Take the cubs to chase the stars

I originally thought that the days abroad were the darkest time, and many people didn't understand. Even if I was dealing with foreigners, but seeing that I was pregnant and there was no one next to me, those foreigners would think that Does Zhao Sijia have any personality defects?Even the child's father doesn't want to be responsible.

So no matter where I go, some people will speculate about the other party with ill intentions: "To be honest, at that time, I hated the people who brought suffering to my life. There were ridicule and doubts."

But fortunately, Zhao Sijia survived those days in the end. The reason why she experienced those days of being overwhelmed was that she developed Zhao Sijia's strong character now.

So when He Xinshu brought Zhao Sijia back to the company, for a period of time, he was very worried that Zhao Sijia would not be able to stand other people's eyes, but the facts showed that Zhao Sijia was not under the strange eyes of these people, just because he had experienced it before. So it doesn't feel like anything.

"Then do you still hate them now?" He Xinshu's voice became hoarse, because when Zhao Sijia narrated her previous experience, her heart ached so badly. Just because she asked this question, she actually wanted to know whether Zhao Sijia still hated her now. hate myself.

Zhao Sijia lowered her head and looked seriously into He Xinshu's eyes: "If you say you don't hate it, it's impossible, but I want to let go of it in the future and be a happy person."

He Xinshu also slowly breathed a sigh of relief after hearing what Zhao Sijia said.If it hadn't been for their accidental meeting at the beginning, Zhao Sijia would have left to go abroad later.I have never found her, and I don't even know the name of the girl I had sex with.

"It's me who caused you so much trouble. I think if you hadn't met me at that time, your life must be different now."

He Xinshu's heart was very complicated. At that time, their meeting made Zhao Sijia have a child, that's why so many things happened in the future, until now they came together.

But if they hadn't met at that time, then these things wouldn't happen now, and everyone's life trajectory might change, thinking that if it wasn't for that, he wouldn't have met Zhao Sijia, and He Xinshu didn't know what to do Is good.

I just thought that if I could get to know Zhao Sijia well at that time, I believe that I will gradually fall in love with each other in the future, and I will have the crystallization of their love, and have their happy life by then.

"At that time, I was really guilty. I thought of that girl almost every day, it was you. Until later when we met, you always thought that I wanted to make up for Zhao Xintian, but I didn't expect that in the slow life, I really I love you."

Tonight was just a relaxing chat. I didn't expect it to lead to so many things. In fact, Zhao Sijia also wanted to hear what kind of mentality He Xinshu had towards her. It wasn't until today that she got to know her that she didn't walk into He Xinshu's heart at all. , did not understand He Xinshu's sincerity towards him.

In the past, I always avoided He Xinshu because I felt that He Xinshu was forced to be tied to me, because they had a child, a lovely daughter, so I was forced to let myself accept a woman I had never met.

Thinking in another way, if Zhao Sijia looked at it from He Xinshu's point of view, it would be the same, so he didn't really believe in He Xinshu at that time.

But what Zhao Sijia didn't expect was that she would fall in love with He Xinshu as she got along slowly. Until then, she didn't know exactly what kind of feelings she had for herself.

"So you understand now how I feel about you?"

In Nuo Da's room, except for the breathing of two people, there was no other sound. It was so late, almost everyone in the house had fallen asleep, and only this room was still lit.

In this delicate atmosphere, Zhao Sijia found that He Xinshu's eye sockets were slowly getting wet. As a proud child of heaven, she was able to shed tears in front of her. Zhao Sijia couldn't believe it, and wanted to wipe He Xinshu's tears with her own hands. A cold tear fell on Zhao Sijia's hand.

"I was not very mature in the past, so I didn't consider you when I did anything. Maybe the bond between us was only children at that time, so I will focus all my eyes on Tiantian."

At that time, so many bloody things happened, Zhao Sijia thought that He Xinshu just wanted to get close to Zhao Xintian, so she also showed deep disgust during that time.But who knew that he would fall in love with He Xinshu so unapologetically.

Zhao Sijia is aware of all the efforts He Xinshu has made for herself now, and He Xinshu is slowly starting to make changes. In the past, she was not very good at rebelling against He's mother's ideas, but now for her, she has already spared no effort to fight with her. The family broke up, but fortunately, life is back on track now.

One thing Zhao Sijia didn't tell He Xinshu was that if Mother He didn't agree to their relationship now, in fact, Zhao Sijia could let go of He Xinshu's hand without hesitation, even if she loved her deeply.

But now it is different from her previous thoughts, and she has already understood He Xinshu's thoughts. When she saw He Xinshu cry, Zhao Sijia felt very uncomfortable: "Fool, now I understand your intentions, don't make things difficult for yourself gone."

Zhao Sijia just wanted to tell He Xinshu about the past, let it pass, because there is no way to change what happened, and it is impossible for someone to reverse what happened before.

Even if Zhao Sijia could change the past, she was not sure if she would give up.If they hadn't met the man, they wouldn't have had a lovely daughter, and they wouldn't have embraced each other as tightly as they do today: "Let what happened in the past let it pass, you don't have to worry about it, and I don't blame you. "

Just now Zhao Sijia's eyes were a little moist, the two hugged each other tightly, leaning on the bed, He Xinshu adjusted the lights in the room to a warmer tone, enjoying the romance between the two of them.

Zhao Sijia told herself over and over again, don't let go of the past, but He Xinshu has no way to forget it, unless she loses that memory, and she doesn't want Zhao Sijia to bother, He Xinshu just feels sorry for herself in her heart.

Gradually, Zhao Sijia began to yawn, and boundless drowsiness hit her. Zhao Sijia pressed tightly against He Xinshu's shoulder and fell asleep. He Xinshu also slept peacefully that night.

In the early morning of the next day, Zhao Sijia heard the housekeeper's voice in a haze, and when she saw that there was no one around, and the quilt was covering her body well, it seemed that He Xinshu got up first, and then covered herself with the quilt .

The vanilla scent that belonged to He Xinshu was still on the bed.