Seeing this, Gu Hai realized that Su Ran didn't know the truth, and frowned in annoyance.

"It turns out that when she said to wait for her, she told me to wait for her to find the good news."

Gu Hai's silence was already the best answer, Su Ran put down his hands weakly, retreated in a daze, and tears fell silently.

The crumbling woman was like a pale paper figure, with no trace of blood on her face, all of which was almost ashen and dead.

Just as Gu Hai was about to help her, Su Ran suddenly burst out laughing wildly, absurdly laughing, and tears streaming down his face.

It turned out that there was no accident at all, the biggest accident and the greatest misfortune for Xinru to know her!

Then the laughter stopped abruptly and went on silently, Su Ran hit herself bitterly, the source of everything was because of her, why didn't she die herself!

"I'm a murderer." Su Ran suddenly laughed strangely again, "So I'm really a murderer."

She killed Liu Xinru.

"Su Ran, Xinru wouldn't want to see you like this. She was thinking about you until she died. You have to live well to be worthy of her, do you understand?"

Gu Hai didn't know how to comfort the woman in front of him, he hesitated for a while, then walked forward and said softly.

"GuHai, do you hate me?"

Su Ran raised her head to look at Gu Hai, and asked suddenly.

"Su Ran, it wasn't you who killed Xinru. I don't even want to see this. I hate the murderer! I hate myself even more! If I could find her faster, maybe she..."

Gu Hai looked at the hairband on his wrist, his emotions lost control again, this mistake will be deeply imprinted in his mind, and he will carry it forward for the rest of his life.

"No! You should hate me. I killed Xinru. I'm sorry for her, sorry for you, sorry for you. I'm the real murderer."

She was so dazed that she repeated these few words over and over again. After saying it for the third time, something suddenly occurred to her mind. She glanced at the time and said happily again:
"It's so late, I have to go back quickly to buy ingredients, and that glutton Xinru will go back to eat later."

After finishing speaking, he rushed towards the door without hesitation. After Gu Hai realized it, he hurriedly chased after him, but was pushed away by Su Ran.

"You want me to live well, don't you? Then don't follow me!"

Today, she had dinner with Xinru and absolutely did not allow others to disturb them.

"Winter melon, pork ribs, yam..."

Su Ran went crazy for a moment, then calmed down for a moment, and was so dazed that he repeated a few words.Her eyes that were sharp enough to suffocate just now forced Gu Hai to stop.

tick tick...

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and Su Ran rushed into the rain without knowing it. She looked at the sky, and the raindrops hit her face and flowed down her cheeks.

As if her soul had been emptied, she opened her eyes numbly.Su Ran felt as if she was in the torrent of time, and all the memories about Liu Xinru skipped from her mind frame by frame.Suddenly, she seemed to be in the long memory of the past, circling repeatedly, unable to escape.

"Su Ran, you idiot, didn't you remind you to bring an umbrella today? Apart from thinking about those sketches every day, what else can you remember in your head?"

"Xinru, as long as you are here, I can never be lazy and don't remember these things."

The two girls shared an umbrella and walked out of the school talking and laughing. At that time, Su Ran and Liu Xinru were still high school students studying in the school, and they could be together every day.

"Since this is the case, we will be good friends for a lifetime..."

Liu Xinru's voice echoed in Su Ran's ears again, friend for life?Liu Xinru, you clearly promised me that we will be good friends for life, so where are you now?

"Xinru, do you really abandon me as a good friend? Do you really want me?"

Su Ran lowered her head and said bitterly, she originally thought that as long as she didn't accept Liu Xinru's departure, her Liu Xinru would still live in this world.She can deceive herself for a while, but she cannot deceive herself for a lifetime.

Su Ran was walking in the pouring rain in a daze, and the scenes of living with Liu Xinru in the past kept appearing in front of her eyes. Su Ran laughed at first, but then cried in the next second.

"Xinru, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It's all my fault... It's all my fault..."

Su Ran murmured continuously, and walked towards the crossroads ahead in a daze, tears and rain mixed together, blurring her vision.

"Looking for death! If you want to die, you should die away from yourself. Don't make trouble for others!"

A private car braked suddenly, poked its head out of the window, looked at Su Ran angrily and yelled, the distance between the car and Su Ran was only one meter, if the driver didn't react in time, the consequences would be disastrous.

"die?"

Su Ran fell into the rain due to the momentum of the car. She raised her head in confusion and followed the voice to look at the angry driver, repeating softly.

"What a lunatic!"

Seeing Su Ran's expression, the driver cursed brokenly, and hurriedly bypassed Su Ran and left, obviously not wanting to argue with a lunatic.

"lady!"

In order not to make Su Ran suspicious, Li Xin, the bodyguard captain of the Qin Group who followed Su Ran, kept a distance from Su Ran. When he saw what happened just now, he ran over quickly, supported Su Ran and walked to the opposite side of the road.

"Ma'am, I'll take you back. Mr. Qin is very worried about your appearance."

Li Xin explained softly to Su Ran, lest he frighten the woman in front of him.

"Boss Qin? Qin Baiyu?"

Hearing the name in Li Xin's mouth, Su Ran shuddered violently, her pupils dilated instantly, she gritted her teeth in hatred, and asked the man in front of her with hatred in her eyes.

"Yes Yes."

Seeing Su Ran's suddenly cold eyes, Li Xin swallowed nervously, nodded and replied.

Unexpectedly, Su Ran's face changed suddenly in the next second, and he pushed him away forcefully.

"Get out, get out of here! Go back and tell Qin Baiyu that you still want to lock me up?! Do his big dream, I won't go back, I won't go back even if I die!"

Su Ran was very emotional. After pushing Li Xin away, her footsteps became more vain, and she couldn't stand still. She finally staggered a few steps and stopped, and then opened Li Xin who was coming forward again fiercely. Turning around, there was a sense of fleeing .

"Madam, don't embarrass me. I can't take these words. You can go back and tell Mr. Qin face to face. You are emotionally unstable now, or I will take you to the hospital. "

Seeing Su Ran turn and leave, Li Xin quickly stepped forward to follow, and said respectfully.

Su Ran was annoyed that Li Xin was still following her, her eyes were like poisoned ice, and she gave Li Xin a cold look.

"Follow me again, and I'll let you go back with a corpse. You can figure it out."

"lady……"

Su Ran never looked back, her thin and thin back looked like a vicissitudes old man who was over a hundred years old, and it hurt people's eyes.

Li Xin looked at the back of Su Ran leaving, and hesitated to step forward. The scene of this woman holding a paintbrush on her neck in the Qin Group and threatening her to death is still in front of her eyes.The scratches on the neck have not even disappeared. Li Xin is worried that he will anger Su Ran again and make Su Ran do more harm to him.

He hesitated for a moment, took out his phone and pressed the shortcut key, and strode in the opposite direction of Su Ran.

Su Ran lost his mind and wandered around for a long time, and the drizzle in the sky continued to fall.Her whole body was already soaked, her hair was drooping, and she was devastated.

Before she knew it, Su Ran realized that she had walked to the river. The eighth and ninth stone piers on the bridge were very familiar to Liu Xinru and her when they were studying.

This used to be the secret base of Su Ran and Liu Xinru. She still remembers that she and Liu Xinru used to come here together whenever they encountered happy or unhappy things. About their little secret.

That period of time was the warmest and brightest years in Su Ran's life.She has not been forced by her father to participate in various "blind dates", and her mother has not fallen ill.

She can do her best to learn the art she loves, or she can secretly fall in love with outstanding seniors with a throbbing heart.

And no matter what kind of life she is like, whether it is splendid or humble, the person who has always been by her side and never given up on her is Liu Xinru.

The best Liu Xinru in the world.

Su Ran stumbled and climbed up the bridge slope. She supported herself and stood between the eighth and ninth piers, looking at the river in front of her, but her vision was blurred. She found that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see the edge of the river.

She whispered softly to her side, as if Liu Xinru was here at this moment, beside her, in their old position.

"Xinru, do you remember this place?"

Except for the howling wind, no one answered her.

"I really want to go back to school, I dream of going back"

"If you don't want to leave, you wait for me. We agreed to go to Amo's house to eat together today."

"Xinru. I, I'm sorry for you."

It's like in front of Su Ran's eyes, within reach.The first crack appeared on Liu Xinru's bright and brilliant face, and then there was a bang sound, more and more cracks appeared, and finally all of them were shattered.

Su Ran's tears surged like a tide, "I feel sorry for you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

Self-blame, heartache, hatred, despair, and complex emotions mixed into a huge black hole, swallowing her bit by bit.

In the end, Su Ran lost all strength.
"Xinru, my place hurts so much. I have so many things I want to tell you. I'll talk to you now, okay?"

Su Ran put her right hand on her chest, muttering to herself in pain.

At this moment, she has accepted the fact that Liu Xinru has passed away, and at the same time, her hatred and regret for herself are even stronger.

Obviously everything happened because of her, why?Why is the dead person Xinru? !

She regretted it, she really regretted it, if she was given another chance, she would rather be a murderer, Xinru would not be obsessed with finding the truth for her, and finally died in an inexplicable car accident.

Yes, she is a murderer.Therefore, killing for life is justified!

It was impossible for Liu Xinru, who had passed away, to answer Su Ran's words. Su Ran pulled out a happy smile, lowered her head and stared blankly at the distant river, and said to herself.

"Since you didn't refute, I'll take it as your agreement."

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