star river in my dream

Although Yang Cheng failed to return to his hometown, he did not return to Taoyuan Community but lived with Jiang Xunze.

"Welcome to my cabin."

"It's quite clean, much better than when I first saw it."

"Hey, hello, can you stop mentioning it. Since you said that once, I have paid great attention to my hygiene. Cleaning the room is something I must do every day."

Jiang Xunze was bragging about himself again, but Yang Cheng didn't tell the truth.Friends who have been friends for many years still have to save a little face.But the room is indeed very clean. It looks like Jiang Xunze started cleaning the room because he was going home (he was looking for an hourly worker).

"I won't clean up the other rooms either. You will sleep in my room and I will sleep on the sofa tonight. Let's work together and we will leave early tomorrow morning."

"okay."

Buzz buzz, Yang Cheng's cell phone rang all afternoon, and it was Lin Yang who called him.

"Come on, let's make it clear if you have anything to say."

Yang Cheng nodded, connected the phone and walked into the innermost room.

"Hey?"

"Chengcheng, where are you? Let me meet."

"Lin Yang, we have already broken up. It's better not to see each other again."

"Why? Why are you doing this to me? I don't care if you're pregnant or not? Or you've never liked me. "

"It's useless to say these things now, let's not see each other again."

"Yang Cheng, if you don't see me, I'll go find Li Xinghe and fight for my life! If it wasn't for him, things wouldn't have turned out like this."

"Calm down, it's none of his business."

"Tell me, where are you? Let's meet."

Yang Cheng gave her his address, and within 10 minutes, a whistle sounded downstairs.

Seeing Yang Cheng standing in front of him, Lin Yangwan held her in his arms as if facing a treasure.

"What do you want to say?"

This was a familiar yet unfamiliar hug. In the past, Lin Yang didn't feel anything when hugging herself like this, but today this hug really made her uncomfortable, and made her step back a little.

"Let's not break up, okay? I don't like Chu Qiao, what you saw that day was a misunderstanding. I don't care what happened between you and Li Xinghe, I just beg you not to break up with me."

Lin Yang smelled of alcohol and gave himself a headache. He really didn't know how much he drank.

"Lin Yang, the matter has come to this point, there is no chance of redemption between us. It's my fault, it's my fault, I'm sorry for you first. If you're guilty, you don't have to, I'm I don’t like others to show sympathy and pity to me.”

"I said let's not break up! No matter what you look like, I accept it!"

Lin Yang emphasized his tone, all he wanted was for her to come back to him.Now the Yang Cheng in front of my eyes is very strange, her cold eyes show no love, her smile is very forced, the forced smile has no aesthetic feeling, even her body can't pretend to like her.

"What do I look like? What do I look like? You also think I'm not clean? Heh~ It's understandable."

Yang Cheng became angry from embarrassment, how could she not know what she had done to offend him, but the more Lin Yang compromised with himself, the more Yang Cheng loathed him now.

As if thinking of something, Lin Yang grabbed Yang Cheng and took off her collar.

Yang Cheng said while struggling.

"Lin Yang, what are you doing, let me go."

"Why? Why didn't you wear the necklace I gave you? Where's the ring on your hand? Where's the ring!"

Lin Yang felt a little chilled, could it be his own wishful thinking from the beginning.

Yang Cheng withdrew his hand, stuffed it into his pocket, and clenched something tightly in his pocket.

"This is what you gave me, and I will give it back to you."

The rings and necklaces are as clean as new, and they don't seem to be worn very much at first glance, or they are very cherished by the owner.And Yang Cheng is exactly the former.

Lin Yang took the necklace and ring with trembling hands, his eyes filled with sadness.

"It turns out that I paid my heart by mistake."

"I'm sorry Lin Yang, I don't like you anymore. Thank you for what you have done to me before. I am sorry for you. I also want to work hard to like you, but I don't want to deceive you or myself. I still hope that we can all face the reality , If you don’t love, you don’t love. Let’s all be more frank.”

"Yang Cheng, you are so cold-blooded and ruthless, do you have no heart?"

"I don't want to be like this. Maybe it was wrong for us to be together in the first place. We fell in love too suddenly. Now that I think about it, I don't know why I like you except for the fact that I fell in love with you at the beginning. Maybe I am like this Selfish, purely because of vanity, like the feeling that you like me.

But why do you do this?Why are you forcing me?I just wanted a more ordinary life, but everything was disrupted because of your appearance.Lin Yang, I know you love me, but how can I be worthy of you if you are so good?Every time I feel inferior in front of you, I always think, how can a boy like you like me as an ugly duckling.I haven't figured out why until today.But I realized that maybe we are really not suitable.Our love is not equal, I can't afford the love you gave.I don't want to let you down, once, twice, three times, the more you give to me, the more I feel guilty.

Chu Qiao likes you very much. She is a good girl. In my opinion, she treats you well. I hope you cherish her.She is the most suitable for you. The man and woman are very suitable for each other. She should be by your side now, not me.Maybe the two of us are really not suitable. I will remember all the good things you have done to me before.But I think it's time for us to end, our love was too sudden, and it ended too suddenly.

I'm tired, and I really regret why I fell in love in the first place. I miss that I used to stay at home all day, watch dramas and sleep late.It's been a long time since that day.You may think I'm selfish, so be it.Because I also think I am quite selfish, I am not worthy of you, I am not worthy.Return the necklace and ring to you, let's break up, and don't bother anyone else.I wish you happiness. "

After finishing speaking, Yang Cheng turned around and left without looking back, Lin Yang stayed where he was in a daze, is everything over?Not even a parting hug?Yes!

When Li Xinghe returned home in the evening, he found that the room was empty, and everything about Yang Cheng was gone. When he opened her room, everything in it was taken away, and the phone was turned off when calling her.

A letter was left on the dining room table:

"Li Xinghe, thank you for taking care of me during this time, thank you for the surprises and frights you brought me. I feel very honored to know you. You have taught me a lot during the time I knew you and brought me Lots of security.

I remember the first time I saw you, you were sloppy and out of shape. You were just a young man in society. Later, I also discovered your bright spots. You work hard, cook delicious food, and have a good temper but you are cheap .The most important thing is that I found out later that you are quite good-looking.Forgive me for being a face control person, I have harassed you in various ways since I found out that you are good-looking, maybe this is the evil result of my lust, but it is too late to regret it now.

Sometimes I am also very distressed, although you are very annoying every day, muttering and chattering in my ears like an old lady all day long, but I am not used to it without your voice.Sometimes I wonder how I feel about you. If I said you were ugly, I might not think too much about it, but when I saw that you were handsome, I couldn't help approaching you.I like to look good, but I don't know how I feel about you.When you first asked me, my mind was blank and my heart was beating wildly, but I didn't know Lin Yang at that time.Later, you harassed me every day, and I seemed to gradually fall in love with your kisses. I half pushed you, and I didn't know how I felt about you from the beginning to the end, and I didn't know what purpose you had for approaching me, or was it just for fun?Wandering in this environment, I really can't stand it anymore, I choose to confess everything and give up everything.

It is my luck and my misfortune to meet you, just like the saying that misfortune rests on blessings, and fortune rests on misfortune.At first I thought it was just a coincidence that we got to know each other, but then all your actions and remarks prove that you have a purpose.I don't know what you are for.But I know you won't hurt anyone.Anyway, don't you like living here?Now I'm away.You can live here as much as you want.No one quarrels with you, no one makes trouble with you for no reason.No one listens to your nagging every day.I hope you live a good life in this city, and see you in Jianghu!In the end, I disappointed you by not being pregnant. "

Li Xinghe finished reading the letter, and suddenly understood something in his heart, and dialed her phone again.

'Sorry, the phone you dialed is off, please try again later. Sorry, the number you dialed is power off.'

He dialed Zhang Qingqing's cell phone number again. Since Yang Cheng's cell phone couldn't be reached, her best friend must be able to contact her.

"Hey, is Zhang Qingqing? It's me, Li Xinghe! Have you seen Yang Cheng?"

"Ah, no."

"Are you sure you haven't?"

"no!"

"Okay, I see, thank you."

Zhang Qingqing felt a little baffled when she heard the beeping sound of hanging up.

"Who?"

Chen Zizhen grabbed Zhang Qingqing's shoulders and asked affectionately.

"Li Xinghe is my girlfriend's shared roommate."

"Are they having a conflict?"

"Something happened, but it's their business, I can't ask more. If there is anything, Chengcheng will tell me."

"So...will you go home with me during the Chinese New Year?"

"what?"

"Meet the parents."

"do not want!"

On the expressway, Yang Cheng looked out the window in a daze.

"Anything on your mind?"

"Huh? No."

"Looking at your listless look, I don't believe you're okay? Was the matter resolved yesterday?"

"I... Lin Yang and I broke up completely."

Jiang Xunze was so surprised that he almost didn't hold the steering wheel, "What! Why did you break up with him? I said why you are so abnormal recently. You were about to come back and suddenly asked me to turn back. Yesterday Lin Yang came to the door."

If Yang Cheng didn't tell him about it, Jiang Xunze wouldn't know either.Originally, the TV station was busy with work, and the two of them had little time to be friends, and they usually didn't have much contact when they had nothing to do.But Yang Cheng suddenly gave him a thunderous news, which really shocked him.Looking at her expression, it's normal to be like this.

"What happened to you guys?"

"Maybe it's not appropriate."

Yang Cheng sighed, with a sad face.

This is also good, without the fetters of love, I don't have to care so much.

She turned on the phone and deleted the contact information between Lin Yang and Li Xinghe. I am afraid they will never contact again after this...