Raiders Scumbag Handbook

Lu Ruicheng kept questioning himself in his heart, why things turned into what they are today.

All the beautiful scenes of the past are reappearing in front of my eyes one by one.

"Rui Cheng, the teacher called me out again today, but I'm really tired!" Lin Yueran dangled his arms, with a cute and coquettish expression on his face.

"Okay, let's stop practicing. No one can bully our Yueran." Lu Ruicheng picked her up, put her in his arms, rubbed her top hair, and said dotingly.

"Okay, then you can accompany me to drink milk tea!" Lin Yueran got up and picked up the bag next to him, and signaled the man behind him to get up quickly.

"Yueran, how many times have I said that I don't like drinking milk tea." Lu Ruicheng looked at her helplessly, really not knowing what to do.

I don't know what the girl is thinking every day. She clamors to drink milk tea but only drinks a little every time and says she is afraid of getting fat. After he finished, he had the urge to wash his stomach.

"No, get up quickly! Come with me." Seeing that Lu Ruicheng hadn't moved, Lin Yueran had no choice but to walk back and continue acting coquettishly.

"Okay, okay, I've convinced you, let's go!" Hearing her charming voice over and over again, Lu Ruicheng couldn't bear to refuse.

But when he turned around, he found that Lin Yueran who was by his side suddenly disappeared, and the whole classroom was empty, even the classmates who were talking before were gone.He frantically ran towards the milk tea shop they often went to, but he couldn't find her.

"Tiptoe
smug face
new ballet shoes
Pink lace clusters fly gracefully
he fantasizes as a butterfly

My heart beat faster and my face turned red."

A burst of melodious music brought Lu Ruicheng back to his thoughts, and he looked at Lin Yueran who was still dancing wildly in front of him, not taking his body seriously at all.He was in pain like a piercing heart, obviously she was still so happy when she first came back, but now she has lost weight in just a few days, and the smile on her face has gradually disappeared.

His original intention was to take her back and take good care of her, but he could only keep hurting her.

"Lin Yueran, stop, stop, okay?" Lu Ruicheng roared tearfully, with guilt in his voice.

Lin Yueran did stop, and stood quietly on the spot, looking at him coldly.

It was obvious that Lu Ruicheng was only a few steps away from her, but she felt that there was a Pacific Ocean between the two of them. She couldn't even see his face clearly, only a vague outline remained.

"Yueran? What's wrong with you, don't scare me, Yueran" Lu Ruicheng strode up to her, hugged Lin Yueran who had fainted on the ground and shouted loudly.

Her breathing became heavier and heavier, and her chest rose and fell violently.

"Lu Ruicheng, I thought you didn't care about my life anymore? Didn't you keep saying that you were busy when I called you before? Why do you still have time to come back?" Lin Yueran stood up weakly, curling the corners of her lips, looked at him mockingly.

These days, she still remembers that every time he calls within 3 minutes, he will hang up the phone with the excuse of being busy, and he will end the message she carefully sent with a short "um".

"Yueran, I'm sorry, I won't do it in the future, I will accompany you well, don't worry." Lu Ruicheng quickly explained that he was too a jerk in the past, and Lin Yueran was so kind in the past, and he still hasn't changed.No matter how bad his attitude was, she never complained to him like before, but silently changed the call to a non-disturbing message, but he still didn't respond to her.

"Ruicheng, I have always believed in you! It's just that you have been betraying my trust since I came back." Looking at Lu Ruicheng whose eyes were already wet, Lin Yueran suddenly felt the joy of successful revenge.Lu Ruicheng, Lu Ruicheng, I never thought that there would be tears in your eyes.

"So Yueran, can you trust me again?" Lu Ruicheng looked at the smiling girl in front of her distressedly. She was still the same as before, even if she was wronged, she would not tell him directly, but would just run away secretly. I went to the practice room to dance desperately, using my body to vent my dissatisfaction.

Three years later, Lin Yueran's performance was even worse. She used to take a little care of her body, but now it's as if she is desperate.

Lin Yueran gently raised his arm, intending to finish the last movement that he hadn't finished just now.

She bent her body, combined her hands and feet, and her movements were very natural and smooth, but more and more beads of sweat gathered on her cheeks, forming a stream and sliding down her cheeks. After returning, her body muscles really relaxed.

Lin Yueran suddenly felt his eyes go dark, and he leaned back uncontrollably.

Sensing that something was wrong with her, Lu Ruicheng quickly ran towards her and firmly touched her falling body.

"Yueran, are you okay?" Lu Ruicheng was already terrified after passing out just now, he was really afraid that something might happen to Lin Yueran, this place is so far away from the city, what would happen if something happened.

"I knew, Ruicheng, you still care about me, you won't let me fall to the ground like this." Lin Yueran raised his right hand tremblingly, wanting to touch his face.

Before Lu Ruicheng could answer, her facial features were twisted together suddenly, her body was trembling uncontrollably, and even her breathing gradually became louder.

"Rui Cheng, my body hurts so much, it hurts so much! Help me." Lin Yueran tightly grasped his arm, and his slender nails were deeply embedded in his flesh.

"Yueran, are you sick again? Where is the medicine? Tell me where it is." Lu Ruicheng held her gently, not daring to use any force for fear of hurting her.

"Yueran, can you tell me where the medicine is?" Lin Yueran still didn't say a word, Lu Ruicheng could only watch anxiously as her face became paler and her body twitched more violently.

"Medicine? Rui Cheng, as long as you are here, what is this little pain?" Lin Yueran slowly raised his hand, wrapped his arms around his neck, and let her lean into his arms.

Even though her body was in pain like being torn apart, she was still happy in her heart, at least this embrace was real, and Lu Ruicheng in front of her was also real.She never wanted to experience that kind of neglected pain again. She suppressed the pain in her body and forced herself to laugh.

"Yueran, the medicine is on you, right? It must be on you." Lu Ruicheng suddenly thought of something, and rummaged through her body in a panic, regardless of etiquette.

But Lin Yueran was only wearing a tight dancing skirt, how could there be room for that big bottle of medicine?
When the doctor allowed her to leave the hospital, she especially emphasized that she must ensure a good sleep time, not to work too hard, and absolutely not to be stimulated.Fortunately, he has become like this before he was discharged from the hospital for a few days.

Lu Ruicheng painfully thought about what he had done these days?The good care has turned into harm a little bit.

Obviously, the girl who was so afraid of being alone before, he seemed to leave her alone in Diving Bay. She really didn't have to worry about food and lodging every day, but in this way, don't make it harder for him to live by himself. Spiritual companionship Nothing can replace it.

"Ruicheng, you know, I don't need to take medicine, and I'm not sick, why do I need to take medicine?" Lin Yueran resisted the pain in his body and looked up at him, with a smile on his face, but his eyes The sparkling teardrops rolling in her heart betrayed her strength.

"Yueran, stop talking, and call the doctor as soon as you hold on." Lu Ruicheng put down her body, walked to the window, and yelled downstairs. "Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, quickly call an ambulance and tell them to hurry up."

"No, Ruicheng, I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to go to the hospital." Lin Yueran struggled to get up, and strongly resisted going to the hospital.

"Yueran, good boy. We have to go to the hospital when we're sick, okay? The doctor can cure you, and you won't be in so much pain."

"No, Ruicheng. If you are sent to the hospital, I will leave and never come back."

"Yueran." Lu Ruicheng growled and wanted to make her give in, but Lin Yueran's expression was also very firm, and he looked at him coldly, as if if you took her to the hospital, she would really leave.

"Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, come up and find Yueran's medicine quickly." The anger made his voice tremble a little, but he was really too afraid that Lin Yueran would leave him once, and he didn't want to lose that feeling after having it. Experience it a second time.

Seeing Lu Ruicheng's anxious face because he was worried about her safety, and now desperately yelling downstairs, with slightly moist eyes, Lin Yueran gave a wry smile in his heart.

"Lu Ruicheng, if you cared about me so much before, everything would not be up to now. I always feel that it was a mistake for me to survive the car accident, and it was a mistake to show up alive. The memories between us make you I stayed there three years ago. Now that I’m back, your life has been disrupted because of me. I’m like a superfluous person in your world now. Do you blame me?” Every time he said a word, It was as if a knife had been stuck in Lu Ruicheng's heart, each knife was like Ling Chi.

"No, Yueran. That's not the case. I'm worried about you. I'm worried about you. You are not superfluous, you are the most important thing in my heart." Lu Ruicheng wished he could slap himself twice now. Both Ye Peiyu and Lin Yueran were in pain because of him, Ye Peiyu also had a sad face that day, even in a thick winter coat, he could tell that she was getting thinner.

"No, Yueran, you believe me, I love you and the only person I love is you." Lu Ruicheng admitted hastily, as if he wanted to prove something.

"But we have all changed, and your love has changed too! The person you love is no longer Lin Yueran, or you have forgotten the Lin Yueran who once lived in your heart." Lin Yueran stood up and poked Lu Ruicheng with his index finger heart of.

Lu Ruicheng could clearly see that she was sweating even on her fingertips, so she didn't notice her words at all.

"Yueran, are you okay? Zhou Qi, Shen Yan, have you found the medicine you were looking for?" Lu Ruicheng hurriedly yelled downstairs.

"Master, I found the medicine, Miss Lin, you, what's wrong with you?" As soon as Shen Yan opened the door, she saw Lin Yueran who was covered in sweat. The surprise in her heart almost overflowed, and she felt her It's like soaking in water.

"Give me quickly, where's the water? Pour a glass of water quickly." Lu Ruicheng took the medicine, and hurriedly poured out two pills from it to deliver to her mouth, only then remembered that there was no water.

"Master, I'll go right away." Seeing his painful expression, Shen Yan hurriedly walked downstairs.

"Here." Zhou Qi handed the water glass in his hand to Lu Ruicheng. When he just came up, seeing that Shen Yan didn't bring water, he knew that he would have to go down to get water later, so he brought it up.

Shen Yan looked at Lu Ruicheng and Lin Yueran on the ground in a daze. Since Lin Yueran had a car accident three years ago, this should be the first time the four of them have gathered together like this. It was also because of Lin Yueran, if it wasn't for him The next attack, I am afraid they will not reunite again, right?
Why did the four best people who used to be in college come to this point?
Looking at Lin Yueran who was twitching all over on the ground, and Shen Yan's pale face, she couldn't help feeling distressed. She really wanted to know what she had experienced in the past three years?Why is her body like this?

Before, she had always resented Lin Yueran for not coming to see Lu Ruicheng even though he was still alive, and letting him endure three years of pain, so when she saw him again, she complained for Lu Ruicheng, obviously her life was on the right track, but he still To come back and disrupt her life.

But seeing her twitching figure on the ground, Shen Yan couldn't hate her any more, instead she still felt sorry for her, living with such a painful body for three years, how did she do it?
"Why did you save me? Why!" After taking the medicine, her body convulsions became much better, and her face gradually returned to rosy, but Lin Yueran collapsed, and she almost roared.Living like her is better than dying. Before, he was barely supported by his thoughts, but now he also fell in love with other women, and even wanted to give up her because of that woman, leaving her alone in Liushuiwan. What's the point of her living?If she was allowed to watch Lu Ruicheng with other women, she would rather die.

"Yueran, don't be like this, okay, I feel uncomfortable." Facing Lin Yueran's fierce roar, Lu Ruicheng's face was full of unbearable, Lin Yueran used to be so confident and glorious, but now he blindly denies himself, This is all his fault.

If the time comes again, he will definitely not just put her in Repulse Bay and ignore her. No matter how busy he is, he will find time to come back to accompany her instead of letting her stay here alone, every day Alone with an empty house
"Lu Ruicheng, even if you give me a little more time, I can stay in your memory forever. Then I will still be that beautiful girl. That is my best memory in your heart. Now I have changed It's getting more and more embarrassing, even I look down on myself, let alone you?" The tears in Lin Yueran's eyes kept dripping to the ground like pearls with broken strings.He grabbed Lu Ruicheng's clothes tightly to prevent himself from falling to the ground.

"Lin Yueran, if I don't allow you to die, you can't die." He knew that she came to dance for such a long time and even refused to take medicine, the purpose was to end her life in this way.

Lu Ruicheng couldn't imagine, if he hadn't suddenly wanted to come to Repulse Bay today, would this little woman really leave his life completely and leave him behind again?

"Yueran, it was so hard for you to come back to me. How could I let you leave easily? I didn't protect you three years ago. After three years, I will never allow you to do anything in my world again." Accident." Lu Ruicheng closed his eyes in pain, not daring to look at Lin Yueran beside him.

"So what if I'm back? You're married, and you have feelings for him, Lu Ruicheng, do you know what people around me say about me now?" Lin Yueran paused, calmed down the anger in his heart and continued. "They all said that I was a mistress, and that I was meddling in your marriage. Lu Ruicheng was obviously the one who met you first, so why am I a mistress? Why?" Lin Yueran's eyes were full of unwillingness, she just missed him for three years When he came back, he was accused of being a mistress. How could the world be so unfair.

"No, Yueran, you believe me, I will make everything return to the way it was, and we will start again."

"Really? Do we still have a chance?"

"Yes, Yueran, you have to trust me." Lu Ruicheng hugged the woman in his arms tightly.

"Ruicheng, I'm trusting you for the last time, it's really the last time, I'm really scared."

Lu Ruicheng closed his eyes, and when he thought of the scene just now, his heart ached. He never knew what she had endured. He never really understood how he got here in the past three years?
She had done so much for him and endured so much pain, yet he was an asshole asking him why he didn't come back sooner.

And when she came back, she found that he was married, so she chose to wait silently behind her. She thought that if it wasn't for the assassination that day, he might never meet him again in his life, and he would really disappear in his world. He will fall in love with her wife, and gradually forget that there was a girl who loved him so much.

She had given up so much for him, endured so much pain, and was always alone. She would spend her whole life repaying it, and she might not be able to pay it off.

Thinking of that girl with bright and white teeth, Lu Ruicheng also feels guilty, but she has a family, a mother who loves her, and a brother who puts her on top of her heart, so many people accompany her, but Lin Yueran is only alone , no one is by her side except her.

"You two go first, I will live here from now on." After putting Lin Yueranhong to sleep, Lu Ruicheng wanted them to leave

"Ah? But young master, do you really want to live here all the time?"

"Zhou Qi take Shen Yan back."

"Okay sir."

Seeing that Shen Yan wanted to continue to say something, Zhou Qi hurriedly pulled her towards the door.

"Why are you holding me back because of Zhou?" Shen Yan was a little angry, and walked into the car. When he proposed marriage, he said that he would listen to him, and it took only a few days. Forget what you said.

"What do you say, I can see that the young master still has feelings for the young lady, but in Lin Yueran's situation, who do you think the young master will choose?" Zhou Qi also knew what Shen Yan was thinking, but in front of him This situation is beyond their ability to decide.

"I..." Shen Yan suddenly froze and obediently closed her mouth.

"Shen Yan, as the young master's right-hand man, we only need to help him with things. We can't interfere with his decision, you know?"