can't say goodbye to you

From Gu Xiujin's point of view, Le Ying is very light. Lying on his arm, he didn't feel much weight. In addition, he could only see her white to transparent skin and bloodshot eyes at a close distance.

Why is she, who is so deserving of pity, always rejecting people thousands of miles away?

It seems that the help of others is like Ling Chi to her?
Gu Xiujin frowned slightly, he didn't understand how his help became her burden, even though it was just a simple gentleman's move.

Le Ying has returned to the normal distance of interpersonal communication, trying to fade herself into the background. To them, she is just an outsider, so just play the role of outsider well.

"Are you okay now?" Gu Xiujin asked.

"Sorry, I'm fine, I've caused you trouble," Le Ying turned her head and apologized to the old lady.

But the old lady shook her head: "It's okay. Seeing that you are recovering from a serious illness, you must have not had a good rest. Why don't you take a rest here?"

"No, thank you, I'm really bothering you. I'll come to bother you when I have time." After speaking, Le Ying tried her best to smile, but in fact, it made her look even more haggard and sad.

She turned around and planned to leave, because she still remembered that Lin Jin had something to look for her, maybe he had been entangled by Aiyuan and forgot, maybe he had already arrived at the ward, waiting for her to go back and question him.

She still wants to go back to the world that belongs to her, there is no warmth, no joy, only long waiting and endless desolation.

She lowered her head resignedly, treating this encounter as a fantasy of Alice in Wonderland, and returning to that withered life.

"Which ward are you in? I can send someone to pick you up. The old woman is hospitalized alone, and there is no one to talk to. Can you come often?" The old lady looked like a child, her eyes full of hope.

"Old lady, you can come to me anytime,"

"Otherwise, if you leave me a phone number, it will be more convenient for me to call you?" The old lady felt that she was really shrewd, Yu He hurried over, but the old lady pinched Gu Xiujin and forced him to take out the phone with her eyes.

What can my grandmother do?Of course I love it!
"Call, or forget it, I'm on the 4th floor of the inpatient department, you can ask someone to come to me." Le Ying hesitated.

"Hey, that's so inconvenient. There's no one around me, and the phone is out of battery today." The old lady looked at the phone that Yu He was about to take out, and she stared back at it, "Xiu Jin, can you help me?" Let me remember."

Gu Xiujin took out the phone and unlocked it, then handed it over.

Le Ying thought about it, but still entered the phone number.

Gu Xiujin took it back and clicked to dial. Then, a bell rang in the pocket of Le Ying's spacious hospital gown. Gu Xiujin said, "This is my phone number. If you need anything, you can call me."

"Thank you for the trouble."

"Don't be so polite, grandma will be angry." Gu Xiujin said with a smile.

"Pfft," Le Ying was also amused.

It was only then that Gu Xiujin realized that the girl in front of her was actually pretty when she smiled sincerely, her smile was very heartwarming, like a snow lotus blooming on an iceberg bathed in sunlight.

The old lady was very satisfied with her grandson's operation. The handsome man and the beautiful women are a perfect match. The yard of the inpatient department is still very interesting, and you can find such a treasure.

I haven't been nagging all these years, look, there is still progress!
Le Ying felt that the time of bothering was a bit too long, and said goodbye to the old lady again: "Old lady, I still have some things to do today, I will go back first, you should rest well, thank you."

"Let's go." Gu Xiujin said from the side.

Opening the door of the ward, the air outside was obviously much colder. Not only did Le Ying shudder, she hugged her arms and took a deep breath, preparing to face the winter cold.

"You don't wear too much, it's cold outside, why don't you sit a little longer." The old lady gave the wooden grandson a hard look with her eyes.

A warm woolen scarf hung around her neck, which Gu Xiujin had just untied, with warmth and a faint smell of detergent.

"No..." Le Ying wanted to refuse with a little panic.

Gu Xiujin still wrapped her scarf on her own: "It's cold outside, be careful, you can return the scarf to me next time."

The old lady was very satisfied with the reaction of the elm head.

Le Ying thought of the car keys and hugs that Aiyuan showed off in front of her, and her eyes turned red again.

It turned out that I would also encounter sincere care and care.

She deserves it.

"No need, I don't know if I can meet you next time. Besides, it's upstairs, there's no way to go." She shook her head, untied the scarf, folded it, and returned her hands to Gu Xiujin.

"Can't you meet me next time? You said that you lied to my grandmother when you came to talk to her?"

Le Ying was startled, thinking that what she said was biased, and quickly added: "I keep my word, I will come to talk with grandma."

The old lady's eyes lit up.

The girl's call is more kind and gentle than this bastard's call.

Gu Xiujin was still in a daze, while Le Ying had already stepped out of the ward.

Seeing her grandson holding the scarf in a daze, the old lady coughed.

"Grandma." Gu Xiujin looked at the old lady, thinking she had something to do.

"Go take her back to the ward! What if you faint on the way?" The old lady patted the table anxiously, "Hurry up! You don't understand!"

Yu He, who was pouring tea and water, pursed his lips and smiled.

Le Ying finally walked out of the ward alone.

Gu Xiujin was still in a daze, the old lady was anxious, grabbed the scarf in his hand, and threw it towards him.

"Don't you understand? Send her off! You are so stupid to go abroad!" The old lady was panting with anger.

Gu Xiujin is one head and two older, and she has been visiting her grandmother non-stop since she got off the plane today, why did she keep making this old ancestor unhappy again and again when she came back?

He looked at Yu He, wanting Aunt He to give some hints.

Yu He watched his nose, nose, and heart, and didn't want to care about him at all.

"grandmother……"

"Not going yet, are you?" The old lady began to look for the next thing to throw, "Okay! You are not going!"

"I'll go, I'll go! Go, go!" Then he escaped from the ward like the wind.

Le Ying walked to her ward by herself. In the huge ward, Lin Jin was already standing in front of the window.

It seems that many years ago, he also liked to stand in front of the window alone, lamenting the unfairness of fate, hoping to give her a home with peace of mind.

The world has changed, and the relationship between Lin Jin and her has become so strange, alienated, and hostile.

Le Ying took a deep breath, she still had to face what should be faced.

"I'm sorry, I'm late." She still wanted to make amends and make her efforts to be less charming.

Le Ying stood at the door, leaning against the door frame, her breathing a little constricted.

"If you don't lie on the bed well, what are you doing out there?"

Lin Jin didn't come to help her, so she could only move to the hospital bed step by step.

"I'm going out to get some air, it's too stuffy here."

Lin Jin still didn't take a step, as if the person in front of him had nothing to do with him.

"I'm downstairs today, I hurt you." Lin Jin lowered his head, put his hands in his trousers pockets, and walked to the bed.

"It's okay." Le Ying's eyes fell, and the words came out without thinking.

"Lin Jin, can you stay with me?" Le Ying looked at him across the hospital bed.

"It's not like you don't know that I'm busy."

"Just one afternoon, just one hour."

Le Ying felt that in front of him, she really lived a humble life. In this love, because she fell in love first, she lost first.

"Ruan Leying, let's break up. Tomorrow I will tell my parents to cancel the engagement." Lin Jin said very clearly, "I'm tired, and I don't want to be entangled in such a relationship anymore."

Entangled?

Le Ying was annoyed.

"My fiancé, when I fell into the water, only saved others. After I was rescued, he was still crying with another woman in his arms..." Le Ying spoke the cruelest reality in the weakest tone.

"She's not another woman!" Lin Jin yelled at her, "I've fallen in love with her already."

I'm already in love with her.

These words were like a knife, directly piercing Le Ying's heart.

"Lin Jin, you are my fiancé." Le Ying emphasized this matter again.

"That's why I said, let's cancel the engagement and let everyone be free."

"On this matter, you are the only one who is free." Le Ying yelled out this sentence with her greatest strength.

Silence, again silence.

It's like this after every fight.

Le Ying took a deep breath, not to let herself be anxious, let go of her mind and said slowly, "Lin Jin, I don't want to say anything more about this matter. Let's turn the page, shall we?"

"I'm here to talk to you about this today, and we have nothing to say except this."

"What's the deep hatred between us? You have nothing to say except to abandon me?" Le Ying swayed a bit, she couldn't stand anymore, she sat down on the hospital bed, trying to calm herself down.

"Ehime said, Hai Hai, she came to the deck with you to save you, and you lost your temper with her. You pushed her... I didn't expect that you have become a poisonous woman .”

"Lin Jin, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk indiscriminately." Le Ying recalled what happened that day, and said fiercely, "It was Aiyuan who asked me to come out, it was she who pushed me, it was..."

Le Ying looked up and saw Lin Jin's impatient expression, she stopped talking, she knew that it was useless to explain everything now, because he didn't believe it.

He would rather believe a person's nonsense than believe his own words.

"Le Ying, when did you become like this, I don't even know you anymore." Lin Jin was heartbroken.

"Did you come here when I was unconscious?" Le Ying sighed, not wanting to delve into it.

"I'm worried that you haven't had a good rest, so..."

"So you stay by Ehime's side every day."

"She is too weak and her family background is not good. She needs more care and protection."

Disappointed, completely disappointed, Le Ying's tears once again broke the embankment.

"Aiyuan, Aiyuan, Aiyuan, Lin Jin, you are going to marry me, and you are still protecting her. Is this green tea so good?" Le Ying was almost mad with anger.

Lin Jin didn't speak, he turned around to avoid the question.

"Actually, you already understand it very well in your heart. We have known each other for five years, and we are no match for Ehime's coquettish treatment of you."

"Ruan Leying, don't go too far! Just now, you scratched her face with the car keys, she didn't say anything, she has been defending you all the time! She is your girlfriend, your best friend!"

Le Ying was silent, he didn't want to go into this lame drama that he directed and acted himself, he was already completely on Eiyuan's side.

Le Ying was in despair, she could feel that this relationship was over.Lin Jin threw her away like trash. She didn't need to struggle, she just had to accept her fate.

Lin Jin's eyes were full of helplessness, while Le Ying's eyes gradually cast a layer of coldness.

"My best friend? My best friend?" Le Ying smiled wryly. This was probably the biggest mockery of her. "My best friend seduced me and hooked up with my fiancé behind my back, and even tried to murder me."

"you!"

"You and her go out together, I will tell my family to cancel the engagement." Le Ying said coldly, "Also, now, you can get out of my ward."

"Le Ying, your temper... change it." Lin Jin said, "I will handle the matter of canceling the engagement properly. It will take a little time, and we will all be free."

"Wait!" Le Ying stopped him, "Did you never love me?"

"I used to like you, you were cheerful, optimistic and assertive, but Leying, you have changed, you have become too strong, that indifferent kind of strength, I think you are like an iceberg, and the appearance of Ehime, It's like the sunshine in my life, she can give warmth, and you just drain my warmth"