President Ling, love you is addicting

I was in a bad mood and couldn't help laughing when I heard what he said.

"What are you laughing at?" He let go of me and looked at me seriously, "By the way, how are you and Ling Yuqian?"

I stopped laughing, leaned on the soft sofa and stared blankly, "I won't see him again in the future."

"Why?" he asked.

"No reason, just tired." I closed my eyes, and Ling Yuqian's figure was in my mind. His indifference, rudeness, and gloom had been firmly engraved in my heart.I was tired and didn't want to torture him anymore, let alone torture myself.It was because of Li Shiran that I came back to approach him, but when I learned that it was Jiang Siyun who killed my parents, I chose to let go. "

After listening to my words, Hua Xuan didn't say anything more.

Hua Xuan said that he could help me find out the whereabouts of the mother and child, so that I could wait with peace of mind.After staying with him for two days, I went back to City A again, because my body hadn't fully recovered, I ran all the way, and I started to feel dizzy again when I got home.I feel better after taking medicine and sleeping.

I got up and prepared to get something to eat. I didn’t come back to my senses until the water in the pot was boiling. When I went down, I accidentally touched the boiling water. It was so hot that I was shocked.Looking at the hot red place, I just want to slap myself again.Why are you so full of him, why are you so mean, why are you falling in love with him!
I had no taste for this meal, remembering the noodles that Ling Yuqian cooked for me, tears fell down unconsciously without realizing it.At that time, he was really gentle, taking care of me meticulously as if I was the woman he loved deeply.But that was just a dream, and after waking up, I realized how ridiculous I was.

When I returned to city A, I didn't tell anyone. I ate and slept at home. After a week, I felt even more depressed.I often stare at something for a long time in a daze, and think wildly, sometimes anxiously thinking about dying like this.I don't know what's wrong with this, I'm suddenly scared, but I don't want to go out.

Xue Zimo and He Wanwan have called me for the past few days. I have been lying to them that I am in City S. They didn't suspect anything, they just called to greet each other every day.

Tonight's moon is very round, high in the sky, white and flawless, as if there is no flaw at all.I don't know what's going on, I feel very sad, but I don't want to cry.His eyes fell on the fruit knife on the table, and he walked over to pick it up by a ghost. The knife is very sharp, and he wondered if the blood would bleed quickly.

Thinking of this, I stretched out my wrist and stroked down. It hurt, but I didn't stop.

Drops of blood dripped onto the floor to form bright red flowers, and she went to the bed and lay down, closing her eyes quietly.I'm really tired, I don't want to think about it, I don't want to fight, I just want to leave quietly.

The moment Ling Yuqian's shadow appeared in my mind, I opened my eyes and took the mobile phone beside me to find out the phone number that He Wanwan got for me before. Looking at this number, I hesitated for a long time before dialing it.

My heart is peaceful, I just want to say "I love you" to him before I die, just one sentence is fine.

"Hello." After the call was connected, his magnetic voice came from the other end.

I didn't speak in a hurry, I felt the blood flow out of my body little by little, my voice became hoarse again, and when the dizziness became more and more serious, I said with difficulty "I... love... you..."

"Who are you?" asked the other end after a moment of silence.

I didn't answer, my hands were exhausted, my phone fell to my side and I closed my eyes.

I don't know how long it took, but I was still conscious when I vaguely heard the sound of knocking on the door.I glanced at my left hand, where the sheets were covered in blood and looked horrible.

The commotion outside became louder and louder, until the sound of the door being knocked open, followed by the sound of footsteps.

My eyes were blurred and I couldn't see who was coming.I just felt my body being hugged by someone, followed by a familiar smell.Grabbing the hem of his clothes weakly, looking at the blurred outline in front of his eyes, "Don't... save... me..."

When he heard my voice, his fast pace suddenly stopped, I knew he was looking at me, and continued to say with difficulty: "I... let you go... I won't... pester... you... ..."

"Shut up." He angrily reprimanded and continued to walk forward quickly.I leaned against his chest, with one hand hanging down feebly, and gradually lost consciousness.

I thought I would really die this time, but I was wrong, I opened my eyes and found that I was in the hospital.He Wanwan next to the bed seemed to have just cried, her eyes were red and swollen, and she immediately became happy when she saw me wake up, "Xiaoqian, you woke up, you scared me to death, why are you so stupid? You committed suicide, are you going to piss me off?" ?”

I looked at her chattering, but did not speak.

"Xiao Qian, don't be like this, okay? It hurts me to see it." Seeing me staring blankly out of the window, she cried again.

I don't know how to comfort her, and I don't know what's wrong with me, I feel so bad, I just want to end all this, including my life.

At this time Xue Zimo and Hua Xuan walked in, they were relieved to see that I woke up.Hua Xuan asked me what I wanted to eat, but I ignored it.Seeing this, Xue Zimo said, "What made you think of committing suicide? Ling Yuqian?"

Hearing the name Ling Yuqian, I thought of the feeling of him hugging me tightly before losing consciousness, and there was some change in his eyes.

"The situation was urgent. You lost a lot of blood. He transfused 800 milliliters of blood for you. Now you are in the next ward." After Xue Zimo finished speaking, I was stunned.Ling Yuqian gave me 800ml blood transfusion?Is he not going to die?Is the doctor confused too?How can so much blood be drawn.

I pulled out the needle in my hand and wanted to get out of bed, but Xue Zimo stopped him, he said: "Let's go see him again at night, Li Shiran is here now."

I froze and took a look at the way they looked at me before sitting down obediently.

"You only react when you mention him." Hua Xuan pouted teasingly.

Xue Zimo looked at me without saying anything, his eyes were filled with complicated emotions, he seemed to be worried about me.

In the evening, accompanied by He Wanwan, I went to the next room.She said she was waiting for me at the door, but she didn't come in.

Ling Yuqian was lying on the hospital bed, seemingly falling asleep.I went to sit on the chair by the bed and just stared at him quietly.After drawing so much blood, his face was very pale. It was the first time I saw him look so fragile.

She couldn't help reaching out to caress his pale face, and then his chapped lips.Like a ghost, I leaned over and put my lips on his lips. Loving someone is irrational, and I lost myself again.

When Ling Yuqian opened his eyes, the moment our eyes met, I didn't even see indifference and disgust in his eyes.

I stood up and wanted to leave, but he grabbed my hand.His body was stiff, not daring to look into his eyes.

"Why did you commit suicide?" He asked calmly.

Instead of answering, I asked, "Why did you save me?"

As if he was asked by me, he let go of my hand and sat up on the bed, "Didn't you call me to save you?"

How can some things change in such a short period of time, am I really naive?

"I just don't want to die in peace." After speaking, I ignored the deep eyes he looked at me, and turned to leave.