Sheng Chong's ex-wife Shen Shao proposes remarriage
Chapter 130 Take It Slowly
But now Su Xiyan pays attention to having thousands of words to say to the other party, but she can't open her mouth to let the other party truly understand her feelings.
There are many emotions that cannot be imitated by machines. When you type words on the screen and show them to the other party, you cannot fully express the helplessness, sadness, and deep yearning in your heart, but the voice has this characteristic even more. So it can better convey the true emotions in her heart.
After all, it's not that I really don't want to see them, it's just that I'm afraid of going back to the original life, and in the end the child really brought too much pain to Su Xiyan, not to mention the child fell down in front of me and die.
As a mother, she couldn't bear such a scene. After all, she was also a child born in October of her pregnancy.
So when the great grief swept over Su Xiyan, she had no way to think about anything. When she stood on the bridge and watched the river flowing eastward under the bridge, the repetition of life was like Replaying it in my mind, as if this is my final destination.
Even though Shen Mochen in front of Su Xiyan was yelling her name desperately, Su Xiyan still chose to jump, not only for her child, but more because of all the things that happened during that period of time.
Because at that time, Su Xiyan firmly believed that the other party would continue to be with her because of the child. Even if she didn't want to believe it, it was very difficult, because it seemed that the whole world was pointing the finger at the child in her belly.
Moreover, Xia Youran kept using this incident to stimulate herself, so even if the child was saved, her own death seemed inevitable. At that time, Su Xiyan only had a flash of thought in her mind, and immediately She did this because she didn't want to make her life more painful than it is now, and she didn't want to repeat that kind of life again.
So Su Xiyan jumped down.Abandoned the previous life, also want to say goodbye to the future life.
But what she didn't expect was that the heavens really showed favor to Su Xiyan, she didn't know whether it all started as a nightmare or a sweet dream.
When Su Xiyan fell into the river with the mentality of ending everything, the feeling of helplessness submerged her with the icy cold water, and she closed her eyes contentedly, wanting to just sleep in the river like this.
But what that person didn't expect was that the gate just opened to release the water that day, and the huge current rushed Su Xiyan directly to the downstream of another urban area connected to City A, and Su Xiyan drifted to other places along with the river.
She was washed up on the river bank, but was soon discovered by others. At that time, Su Xiyan already had a lot of water in her chest, but unexpectedly she was rescued.
Perhaps if it weren't for those kind-hearted people, I wouldn't have the current life at all, and her young life should have withered at that time.
Then when he was recuperating in the hospital, he saw the news on TV about Shen Mochen coming to find him, and the other party was still holding their child in his arms, and their child had not yet been weaned at that time.
But at the moment when she saw the news, Su Xiyan suddenly realized that she was deceived by Xia Youran, the child did not die, the other party might have committed suicide just to deceive her, and she really did that.
At that time, the anger in Su Xiyan's heart was like a fierce little beast, jumping around in her chest. At that time, Su Xiyan was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to stand up. Her whole body was sore from soaking in the water for too long. There was a state of edema, and then severe dehydration, and the whole person became pale, haggard and weak.
Su Xiyan's eyes were only on the child in Shen Mochen's arms on TV, it was her child, she wanted to hug him and kiss him, to give him the warmth of his mother, but unfortunately, since the child was born, she never had Even after touching him, Xiaotuanzi didn't feel Su Xiyan's warmth and mother's embrace.
At that moment, Su Xiyan burst into tears, but soon she remembered the real reason why she jumped into the river.
If she returned to Shen Mochen's side, then those nightmares that she said she had avoided before would once again chase after her life that was worse than death. She didn't want her children to bear it with her.
So after wandering for a while, Su Xiyan resolutely chose to leave.
This urban area is just downstream of City A. If Shen Mochen wanted to follow the river to find him, he would be able to find him soon, so Su Xiyan chose to leave him and go to City M, which is far away from City A.
And not only that, Su Xiyan always thought that it was because of the strong pressure that she fell into the river, which forced her to be unable to damage her throat in a short period of time, but she didn't expect that Su Xiyan would not be able to say anything until she recovered. In a word.
The doctor told her that it was a loss of voice due to stress disorder, that is to say, Su Xiyan's body naturally produced a stress response after receiving external stimuli.
In fact, according to the doctor, I should recover within a short period of time. If I adjust my mentality, I should be cured soon, but I didn't expect that this kind of illness has troubled me for three years.
During these three years, Su Xiyan has been playing the role of a dumb girl, unable to speak or communicate with others.
It is precisely because of this that Su Xiyan is even more afraid to face those people in the past. She can't find anyone she can trust, and only Xiao He is the only one.
So Su Xiyan chose to escape, escape from the previous life, escape from the hardships of the past, and escape from Shen Mochen.Su Xiyan and Xiao He moved to City M together, changed their names, hairstyles, and jobs, and kept their anonymity.
Su Xiyan told Qiu Wenning all these things verbatim, and the other party was watching and crying, and then looked at Su Xiyan with a frown, staring at the other party's face.
"Of course I deserve your trust. Why don't you tell me all this as soon as possible, and I will definitely rush to your side immediately." Qiu Wenning hugged her, and questioned Su Xiyan while crying.
Of course, Su Xiyan knew that the other party would also come to her side, but the other party and Shen Mochen were too closely related, and she was afraid that her whereabouts would be exposed if she was not careful, so she did not contact the relevant people around Shen Mochen. Maybe it's the best way,
But seeing Qiu Wenning's mournful face, Su Xiyan's inner guilt also sprouted, and while reaching out her hand to respond to the other's hug, she stroked Qiu Wenning's head with her hand to soothe her emotions.
Feeling the temperature in the embrace, the long-lost warmth swept over Su Xiyan, and the warmth in the embrace also led to her heart along the meridians where the skin touched, making her whole body warm.
But at this moment, there was a sudden crackling sound upstairs, followed by a rush of footsteps.
It was Xiaotuanzi who woke up.
While calling for his mother, he rushed down the stairs with a sleeping rabbit doll in his hand, and then immediately rushed to Su Xiyan's side, and sat down.
The sudden appearance of Xiaotuanzi startled Su Xiyan, she quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and hugged the child in her arms.
"Aunt Qiu, why did you come to my house? Did you also come to play with your mother?" Xiaotuanzi rubbed his eyes while raising his head to look at Qiu Wenning who was also prostrate on Su Xiyan's chest.
After the scene that made people cry just now, Qiu Wenning's tears had already washed away her makeup, she quickly wiped off the makeup on her face with a tissue, and then nodded.
"Of course, I'm your mother's best friend. Your mother must not be without me when she comes back this time!" After she finished speaking, she reached out and touched Xiaotuanzi's head, and Xiaotuanzi buried her face in Su Xiyan's face. chest, and hugged her waist tightly.
After these few days of getting along, Xiaotuanzi became more and more clingy, and also more and more dependent on his mother, because in his mother, he could feel the love and pampering that his father seldom showed for him.
But Shen Mochen followed him after a while, and came downstairs with a small plate in his hand and a glass of milk in the other.
"Just woke up, are you hungry?" Then he walked to them, handed the glass of milk in his hand to Su Xiyan, took the empty water glass away from the table, and then put the plate of apples in his hand Passed it to Xiaotuanzi.
Then Shen Mochen touched Xiaotuanzi's head, but Xiaotuanzi didn't have the tendency to lift his head from Su Xiyan's arms, then Shen Mochen frowned, and lifted Xiaotuanzi's collar with the other hand, thinking To get him out of Su Xiyan's embrace.
"Don't be so clingy to mom." Then he brought Xiaotuanzi in front of him, looked him in the eye, and said this very seriously.
"Why, obviously I would do the same to my mother when I saw my father." Xiao Tuanzi, who was pulled up from his arms by Shen Mochen, was very dissatisfied. The leg is still hooked on Su Xiyan's arm.
The other party's words silenced Shen Mochen's about to say scolding words. As expected, raising a boy is a rival in love, and he wants to rob him of his wife every second.
"Because she is my wife, this kind of thing can only be done between husband and wife, you can't." Then Shen Mochen put the little dumpling on the ground, and then took out a light one from the plate of fruit on the table. Gently put it in Xiaotuanzi's hand.
"So what, when you get old, mom will marry me, and she will become my wife, so I can hug mom forever!" Xiaotuanzi pouted, and then put the The piece of apple was crunched in his mouth.
Su Xiyan was overjoyed when she heard this sentence, but Shen Mochen who was standing by was obviously not feeling that well. It's not funny that his son is spying on his wife.
Then Shen Mochen's expression became more and more serious, he lowered his head and kissed Su Xiyan's lips in front of Xiaotuanzi, then squinted at Xiaotuanzi and said in that showy tone.
"If you keep doing this, be careful and I will make you have more younger brothers and sisters." Then he gently placed his head on Su Xiyan's shoulder.
Su Xiyan's face was flushed red when she heard what the other party said. She blushed and hit his shoulder, her expression looked very angry, but Shen Mochen caught the slight upward curl of the other party's mouth with sharp eyes. A smile.
And Qiu Wenning, who was sitting on the side, also laughed out loud following what Xiaotuanzi said, and then took out an apple from the plate, put it in his mouth and chewed it lightly.
Su Xiyan, who was sitting on the seat, was about to reach for the apple on the plate, but Shen Mochen gently knocked it off with his hand, and then he took an apple for the other party, and gently placed it between Su Xiyan's lips , just as she was biting the apple with her teeth, the other party leaned over and bit the piece of apple with her.
Then the other party's teeth slightly exerted force, biting half of the apple from between Su Xiyan's lips.
Then, taking advantage of the difficulty of being stunned, Shen Mochen reached out and put the other half of the apple into his mouth.
In just a second, Su Xiyan's face turned crimson.
There are many emotions that cannot be imitated by machines. When you type words on the screen and show them to the other party, you cannot fully express the helplessness, sadness, and deep yearning in your heart, but the voice has this characteristic even more. So it can better convey the true emotions in her heart.
After all, it's not that I really don't want to see them, it's just that I'm afraid of going back to the original life, and in the end the child really brought too much pain to Su Xiyan, not to mention the child fell down in front of me and die.
As a mother, she couldn't bear such a scene. After all, she was also a child born in October of her pregnancy.
So when the great grief swept over Su Xiyan, she had no way to think about anything. When she stood on the bridge and watched the river flowing eastward under the bridge, the repetition of life was like Replaying it in my mind, as if this is my final destination.
Even though Shen Mochen in front of Su Xiyan was yelling her name desperately, Su Xiyan still chose to jump, not only for her child, but more because of all the things that happened during that period of time.
Because at that time, Su Xiyan firmly believed that the other party would continue to be with her because of the child. Even if she didn't want to believe it, it was very difficult, because it seemed that the whole world was pointing the finger at the child in her belly.
Moreover, Xia Youran kept using this incident to stimulate herself, so even if the child was saved, her own death seemed inevitable. At that time, Su Xiyan only had a flash of thought in her mind, and immediately She did this because she didn't want to make her life more painful than it is now, and she didn't want to repeat that kind of life again.
So Su Xiyan jumped down.Abandoned the previous life, also want to say goodbye to the future life.
But what she didn't expect was that the heavens really showed favor to Su Xiyan, she didn't know whether it all started as a nightmare or a sweet dream.
When Su Xiyan fell into the river with the mentality of ending everything, the feeling of helplessness submerged her with the icy cold water, and she closed her eyes contentedly, wanting to just sleep in the river like this.
But what that person didn't expect was that the gate just opened to release the water that day, and the huge current rushed Su Xiyan directly to the downstream of another urban area connected to City A, and Su Xiyan drifted to other places along with the river.
She was washed up on the river bank, but was soon discovered by others. At that time, Su Xiyan already had a lot of water in her chest, but unexpectedly she was rescued.
Perhaps if it weren't for those kind-hearted people, I wouldn't have the current life at all, and her young life should have withered at that time.
Then when he was recuperating in the hospital, he saw the news on TV about Shen Mochen coming to find him, and the other party was still holding their child in his arms, and their child had not yet been weaned at that time.
But at the moment when she saw the news, Su Xiyan suddenly realized that she was deceived by Xia Youran, the child did not die, the other party might have committed suicide just to deceive her, and she really did that.
At that time, the anger in Su Xiyan's heart was like a fierce little beast, jumping around in her chest. At that time, Su Xiyan was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to stand up. Her whole body was sore from soaking in the water for too long. There was a state of edema, and then severe dehydration, and the whole person became pale, haggard and weak.
Su Xiyan's eyes were only on the child in Shen Mochen's arms on TV, it was her child, she wanted to hug him and kiss him, to give him the warmth of his mother, but unfortunately, since the child was born, she never had Even after touching him, Xiaotuanzi didn't feel Su Xiyan's warmth and mother's embrace.
At that moment, Su Xiyan burst into tears, but soon she remembered the real reason why she jumped into the river.
If she returned to Shen Mochen's side, then those nightmares that she said she had avoided before would once again chase after her life that was worse than death. She didn't want her children to bear it with her.
So after wandering for a while, Su Xiyan resolutely chose to leave.
This urban area is just downstream of City A. If Shen Mochen wanted to follow the river to find him, he would be able to find him soon, so Su Xiyan chose to leave him and go to City M, which is far away from City A.
And not only that, Su Xiyan always thought that it was because of the strong pressure that she fell into the river, which forced her to be unable to damage her throat in a short period of time, but she didn't expect that Su Xiyan would not be able to say anything until she recovered. In a word.
The doctor told her that it was a loss of voice due to stress disorder, that is to say, Su Xiyan's body naturally produced a stress response after receiving external stimuli.
In fact, according to the doctor, I should recover within a short period of time. If I adjust my mentality, I should be cured soon, but I didn't expect that this kind of illness has troubled me for three years.
During these three years, Su Xiyan has been playing the role of a dumb girl, unable to speak or communicate with others.
It is precisely because of this that Su Xiyan is even more afraid to face those people in the past. She can't find anyone she can trust, and only Xiao He is the only one.
So Su Xiyan chose to escape, escape from the previous life, escape from the hardships of the past, and escape from Shen Mochen.Su Xiyan and Xiao He moved to City M together, changed their names, hairstyles, and jobs, and kept their anonymity.
Su Xiyan told Qiu Wenning all these things verbatim, and the other party was watching and crying, and then looked at Su Xiyan with a frown, staring at the other party's face.
"Of course I deserve your trust. Why don't you tell me all this as soon as possible, and I will definitely rush to your side immediately." Qiu Wenning hugged her, and questioned Su Xiyan while crying.
Of course, Su Xiyan knew that the other party would also come to her side, but the other party and Shen Mochen were too closely related, and she was afraid that her whereabouts would be exposed if she was not careful, so she did not contact the relevant people around Shen Mochen. Maybe it's the best way,
But seeing Qiu Wenning's mournful face, Su Xiyan's inner guilt also sprouted, and while reaching out her hand to respond to the other's hug, she stroked Qiu Wenning's head with her hand to soothe her emotions.
Feeling the temperature in the embrace, the long-lost warmth swept over Su Xiyan, and the warmth in the embrace also led to her heart along the meridians where the skin touched, making her whole body warm.
But at this moment, there was a sudden crackling sound upstairs, followed by a rush of footsteps.
It was Xiaotuanzi who woke up.
While calling for his mother, he rushed down the stairs with a sleeping rabbit doll in his hand, and then immediately rushed to Su Xiyan's side, and sat down.
The sudden appearance of Xiaotuanzi startled Su Xiyan, she quickly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and hugged the child in her arms.
"Aunt Qiu, why did you come to my house? Did you also come to play with your mother?" Xiaotuanzi rubbed his eyes while raising his head to look at Qiu Wenning who was also prostrate on Su Xiyan's chest.
After the scene that made people cry just now, Qiu Wenning's tears had already washed away her makeup, she quickly wiped off the makeup on her face with a tissue, and then nodded.
"Of course, I'm your mother's best friend. Your mother must not be without me when she comes back this time!" After she finished speaking, she reached out and touched Xiaotuanzi's head, and Xiaotuanzi buried her face in Su Xiyan's face. chest, and hugged her waist tightly.
After these few days of getting along, Xiaotuanzi became more and more clingy, and also more and more dependent on his mother, because in his mother, he could feel the love and pampering that his father seldom showed for him.
But Shen Mochen followed him after a while, and came downstairs with a small plate in his hand and a glass of milk in the other.
"Just woke up, are you hungry?" Then he walked to them, handed the glass of milk in his hand to Su Xiyan, took the empty water glass away from the table, and then put the plate of apples in his hand Passed it to Xiaotuanzi.
Then Shen Mochen touched Xiaotuanzi's head, but Xiaotuanzi didn't have the tendency to lift his head from Su Xiyan's arms, then Shen Mochen frowned, and lifted Xiaotuanzi's collar with the other hand, thinking To get him out of Su Xiyan's embrace.
"Don't be so clingy to mom." Then he brought Xiaotuanzi in front of him, looked him in the eye, and said this very seriously.
"Why, obviously I would do the same to my mother when I saw my father." Xiao Tuanzi, who was pulled up from his arms by Shen Mochen, was very dissatisfied. The leg is still hooked on Su Xiyan's arm.
The other party's words silenced Shen Mochen's about to say scolding words. As expected, raising a boy is a rival in love, and he wants to rob him of his wife every second.
"Because she is my wife, this kind of thing can only be done between husband and wife, you can't." Then Shen Mochen put the little dumpling on the ground, and then took out a light one from the plate of fruit on the table. Gently put it in Xiaotuanzi's hand.
"So what, when you get old, mom will marry me, and she will become my wife, so I can hug mom forever!" Xiaotuanzi pouted, and then put the The piece of apple was crunched in his mouth.
Su Xiyan was overjoyed when she heard this sentence, but Shen Mochen who was standing by was obviously not feeling that well. It's not funny that his son is spying on his wife.
Then Shen Mochen's expression became more and more serious, he lowered his head and kissed Su Xiyan's lips in front of Xiaotuanzi, then squinted at Xiaotuanzi and said in that showy tone.
"If you keep doing this, be careful and I will make you have more younger brothers and sisters." Then he gently placed his head on Su Xiyan's shoulder.
Su Xiyan's face was flushed red when she heard what the other party said. She blushed and hit his shoulder, her expression looked very angry, but Shen Mochen caught the slight upward curl of the other party's mouth with sharp eyes. A smile.
And Qiu Wenning, who was sitting on the side, also laughed out loud following what Xiaotuanzi said, and then took out an apple from the plate, put it in his mouth and chewed it lightly.
Su Xiyan, who was sitting on the seat, was about to reach for the apple on the plate, but Shen Mochen gently knocked it off with his hand, and then he took an apple for the other party, and gently placed it between Su Xiyan's lips , just as she was biting the apple with her teeth, the other party leaned over and bit the piece of apple with her.
Then the other party's teeth slightly exerted force, biting half of the apple from between Su Xiyan's lips.
Then, taking advantage of the difficulty of being stunned, Shen Mochen reached out and put the other half of the apple into his mouth.
In just a second, Su Xiyan's face turned crimson.
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