I can't be a cannon fodder

"Mommy mommy?"

Xiao Xingxing opened his eyes, and met a white and tender bun face and big black eyes.

"Mom, are you having a nightmare?" The little guy stretched out his chubby arms and wanted her to hug him.

Only then did Xiao Xingxing realize that she was sweating profusely. She hugged her son on her lap and looked around. There was no scarlet blood, no dark room, and she was still on the plane back home.

So... she was just having a nightmare?
She dreamed of a comic, in which there was a female supporting role named Xiao Xingxing, the point is that this Xiao Xingxing's life experience was exactly the same as hers.

They are both rich ladies, but their lives changed suddenly when they were 19 years old. The family went bankrupt and their parents died in a car accident.She was designed to sleep in a stranger's bed, and when she found out she was pregnant, she dropped out of school and went abroad.

She is like a bystander watching Xiao Xingxing in the comics working hard to live for her son. After returning to China, she met the little brother who was a neighbor when she was a child.

Xiao Xingxing remembered this little brother, when she first fell in love, he was still her crush.

But later, the little brother became the richest man in the local area, and she only saw the news from the financial news.

But in the comics, she met her little brother after returning to China and accepted his help and care. It didn't take long before she attracted hostility from his fiancee, and finally kidnapped her and her son while her little brother was going abroad. She was beaten to death by the kidnappers, and her son His legs were amputated.

"Zaizai..." Xiao Xingxing thought of the ending in the comic, couldn't help hugging his son tightly, and touched his son's fleshy calf several times.

"Mom, you are crying." The little guy who was only over three years old was a little flustered and wanted to wipe away Xiao Xingxing's tears.

Xiao Xingxing wiped his face indiscriminately: "It's okay, it's just... I just dreamed that the bad monster was going to kill me."
eat me. "

Although the manga is the same as the first half of her life, but... it's a dream, how could it be real!
Besides, she hasn't been in touch with that little brother for so many years, how could she meet suddenly.

"Mom!" Zai Zai looked at her seriously, "Are you secretly watching horror movies again?"

Xiao Xingxing smiled at his son who was trying to put on an adult expression, and the remaining fear gradually dissipated: "No! We don't have any horror movies on our tablet, you forgot."

"By the way, we need to drink water when we wake up, and then we'll go pee." Fearing that his son would teach her again, Xiao Xingxing changed the subject and stuffed the straw into Zai Zai's mouth.

Zai Zai Ton Ton drank a few swigs, Xiao Xingxing picked him up and went to the bathroom.After finishing the solution, he went back to his seat and saw his son holding the tablet and started playing the picture guessing game. Xiao Xingxing leaned on the back of the chair and began to think about the manga in his dream just now. He unconsciously took out a magazine from the back of the chair and flipped through it.

After turning a few pages, she suddenly froze. On this page of the magazine was a picture of a man, with the title in bold and bold letters.

"Huo Zhourong, the Youngest Rich Man in Lucheng"

The man in the photo is wearing a dark blue suit. His handsome face looks careless, but his dark and deep eyes are stern, his thick eyebrows are slightly raised, his thin lips are very sexy, and his whole person is full of abstinence and alienation.

"..." Xiao Xingxing didn't care about admiring the handsome man, she was too familiar with this name, this... This is the little brother she had a crush on when she was a child, and also the hero of the manga in her dream.

She hurriedly stuffed the magazine back into the back of the chair, touched her chest and whispered comfort.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's not a real person..."

But Huo Zhourong's face began to linger in her mind, and thinking of the comics in her dream, she even had the urge to go abroad as soon as she got off the plane.

But no matter how anxious she was, the plane crossed the night sky and landed in Lucheng in November on time after nine o'clock in the evening.Xiao Xingxing took a taxi to the old city. This was the old house before the Xiao family made a fortune, and it was also her only property.

The community is old and there is no greenery.The only advantage is that there are vegetable markets and supermarkets around, and the intersection is the subway.

The house is on the third floor, with two bedrooms and one living room of about 70 square meters. Walking up the dark stairs, I saw a middle-aged woman in an apron standing at the door of the house. It was Aunt Fang who had returned to China early.

Aunt Fang was the nanny who brought Xiao Xingxing up. When something happened to Xiao Xingxing's family, Xiao Xingxing asked her to go back to her hometown, but Aunt Fang's hometown only had a distant nephew, and her relationship was not as deep as Xiao Xingxing's.

Aunt Fang followed her to go abroad to continue to take care of their mother and child, without even asking for a salary. Xiao Xingxing now regards Aunt Fang as a relative, and will provide her with retirement in the future.

"It's good to be back! It's good to be back!" Aunt Fang took the sleeping cub in her arms, and wrote a novel as she entered the house: "I got acquainted with the surroundings this week, and the house has been tidied up. Take a look. What is missing."

Xiao Xingxing put Zai Zai on the bed in the bedroom. The wallpaper on the wall has turned yellow, and the furniture is also outdated, but they are all clean. There are a few dried flowers in the vase on the coffee table in the living room, and the dining table is covered with beautiful The tablecloths looked like they had been tidied up with care.

"Our new home is so beautiful!" Xiao Xingxing hugged Aunt Fang.

Aunt Fang wiped her tears: "The Xiao family used to..."

"That's all in the past!" Xiao Xingxing helped her sit down, "Our apartment abroad a few years ago was smaller than this one, so we lived pretty well."

"That's not because you worked so hard while going to school..." Aunt Fang looked at her, "But it's better now. Although you earn a lot abroad, your consumption is also high, and your burden will be less when you return home."

Aunt Fang patted the sleeping Zai Zai, and she wanted to cry again: "I don't know how long we have to save before we can have surgery."

Zai Zai was diagnosed with Tetralogy of Fallot at birth. The sooner this congenital heart disease can be operated on, the better.

The expenses abroad are too expensive. Fortunately, Xiao Xingxing's mother is the heir to court cuisine, and she has studied food since she was a child.After giving birth to Zai Zai, he introduced videos of foreign roadside food on Weibo while reading, wrote food reviews, and occasionally cooked for rich second-generation children abroad.

But the money is only enough for her tuition and daily expenses.

Xiao Xingxing majored in spice science at university, because her nose has been more sensitive than ordinary people since she was a child, and her teacher often said that this girl was born to eat this bowl of rice.

She was only a sophomore when the accident happened in the Xiao family. The teacher learned that she was going to study abroad and gave her a letter of introduction. The foreign college is very famous in the field of perfume research.
Originally, she could enter a good company after graduation, but she was rejected for some reason. Fortunately, a domestic perfume company accepted her resume, and she will report it the day after tomorrow. After saving enough money, she can make it for Zai Zai surgery.

Neither of them noticed that the eyelashes of the little group of cubs moved.
"It's okay, Aunt Fang, we will get better and better!" She comforted the old man, "I will work hard and strive for promotion and salary increase as soon as possible."

"If it really doesn't work, we'll just buy this old house, or ask your second uncle?" Aunt Fang sighed, "The operation costs about [-] yuan. For your second uncle..."

"Aunt Fang." Xiao Xingxing interrupted her, "You also know, the relationship between our family and the second uncle...."

Because the grandfather left the company to Xiao's father, the second uncle's family severed ties with their family. Later, the second uncle took the initiative to find her when something happened to the company.

"Don't think that the price I gave is low. No one wants Xiao's stock when it is sold out. I bought it at a low price for the sake of my relatives. If you don't sell it to me, what are you going to pay the bank for?" loan?"

Xiao Xingxing had no choice but to sell it to his second uncle at a low price. In the end, his second aunt gave her a card with 10 yuan in it, saying it was for her to go abroad to study.

Zai Zai's examination results revealed that Xiao Xing Xing had gone to beg his second uncle, but what did the second aunt say at the time?

"Xiao Xingxing, you are not young anymore, it's time for you to understand the ways of the world. Our family took over the mess left behind by your family, and your second uncle even arranged for your parents' funeral and returned it to you. A sum of money to go abroad. In the future, don't call us, understand?"

After that, she never looked for her second uncle again. As for the house, she didn't want Zai Zai to feel that she didn't even have a home, and she definitely didn't want to sell it until the end.

Aunt Fang sighed, and touched Xiao Xingxing's face: "Money can be earned slowly, but also pay attention to your health, don't work too hard."

"Got it!" Xiao Xingxing pulled Aunt Fang up, "Let's go, let's go to sleep."

When she got into bed, she couldn't fall asleep.

Does the comic in the dream have anything to do with reality... If so, will her and Zai Zai's end be so miserable?
If it's just a dream, why is it exactly the same as her life...

Xiao Xingxing thought about it, and then thought of Huo Zhourong. Since everything was caused by him, shouldn't it be enough for him to stay away from this man?

In the comics, after she met Huo Zhourong, Huo Zhourong paid for Zaizai to have an operation, and bought a house for their mother and son. After that, she took Zaizai and stayed with Huo Zhourong all the time.Later, his fiancée heard from nowhere that Xiao Xingxing was Huo Zhourong's white moonlight, and that's how their mother and son ended up miserable.

"Tell me about you, if someone helped you save your son, you don't know the north, south, east, west, north, south, east, west, and north. Just return the favor of the family. Why do you have to stay?"

Xiao Xingxing sighed, she would rely on her own efforts to operate on her son so as not to get involved with Huo Zhourong and his fiancee.If she really met Huo Zhourong, she would definitely hide away.

Thinking of this, Xiao Xingxing put her heart back into her stomach, and slowly fell asleep. She was woken up by the phone in the morning.

"Hey?"

"Is it Miss Xiao Xingxing?"

"I am, who is it?"

"We are from the HR department of Lucky Rose, and I remind you to report to the company on time at ten o'clock in the morning the day after tomorrow"

Xiao Xingxing suddenly regained consciousness: "No problem! Thank you."

Lucky Rose is a domestic perfume company. It was just established last year, but it has strong capital. Otherwise, it would not have rented out an entire first-floor office building as an office in a location where every inch of land was expensive.

"Hello, I'm Xiao Xingxing. I have an appointment with the team leader of the design department." On Monday, Xiao Xingxing arrived at the company on time.

The receptionist's eyes flickered, she thought she saw a star.

The woman in front of her had a delicate face, and her figure was even more slender and fit. Even a cashmere coat could not stop the turbulent waves on her chest. Her long hair was draped softly on her shoulders, and her skin was white and reflective.

"Oh... let me take a look, yes! There is a registration, turn left to the third office."

Xiao Xingxing found the office, and there was a sign of the design team leader on it. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

"Come in."

Pushing open the door, a beautiful and capable woman sat behind the office, showing her a smug and thought-provoking smile.

"haven't seen you for a long time."
Xiao Xingxing's heart skipped a beat. 
Her job is probably, probably (definitely) gone...