But Dr. Jiang is cold and rusty

"At that time, she was not the only one in the room."

　Jiang Yi was startled suddenly, as if a cluster of electric current flashed through her spine, she frowned and looked at the people around her,

　"Your mother was killed? That person was..."

　"It's Shao Likai."

Shao Jun sighed lightly, as if recalling the heart-wrenching past, with anger and endless sadness in his eyes...

　I still remember that bright noon, when the sun shined on the boy's face through the glass window, he leaned obediently in front of the window, looking at the woman opposite him from a distance,
　She was wearing a lavender dress with a skirt that reached to her calves, and she was sitting in front of the piano with bare feet, elegant and moving.

　Concentrating on playing the piano, the woman is stepping on the pedal lightly, her slender fingers are dancing on the keys, the movements are smooth and graceful,
　The boy stared at her without blinking, and lost his mind unconsciously.

She is really beautiful, even a little bit of detail is impeccable, but such a beautiful person seems to be imprisoned in a small space that does not belong to her, looking lonely and sad.

　At this moment, he suddenly felt that a woman is like a flower that is gradually withering, or like the swan waiting to die in the song, but as soon as this thought came to his head, Shao Jun shivered suddenly.

　The boy lowered his head and lost his mind for a while, only to find that the music suddenly stopped.
　He raised his head, but there was another person in his line of sight, that was Shao Likai——his father who had been afraid of him since he was born.

　He didn't know what they were arguing about, the tense atmosphere made Shao Jun feel scared, he saw the man's broad palm slammed down on the side of the woman's face, and her thin body hit the dark piano like flying pieces of paper.

The man grabbed her long hair roughly, and poured the whole bottle of pills into the woman's mouth, completely ignoring the latter's struggle.

She was so choked that she couldn't speak, and the white pills that she hadn't swallowed in the confusion overflowed from the corners of her lips and scattered all over the floor.

　Watching everything that happened in the room in horror, Shao Jun felt as if his dry throat had been cut by a sharp sickle, he didn't know what he should do, what he could do,
Should he yell and stop the man's heinous crimes, or continue to be so frightened that his legs are weak, and he can't move at all.

It should be the relative he is most familiar with, but that face is so unfamiliar that it makes one's heart chill. Shao Jun still remembers the man's hideous and terrifying eyes, and it is deeply imprinted in his mind like an iron brand. Escape from the nightmare...

　Finally finished telling the story that often repeats itself in dreams, Shao Jun took a deep breath and gently closed his eyes.

　It seems that it took him a lot of energy to reveal the secrets that have been buried in his heart for a long time without reservation. Looking at the people around him, Jiang Yi couldn't help but feel distressed. She thought that the death of Shao Jun's mother might not be like suicide Simple, but did not expect the truth to be so shocking,

"I've always regretted it, regretted that I watched her die in front of me and did nothing.

I was only five years old at that time, and I didn't know what I could do. I watched a lot of people break into my house, and Shao Likai told the police that my mother had long been suicidal. I didn't expect her to really think about it After taking so many sleeping pills, he said in tears that he didn't care enough, that he was sorry for her,

I knew he was lying, but I just stood there like an idiot, and I didn't say anything until it was treated as a suicide case of my mother who took sleeping pills because of depression."

After saying that, he put the back of his hand on the center of his brow in pain,

"Jiang Yi, can you tell me what I should do at that time?"

Jiang Yi frowned, thought for a moment and said, "I don't know how to answer this question."

Hearing this, Shao Jun shook his head and smiled bitterly,
　"I have seen a psychiatrist abroad, and I have tried... to escape. I tried to erase this memory from my mind, but it turned out that it was useless."

　He turned around and faced Jiang Yi:

　"I haven't told anyone about this, you're the only one."

　For a long time, Shao Jun kept silent about this matter, not only because it was difficult to speak out, but also because he didn't dare, fearing that once he confides the pain hidden in his heart to those who think he is close, he will be treated strangely. look at.

He pursed his lips, fixedly looked at Jiang Yi and explained,
"Although I saw some bad things when I was a child, it is inevitable that I have some problems in my heart, but I..."

"I understand." Jiang Yi smiled softly,
"Aren't I the same?"

A strange color flashed in her eyes, that strange light seemed to be hidden in an extremely secret gray area, and it disappeared in an instant when there was any sign.

...In fact, compared to Shao Jun, he didn't even have the courage to speak out the secrets hidden in his heart.

"You really think so, aren't you trying to comfort me?"

"Yeah." Jiang Yi nodded seriously.

In fact, she thinks that Shao Jun can be as good as he is now. No matter how bastard Shao Likai is, he is his father after all. As a son, he will be affected to some extent. Not to mention genes, living together will also influence the other's temper and thoughts.

Jiang Yi couldn't help but sigh with emotion... Fortunately, Shao Jun hasn't grown crooked, and hasn't turned into a pervert who likes to abuse others!
"I hate him, but I can't deny my blood relationship with him. After all, without him, there would be no me, although I know that my appearance is just a mistake."

Seeing her looking at him with unusual concentration, Shao Jun smiled a little embarrassedly,
"I don't know why I told you this today, maybe I just... hold it in my heart for too long."

"Is it better now?"

"Well, it's much better." After finishing the words, he asked with some worry:
"Then after you know this, will you be afraid of me? Will you be worried about my split personality or psychological distortion?"

Seeing his anxious face, Jiang Yi smiled lightly, "Why?
In addition, that day was just to excite you, in fact, I don't think you have an Oedipus complex. "

"But Dr. Jiang, it's true that you are frigid."

Seeing Jiang Yi glanced at him angrily, Shao Jun smiled, and quickly kissed her on the face. He held her tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to let every inch of his body feel the temperature of the other's body.

"Jiang Yi, I will treat you well and only you, so stay by my side and never give up on me."
...Because I have, can no longer leave you.

Feeling a little shy in his arms, Jiang Yi squeezed his hands and let out a deep "hmm".

　I just feel that when she is tough, she is as invulnerable as iron, and when she is gentle, her temper is so soft that she can melt people. Shao Jun couldn't help smiling, and gently pressed his chin against her forehead,
"Doctor Jiang, I'm really not used to you being so gentle!"

Shao Jun enjoyed the intimacy at the moment and continued to smile, completely unaware that he had spoken too early.

"To be honest, Dr. Jiang, when did you fall in love with me?"

Seeing Shao Jun tilting his head slightly, with a curious and expectant expression, Jiang Yi's breath was stagnant, and he said hesitantly:

"I... how do I remember, why ask such a question."

"Let's chat and confess to each other," he looked at Jiang Yi intently, seeming quite interested,
"Don't you know me? I was tempted when I first saw Dr. Jiang. I really don't want to lose the chance to be with you, so I pester you so shamelessly.

how about you?When did you have feelings for me? "

"The night you listened to me play the piano? The rainy night when I was stabbed? Or, earlier?"

Jiang Yi's eyes drooped slightly, and he said perfunctorily, "I don't know, maybe you're right."

...Maybe when she confronted him and was stared at by those deep eyes, her heart was already in a mess...

Reluctantly accepting her answer, Shao Jun let out a muffled "Yes", and suddenly became sentimental,
"Doctor Jiang, sometimes I feel that people like me are really...really not worth entrusting for life. It's okay to have such a terrible experience when I was a child. Now there are so many dangers around me.

Although on the surface, I am arrogant and swearing that I must be with you, but in fact, I am really afraid that you will dislike me, because I think that a person like me who is full of stains is not worthy of such a holy you at all. "

When he said such sincere and affectionate words in his deep and magnetic voice, Jiang Yi's heart beat suddenly uncontrollably, she clenched her fists tightly, her eyes moved slightly,
In fact, I don't want to be as you think... so good, so noble...

"So Dr. Jiang, no matter what happens in the future, don't run away from me, okay?"

Although a little uncomfortable, Jiang Yi tried to look straight into his eyes as much as possible, and answered him in a calm voice,
"it is good."
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Opening his eyes in a daze amidst the annoying sound of car horns in the early morning, Shao Jun got up and turned over uncomfortably.
Jiang Yi didn't know when he got out of bed, he stretched out his hand and swept away,
... What about her?

Hearing the sound of "squeaking" water coming from the bathroom, Shao Jun's drowsiness disappeared in an instant, and he turned over and sat up.

Stepping out of the room, Shao Jun raised his eyes and saw Jiang Yi coming out of the bathroom. He couldn't help smiling, and walked towards her.

Probably because he was used to it, the first time he saw Shao Jun, Jiang Yi lowered his head subconsciously and planned to go around the person in front of him, but when he saw Shao Jun raised his eyebrows, he felt that the fire in his stomach was inexplicably drawn up by her,

He turned around and approached her, without saying a word he picked up Jiang Yi horizontally,
"What are you doing, it's early in the morning..." Jiang Yi exclaimed, looking at the other party in a panic.

Shao Jun smiled slightly, the corners of his eyes curled into a gentle arc, he lowered his eyes and moved closer to her, kissing Jiang Yi hard on the cheek.

"you……"

"I can kiss you casually in the future, right?" He said softly.

... What else do you ask after you have kissed me!
Jiang Yi pursed his lips, his face turned red again,
"You still... restrain yourself."

"What are you holding back? I'm your boyfriend, Doctor Jiang, don't be too shy, or it will appear that my identity is so empty and meaningless!"

"I... I still need time to get used to it." Jiang Yi blinked awkwardly, then patted his chest lightly,

"Okay, let me down quickly, it's too late for work!"

Shao Jun couldn't help raising the corners of his lips, and raised his eyebrows at her, "No hurry, my boyfriend will send you off."