Qiao Ruotan, it is inconvenient for Yi Kun to talk too much, so he had to say goodbye and leave.
But what he didn't know was that what he said caught Joyan's attention.
After sending Yi Kun away, Qiao Yian returned to Qiao Ruotan's room, sat down by the bed, and looked at the flushed and frowning person on the bed, Qiao Yian couldn't help feeling distressed.
As Qiao Ruotan's aunt, to be honest, she couldn't forgive Lan Xiaoya for leaving this time.
But looking at it from Lan Xiaoya's point of view, Qiao Yian understood how painful it was for Lan Xiaoya to make this decision.
This is a dilemma... It can be said that the palm of the hand and the back of the hand are full of flesh.
Qiao Yian had already regarded Lan Xiaoya as a member of the family, and now she left alone, her whereabouts were unknown, how could Qiao Yian not be worried?
Seeing Qiao Ruotan's appearance like this, Qiao Yian took a deep breath, raised his hand and gently stroked the bangs that covered Qiao Ruotan's eyebrows, and said in a low voice: "If you can't tolerate others anymore, you can It's okay, but you can't keep being decadent like this..."
It's a pity that Qiao Ruotan's brain has been controlled by alcohol. If Qiao Ruotan can wake up at this moment and see how his family members are worried about him, maybe there will be no further sinking.
In Qiao Ruotan's world, after all, it is like a person who coaxes children, gently holding Qiao Ruotan's hand, and step by step leading Qiao Ruotan into that dreamlike dream.
There, the wedding scene was arranged according to the scene in Qiao Ruotan's mind.
Qiao Ruotan walked in the empty venue in a daze, and it was hard to hide the loss in her heart. It turned out that in her dream, Lan Xiaoya also left.
Decadence lowered his head and walked towards the center of the venue step by step, when he suddenly heard a familiar voice: "Qiao Ruotan!"
Stunned in her footsteps, Qiao Ruotan felt her heart tremble, the blood in her body seemed to be congealed, her trembling hands could barely be controlled, she turned her head slightly, and saw not far behind her, the person she was thinking of was wearing a white wedding dress Just stand there!
Qiao Ruotan only felt that the tears were sour, as if there was a warm current, and he knew they were tears.
Seeing the person he wanted to see, the longing in his heart could no longer be controlled, and his footsteps moved with the longing. He turned around and ran towards Lan Xiaoya step by step, until the figure was right in front of his eyes. Only then did Qiao Ruotan stop her footsteps, as if she was afraid that her approach would make the person in front of her disappear...
"Where have you been? Why are you leaving?"
The voice of grievance filled his ears, Qiao Ruotan probably never thought that one day he would use such a tone to accuse Lan Xiaoya of what he had done to him.
But after he asked the words, the girl in the white wedding dress on the opposite side still smiled, as if she had never left, as if what happened to him these days was as it should be... At this moment, Qiao Ruotan had already forgotten himself In a dream.
"When did I leave? What are you talking about? How could I leave you?" It was still Lan Xiaoya's sweet voice.
The hand was gently pulled up, Qiao Ruotan's frown gradually eased, and the grievance seemed to dissipate bit by bit, "Handwritten letter..."
"What handwritten letter?" In the dream, Lan Xiaoya seemed to be very surprised and asked, "Did you prepare a handwritten letter for me?"
After the words fell, Lan Xiaoya's voice came again, "Yes, but there are only two of us in our wedding today, and no one will watch you prepare such a nasty thing!"
Qiao Ruotan raised her eyes and looked at the person opposite who had already left a handwritten letter and left, but at this moment she asked him what a handwritten letter was in front of him as if nothing had happened... There was a doubt in her heart: Is she Lan Xiaoya?
Yes.
It's just that this Lan Xiaoya is living in Qiao Ruotan's dream, and the Lan Xiaoya in reality has already left.
Qiao Yian, who had been taking care of the bedside all the time, could be considered to have heard the detailed words from Qiao Ruotan's mouth, every word and every sentence was related to Lan Xiaoya.
He raised his hand to take the twisted towel from Qinqin, and gently wiped the sweat off Qiao Ruotan's forehead, but his hand was caught in the next second.
Qiao Ruotan's terrified cry followed, "Don't go, don't go, Xiaoya, don't go...I beg, I beg you, don't go, don't leave me..."
"Begging" was a very simple word, which crossed the ears of Qiao Yian and Qinqin, and both of them frowned at the same time.
She knew that Qiao Ruotan loved Lan Xiaoya deeply, but she never thought that Qiao Ruotan would say such a thing.
What kind of humble feelings need to be redeemed with a request?
Qiao Yian's tears fell, and he reached out to shake Qiao Ruotan, "Tan'er, wake up! Wake up!"
Perhaps the later development in the dream was too frightening, Qiao Ruotan slowly opened his eyes under Qiao Yian's cry.
Hollow.
Only these two words can describe Qiao Ruotan's eyes at this moment.
Because of love but not, because the love is separated by mountains and seas, because the love has disappeared, so Qiao Ruotan's eyes are only empty.
It turned out that the azure blue eyes gradually lost that touch of color. They were obviously the same blue, but they just felt different...
"Tan'er?"
"Brother Joe?"
He heard it, heard his aunt's voice, and Qinqin's voice. He is also a sensitive person, so of course he could hear the sadness and worry in the voices of Qiao Yian and Qinqin.
Qiao Ruotan knew that he was the pillar of the Qiao family, and there was no reason for his family to worry about him, so he said in a deep voice, "Can you let me stay alone for a while?"
Qiao Yian was slightly taken aback. It had been a long time, and this was the first sentence Qiao Ruotan spoke to them, but the words were full of repulsion, which made Qiao Yian a little at a loss...
"Tan'er."
"Auntie, I just want to be alone for a while, give me some time, okay?" Qiao Ruotan's voice was still low, even hoarse.
Such a request, even if Qiao Yian was worried that Qiao Ruotan was alone in the room, he could only agree.
Standing up, she put Qiao Ruotan's hands under the quilt, and said slowly, "Auntie is downstairs, if you have anything to say, can you call Auntie?"
it is good……
Qiao Ruodan wanted to answer, but he knew that he would not call Qiao Yian, and now he didn't want to give others hope.
Looking up at the window, the sky is pitch black, what time is it now?
Turning his head to look at the clock on the table, it turned out that it was already two o'clock in the morning, so he had already slept?
Slowly sitting up from the bed, looking at the familiar things around her, Qiao Ruotan felt as if someone had stabbed her in the heart, and the pain was unbearable.
Turned over and got out of bed, quickly walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and cold water poured down his head, cooling his whole body bit by bit. ,
It seemed that only when the ice-like water knife hit him, Qiao Ruotan could feel better.
His feet gradually lost strength, and he slumped on the ground little by little. The water continued to flow, and Qiao Ruotan's clothes were already soaked, but he didn't seem to notice it at all. His eyes just stared blankly. Flowing water tiles.
What was he thinking about?Probably thinking about the last scene in the dream just now?
Lan Xiaoya, who was wearing a wedding dress, looked at him with a smile. Just when he was anxiously dragging the girl to find the priest because he didn't want to lose Lan Xiaoya... that smiling face suddenly changed.
In the dream, the woman who was wearing a white wedding dress, whom he had been thinking about in his heart, suddenly changed her clothes, and the hand he was holding tightly was gone...
Lan Xiaoya stood opposite him and looked at him with disappointment. The black clothes on the little girl seemed to be saying: Qiao Ruotan, we are over, our relationship ends here, and there will be no future in the future. !
"Xiaoya, what's the matter? Aren't we going to get married today? Why did you suddenly change your clothes?" Qiao Ruotan explained the reason for Lan Xiaoya's sudden change of face with an almost flattering tone.
But in exchange, Lan Xiaoya shook her head in disappointment, "Qiao Ruotan, do you really think we will be happy together?
In a word, like a hammer, it hit Qiao Ruotan on the head.
Why can't they be happy together?
He always thought that as long as the two of them were together, they would be happy, but now Lan Xiaoya asked him if he would be happy... Even if it was his dream, he couldn't accept it!
Why not happy?How can you not be happy?
In the bathroom, Qiao Ruotan clenched his hands into fists and slammed them on the ground hard. Blood streaks gushed out and were washed away by the water constantly rushing down. The faint pink color gathered in the drain, which made people shudder, but Qiao Ruotan did not The slightest pain lady felt.
Yes, how can the pain in the body compare to the pain in the heart?
It is not normal to accept the heart-wrenching pain of losing a lover. Qiao Ruotan loves Lan Xiaoya so much but gets lost. How can he accept it?
She didn't cry any more, the tears seemed to turn into blood that flowed on the ground, and disappeared bit by bit... But Qiao Ruotan knew that she couldn't let it go.
The sound of the shower spraying water, rustling, blood mixed with water, stimulated those blue eyes, and the person who cared about him was no longer there.
The people upstairs trapped themselves under the icy water. In the living room downstairs, maybe it was a telepathy between relatives. Qiao Yian felt that something was wrong, and the worry and tension in his heart became more and more difficult to control. He reached out and grabbed Qinqin's hand , asked in a low voice: "Qinqin, do you think your big brother Qiao will do something stupid?"
Qinqin's face was also full of worry, "Godmother, I'm also a little worried about Brother Qiao..." As she said that, Qinqin raised her eyes to look upstairs, full of worry in her heart, "Shall we go up and have a look?"
"But..." Qiao Ruotan told them to go out just now, if they go up now, will Qiao Ruotan be stimulated?
Knowing Qiao Yian's embarrassment, Qinqin lowered her head and thought carefully, she must find an excuse!
With a flash of inspiration in her mind, Qinqin let go of Qiao Yian's hand, turned around and entered the kitchen, took out a bowl of black-bone chicken soup that Leng Xia had prepared for Mrs. Qiao, then quickly turned around and left the living room, "Godmother , let’s just say it’s grandma asking him to drink some soup?”
Hearing this, a smile appeared on Qiao Yian's face, "Okay, it's good to have an excuse, I'm afraid it will irritate Tan'er if I go in without an excuse!"
After the words fell, the two went upstairs.
Fortunately, they went upstairs, otherwise, there is no way to find out that Qiao Ruotan smashed himself into a bloody mess by himself!
Pushing open the door and entering the room, there was no one in the room except for the sound of water flowing from the bathroom. Qiao Yian had some bad premonitions in her heart. As a mother, she instinctively called out: "Tan Son?"
There was no response, but there was still the quiet sound of running water, Joyan frowned even more, and the news of those suicides in the bathroom flew into his mind...
Thinking of this, Joyan couldn't calm down anymore, turned around and walked towards the bathroom door, reached out and knocked on the bathroom door, and there was a crisp "knock knock" sound, Joyan asked again tentatively One sound, "Tan'er? Are you in there?"
silence.
The only response to Joyan was silence.
Qinqin put down the black chicken soup in her hand, followed to the door of the bathroom, reached out and knocked on the door, and shouted, "Brother Qiao? It's me, Qinqin, grandma asked me to bring you black chicken soup. Are you there?" ?”
In the bathroom, Qiao Ruotan's spirit slowly returned to his body due to Qiao Yi'an and Qinqin's calls, he raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at the door of the bathroom with his dark eyes, Qiao Ruotan felt guilty in his heart.
If he had no family members, what would he choose now?
Qiao Ruotan knew in his heart, what would he choose now if he didn't have a family, but he has a family, and a family who loves him very much, this is something he can't give up...
Looking down, he glanced at the back of his hand that was hit, Qiao Ruotan frowned, he couldn't feel any pain at all...
It turns out that there is nothing more sad than heart death.
Putting his hands on the ground, he stood up slowly step by step, turned off the shower, pulled the bath towel hanging by the side, and wiped the water stains on his face casually...
Feel free to throw down the bath towel in your hand and push open the bathroom door...
Unexpectedly, the two people outside the door—Joyian and Qinqin—were also planning to rush in.
Looking at each other, Qiao Yian and Qinqin showed a little embarrassment on their faces.
Looking at Qiao Ruotan standing in front of him, Qiao Yian finally let go of his hanging heart.
Looking at Qiao Ruotan's wet clothes, Qiao Yian forced a smile, "Taking a bath? Why don't you bring your clothes?"
Without answering, Qiao Ruotan passed Qiao Yian and entered the changing room.
The door closed with a bang, Joian and Qinqin outside the door were both startled.
"Godmother, what are we going to do now?"
Qiao Yian shook his head, saying that he didn't know what to do now...
"Should we wait here for Brother Joe to come out?"
Hearing this, Qiao Yian shook his head again, thinking, walked to the edge of the desk, took a pen and paper, and wrote down a sentence: Auntie knows that you are not feeling well, but you can only get better if you cheer up, right?
After finishing writing, Qiao Yian pressed the note in his hand under the bowl of black-bone chicken soup, and then played the piano and left the room.
"Godmother?"
"Brother Joe, you shouldn't do stupid things..."
If he was going to do something stupid, he might as well not have come out just now, but Qiao Ruotan didn't do that...,
It was precisely because of this that Joyan felt a little relieved.
"But Brother Qiao's condition looks very wrong..." Qinqin became worried.
Qiao Yian was full of helplessness in his heart, "No matter how powerful Tan'er is, he is only one person. It is normal for him to have such sad emotions. Let's let him go for now..."
She still didn't want to embarrass her nephew too much, so Qiao Yian decided to let Qiao Ruotan vent her emotions. She thought that someone as smart as Qiao Ruotan would definitely be able to come out.
Listening to Qiao Yian's words, Qinqin's face became a little more worried. To be honest, she was really worried about Qiao Ruotan, but thinking about Qiao Yian's words, she felt that it made sense. Everyone is just a mortal, and no one , or very few people can keep calm in the face of such a parting!
Qiao Ruotan is very powerful, at a young age, he made the huge French group to where it is today, but Qiao Ruotan is also an ordinary person, and also a child of the Qiao family. The person he loves the most leaves without saying goodbye. He also has the right to choose to be sad.
Thinking of this, Qinqin can only have the same attitude as Qiao Yian, let him be sad for a while... Maybe people really can only get out of suffering by saving themselves.
Yes, people can only save themselves.
In the changing room, Qiao Ruotan was holding the shirt that Lan Xiaoya had given him, and he sat on the ground slumped, his strength seemed to be taken away, his eyes were dry, and there seemed to be no tears there, looking at that Looking at the dark blue shirt, Qiao Ruotan fell into his own thoughts.
"Are you really going?"
"Do you really think you'll be better off without me?"
"Okay, if you think leaving me will bring you more happiness, I won't stop it, but I want to know how you are now..."
"At least let me know you're doing well, okay?"
Asking the question to himself, Qiao Ruotan felt that the depths of his throat were dry and unbearable, and his heart became more clear, as if he understood why Lan Xiaoya chose to leave, and why he was sad, but this seemed to be short-lived. Ching Ming.
Raising his hand, he stuffed the shirt into the closet next to him, picked up a T-shirt and sports shorts on the side and changed it on, then opened the door, and walked towards the bed without even looking at the black-bone chicken on the bedside table Tang, lying directly on Chuanghang, wrapped the quilt tightly around his body, and fell asleep in a daze.
Before, he didn't understand why a person could sleep for three months, but now he understood that in the face of great pain, long-term sleep seems to be a worse choice?
But Qiao Ruotan was not the only one suffering the pain of separation.
Country H.
There is a time difference between day and night between here and G City, maybe this is the current state of the two of them.
After being here for so many days, Lan Xiaoya has been locking herself in the room, it seems that only in this way can she stay away from pain.
But this is Lan Xiaoya's imagination after all.
Leaving Qiao Ruotan, she would not feel much better than Qiao Ruotan, and locking herself in the room was tantamount to punishment for herself.
But when will this punishment end?
Opening the curtains, looking at the red sky in the distance, Lan Xiaoya felt a slight pain in her heart, how are you far away in City G?
It's probably early morning in City G now, right?But here is a new day...
Lan Xiaoya let her tears fall, and let the wind dry the tears on her face. She stared at the rising sun in the sky, and suddenly felt an urge to let go.
It's time to let go...it's time to let go...
My eyes rolled, and my eyes fell on the knitted cardigan draped on the back of the chair, and the camera I bought online the day before yesterday, and I had an idea in my heart: I want to go out for a walk today.
Putting on a knitted cardigan, took the camera, opened the door, stopped at the door again, and took a look at the modest house that he rented temporarily, with more expectations in his eyes, the days to come To live a good life alone.
"You should be fine too."
Talking to himself, and saying goodbye to someone, is especially lethal in such a gentle morning.
Lan Xiaoya is learning how to let go of everything in the past.
On the street, the scenery abroad is really different from that in China.
It seems to be cooler and quieter. Country H is a country famous for tourism, and the pace of life is very slow. The big commercial streets only open after ten o'clock, let alone small places. The whole country relies on tourism. The country that comes to support the finances can be said to be a very romantic country, which is why Lan Xiaoya chose to come here in the first place.
In the future, she will return to her favorite thing at the beginning.
It's just that instead of being an anchor, I have to change my way, to realize my idea of traveling around the world, and of course I have to live well with my share of Lan Chenxi.
Walking on the street, I turned on the camera in my hand, and finally, I captured a photo when the sun broke out of the sea level...
The sun rises high and the sun sets in the west. Each has its own beauty. We must learn to cherish and be strong. Only in this way can we move towards the future step by step.
At this moment, Lan Xiaoya felt much more relaxed, and the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously. She would pray for Qiao Ruotan.
But did Qiao Ruotan want to pray?
Lan Xiaoya knew in her heart that what Qiao Ruotan wanted was company, and it was her company.
It's a pity she can't give it.
Time will not show mercy to anyone. If you don’t catch it, you will be ruthlessly abandoned by time. Of course, the mercilessness of time can also bring benefits. No matter how hurt you have been, in the end, you will always come out , come out step by step.
Even if you want to stay where you are, time will take you out of that miserable world.
Just like Qiao Ruotan.
A month passed quietly.
At the beginning, Qiao Ruotan often kept his eyes open until dawn, experiencing heartache all night long, but the more he went on, the more the heartache faded away.
Qiao Ruotan found that he seemed to be able to fall asleep...
But after dreaming back at midnight, he would still be startled awake by the fact that Lan Xiaoya had left.
This point was not only discovered by Qiao Ruotan, but also by Qiao Yian.
Worried about his nephew's situation, Qiao Yian would set an alarm clock every night before going to bed, in order to go to Qiao Ruotan's room in the middle of the night to check on the situation.
On this day, Qiao Yian went to Qiao Ruotan's room as usual, but this time there seemed to be something different...
Qiao Ruotan had a nightmare...
The dream was probably related to Lan Xiaoya, because the person lying on the bed was clutching the quilt tightly, his brows were tightly frowned, and words of prayer overflowed from his mouth from time to time...
Qiao Yian's heart ached, but she was helpless.
These days, Qiao Ruotan often does not eat or sleep, and even seldom drinks water...
It's like the living method of a living dead...
So, how can you make Qiao Yian not worry?
But what about worrying?Their worries now are nothing compared to Lan Xiaoya's words of comfort...
Thinking about it, Qiao Yian glanced out of the corner of his eye and caught the note on the black chicken soup. It was obvious that Qiao Ruotan didn't read what was written on it.
Reaching out and gently taking the note, Joey settled down, and an idea came to his mind, can she write a letter to Qiao Ruotan?
Of course, when writing a letter, it’s best if it’s useful, and if it’s useless, it’s a form of feedback...
With an idea, Qiao Yian got up and quietly exited Qiao Ruotan's room and went to the study.
The hour hand turned round and round, Qiao Yian's heart trembled, and her hands naturally moved along with her heart. As for the heart that was written down, it didn't even look like her own.
But more than half an hour passed, and Qiao Yian didn't want to re-transcribe, so he simply put the letter in an envelope and quietly placed it next to Qiao Ruotan's pillow, "Tan'er, if you wake up and see this Letter, you must think about it..."
Saying that, Qiao Yian finally helped Qiao Ruotan tuck the quilt, and then slowly left the room.
Little did he know that Qiao Ruotan had already woken up.
Hearing the sound of the door being locked, Qiao Ruotan sat up slowly, turned on the desk lamp, and looked at the letter next to the pillow. Qiao Ruotan's heart was full of rejection.
But he still has family in his heart.
Knowing that his family members are also very worried about him now, so he still has a heart of compassion...
He reached for the letter and opened it.
The first sentence that came into my eyes was "Tan'er, I am my aunt."
His eyes turned red in an instant, and this way of writing letters seemed to be what Joyan used to send letters to his family when he was abroad.
The eyes continue to look down:
"Auntie knows that your current situation is very bad. Auntie doesn't know what to do to make you relax. Auntie is very worried about you. Of course, you should not be burdened because of Auntie's worry. I worry about you because you are mine. Nephew, because of family affection, I can't leave you alone... Aunt knows that all the consolation now is tantamount to a bunch of nonsense to you, and Aunt also knows that Xiaoya's leaving without saying goodbye will hurt you the most, but Aunt still has An unfeeling request, if you can, come out and have a look, okay? Auntie knows it's hard, but do you think it's not hard? No, isn't it?"
"Knock Knock" There was a knock on the door in the office. Gao Yunqin looked up from the file and looked at the door. As expected, Gao Yunyi opened the door and walked in the next second.
"What wind brought you here?" In order to prove that he is not a person relying on his family, Gao Yunyi left his elder brother completely behind, so he almost took a big loudspeaker to the Juyun Group's side Loudly proclaiming that she is not Gao Yunqin's younger sister, and now this younger sister who hides away from him when she sees him, is able to take the initiative to find him during working hours, which is really rare!
Just as Gao Yunqin guessed, Gao Yunyi is now the master of the Three Treasures Hall for everything!
"Here, take a look!"
After receiving the mobile phone from Gao Yunyi, Gao Yunqin was curious, what news is it worth Gao Yunyi's trip in person?
After carefully reading the contents of the phone, Gao Yunqin couldn't help frowning, "Where did you get the news from?"
"You don't need to worry about where I got it from, you just say what we are going to do now? Gao Yunyi sat down opposite Gao Yunqin and asked.
Gao Yunqin just felt his brain become bigger all of a sudden, "What are you thinking about, girl?"
When asked by his brother, Gao Yunyi's face suddenly became hot. He obviously didn't think about anything, but there was a feeling of being exposed...
Seeing that his sister didn't speak, Gao Yunqin said again, "I'm not the roundworm in your stomach. No matter how well I know you, I can't guess what you're thinking, but my brother has a word of advice for you. Some people can only watch from a distance. ..."
"Okay, okay, brother, what are you thinking? I'm showing you this news, just to ask you to see what to do now?" Gao Yunyi directly interrupted Gao Yunqin's lecture, "If Qiao Ruotan did it for Lan Xiao Ya, it’s so sluggish, what about our cooperation?”
Gao Yunyi had reason to be so worried. After all, the two groups had just finished discussing the cooperation project before, and when Juyun Group held a celebration banquet, Qiao Ruotan still insisted on taking a step ahead, not because he was far away. Is it about Lan Xiaoya from G City?
From this, it can be seen how much influence this woman named Lan Xiaoya has on Qiao Ruotan. If these news are true, the relationship between Qiao Ruotan and Lan Xiaoya will break down. If Tan is in a slump, what should we do with the cooperation?
It's just that Gao Yunyi didn't realize that he already had a subjective perspective, that is: from Qiao Ruotan's standpoint, he guessed that the person who betrayed Qiao Ruotan was Lan Xiaoya, precisely because the person who betrayed Qiao Ruotan was right Ruotan has a person with great influence—Lan Xiaoya, that's why Qiao Ruotan is in such pain, and it is also possible for Qiao Ruotan to be devastated!
From this perspective, Qiao Ruotan was indeed a victim, but Gao Yunyi also had fantasies at the same time!Because this perspective starts with a hero who "saves others".
Gao Yunyi himself didn't notice this, but how could Gao Yunqin, who has seen countless people in the business district, not notice it?
Seeing the worry on Gao Yunyi's face, Gao Yunqin's heart skipped a beat, and he sighed secretly, hoping that his sister would not get hurt in the future.
Thinking of this, Gao Yunqin took Gao Yunyi's words in a slow voice, "If the Fran Group we cooperate with falls because of a Qiao Ruotan, it will not be able to operate. Then there is no need for us to continue with such a company. For the later stage of cooperation, just wait until this time the project is completed, and then just terminate the contract.”
Maybe he didn't expect his brother to say such a thing?Gao Yunyi was slightly taken aback, "Brother, don't we need to worry about it?"
"Why should you care about him?"
Seeing the unkindness in Gao Yunqin's eyes, Gao Yunyi was slightly taken aback, "He is our partner, and now that something like this has happened, he must be feeling uncomfortable, so why don't we call for condolences?"
"Yun Yi, are you sure that your news is correct?" Gao Yunqin asked slowly with a deep voice.
This question made Gao Yun choke...
Although she didn't know how much of the information she collected was true or false, she believed in one or two of them in her heart, plus her own judgment of Qiao Ruotan, once Gao Yun believed it, Qiao Ruotan's opinion of From the perspective of Lan Xiaoya's relationship, if this relationship breaks down, the responsibility must be on Lan Xiaoya, not Qiao Ruotan!
Perhaps it was because of this perception that Gao Yunyi wanted to comfort the injured Qiao Ruotan.
But she couldn't figure it out, which doesn't mean that Gao Yunqin didn't know either. Seeing that Gao Yunyi didn't answer, Gao Yunqin coughed softly, and said slowly, "Some things are far from being as simple as you think!"
There was a slight pause in the voice, and Gao Yunqin continued: "Look for yourself, a few days ago, the report of G City News has come out, but why did the Publicity Department of the Fran Group choose to cancel the public relations? It's very simple, it's Qiao Ruo What Tan means, if not, I really can't think of it, and it is possible to do so!"
After finishing the words, Gao Yunqin looked at Gao Yunyi, "I hope you can listen to what I want to persuade you just now. Some people can only watch from a distance and should not play with it!"
But if Gao Yunyi could listen to this dissuading words, there would probably be nothing wrong with him later.
After leaving Gao Yunqin's office door, Gao Yun thought about it, and decided to take a phone call to ask.
Who to call?
After much deliberation, Gao Yunyi finally decided to call Yi Kun.
At that time, Yikun's car just drove into the courtyard of Qiao's old house. The car stopped when he received a call. He looked down and saw that it was an unfamiliar number. He picked it up without thinking much. Who knew it was him. The least contactable person.
"Excuse me, President Yi?"
A familiar voice flooded into his ears, and Yikun frowned suddenly, "You? Gao Yunyi?" Realizing his impoliteness, Yikun quickly changed his words, "Miss Gao? What's the matter?"
Gao Yunyi didn't care, and slowly stated the purpose of his call, "That's right, I received news that Miss Lan and Mr. Qiao broke up. Mr. Qiao was deeply shocked and unconscious?"
Hearing this, Yi Kun's face suddenly became colder, and his words became sharper, "I didn't know that Miss Gao paid so much attention to Ruo Tan's affairs?" A line of irony fell, without giving Gao Yun a chance to explain, He directly continued to sarcastically: "Thank you very much for Miss Gao's concern for Ruo Tan, but I would like to ask Miss Gao not to use gossip to identify the authenticity in the future! Finally, I want to tell you that even if their relationship breaks up, it will be okay. It has nothing to do with Miss Gao!"
Having reached this point, Gao Yunyi still wanted to say something, but he could only remain silent.
Seeing that the person on the other end of the phone was silent, Yi Kunfu asked again: "Is there anything else Ms. Gao needs to do?"
Obviously aware that Yi Kun's tone was full of unkindness, Gao Yun knew how to restrain himself, calmed down his dissatisfaction, and replied in a low voice, "It's nothing, I just heard that Mr. Qiao had an accident, so I called to ask, If it’s really all right, then take it as my overthinking.”
Yi Kun rolled his eyes on the other end of the phone, his mind was clear, all the news had been suppressed, why did Gao Yunyi know that something happened to Qiao Ruotan?Apparently Gao Yunyi was collecting information about the Fran Group!
If you say that Gao Yunyi saw it through the news, then Yi Kun would not believe it. The previous news has been suppressed. In order to divert people, they even took the initiative to disclose the news of their relationship. Anyone with a discerning eye knows that this topic should not be asked too much , even if Gao Yun doesn't understand, can Gao Yunqin understand?
So the only thing that can be explained is that Gao Yunyi is a wicked person!
Although, Lan Xiaoya's leaving without saying goodbye this time did bring great harm to Qiao Ruotan, but, Yikun knew in his heart that his good friend would never accept other women. Friend Yikun naturally has reasons to push away those women who want to cling to Qiao Ruotan.
Besides, the time is wrong.
It's true that Lan Xiaoya has left, but how long has she been away?Now that Gao Yunyi sticks to it, isn't it telling everyone: Did Qiao Ruotan abandon Lan Xiaoya all the time?
After thinking so much, Yi Kun became more and more sure that Gao Yunyi must be stopped during this period.
Putting away the thoughts in his heart, he helped Qiao Ruotan down from the car, sent him back to the room with Housekeeper Chen, and then walked out of the room slowly.
At the door, Qiao Yi'an was waiting, seeing Yi Kun came out, Qiao Yi'an hurriedly thanked him, "I really trouble you..."
"It's not too much trouble. Ruo Tan and I are friends from the beginning. His current situation is understandable. Besides, he doesn't have many friends. If I don't help, it won't make sense, right?" Yi Kun answered with a smile, " It's already settled inside. With this little wine, he'll be fine once he sleeps. You can feed him some soup later in the day, and pay more attention to him. If there's anything wrong, just give me a call. "
"I don't know when he will be able to cheer up..." Qiao Yian sighed, "What if this continues?"
Seeing the worry on Qiao Yian's face, Yi Kun also frowned, yes, what if he always looks like this?
Yikun didn't dare to think about this, and Qiao Yian was the same, he was obviously a proud person, if he fell down like this, what would happen to the Fran Group in the future?
However, as things stand now, Qiao Yian, as Qiao Ruotan's family, can have such worries, but Yikun can't, if no one believes that Qiao Ruotan can come out, then Qiao Ruotan really can't come out again up!
Sighed softly, and persuaded in a low voice, "It will be fine, when he realizes that Xiao Ya is still in a certain corner of the world, he will cheer up..." Yi Kun's voice was slightly After a pause, he glanced at Qiao Yian, hesitated for a second, and then continued: "Although it is a bit inappropriate to say so, the vice president may guide Ruo Tan from this aspect?"
"I can see that Ruo Tan must be Xiaoya in this life. Xiaoya left without saying goodbye. We are all angry in our hearts, but we all know why she chose to leave. We have no right to blame Xiaoya, but if It is true that Tan collapsed because of her, so I thought, instead of letting him immerse himself in the loss and sadness of Xiaoya leaving, it is better to let Ruotan believe that as long as he works hard, he can find Xiaoya again?"
Yikun confessed all the thoughts in his heart, this is indeed his idea... At least let Qiao Ruotan return to the rhythm of normal life first.
But Joyan was silent.
Knowing that Qiao Yi'an is the current hostess of Qiao's family, and knowing that Qiao Yi'an is thinking about Qiao Ruotan, it is inconvenient for Yi Kun to talk too much, so he had to say goodbye and leave.
But what he didn't know was that what he said caught Joyan's attention.
After sending Yi Kun away, Qiao Yian returned to Qiao Ruotan's room, sat down by the bed, and looked at the flushed and frowning person on the bed, Qiao Yian couldn't help feeling distressed.
As Qiao Ruotan's aunt, to be honest, she couldn't forgive Lan Xiaoya for leaving this time.
But looking at it from Lan Xiaoya's point of view, Qiao Yian understood how painful it was for Lan Xiaoya to make this decision.
This is a dilemma... It can be said that the palm of the hand and the back of the hand are full of flesh.
Qiao Yian had already regarded Lan Xiaoya as a member of the family, and now she left alone, her whereabouts were unknown, how could Qiao Yian not be worried?
Seeing Qiao Ruotan's appearance like this, Qiao Yian took a deep breath, raised his hand and gently stroked the bangs that covered Qiao Ruotan's eyebrows, and said in a low voice: "If you can't tolerate others anymore, you can It's okay, but you can't keep being decadent like this..."
It's a pity that Qiao Ruotan's brain has been controlled by alcohol. If Qiao Ruotan can wake up at this moment and see how his family members are worried about him, maybe there will be no further sinking.
In Qiao Ruotan's world, after all, it is like a person who coaxes children, gently holding Qiao Ruotan's hand, and step by step leading Qiao Ruotan into that dreamlike dream.
There, the wedding scene was arranged according to the scene in Qiao Ruotan's mind.
Qiao Ruotan walked in the empty venue in a daze, and it was hard to hide the loss in her heart. It turned out that in her dream, Lan Xiaoya also left.
Decadence lowered his head and walked towards the center of the venue step by step, when he suddenly heard a familiar voice: "Qiao Ruotan!"
Stunned in her footsteps, Qiao Ruotan felt her heart tremble, the blood in her body seemed to be congealed, her trembling hands could barely be controlled, she turned her head slightly, and saw not far behind her, the person she was thinking of was wearing a white wedding dress Just stand there!
Qiao Ruotan only felt that the tears were sour, as if there was a warm current, and he knew they were tears.
Seeing the person he wanted to see, the longing in his heart could no longer be controlled, and his footsteps moved with the longing. He turned around and ran towards Lan Xiaoya step by step, until the figure was right in front of his eyes. Only then did Qiao Ruotan stop her footsteps, as if she was afraid that her approach would make the person in front of her disappear...
"Where have you been? Why are you leaving?"
The voice of grievance filled his ears, Qiao Ruotan probably never thought that one day he would use such a tone to accuse Lan Xiaoya of what he had done to him.
But after he asked the words, the girl in the white wedding dress on the opposite side still smiled, as if she had never left, as if what happened to him these days was as it should be... At this moment, Qiao Ruotan had already forgotten himself In a dream.
"When did I leave? What are you talking about? How could I leave you?" It was still Lan Xiaoya's sweet voice.
The hand was gently pulled up, Qiao Ruotan's frown gradually eased, and the grievance seemed to dissipate bit by bit, "Handwritten letter..."
"What handwritten letter?" In the dream, Lan Xiaoya seemed to be very surprised and asked, "Did you prepare a handwritten letter for me?"
After the words fell, Lan Xiaoya's voice came again, "Yes, but there are only two of us in our wedding today, and no one will watch you prepare such a nasty thing!"
Qiao Ruotan raised her eyes and looked at the person opposite who had already left a handwritten letter and left, but at this moment she asked him what a handwritten letter was in front of him as if nothing had happened... There was a doubt in her heart: Is she Lan Xiaoya?
Yes.
It's just that this Lan Xiaoya is living in Qiao Ruotan's dream, and the Lan Xiaoya in reality has already left.
Qiao Yian, who had been taking care of the bedside all the time, could be considered to have heard the detailed words from Qiao Ruotan's mouth, every word and every sentence was related to Lan Xiaoya.
He raised his hand to take the twisted towel from Qinqin, and gently wiped the sweat off Qiao Ruotan's forehead, but his hand was caught in the next second.
Qiao Ruotan's terrified cry followed, "Don't go, don't go, Xiaoya, don't go...I beg, I beg you, don't go, don't leave me..."
"Begging" was a very simple word, which crossed the ears of Qiao Yian and Qinqin, and both of them frowned at the same time.
She knew that Qiao Ruotan loved Lan Xiaoya deeply, but she never thought that Qiao Ruotan would say such a thing.
What kind of humble feelings need to be redeemed with a request?
Qiao Yian's tears fell, and he reached out to shake Qiao Ruotan, "Tan'er, wake up! Wake up!"
Perhaps the later development in the dream was too frightening, Qiao Ruotan slowly opened his eyes under Qiao Yian's cry.
Hollow.
Only these two words can describe Qiao Ruotan's eyes at this moment.
Because of love but not, because the love is separated by mountains and seas, because the love has disappeared, so Qiao Ruotan's eyes are only empty.
It turned out that the azure blue eyes gradually lost that touch of color. They were obviously the same blue, but they just felt different...
"Tan'er?"
"Brother Joe?"
He heard it, heard his aunt's voice, and Qinqin's voice. He is also a sensitive person, so of course he could hear the sadness and worry in the voices of Qiao Yian and Qinqin.
Qiao Ruotan knew that he was the pillar of the Qiao family, and there was no reason for his family to worry about him, so he said in a deep voice, "Can you let me stay alone for a while?"
Qiao Yian was slightly taken aback. It had been a long time, and this was the first sentence Qiao Ruotan spoke to them, but the words were full of repulsion, which made Qiao Yian a little at a loss...
"Tan'er."
"Auntie, I just want to be alone for a while, give me some time, okay?" Qiao Ruotan's voice was still low, even hoarse.
Such a request, even if Qiao Yian was worried that Qiao Ruotan was alone in the room, he could only agree.
Standing up, she put Qiao Ruotan's hands under the quilt, and said slowly, "Auntie is downstairs, if you have anything to say, can you call Auntie?"
it is good……
Qiao Ruodan wanted to answer, but he knew that he would not call Qiao Yian, and now he didn't want to give others hope.
Looking up at the window, the sky is pitch black, what time is it now?
Turning his head to look at the clock on the table, it turned out that it was already two o'clock in the morning, so he had already slept?
Slowly sitting up from the bed, looking at the familiar things around her, Qiao Ruotan felt as if someone had stabbed her in the heart, and the pain was unbearable.
Turned over and got out of bed, quickly walked into the bathroom, turned on the shower, and cold water poured down his head, cooling his whole body bit by bit. ,
It seemed that only when the ice-like water knife hit him, Qiao Ruotan could feel better.
His feet gradually lost strength, and he slumped on the ground little by little. The water continued to flow, and Qiao Ruotan's clothes were already soaked, but he didn't seem to notice it at all. His eyes just stared blankly. Flowing water tiles.
What was he thinking about?Probably thinking about the last scene in the dream just now?
Lan Xiaoya, who was wearing a wedding dress, looked at him with a smile. Just when he was anxiously dragging the girl to find the priest because he didn't want to lose Lan Xiaoya... that smiling face suddenly changed.
In the dream, the woman who was wearing a white wedding dress, whom he had been thinking about in his heart, suddenly changed her clothes, and the hand he was holding tightly was gone...
Lan Xiaoya stood opposite him and looked at him with disappointment. The black clothes on the little girl seemed to be saying: Qiao Ruotan, we are over, our relationship ends here, and there will be no future in the future. !
"Xiaoya, what's the matter? Aren't we going to get married today? Why did you suddenly change your clothes?" Qiao Ruotan explained the reason for Lan Xiaoya's sudden change of face with an almost flattering tone.
But in exchange, Lan Xiaoya shook her head in disappointment, "Qiao Ruotan, do you really think we will be happy together?
In a word, like a hammer, it hit Qiao Ruotan on the head.
Why can't they be happy together?
He always thought that as long as the two of them were together, they would be happy, but now Lan Xiaoya asked him if he would be happy... Even if it was his dream, he couldn't accept it!
Why not happy?How can you not be happy?
In the bathroom, Qiao Ruotan clenched his hands into fists and slammed them on the ground hard. Blood streaks gushed out and were washed away by the water constantly rushing down. The faint pink color gathered in the drain, which made people shudder, but Qiao Ruotan did not The slightest pain lady felt.
Yes, how can the pain in the body compare to the pain in the heart?
It is not normal to accept the heart-wrenching pain of losing a lover. Qiao Ruotan loves Lan Xiaoya so much but gets lost. How can he accept it?
She didn't cry any more, the tears seemed to turn into blood that flowed on the ground, and disappeared bit by bit... But Qiao Ruotan knew that she couldn't let it go.
The sound of the shower spraying water, rustling, blood mixed with water, stimulated those blue eyes, and the person who cared about him was no longer there.
The people upstairs trapped themselves under the icy water. In the living room downstairs, maybe it was a telepathy between relatives. Qiao Yian felt that something was wrong, and the worry and tension in his heart became more and more difficult to control. He reached out and grabbed Qinqin's hand , asked in a low voice: "Qinqin, do you think your big brother Qiao will do something stupid?"
Qinqin's face was also full of worry, "Godmother, I'm also a little worried about Brother Qiao..." As she said that, Qinqin raised her eyes to look upstairs, full of worry in her heart, "Shall we go up and have a look?"
"But..." Qiao Ruotan told them to go out just now, if they go up now, will Qiao Ruotan be stimulated?
Knowing Qiao Yian's embarrassment, Qinqin lowered her head and thought carefully, she must find an excuse!
With a flash of inspiration in her mind, Qinqin let go of Qiao Yian's hand, turned around and entered the kitchen, took out a bowl of black-bone chicken soup that Leng Xia had prepared for Mrs. Qiao, then quickly turned around and left the living room, "Godmother , let’s just say it’s grandma asking him to drink some soup?”
Hearing this, a smile appeared on Qiao Yian's face, "Okay, it's good to have an excuse, I'm afraid it will irritate Tan'er if I go in without an excuse!"
After the words fell, the two went upstairs.
Fortunately, they went upstairs, otherwise, there is no way to find out that Qiao Ruotan smashed himself into a bloody mess by himself!
Pushing open the door and entering the room, there was no one in the room except for the sound of water flowing from the bathroom. Qiao Yian had some bad premonitions in her heart. As a mother, she instinctively called out: "Tan Son?"
There was no response, but there was still the quiet sound of running water, Joyan frowned even more, and the news of those suicides in the bathroom flew into his mind...
Thinking of this, Joyan couldn't calm down anymore, turned around and walked towards the bathroom door, reached out and knocked on the bathroom door, and there was a crisp "knock knock" sound, Joyan asked again tentatively One sound, "Tan'er? Are you in there?"
silence.
The only response to Joyan was silence.
Qinqin put down the black chicken soup in her hand, followed to the door of the bathroom, reached out and knocked on the door, and shouted, "Brother Qiao? It's me, Qinqin, grandma asked me to bring you black chicken soup. Are you there?" ?”
In the bathroom, Qiao Ruotan's spirit slowly returned to his body due to Qiao Yi'an and Qinqin's calls, he raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at the door of the bathroom with his dark eyes, Qiao Ruotan felt guilty in his heart.
If he had no family members, what would he choose now?
Qiao Ruotan knew in his heart, what would he choose now if he didn't have a family, but he has a family, and a family who loves him very much, this is something he can't give up...
Looking down, he glanced at the back of his hand that was hit, Qiao Ruotan frowned, he couldn't feel any pain at all...
It turns out that there is nothing more sad than heart death.
Putting his hands on the ground, he stood up slowly step by step, turned off the shower, pulled the bath towel hanging by the side, and wiped the water stains on his face casually...
Feel free to throw down the bath towel in your hand and push open the bathroom door...
Unexpectedly, the two people outside the door—Joyian and Qinqin—were also planning to rush in.
Looking at each other, Qiao Yian and Qinqin showed a little embarrassment on their faces.
Looking at Qiao Ruotan standing in front of him, Qiao Yian finally let go of his hanging heart.
Looking at Qiao Ruotan's wet clothes, Qiao Yian forced a smile, "Taking a bath? Why don't you bring your clothes?"
Without answering, Qiao Ruotan passed Qiao Yian and entered the changing room.
The door closed with a bang, Joian and Qinqin outside the door were both startled.
"Godmother, what are we going to do now?"
Qiao Yian shook his head, saying that he didn't know what to do now...
"Should we wait here for Brother Joe to come out?"
Hearing this, Qiao Yian shook his head again, thinking, walked to the edge of the desk, took a pen and paper, and wrote down a sentence: Auntie knows that you are not feeling well, but you can only get better if you cheer up, right?
After finishing writing, Qiao Yian pressed the note in his hand under the bowl of black-bone chicken soup, and then played the piano and left the room.
"Godmother?"
"Brother Joe, you shouldn't do stupid things..."
If he was going to do something stupid, he might as well not have come out just now, but Qiao Ruotan didn't do that...,
It was precisely because of this that Joyan felt a little relieved.
"But Brother Qiao's condition looks very wrong..." Qinqin became worried.
Qiao Yian was full of helplessness in his heart, "No matter how powerful Tan'er is, he is only one person. It is normal for him to have such sad emotions. Let's let him go for now..."
She still didn't want to embarrass her nephew too much, so Qiao Yian decided to let Qiao Ruotan vent her emotions. She thought that someone as smart as Qiao Ruotan would definitely be able to come out.
Listening to Qiao Yian's words, Qinqin's face became a little more worried. To be honest, she was really worried about Qiao Ruotan, but thinking about Qiao Yian's words, she felt that it made sense. Everyone is just a mortal, and no one , or very few people can keep calm in the face of such a parting!
Qiao Ruotan is very powerful, at a young age, he made the huge French group to where it is today, but Qiao Ruotan is also an ordinary person, and also a child of the Qiao family. The person he loves the most leaves without saying goodbye. He also has the right to choose to be sad.
Thinking of this, Qinqin can only have the same attitude as Qiao Yian, let him be sad for a while... Maybe people really can only get out of suffering by saving themselves.
Yes, people can only save themselves.
In the changing room, Qiao Ruotan was holding the shirt that Lan Xiaoya had given him, and he sat on the ground slumped, his strength seemed to be taken away, his eyes were dry, and there seemed to be no tears there, looking at that Looking at the dark blue shirt, Qiao Ruotan fell into his own thoughts.
"Are you really going?"
"Do you really think you'll be better off without me?"
"Okay, if you think leaving me will bring you more happiness, I won't stop it, but I want to know how you are now..."
"At least let me know you're doing well, okay?"
Asking the question to himself, Qiao Ruotan felt that the depths of his throat were dry and unbearable, and his heart became more clear, as if he understood why Lan Xiaoya chose to leave, and why he was sad, but this seemed to be short-lived. Ching Ming.
Raising his hand, he stuffed the shirt into the closet next to him, picked up a T-shirt and sports shorts on the side and changed it on, then opened the door, and walked towards the bed without even looking at the black-bone chicken on the bedside table Tang, lying directly on Chuanghang, wrapped the quilt tightly around his body, and fell asleep in a daze.
Before, he didn't understand why a person could sleep for three months, but now he understood that in the face of great pain, long-term sleep seems to be a worse choice?
But Qiao Ruotan was not the only one suffering the pain of separation.
Country H.
There is a time difference between day and night between here and G City, maybe this is the current state of the two of them.
After being here for so many days, Lan Xiaoya has been locking herself in the room, it seems that only in this way can she stay away from pain.
But this is Lan Xiaoya's imagination after all.
Leaving Qiao Ruotan, she would not feel much better than Qiao Ruotan, and locking herself in the room was tantamount to punishment for herself.
But when will this punishment end?
Opening the curtains, looking at the red sky in the distance, Lan Xiaoya felt a slight pain in her heart, how are you far away in City G?
It's probably early morning in City G now, right?But here is a new day...
Lan Xiaoya let her tears fall, and let the wind dry the tears on her face. She stared at the rising sun in the sky, and suddenly felt an urge to let go.
It's time to let go...it's time to let go...
My eyes rolled, and my eyes fell on the knitted cardigan draped on the back of the chair, and the camera I bought online the day before yesterday, and I had an idea in my heart: I want to go out for a walk today.
Putting on a knitted cardigan, took the camera, opened the door, stopped at the door again, and took a look at the modest house that he rented temporarily, with more expectations in his eyes, the days to come To live a good life alone.
"You should be fine too."
Talking to himself, and saying goodbye to someone, is especially lethal in such a gentle morning.
Lan Xiaoya is learning how to let go of everything in the past.
On the street, the scenery abroad is really different from that in China.
It seems to be cooler and quieter. Country H is a country famous for tourism, and the pace of life is very slow. The big commercial streets only open after ten o'clock, let alone small places. The whole country relies on tourism. The country that comes to support the finances can be said to be a very romantic country, which is why Lan Xiaoya chose to come here in the first place.
In the future, she will return to her favorite thing at the beginning.
It's just that instead of being an anchor, I have to change my way, to realize my idea of traveling around the world, and of course I have to live well with my share of Lan Chenxi.
Walking on the street, I turned on the camera in my hand, and finally, I captured a photo when the sun broke out of the sea level...
The sun rises high and the sun sets in the west. Each has its own beauty. We must learn to cherish and be strong. Only in this way can we move towards the future step by step.
At this moment, Lan Xiaoya felt much more relaxed, and the corners of her mouth raised unconsciously. She would pray for Qiao Ruotan.
But did Qiao Ruotan want to pray?
Lan Xiaoya knew in her heart that what Qiao Ruotan wanted was company, and it was her company.
It's a pity she can't give it.
Time will not show mercy to anyone. If you don’t catch it, you will be ruthlessly abandoned by time. Of course, the mercilessness of time can also bring benefits. No matter how hurt you have been, in the end, you will always come out , come out step by step.
Even if you want to stay where you are, time will take you out of that miserable world.
Just like Qiao Ruotan.
A month passed quietly.
At the beginning, Qiao Ruotan often kept his eyes open until dawn, experiencing heartache all night long, but the more he went on, the more the heartache faded away.
Qiao Ruotan found that he seemed to be able to fall asleep...
But after dreaming back at midnight, he would still be startled awake by the fact that Lan Xiaoya had left.
This point was not only discovered by Qiao Ruotan, but also by Qiao Yian.
Worried about his nephew's situation, Qiao Yian would set an alarm clock every night before going to bed, in order to go to Qiao Ruotan's room in the middle of the night to check on the situation.
On this day, Qiao Yian went to Qiao Ruotan's room as usual, but this time there seemed to be something different...
Qiao Ruotan had a nightmare...
The dream was probably related to Lan Xiaoya, because the person lying on the bed was clutching the quilt tightly, his brows were tightly frowned, and words of prayer overflowed from his mouth from time to time...
Qiao Yian's heart ached, but she was helpless.
These days, Qiao Ruotan often does not eat or sleep, and even seldom drinks water...
It's like the living method of a living dead...
So, how can you make Qiao Yian not worry?
But what about worrying?Their worries now are nothing compared to Lan Xiaoya's words of comfort...
Thinking about it, Qiao Yian glanced out of the corner of his eye and caught the note on the black chicken soup. It was obvious that Qiao Ruotan didn't read what was written on it.
Reaching out and gently taking the note, Joey settled down, and an idea came to his mind, can she write a letter to Qiao Ruotan?
Of course, when writing a letter, it’s best if it’s useful, and if it’s useless, it’s a form of feedback...
With an idea, Qiao Yian got up and quietly exited Qiao Ruotan's room and went to the study.
The hour hand turned round and round, Qiao Yian's heart trembled, and her hands naturally moved along with her heart. As for the heart that was written down, it didn't even look like her own.
But more than half an hour passed, and Qiao Yian didn't want to re-transcribe, so he simply put the letter in an envelope and quietly placed it next to Qiao Ruotan's pillow, "Tan'er, if you wake up and see this Letter, you must think about it..."
Saying that, Qiao Yian finally helped Qiao Ruotan tuck the quilt, and then slowly left the room.
Little did he know that Qiao Ruotan had already woken up.
Hearing the sound of the door being locked, Qiao Ruotan sat up slowly, turned on the desk lamp, and looked at the letter next to the pillow. Qiao Ruotan's heart was full of rejection.
But he still has family in his heart.
Knowing that his family members are also very worried about him now, so he still has a heart of compassion...
He reached for the letter and opened it.
The first sentence that came into my eyes was "Tan'er, I am my aunt."
His eyes turned red in an instant, and this way of writing letters seemed to be what Joyan used to send letters to his family when he was abroad.
The eyes continue to look down:
"Auntie knows that your current situation is very bad. Auntie doesn't know what to do to make you relax. Auntie is very worried about you. Of course, you should not be burdened because of Auntie's worry. I worry about you because you are mine. Nephew, because of family affection, I can't leave you alone... Aunt knows that all the consolation now is tantamount to a bunch of nonsense to you, and Aunt also knows that Xiaoya's leaving without saying goodbye will hurt you the most, but Aunt still has An unfeeling request, if you can, come out and have a look, okay? Auntie knows it's hard, but do you think it's not hard? No, isn't it?"
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