Mr. Ling is busy with jealousy every day
Chapter 398 Retelling the past
At night, it was so quiet that it was frightening.
Jiang Nanyun woke up gasping for breath, suddenly, she turned around and hugged Mo Wanwan tightly, and said in panic, "I dreamed of a little girl, she kept saying I don't want her, she kept saying call me mom."
Mo Wanwan was startled, and stroked Jiang Nanyun's back. She couldn't see her expression but could deeply feel her helplessness and panic at this moment. The feeling from the bottom of her heart was unmistakable, she I wanted to comfort Jiang Nanyun, knowing that it was all the demons left in Jiang Nanyun's subconscious mind from the previous miscarriage.
Even after Jiang Nanyun lost her memory, this demon would always follow her like a shadow, causing her to sleep badly every day and night.
She seemed to have figured it out, but there was no way to comfort Jiang Nanyun.
Can only accompany her quietly, Jiang Nanyun's head rested on her shoulder, sobbing after panic, she patted Jiang Nanyun's back lightly, "It's just a dream, just wake up, it's nothing, I Sometimes I have this kind of dream."
"Dreams are all fake, they are all imagined by yourself, so, Nanyun, be obedient and don't take this dream to heart, all bad things will pass."
"Nayun, listen to me and stop thinking about this dream."
Mo Wanwan's soothing and gentle voice was like melodious music, making Jiang Nanyun slowly quiet down, leaning on her shoulder, without saying a word, after a long time, so long that Mo Wanwan thought she was asleep, who Zhi Jiang Nanyun nodded again, "But I think this dream is very real, as if it really happened."
"No, the reason why the dream is a dream is because she has never happened in reality, so she turned into a dream."
"Then why do you think I have such a dream?" Jiang Nanyun raised his head, staring at Mo Wanwan with tearful eyes, eyes full of confusion.
"I can't explain to you why I had this kind of dream, but I can tell you with certainty that I also had this kind of dream." Mo Wanwan caressed her cheek, feeling very sorry for her, "But I woke up When I came here, I found out that it was just a dream, not reality.”
Mo Wanwan had mixed feelings in her heart. She knew the feeling of losing her child very well, because she was too aware of the pain that hit her in the back of her head instantly after Jiang Nanyun woke up and told her dream.
At this time, she was holding back tears, comforting Jiang Nanyun, as if she was also comforting herself.
All bad things will leave with the wind, and what they care about will eventually become the past.
Time keeps moving forward, they have no choice, no way to go back, no time for them to start over, and no chance.
Mo Wanwan recognized this fact, and now she is helping Jiang Nanyun to recognize this fact.
Just thinking about it, forcing a person to recognize the truth is the cruelest thing in the world.
After thinking about it, two lines of tears could not help but hang from the corners of her eyes. Before Jiang Nanyun found out, she quickly wiped away the tears, holding back her sobbing voice, and said softly, "Nanyun, are you feeling better now?"
Since Jiang Nanyun lost her memory, her emotional sensitivity has become stronger than before. She has long noticed that something is wrong with Mo Wanwan. When she talked about the child, Mo Wanwan's mood began to change. She felt it , she also saw Mo Wanwan secretly wiping tears.
"Wanwan, why do I feel that you are sad now." Jiang Nanyun couldn't control his tears, and looked at Mo Wanwan with tears, "Why do I feel that your heart is very sad?"
Before Mo Wanwan could speak, Jiang Nanyun continued, "What happened to you during the two years when I lost my memory?" She suddenly wanted to know, she didn't want to care about other people's relationship with her, but she He needed to care about Mo Wanwan, as if Mo Wanwan was with her at this moment, and wanted to comfort her.
In the dead of night, the two lonely souls were comforting each other, looking for a way to let each other let go of the pain.
Mo Wanwan really didn't want to bring up the past, but she couldn't refuse Jiang Nanyun.
She took a deep breath, adjusted her breathing, and slowly told Jiang Nanyun everything that happened between her and Lu Zhanlin, including the child.
Mo Wanwan thought that keeping these things in her heart would become an eternal secret, she never imagined that one day she would speak about her and Lu Zhanlin in such a calm tone.
She remembered many details, what Lu Zhanlin had done for her, and many beautiful memories that she and Lu Zhanlin had created together. These were hidden deeply when she was sad and desperate, and placed in a place where no one would know. in the corner, and let them fend for themselves.
But what she said now was like telling someone else's story.
Those sweet memories can still bring her a smile, but the smile is mixed with bitterness and sadness.
"Lu Zhanlin is the man who wore a black coat at the airport that day, isn't he? When I was in the hospital, I realized that the way he looked at you was wrong. It wasn't the way a friend looks at a friend." Jiang Nanyun said quietly.
She was too careless, and she didn't adapt to the current state at that time, so she didn't pay attention to the situation of Lu Zhanlin and Mo Wanwan.
She crossed her knees, put her hands on her thighs, and stared at Mo Wanwan with sparkling eyes, "If you were given another chance, would you choose to be with Lu Zhanlin?"
Mo Wanwan shook her head.
"No or don't know?"
"I don't know." Mo Wanwan said lightly, she never hides her feelings, love is love, not love is not love, she loves Lu Zhanlin, she knows it better than anyone else, but there is a child's gap between them , How could she let go of this grudge and quickly start over with Lu Zhanlin.
Even if the child's matter has nothing to do with Lu Zhanlin.
Mo Wanwan suddenly thought of Jiang Nanyun who was so desperate on the bridge that he was about to commit suicide, and Jiang Nanyun who was rescued and lost his memory. Maybe they were not blaming the man, but they blamed all the responsibility on themselves, thinking that it was all their own. I didn't protect my children well and couldn't face myself, so I chose to escape from reality.
Thinking of this, Mo Wanwan looked pitifully, and couldn't help but pat Jiang Nanyun's head.
At this moment, Jiang Nanyun was crying again, and asked in a low voice, "Did I also lose a child?"
It was a question, but the tone was very certain.
Mo Wanwan didn't know how to answer for a while.She was always avoiding letting Jiang Nanyun know about Ling Yucheng, but now she brought it up on her own initiative, she had a feeling that she was about to be unable to hide it.
Jiang Nanyun just lost his memory, not a brain problem. When thinking about problems, his IQ is the same as usual.
"Wanwan, I suddenly want to know, can you tell me?"
"You really want to know?"
With a "ding bell", Mo Wanwan's cell phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence. She turned around and picked up the cell phone on the bedside table. It was a WeChat message. Who else would send her a WeChat message at such a late hour.
She looked at it suspiciously, it had better be something important, otherwise she would definitely scold this person to death.
It turned out that it was from Lu Zhanlin.
Only a short sentence, "We are in Cotton City."
That's right, Lu Zhanlin and Ling Yucheng went crazy after drinking, and actually drove from the capital to Miancheng, accompanied by Louis and Lu Yuan.
Lu Yuan didn't drink a few glasses of wine, so he was responsible for driving.
As soon as he got in the car, Lu Zhanlin fell asleep.Louis sat in the co-pilot and talked with Lu Yuan from time to time to prevent him from dozing off.
Running wildly all the way at high speed, starting from around twelve o'clock, it was already four o'clock in the morning when we arrived in Cotton City.
Lu Yuan didn't dare to drive too fast, he had to think about the lives of the people in the car, while Ling Yucheng sat quietly in the back, listening to Lu Zhanlin's steady breathing and thinking about the details of being with Jiang Nanyun.
As a result, he desperately wanted to see Jiang Nanyun immediately.
Mo Wanwan replied a message without even thinking, "Are you out of your mind? Send me a message saying you've arrived now? Do you think the sudden attack will move me?"
Before Lu Zhanlin could reply, she quickly sent another message, "Do you know that your behavior like this will annoy me, it's bed time, not daytime!"
After sending several messages in a row, Jiang Nanyun also noticed that Mo Wanwan's expression was constantly changing, and she never moved away from the phone.
After a pause, Jiang Nanyun leaned over subconsciously, and saw that the note on it was a slut, so he guessed that it must be Lu Zhanlin they mentioned just now.
After roughly seeing the content, Mo Wanwan continued to send messages, "Who else is there besides you?"
In the evening, Lu Zhanlin was drinking with Ling Yucheng.The two of them dared to drive over after drinking, and drove for three hours in a row. If they didn't want to live and wanted to die, they should die far away, so that she could not see her and not worry her.
Best not to let her know.
Lu Zhanlin knew that Mo Wanwan was angry, so he honestly explained who was in the car.
Hearing that, Mo Wanwan's head grew dizzy.
When leaving the capital, didn't everyone agree?If Jiang Nanyun's situation didn't improve, Ling Yucheng wouldn't come to disturb Jiang Nanyun's life, but what's going on now, do you want to intervene in Jiang Nanyun's life again?
"We're downstairs in your community right now." Lu Zhanlin quietly waited for Mo Wanwan's reply after sending this message.
As a result, the news never came back, so Mo Wanwan angrily threw the phone aside, staring intently at the puzzled Jiang Nanyun, "Nanyun, if I let you see your friends in Beijing again, would you like to?"
"Who is there? Those people that day?" Jiang Nanyun resisted subconsciously, "Can I disappear?"
"Of course, as long as you say you don't want to see them, I won't let you see them." This was Mo Wanwan's promise to Jiang Nanyun.
For this reason, Jiang Nanyun felt relieved. She really didn't want to see them. As for the reason, she couldn't tell. Just seeing them would make her feel oppressed, uncomfortable, and even want to cry, especially when she saw one of them. When that man looked at her affectionately, she could feel the sadness in his heart.
That sadness is like a thread, which will affect her emotions at any time.
She felt deep fear and panic because of this, so she wanted to escape, which was one of the reasons why she insisted on returning to Miancheng.She didn't want to face that person, for no reason.
Jiang Nanyun woke up gasping for breath, suddenly, she turned around and hugged Mo Wanwan tightly, and said in panic, "I dreamed of a little girl, she kept saying I don't want her, she kept saying call me mom."
Mo Wanwan was startled, and stroked Jiang Nanyun's back. She couldn't see her expression but could deeply feel her helplessness and panic at this moment. The feeling from the bottom of her heart was unmistakable, she I wanted to comfort Jiang Nanyun, knowing that it was all the demons left in Jiang Nanyun's subconscious mind from the previous miscarriage.
Even after Jiang Nanyun lost her memory, this demon would always follow her like a shadow, causing her to sleep badly every day and night.
She seemed to have figured it out, but there was no way to comfort Jiang Nanyun.
Can only accompany her quietly, Jiang Nanyun's head rested on her shoulder, sobbing after panic, she patted Jiang Nanyun's back lightly, "It's just a dream, just wake up, it's nothing, I Sometimes I have this kind of dream."
"Dreams are all fake, they are all imagined by yourself, so, Nanyun, be obedient and don't take this dream to heart, all bad things will pass."
"Nayun, listen to me and stop thinking about this dream."
Mo Wanwan's soothing and gentle voice was like melodious music, making Jiang Nanyun slowly quiet down, leaning on her shoulder, without saying a word, after a long time, so long that Mo Wanwan thought she was asleep, who Zhi Jiang Nanyun nodded again, "But I think this dream is very real, as if it really happened."
"No, the reason why the dream is a dream is because she has never happened in reality, so she turned into a dream."
"Then why do you think I have such a dream?" Jiang Nanyun raised his head, staring at Mo Wanwan with tearful eyes, eyes full of confusion.
"I can't explain to you why I had this kind of dream, but I can tell you with certainty that I also had this kind of dream." Mo Wanwan caressed her cheek, feeling very sorry for her, "But I woke up When I came here, I found out that it was just a dream, not reality.”
Mo Wanwan had mixed feelings in her heart. She knew the feeling of losing her child very well, because she was too aware of the pain that hit her in the back of her head instantly after Jiang Nanyun woke up and told her dream.
At this time, she was holding back tears, comforting Jiang Nanyun, as if she was also comforting herself.
All bad things will leave with the wind, and what they care about will eventually become the past.
Time keeps moving forward, they have no choice, no way to go back, no time for them to start over, and no chance.
Mo Wanwan recognized this fact, and now she is helping Jiang Nanyun to recognize this fact.
Just thinking about it, forcing a person to recognize the truth is the cruelest thing in the world.
After thinking about it, two lines of tears could not help but hang from the corners of her eyes. Before Jiang Nanyun found out, she quickly wiped away the tears, holding back her sobbing voice, and said softly, "Nanyun, are you feeling better now?"
Since Jiang Nanyun lost her memory, her emotional sensitivity has become stronger than before. She has long noticed that something is wrong with Mo Wanwan. When she talked about the child, Mo Wanwan's mood began to change. She felt it , she also saw Mo Wanwan secretly wiping tears.
"Wanwan, why do I feel that you are sad now." Jiang Nanyun couldn't control his tears, and looked at Mo Wanwan with tears, "Why do I feel that your heart is very sad?"
Before Mo Wanwan could speak, Jiang Nanyun continued, "What happened to you during the two years when I lost my memory?" She suddenly wanted to know, she didn't want to care about other people's relationship with her, but she He needed to care about Mo Wanwan, as if Mo Wanwan was with her at this moment, and wanted to comfort her.
In the dead of night, the two lonely souls were comforting each other, looking for a way to let each other let go of the pain.
Mo Wanwan really didn't want to bring up the past, but she couldn't refuse Jiang Nanyun.
She took a deep breath, adjusted her breathing, and slowly told Jiang Nanyun everything that happened between her and Lu Zhanlin, including the child.
Mo Wanwan thought that keeping these things in her heart would become an eternal secret, she never imagined that one day she would speak about her and Lu Zhanlin in such a calm tone.
She remembered many details, what Lu Zhanlin had done for her, and many beautiful memories that she and Lu Zhanlin had created together. These were hidden deeply when she was sad and desperate, and placed in a place where no one would know. in the corner, and let them fend for themselves.
But what she said now was like telling someone else's story.
Those sweet memories can still bring her a smile, but the smile is mixed with bitterness and sadness.
"Lu Zhanlin is the man who wore a black coat at the airport that day, isn't he? When I was in the hospital, I realized that the way he looked at you was wrong. It wasn't the way a friend looks at a friend." Jiang Nanyun said quietly.
She was too careless, and she didn't adapt to the current state at that time, so she didn't pay attention to the situation of Lu Zhanlin and Mo Wanwan.
She crossed her knees, put her hands on her thighs, and stared at Mo Wanwan with sparkling eyes, "If you were given another chance, would you choose to be with Lu Zhanlin?"
Mo Wanwan shook her head.
"No or don't know?"
"I don't know." Mo Wanwan said lightly, she never hides her feelings, love is love, not love is not love, she loves Lu Zhanlin, she knows it better than anyone else, but there is a child's gap between them , How could she let go of this grudge and quickly start over with Lu Zhanlin.
Even if the child's matter has nothing to do with Lu Zhanlin.
Mo Wanwan suddenly thought of Jiang Nanyun who was so desperate on the bridge that he was about to commit suicide, and Jiang Nanyun who was rescued and lost his memory. Maybe they were not blaming the man, but they blamed all the responsibility on themselves, thinking that it was all their own. I didn't protect my children well and couldn't face myself, so I chose to escape from reality.
Thinking of this, Mo Wanwan looked pitifully, and couldn't help but pat Jiang Nanyun's head.
At this moment, Jiang Nanyun was crying again, and asked in a low voice, "Did I also lose a child?"
It was a question, but the tone was very certain.
Mo Wanwan didn't know how to answer for a while.She was always avoiding letting Jiang Nanyun know about Ling Yucheng, but now she brought it up on her own initiative, she had a feeling that she was about to be unable to hide it.
Jiang Nanyun just lost his memory, not a brain problem. When thinking about problems, his IQ is the same as usual.
"Wanwan, I suddenly want to know, can you tell me?"
"You really want to know?"
With a "ding bell", Mo Wanwan's cell phone rang suddenly, breaking the silence. She turned around and picked up the cell phone on the bedside table. It was a WeChat message. Who else would send her a WeChat message at such a late hour.
She looked at it suspiciously, it had better be something important, otherwise she would definitely scold this person to death.
It turned out that it was from Lu Zhanlin.
Only a short sentence, "We are in Cotton City."
That's right, Lu Zhanlin and Ling Yucheng went crazy after drinking, and actually drove from the capital to Miancheng, accompanied by Louis and Lu Yuan.
Lu Yuan didn't drink a few glasses of wine, so he was responsible for driving.
As soon as he got in the car, Lu Zhanlin fell asleep.Louis sat in the co-pilot and talked with Lu Yuan from time to time to prevent him from dozing off.
Running wildly all the way at high speed, starting from around twelve o'clock, it was already four o'clock in the morning when we arrived in Cotton City.
Lu Yuan didn't dare to drive too fast, he had to think about the lives of the people in the car, while Ling Yucheng sat quietly in the back, listening to Lu Zhanlin's steady breathing and thinking about the details of being with Jiang Nanyun.
As a result, he desperately wanted to see Jiang Nanyun immediately.
Mo Wanwan replied a message without even thinking, "Are you out of your mind? Send me a message saying you've arrived now? Do you think the sudden attack will move me?"
Before Lu Zhanlin could reply, she quickly sent another message, "Do you know that your behavior like this will annoy me, it's bed time, not daytime!"
After sending several messages in a row, Jiang Nanyun also noticed that Mo Wanwan's expression was constantly changing, and she never moved away from the phone.
After a pause, Jiang Nanyun leaned over subconsciously, and saw that the note on it was a slut, so he guessed that it must be Lu Zhanlin they mentioned just now.
After roughly seeing the content, Mo Wanwan continued to send messages, "Who else is there besides you?"
In the evening, Lu Zhanlin was drinking with Ling Yucheng.The two of them dared to drive over after drinking, and drove for three hours in a row. If they didn't want to live and wanted to die, they should die far away, so that she could not see her and not worry her.
Best not to let her know.
Lu Zhanlin knew that Mo Wanwan was angry, so he honestly explained who was in the car.
Hearing that, Mo Wanwan's head grew dizzy.
When leaving the capital, didn't everyone agree?If Jiang Nanyun's situation didn't improve, Ling Yucheng wouldn't come to disturb Jiang Nanyun's life, but what's going on now, do you want to intervene in Jiang Nanyun's life again?
"We're downstairs in your community right now." Lu Zhanlin quietly waited for Mo Wanwan's reply after sending this message.
As a result, the news never came back, so Mo Wanwan angrily threw the phone aside, staring intently at the puzzled Jiang Nanyun, "Nanyun, if I let you see your friends in Beijing again, would you like to?"
"Who is there? Those people that day?" Jiang Nanyun resisted subconsciously, "Can I disappear?"
"Of course, as long as you say you don't want to see them, I won't let you see them." This was Mo Wanwan's promise to Jiang Nanyun.
For this reason, Jiang Nanyun felt relieved. She really didn't want to see them. As for the reason, she couldn't tell. Just seeing them would make her feel oppressed, uncomfortable, and even want to cry, especially when she saw one of them. When that man looked at her affectionately, she could feel the sadness in his heart.
That sadness is like a thread, which will affect her emotions at any time.
She felt deep fear and panic because of this, so she wanted to escape, which was one of the reasons why she insisted on returning to Miancheng.She didn't want to face that person, for no reason.
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