The rich wife is addicted to escape
Chapter 307 The growth that runs counter to love
Originally, she wanted to leave this small town with her mother with a strong fighting spirit by virtue of her own ability.
In the end, facing the blow of reality, she also had to gradually understand that her wish was completely defeated with the death of her mother.
Even in the end, she didn't leave here with her head held high, but because she was penniless and had no one to rely on, and was voluntarily abandoned by this small town she despised.
It was supposed to be like this, she was ready to accept such a tragic fate, but the appearance of Su Zhixin became a change in her tragic fate.
She still remembers looking at this strange but extremely decent man at that time, seeing him with a pleasant fragrance, opening and closing his lips and saying a series of words that shocked her, but her emotion was at that moment. Become a little numb, don't even know how to respond to him.
Father?
His father is the man in front of him?
Everything in front of her was really not her last dream before dying, right?
It's not that she didn't secretly fantasize about her father when she was bullied by others, or even when she dreamed back at midnight, but at that time, whoever's father looked better would often become the father in her fantasy.
It's just that she never thought that her own father was even more superior than the best father she had ever imagined.
Elegant conversation, decent dress, noble manners, and even fairer skin than the women here because they never did farm work, made Su Jiarui feel incredible.
Thinking about it now, it might be a bit ironic, but in her eyes at that time, her father was like a god who descended from the sky, looking down on all living beings with boundless magic power.
"It's okay, kid, you have enough time to think about it, and I'll take care of the next thing."
Afterwards, Su Zhixin was really like a long overdue hero, but it was just a matter of lip service that allowed her to bury her mother with great dignity and even fanfare without paying any price.
In her eyes, her mother's funeral was extremely grand, with drums and gongs, and even hired a whole funeral team to send them from her home to the cemetery.
Along the way, she could feel the eyes of the people around her cast on her, but the difference was that there was shock, astonishment, and even envy in those eyes.
It's just that before that, those eyes had never fallen on her. Those eyes made her feel strange, and made her understand more clearly that Su Zhixin is really a very powerful person.
"Oh, I said before, what kind of man can a woman as beautiful and gentle as Nier's mother find? It's true now, no wonder Nier's mother is so devoted to you. Hey, It's a pity that Ni'er's mother doesn't have this blessing, so she left too early."
Aunt Li, who had been swearing at her before, now held a white handkerchief and pretended to cry. This alone was not enough, and she got up in sackcloth and mourning, as if her own mother had died, and walked up to Su Zhixin's side in an attempt to get close.
"But Nier's father, you are far away from the things here before, and you may not be very clear. In fact, I have a very good relationship with Nier's mother before. We are almost sisters. When we joked before, we often talked about the future. I also want to marry the Qin family, who knows that Nier's mother left so early, I originally planned to take Nier back to my house and raise her as a daughter, but luckily you came."
Hearing Aunt Li's flattering words, Su Jiarui, whose eyes were red from crying, just glanced at her indifferently. She had already spent all her energy in the pain of losing her mother.
Seeing Aunt Li's bad behavior now, she was naturally neither sad nor happy, she just felt a little disgusted.
It was also at that time that Su Jiarui slowly realized many truths that he had never understood before.
Only then did she know that in this world, people's sorrows and joys are probably really incomprehensible. At a funeral, some people were distraught, some looked indifferent, and some even tried to make something up. Children's relationship, so as to benefit from it.
At that time, she only felt that the scene in front of her was extremely ironic, but it wasn't until later, when she really became a part of Yuncheng and saw the so-called banquet of power and emotion in Yuncheng, that she realized that there is a mountain as high as a mountain.
Today's Aunt Li is still able to expose her ambitions without being too shrewd, but at the banquet of celebrities in Yuncheng, that is the real society where ambitions are hidden and people eat people but don't spit out their bones.
Su Jiarui finally understood why Su Zhixin was so indifferent and indifferent to Aunt Li's aggressive and flattering words from the beginning to the end.
Because in his eyes, whether it was Aunt Li or herself, they were all like uncivilized savages in his eyes, which made him unable to arouse respect and interest in responding.
Because it is unnecessary, because it feels inferior.
However, it was also during this funeral that she transformed from a young child into a prudent and precocious girl.
She gradually developed the habit of hiding in the dark and observing other people's speech and behavior, because in many cases, a person's ambition is deeply hidden in his speech and behavior.
She didn't want to suffer any more, so she simply acted as a careful mute.
But at that time, when Aunt Li said those shameless words, she still had some childish expectations.
At that time, she was eager to know whether this perfect father who was so strange to her in front of her would stand up for her with an angry face, but in fact, what she expected did not happen at all.
Su Zhixin just walked to the side obviously, putting distance between him and Aunt Li, his face was still indifferent and calm.
"Since the child has no relatives here, I plan to take her to Yuncheng and live with me."
Having said that, he turned his head back, deliberately raised a smile that he thought was extremely kind, and stroked her frizzy hair.
"Son, would you like to go to Yuncheng with me, or stay here?"
At that time, Su Jiarui thought with all his eyes that Su Zhixin was God splitting the dark clouds above her head and shining a ray of light on the road ahead of her life, allowing her to have a clear path at the fork that was doomed to failure and depression. A choice towards light and freedom.
Therefore, she took Su Zhixin's suggestion for granted at that time, just to take another look at Aunt Li's face that was so angry that she jumped to her feet.
At that time, she was full of strength, thinking that her beautiful life was finally slowly opening the door in front of her, she even pointed to Aunt Li at the side quite proudly, and said dissatisfiedly: "Dad, she just lied to someone, before She often bullies me and my mother, saying behind my back that I am a wild child, and yesterday she wanted to occupy our land and marry me to her stupid son."
Thinking about it now, that was almost the first and last time in her lifetime, calling him father with hope and excitement.
After that, Su Zhixin's various behaviors also completely distorted the image of her father in her eyes.
But of all of that, she naturally wouldn't have thought of it when she was still young.
Aunt Li's face turned pale after hearing her words, and immediately her lips trembled and she couldn't utter a word.
She thought that Su Zhixin would beat the villain in front of her to the ground like in a cartoon, but after hearing her words, Su Zhixin just nodded.
"Then, after we finish our business, we will go to Yuncheng tomorrow."
At that time, Su Jiarui didn't understand why Su Zhixin didn't stand up for her, and thought that he just felt that he couldn't deal with it face to face, and wanted to deal with the bad guys behind his back.
However, she didn't realize until today that Su Zhixin didn't intend to take care of what she thought was too big a deal, he just wanted to bring back the organs that could maintain Suru's life, in case of emergency.
Even when he pretended to be open-minded and gave Su Jiarui the right to choose, it looks ridiculous now.
With Aunt Li's encouragement, how could she be willing to stay in that small town full of bad memories?
On the surface, he gave her the right to choose, but in fact, he just designed a seemingly inconspicuous trap, and pushed her who was already standing beside the trap without a trace.
At that time, she always thought that one day, she would hold her mother's hand and leave this remote town, but in the end, it was Su Zhixin who took her hand and got into the private car leaving here.
She still remembers the funny look of herself sitting in a private car with her hands tied.
On the one hand, she couldn't restrain the excitement in her heart, and on the other hand, she didn't want to show that she had never seen the world, but thinking about it now, her eyes at that time had already betrayed everything she thought in her heart.
Sometimes, people are always dissatisfied. When she went crazy and wanted to leave here before, all she thought about was the bad things here, but now, when she finally had the opportunity to escape here, what appeared in her mind Yes, but they are all the lovely plants and trees here.
And most importantly, her mother finally died in this remote town she hated.
In the past, many people believed that love was the nourishment and source that supported people's survival.
But for Su Jiarui, she has never really experienced this common and indispensable nourishment and source for people.
In the past, she has always been cautious, living in the malice and pity of others, and living in the dissatisfaction and inferiority of her own destiny.
What supports her to live has never been the love that symbolizes infinite light, but a kind of inexplicable, unclear but more real desire to survive.
In the end, facing the blow of reality, she also had to gradually understand that her wish was completely defeated with the death of her mother.
Even in the end, she didn't leave here with her head held high, but because she was penniless and had no one to rely on, and was voluntarily abandoned by this small town she despised.
It was supposed to be like this, she was ready to accept such a tragic fate, but the appearance of Su Zhixin became a change in her tragic fate.
She still remembers looking at this strange but extremely decent man at that time, seeing him with a pleasant fragrance, opening and closing his lips and saying a series of words that shocked her, but her emotion was at that moment. Become a little numb, don't even know how to respond to him.
Father?
His father is the man in front of him?
Everything in front of her was really not her last dream before dying, right?
It's not that she didn't secretly fantasize about her father when she was bullied by others, or even when she dreamed back at midnight, but at that time, whoever's father looked better would often become the father in her fantasy.
It's just that she never thought that her own father was even more superior than the best father she had ever imagined.
Elegant conversation, decent dress, noble manners, and even fairer skin than the women here because they never did farm work, made Su Jiarui feel incredible.
Thinking about it now, it might be a bit ironic, but in her eyes at that time, her father was like a god who descended from the sky, looking down on all living beings with boundless magic power.
"It's okay, kid, you have enough time to think about it, and I'll take care of the next thing."
Afterwards, Su Zhixin was really like a long overdue hero, but it was just a matter of lip service that allowed her to bury her mother with great dignity and even fanfare without paying any price.
In her eyes, her mother's funeral was extremely grand, with drums and gongs, and even hired a whole funeral team to send them from her home to the cemetery.
Along the way, she could feel the eyes of the people around her cast on her, but the difference was that there was shock, astonishment, and even envy in those eyes.
It's just that before that, those eyes had never fallen on her. Those eyes made her feel strange, and made her understand more clearly that Su Zhixin is really a very powerful person.
"Oh, I said before, what kind of man can a woman as beautiful and gentle as Nier's mother find? It's true now, no wonder Nier's mother is so devoted to you. Hey, It's a pity that Ni'er's mother doesn't have this blessing, so she left too early."
Aunt Li, who had been swearing at her before, now held a white handkerchief and pretended to cry. This alone was not enough, and she got up in sackcloth and mourning, as if her own mother had died, and walked up to Su Zhixin's side in an attempt to get close.
"But Nier's father, you are far away from the things here before, and you may not be very clear. In fact, I have a very good relationship with Nier's mother before. We are almost sisters. When we joked before, we often talked about the future. I also want to marry the Qin family, who knows that Nier's mother left so early, I originally planned to take Nier back to my house and raise her as a daughter, but luckily you came."
Hearing Aunt Li's flattering words, Su Jiarui, whose eyes were red from crying, just glanced at her indifferently. She had already spent all her energy in the pain of losing her mother.
Seeing Aunt Li's bad behavior now, she was naturally neither sad nor happy, she just felt a little disgusted.
It was also at that time that Su Jiarui slowly realized many truths that he had never understood before.
Only then did she know that in this world, people's sorrows and joys are probably really incomprehensible. At a funeral, some people were distraught, some looked indifferent, and some even tried to make something up. Children's relationship, so as to benefit from it.
At that time, she only felt that the scene in front of her was extremely ironic, but it wasn't until later, when she really became a part of Yuncheng and saw the so-called banquet of power and emotion in Yuncheng, that she realized that there is a mountain as high as a mountain.
Today's Aunt Li is still able to expose her ambitions without being too shrewd, but at the banquet of celebrities in Yuncheng, that is the real society where ambitions are hidden and people eat people but don't spit out their bones.
Su Jiarui finally understood why Su Zhixin was so indifferent and indifferent to Aunt Li's aggressive and flattering words from the beginning to the end.
Because in his eyes, whether it was Aunt Li or herself, they were all like uncivilized savages in his eyes, which made him unable to arouse respect and interest in responding.
Because it is unnecessary, because it feels inferior.
However, it was also during this funeral that she transformed from a young child into a prudent and precocious girl.
She gradually developed the habit of hiding in the dark and observing other people's speech and behavior, because in many cases, a person's ambition is deeply hidden in his speech and behavior.
She didn't want to suffer any more, so she simply acted as a careful mute.
But at that time, when Aunt Li said those shameless words, she still had some childish expectations.
At that time, she was eager to know whether this perfect father who was so strange to her in front of her would stand up for her with an angry face, but in fact, what she expected did not happen at all.
Su Zhixin just walked to the side obviously, putting distance between him and Aunt Li, his face was still indifferent and calm.
"Since the child has no relatives here, I plan to take her to Yuncheng and live with me."
Having said that, he turned his head back, deliberately raised a smile that he thought was extremely kind, and stroked her frizzy hair.
"Son, would you like to go to Yuncheng with me, or stay here?"
At that time, Su Jiarui thought with all his eyes that Su Zhixin was God splitting the dark clouds above her head and shining a ray of light on the road ahead of her life, allowing her to have a clear path at the fork that was doomed to failure and depression. A choice towards light and freedom.
Therefore, she took Su Zhixin's suggestion for granted at that time, just to take another look at Aunt Li's face that was so angry that she jumped to her feet.
At that time, she was full of strength, thinking that her beautiful life was finally slowly opening the door in front of her, she even pointed to Aunt Li at the side quite proudly, and said dissatisfiedly: "Dad, she just lied to someone, before She often bullies me and my mother, saying behind my back that I am a wild child, and yesterday she wanted to occupy our land and marry me to her stupid son."
Thinking about it now, that was almost the first and last time in her lifetime, calling him father with hope and excitement.
After that, Su Zhixin's various behaviors also completely distorted the image of her father in her eyes.
But of all of that, she naturally wouldn't have thought of it when she was still young.
Aunt Li's face turned pale after hearing her words, and immediately her lips trembled and she couldn't utter a word.
She thought that Su Zhixin would beat the villain in front of her to the ground like in a cartoon, but after hearing her words, Su Zhixin just nodded.
"Then, after we finish our business, we will go to Yuncheng tomorrow."
At that time, Su Jiarui didn't understand why Su Zhixin didn't stand up for her, and thought that he just felt that he couldn't deal with it face to face, and wanted to deal with the bad guys behind his back.
However, she didn't realize until today that Su Zhixin didn't intend to take care of what she thought was too big a deal, he just wanted to bring back the organs that could maintain Suru's life, in case of emergency.
Even when he pretended to be open-minded and gave Su Jiarui the right to choose, it looks ridiculous now.
With Aunt Li's encouragement, how could she be willing to stay in that small town full of bad memories?
On the surface, he gave her the right to choose, but in fact, he just designed a seemingly inconspicuous trap, and pushed her who was already standing beside the trap without a trace.
At that time, she always thought that one day, she would hold her mother's hand and leave this remote town, but in the end, it was Su Zhixin who took her hand and got into the private car leaving here.
She still remembers the funny look of herself sitting in a private car with her hands tied.
On the one hand, she couldn't restrain the excitement in her heart, and on the other hand, she didn't want to show that she had never seen the world, but thinking about it now, her eyes at that time had already betrayed everything she thought in her heart.
Sometimes, people are always dissatisfied. When she went crazy and wanted to leave here before, all she thought about was the bad things here, but now, when she finally had the opportunity to escape here, what appeared in her mind Yes, but they are all the lovely plants and trees here.
And most importantly, her mother finally died in this remote town she hated.
In the past, many people believed that love was the nourishment and source that supported people's survival.
But for Su Jiarui, she has never really experienced this common and indispensable nourishment and source for people.
In the past, she has always been cautious, living in the malice and pity of others, and living in the dissatisfaction and inferiority of her own destiny.
What supports her to live has never been the love that symbolizes infinite light, but a kind of inexplicable, unclear but more real desire to survive.
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