"Actually, Xu Chu, I've really liked you for a long time too! Although when I first met you, I heard everyone say that you are a dandy, you are playing with other people's feelings, and you have never taken it seriously. I also admit that I have indeed been affected by these factors! I have always been conflicted. While I like you in my heart, I have to restrain my feelings for you... Even I feel that if this continues, I will be nervous Split!"

Xia Qing told herself all the things that she thought she would never tell Xu Chu in one go, and then took a deep breath and continued.

"However, later on, I discovered that after getting along with you slowly and realizing the essence of you, I also gradually discovered that you don't seem to be what outsiders said. You are actually Flesh and blood, especially loyal, very kind to friends, and utterly considerate... Moreover, you have experienced those bad things in your childhood, maybe you are also using this method to escape the pain of the past..."

"However, what I want to say is that it will be fruitless and useless for us to escape like this! Xu Chu, isn't it? At the beginning, I have been avoiding my own heart, unwilling to face my own feelings. You like it, but in the end the result is a loss for both sides! On the contrary, now you and I can take this step bravely, face the truest self in our hearts, and face our truest thoughts, so that we can Really hold each other's hand and walk with each other, that's how we can get real happiness, isn't it?"

When Xia Qing said these words, she was very sincere, her eyes were firm, so watery, she looked at Xu Chu so much that Xu Chu couldn't bear to refuse in the end.

The corners of Xu Chu's mouth curled up in embarrassment. Today, he really came to communicate with Xia Qing face to face, and he just wanted to tell them that they had been hiding their true feelings from each other during this period of time.

However, when he heard Xia Qing talking about his past events, Xu Chu had to admit that he was still greatly shocked in his heart.

That's right, I keep saying that I dare to act and act, but in fact, isn't I such a coward?
I don't have the courage or confidence to face the truest, even despicable self in my heart, and I don't have the absolute strength to turn over my past. Instead, I just wallow in pain over and over again, There is no way to bravely overcome the past!

However, those people who caused pain to themselves in the past didn't even feel that they were at fault, but they tormented themselves so much that they couldn't justify it!
"Yes, Xia Qing, what you said makes sense. In fact, I am a coward! In fact, I have never had the courage to face the truest self in my heart, nor have I the courage to tear those wounds from the past... But Sometimes it is necessary to let the wound see the sun, so that it can heal faster."

While speaking, Xu Chu nodded firmly to Xia Qing, and hugged Xia Qing vigorously again, kneading Xia Qing's entire head into his arms, letting Xia Qing's hairy head lie in his arms Here, the existence of this woman is to make up for the fear and vacancy in my heart.

The most important thing is to be able to give Xu Chu unlimited power.

Xu Chu took a deep breath, and then hugged Xia Qing's waist so tightly, his iron arms were strong, and his hands were clenched tightly, as if he wanted to pinch Xia Qing's whole body into his body.

Then he just let himself suck on Xia Qing's body greedily and forcefully, the pleasant fragrance that could comfort his heart for a long time, and finally let out a satisfied sigh.

"Anyway, I want to thank you! Thank you for being with me all the time, and thank you for what you said to me today, so that I can bravely face my heart... I still have a question to ask you, It is such a fragile and sensitive me. Are you willing to hold my hand and stay with me in the future? Even if there is a flaw in my heart, are you willing to face it with me? ?”

Xu Chu suddenly changed his mind just now.

Before, Xu Chu always felt that the two people's feelings for each other were the most important thing when they were together, but now, Xu Chu felt that whether Xia Qing could accept the darkest side of her heart was the most important thing.

After all, there was no way for him to impose his thoughts on Xia Qing.

There was nothing he could do, so he confidently made the decision for Xia Qing.

Therefore, Xu Chu needed a real answer from Xia Qing very much.

Xia Qing just met Xu Chu's somewhat frustrated eyes. Under the light of the dim hot pot restaurant, Xia Qing felt more and more that she was drowning in Xu Chu's arms. Moreover, this Once, I no longer want to escape.

Just make the most authentic decision in your heart.

Don't run away any more.

"I am willing!"

Xia Qing's three words were sonorous and forceful, she firmly held Xu Chu's hand, and then expressed her wish.

The light in Xu Chu's eyes was lit up little by little, and finally it burned like a torch, shining so brightly that it caught people's eyes.

"Great! Xia Qing, I will no longer be alone in the future, and you will be with me from now on!" The voice here suppressed the pain, but couldn't control his excitement. Trembling, he clasped Xia Qing's soft body so tightly, and hugged Xia Qing vigorously. This was the best news Xu Chu felt he had heard this year!

"Do you know? I have always thought that I am a cowardly coward who hides in the dark and cannot see the light. However, after I met you, I realized that there is such a bright sunshine in this world. It's so warm and bright, it makes me feel so warm, I really want to touch it... But I dare not, I'm afraid, the self who has been hiding in a damp and dark corner like this is not worthy of you at all..."

While speaking, Xu Chu suppressed his sore throat, expressing the most humble side of his heart.

"People say what's wrong with Young Master Xu, but only I know in my heart how lonely I am. Everything on the surface is just a fake smile... In fact, I have never been happy in my heart...Xia Qing, really Thank you very much, you are willing to accept me like this, and you are willing to face everything that comes next with me..."

Listening to Xu Chu's voice, it seemed like she was about to cry in the next second, Xia Qing couldn't bear it!

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