Mr. Ling is busy with jealousy every day

Lu Yuan's family had something to do and left Miancheng first, and Ling Yucheng also left Miancheng after being stimulated by Jiang Nanyun. After all, there are still a lot of things in the capital waiting for him to deal with.

Even if there is Ling Yezhu in the capital, there are some things that require him to go back.

He remembered what Jiang Nanyun had said with such a fierce attitude that night after he was drunk, and he was deeply shocked and didn't know how to face Jiang Nanyun again. He also believed that the person Jiang Nanyun definitely didn't want to see now was him.

So he goes.

This time he left very simply and didn't tell anyone. When Jiang Nanyun knew, he had already returned to the capital for a few days, and Jiang Nanyun had been entangled by Cheng Fengyi recently, so he didn't have time to think about Ling Yucheng.

It's just that, in the dead of night, she would occasionally think of the beautiful memories of being in love with Ling Yucheng, and occasionally the painful memories of Ling Yucheng's hurting her, always alternating back and forth between beauty and pain, tormenting her several times. Did not sleep well at night.

She went to work normally during the day, just like a normal person, only at night did she know what kind of heart she was, and how fragile she was, so she always shed tears silently at night.

Fortunately, Mo Wanwan didn't know about all this. If she knew, she would definitely ask herself why.

As long as he doesn't mention the past, Jiang Nanyun can lie to himself, it's all over.

But when new problems reappeared, Jiang Nanyun suddenly felt that even if he pretended to forget, it would be an extremely painful thing.

She needs to hide it from everyone, secretly miss Ling Yucheng in her heart, or secretly hate Ling Yucheng, and she needs to cover up the fact that she has recovered her memory calmly in front of everyone on weekdays.

Especially when she was facing Cheng Fengyi, that was the most uncomfortable thing for her.

She knew Cheng Fengyi's thoughts on her, and she had rejected it countless times, even though both of them ended up without a problem when they talked about it.Always a thorn in her heart.

No matter whether Cheng Fengyi was intentional or unintentional that day, the behavior of forcing her also left a scar in her heart, which was indelible and unforgettable.

It was this kind of intricate feeling that made Jiang Nanyun live in dire straits. He couldn't extricate himself, and couldn't understand them, let alone forgive himself.

In the past, Mo Wanwan said she would do it, but later she thought, just do it by yourself, who doesn't want the one he loves to be single-minded, and who would really accept a person he doesn't love at all.

The former hurts oneself, the latter hurts others.

Being emotional and rational is not her style.

Once Jiang Nanyun's sentimental emotions came out, it was like a flood, surging in. Ling Yucheng didn't send her any more WeChat messages, and she naturally wouldn't take the initiative to contact him.

The worlds where the two originally intersected suddenly went east and west, in opposite directions.

Jiang Nanyun sometimes thinks, maybe life is like this, even if people who are originally inappropriate get together, it will bring more pain than happiness, and eventually they will part ways.

Commonly known as fate without fate, or fate without fate, in short, Jiang Nanyun has made up his mind, even if he thinks of the past, he must pretend to forget it, and then start a new life.

As for Ling Yucheng and Cheng Fengyi, she didn't want to have anything to do with them.

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On this day, when Jiang Nanyun got off work from Mo Wanwan's company, he saw Cheng Fengyi standing on the side of the road holding a bouquet of flowers, and the car he drove every time he came to Miancheng was parked next to him. It was she who said by accident that this car is not bad.

Later Cheng Fengyi often drove this car out.

Especially when meeting her.

Jiang Nanyun took a deep breath, trying to put on an appearance in front of Cheng Fengyi was like putting on an appearance in front of Ling Yucheng, it was very difficult, both of them seemed to be able to read minds, and they both sensed something wrong with her from the subtle expressions.

"Why are you here again?"

"I'm going back to the capital in a few days. There's a seminar over there that I'm going to attend." Cheng Fengyi told Jiang Nanyun in detail as if he was telling his girlfriend about his whereabouts.

When to leave, when to come back, what to do, who to meet, tell Jiang Nanyun one by one.

Jiang Nanyun didn't interrupt him, it was a basic courtesy. After he finished speaking, she said slowly, "Actually, you don't need to explain these things to me, that's your business."

Afterwards, she looked at Cheng Fengyi intently, and said in a serious tone again, "Fengyi, I have always regarded you as a very good friend, and I don't want to hurt you. We have always been just friends, so you really don't have many things. Tell me everything you need, don't miss it when you meet the right woman, don't spend all your time on me, I'm not worth it."

Cheng Fengyi stared at her blankly, his probing eyes seemed to be observing whether Jiang Nanyun was recovering his memory, Jiang Nanyun had said these words before, it could be seen that her expression was normal, without any change, he was a little uncertain, and thought Try it out, "Nayun, do you still remember when we met again after returning to China?"

"I don't remember." Jiang Nanyun replied quickly, without even thinking about it, "You all know that I don't remember what happened before."

Cheng Fengyi frowned, aware that Jiang Nanyun was a little abnormal.

"You said at the time that if I had told you earlier, I would have had a chance."

Jiang Nanyun didn't expect Cheng Fengyi to say such a thing, so he accidentally said the wrong thing, "No, I never said that."

After finishing speaking, Jiang Nanyun realized that she had slipped the tongue, and there was no way she could make it up. Cheng Fengyi's eyes had already explained everything. She looked at Cheng Fengyi quietly, and fell silent for a while, no one knew how to speak.

"You remember the past, so you don't want to forgive what I did to you."

Jiang Nanyun hummed, "I don't know who to forgive. It seems that everyone is right and everyone is wrong. It's very contradictory, isn't it? In fact, after I think about these things, I am also very conflicted and entangled, because from the beginning to the end I I don't know who to blame."

She didn't want to face Ling Yucheng because she loved him.

Forgiving this kind of thing is because she doesn't know who to forgive, everyone has their own reasons, just like Ji Xiaofeng, she hurt herself only because she couldn't get Ling Yucheng, although she was very innocent, in her opinion, only she disappeared Only then will Ling Yucheng return to her side.

As for Louis' grandma, she didn't want to delve into the affairs of their previous life at all, and it had nothing to do with her.

Until now, she no longer has any desire to understand her life experience. It may not be a good thing for people to live too clearly, and it may be a kind of happiness to live a life in a daze.

During this period of time, Jiang Nanyun became more and more Buddhist, and his way of thinking about problems was completely different, not as extreme as before.

After listening to Jiang Nanyun's words, Cheng Fengyi didn't know what to say, and wanted to change the subject, but Jiang Nanyun continued, "We should meet less in the future."

To completely cut off a person's thoughts, the best way is to cut off all contact, just like she did with Ling Yucheng, no one needs to be in touch, and just forget about each other in the rivers and lakes. If there is a destiny, she believes that everyone will come together.

When there is no fate, it is difficult to get what you want, and it will only make each other hate each other even more.

Cheng Fengyi stopped talking, he knew Jiang Nanyun well, he knew that no matter how much he said, as long as Jiang Nanyun made up his mind, it would only be more difficult for him to see Jiang Nanyun again in the future.

Sending Jiang Nanyun to the gate of the community, Jiang Nanyun put the flowers on the back of the car, "I don't want the flowers, you can keep them for yourself."

She walks very smartly, doesn't move her head, and doesn't even say goodbye. She hopes to break away from the past, and also hopes that the people from the past will not disturb her life again. All the people related to the past will disappear completely. in her life.

This is what she wants, what she has to do, what she has to do.

Otherwise, you will always be trapped in the past, time does not pass through others, only you can pass through yourself.

People who are voluntarily trapped in the vortex are poor people. She doesn't want to be that poor person. She needs to be a happy person who lives only for herself and her son as before.

Jiang Nanyun returned home and gave Jiang Cha a big hug.

Jiang Cha was flattered, "Mum, did you encounter any happy things today?"

"Well, I'm very happy. Mommy is planning to take you back to the United States. Are you happy?"

Back to America?Jiang Cha was very surprised. He chatted with his father recently. Although his father always asked about Mommy in his words, he didn't talk about himself, nor what would happen to him and Jiang Nanyun in the future.

Now Jiang Nanyun suddenly said that he would take him back to the United States.

There is nothing wrong with returning to the United States. Many of his friends are in the United States. It has been more than two years since he returned to China, and he has not seen these old friends for a long time. It is good to go back.

"Then when shall we return to Cotton City?"

"Does Chacha like Miancheng very much? You were very unwilling to let you go back to Miancheng before." Jiang Nanyun joked.

"Isn't Cotton City Mommy's hometown? Could it be that we will never come back after we return to America?" Jiang Cha asked suspiciously, what about his father?Didn't his father's love just die?
Jiang Nanyun patted Jiang Cha's little head, "Is it for me to help you clean up or do it yourself?"

Changing the subject, Jiang Cha rubbed his little head, "I'd better clean up by myself, when is our plane ticket?"

"the day after tomorrow."

It turned out that Jiang Nanyun had already arranged everything. In the end, he only needed to inform Mo Wanwan, and then he would bring ginger tea back to the United States. When we meet in the future, we may only meet in the United States.

When Mo Wanwan came back from get off work at night, she saw Jiang Nanyun and Jiang Cha's luggage in the corner of the living room. She learned that Jiang Nanyun had submitted a resignation report from the personnel department at noon.

It was too busy in the afternoon, so I didn't have time to ask Jiang Nanyun what was going on.

She threw the key on the cabinet in the entrance, quickly entered the room, did not even have time to take off her shoes, hugged Jiang Nanyun, leaned her head on her shoulder, and asked puzzledly, "What's the matter with you? Do you want to go back?" The U.S. doesn’t discuss matters as big as this with me.”

"Aren't I afraid that you are worried that our life abroad is not good? Besides, we have lived in the United States for so many years, and now we just go back to live, and everything returns to the original place."