Mr. Ling is busy with jealousy every day

"I should have discovered that when I was young, I cared too little about you, didn't I?" Lu Zhanlin never thought that Lu Yuan would like Shi Qingfeng, "Lu Yuan, Shi Qingfeng likes women."

It was his words that evoked the scene Lu Yuan saw when he went to Miancheng. He suddenly looked at Lu Zhanlin very seriously. Lu Zhanlin had never seen that look in his eyes. It took a long time before he heard Lu Yuan use extremely serious He said slowly, "I know it all, so I never told anyone that I like him."

He just wanted to quietly put Shi Qingfeng in a certain position in his heart, without anyone knowing, and without being recognized by anyone saying that he could like Shi Qingfeng, and he would not bother Shi Qingfeng.

He has been living his life very seriously, not causing any difficulties for Shi Qingfeng.

However, in the dead of night, he always thinks of Shi Qingfeng who always protected him when he was a child and fought against Ling Yucheng and the others for himself. Every time he thinks of these memories, he can't control his thoughts about him.

In fact, he knows better than anyone else, but he is also more confused than anyone else.

"I heard from my uncle that he plans to send you to study abroad after you are discharged from the hospital, and you will not be allowed to come back in a short time."

Lu Yuan is like a thoughtless doll, no matter what Lu Zhanlin said, no matter what his father said, he would accept it, he accepted all the arrangements that were best for him, and within a week after he was discharged from the hospital, all the procedures for studying abroad were completed. Accompanied by Lu Zhanlin, he went to study abroad for four years.

When he returned home, he was already 22 years old.

When he returned to the capital, he seemed to have forgotten the memories this city brought him, and he also forgot that there was a person he liked very much in this city.When he came back from studying abroad, he was not in a hurry to go to the company to work, but when he found his former friend Cheng Yi, he started wandering in the bar again. His eyes for women were no longer taciturn, as long as they were delivered to the door, he would flirt with them if he was interested. Down.

If you're not interested, you don't bother to talk about it.

Cheng Yi brought a woman here, she was still in college, she spoke softly, she was smiling when she saw everyone, and her mouth was sweet.

Lu Yuan became interested in her, and Cheng Yi was very generous with everything, seeing that Lu Yuan liked her, he gave her to Lu Yuan.

Lu Yuan had a serious relationship with her for half a year, but in the end they died without a problem. When they broke up, the girl cried very sadly, and even jumped down from the dormitory building in order to meet him. The floor is on the second floor. Although it is not high, it still makes Lu Yuan There was a little shock.

Shock is shock. When the girl was hospitalized, he still did not visit her in the hospital. Later, Cheng Yi said that the girl got a place to study abroad after being discharged from the hospital. After a year, Cheng Yi told The girl was drugged abroad, got infected with that stuff, and ended up jumping off the stairs and died.

Lu Yuan was very indifferent, "What does it have to do with me?"

Cheng Yi smiled coldly, "That's right, in the eyes of your young master Lu Yuan, you have nothing to do with anything. Didn't you like her very much before? Why do you hear her news now in a lukewarm manner, as hard-hearted as a stone."

"When you like it, you really like it. When you don't like it, you really don't like it. How can there be so many reasons for feelings. When the relationship fades, naturally you won't love it."

"Hey, it's different after studying abroad for a few years, and now you see love so thoroughly?"

Lu Yuan smiled without saying a word, picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it down. He once loved but never got it. Because of this, he never experienced what it is like to lose in the real sense. There is a saying good.

Not getting means not losing.

Losing is more rewarding than gaining.

For the first time, Lu Yuan felt that wandering among these women was such a boring thing, he began to indulge in alcohol, using alcohol to numb his nerves.

When Lu Yuan was 25 years old, he accidentally heard about Shi Qingfeng and drove to Miancheng secretly.That was the time when he bumped into Mo Wanwan on the road and got to know Mo Wanwan. After becoming his sister-in-law, he took the opportunity of meeting Mo Wanwan to find Shi Qingfeng.

That was the first time they met after 13 years of separation.

In Miancheng, under the leadership of Mo Wanwan, he finally met the person he had been thinking about day and night.

At that moment, the obsession in Lu Yuan's heart seemed to disappear. He didn't know how to describe his feelings for Shi Qingfeng. The unwillingness to remember him in my heart.

He didn't want to dwell on the issue any longer.

He and Shi Qingfeng seem to have returned to the past. He stayed in Miancheng for a long time, not living in Lu Zhanlin's house, but living in Shi Qingfeng and relying on Shi Qingfeng.

To Lu Yuan, that time should be the happiest day since he grew up.

Shi Qingfeng dotes on him very much, accommodates him in everything, can easily detect his emotional changes, and always takes care of his little emotions carefully. In front of Shi Qingfeng, he can act recklessly, can be willful, and can be with anyone. Quarreling and fighting, because he knew that Shi Qingfeng would help him clean up the mess.

"Shi Qingfeng, I want to eat potato chips. Come back from get off work and buy some potato chips for me." Lu Yuan sent Shi Qingfeng a WeChat message. He also knew that Shi Qingfeng was in a meeting at the time, but he sent it anyway and received Shi Qingfeng's message. The information returned in seconds.

He rolled happily on the sofa with his mobile phone in his hand, took out his mobile phone to look at it after a while, and flipped through the chat records between him and Shi Qingfeng from time to time. In fact, there were no ambiguous words, just those short answers and affirmations , always hit Lu Yuan's little thoughts, and that little bit of admiration burned like a flame again, and he desperately wanted to express his feelings for Shi Qingfeng.

Every time he saw Shi Qingfeng face to face, he could always restrain his emotions, because he knew very well that he and Shi Qingfeng had no future.

That night, Lu Yuan insisted on pestering Shi Qingfeng to sit in the living room with him to watch a love movie. It was an emotional movie called Gone with the Wind.

Lu Yuan cried, he was envious, but also regretful.

He felt that the movie was very similar to him and Shi Qingfeng, he always found resonance in movies, and used these movies to vent his restrained feelings.

When Shi Qingfeng gave him the tissue, he looked at Shi Qingfeng with tears in his eyes, almost, just a little bit, he would kiss it.

After that day, Lu Yuan didn't dare to stay at Shi Qingfeng's house any longer. He was afraid that he would not be able to control his feelings and make wrong decisions about him, so after Shi Qingfeng went to work, he packed up his things and gave Shi Qingfeng After sending a WeChat message, he left Miancheng and drove to Lincheng for tourism.

He received Shi Qingfeng's reply, only one word, "OK."

See, if he wants to leave, Shi Qingfeng will never keep him, whatever he wants, Shi Qingfeng will give.

Shi Qingfeng never asked about his thoughts, nor would he pay any attention to them. He suddenly figured it out on the way to Lincheng. He decisively left Miancheng and drove back to Beijing after staying in Lincheng for a few days.

During this period, Shi Qingfeng never took the initiative to look for him.

If, Lu Yuan meant if.

If Shi Qingfeng took the initiative once, maybe he would be brave once for love and fight to the end with his family.

It's a pity that Shi Qingfeng didn't express anything to make him completely give up.

After returning to the capital, Lu Zhanlin called Lu Yuan out alone. The two brothers drank and chatted without mentioning anything about Shi Qingfeng. Lu Yuan just lay down on the table and cried like a child after getting drunk.

He vaguely remembered seeing Shi Qingfeng when he was drunk, "Brother, I'm drunk, I seem to have seen him."

Lu Zhanlin looked at Lu Yuan's red face, then looked up at Shi Qingfeng who had rushed to the capital, and said softly, "You're here."

Shi Qingfeng came, and on the day when Lu Yuan was drunk, he watched Lu Yuan hug him and cry bitterly, calling his name, and talking about how much he missed him for the past 13 years.

Lu Zhanlin couldn't listen anymore, so he patted Shi Qingfeng on the shoulder, "Remember to send him back." Before leaving, he still couldn't help but say, "This road is not easy, Lu Yuan is still here He has not grown up, his personality is like a child, he is easy to make wrong decisions, but you are not, you are more mature than him, you should think carefully when making a decision, don't both regret it in the end, regret it for life .”

Shi Qingfeng is paying attention to Lu Yuan's situation in private. How will he tell Lu Yuan? In fact, he has fallen in love with him the first time he saw him. How will he tell Lu Yuan that he chose to leave back then just to let him He has the ability to fight against the Lu family, how can he tell Lu Yuan that he actually loves him very much.

Not a single word can be uttered until now.

"Brother, I don't think I will ever love him again." Lu Yuan hugged Shi Qingfeng and cried for a long time, until Shi Qingfeng's arms were numb but he didn't know it. He looked down at Lu Yuan affectionately, and endured it Inner impulse.

"Are you tired all these years?"

"Well, I'm tired, I want to rest, I don't want to love him anymore, I want to live my own life."

"Lu Yuan, you should live your own life."

Lu Yuan looked vaguely at the blurred face in front of him, "You also think I should give up on him, don't you?"

"En." Shi Qingfeng said in a deep voice, "Perhaps giving up is the best choice for you."

Lu Yuan nodded, weeping, hugged Shi Qingfeng, leaned against his chest, closed his eyes, "I didn't have the courage back then, but now he doesn't have the courage, so we are doomed to miss it."

Hearing this, Shi Qingfeng's body froze suddenly, and then he heard Lu Yuan sobbing, "If giving up is the best choice for me, then I think it should be the best choice for him to give up on me."

Shi Qingfeng didn't speak, he actually had the illusion that Lu Yuan was already awake.

"Do you say it's more painful to love without making people uncomfortable, or to gain and lose?"

"Failing to meet the right person at the right time, failing to love someone with all my strength when it should be loved, and only knowing that that person is no longer there after losing it is even more devastating and painful."

Lu Yuan smiled, "I wish you happiness, just like you can give up on me at any time."